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bestheadyet
| Pan Female, 45, Northern neck, Virginia
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Change is to human life what the metamorphosis is to the caterpillar. It is the inevitable cycle of life.
If there is no change there is no life. The Art of Changing
....Not sure of what i'm seeking....but my eyes are wide open... often and get distracted by real life. ..
i am a student....i am a caretaker...i am a mother....i do not know where my life is heading!!!! its my journey though, to take.
i am on a weight loss journey.... .... that includes exercise classes and doing lots of other things i am not used to ...like eating properly and watching everything i put in my mouth(food too!!! lol)
i have issues....i have fears....i want to be loved.
i want to be loved as much as i love.... ...because it seems to always return in spades.
i like the forums and my new community friends!!!it isn't easy as i live an hour from Richmond.. .munches aren't convenient to meet people and learn more.
i have made wonderful internet friends here...but i long for more..
a REAL relationship that has vanilla and bdsm characteristics ....i do believe THAT is what i seek!
I AM...gonna be who i am.
i believe long distance relationships can only be friends only....unless there are miracles and magic...and ... i have seen those come to fruition a time or two.
I have dreams though......of how i wish my life to be someday....you'll only find them out if you become my friend.
i have a mini me....that could be great or horrible depending on how you view me...or children.
i have the mind of a clear thinking woman with the heart of a child that is as breakable as porcelain.
i am new to the lifestyle and have bumped through it roughly thus far....i know my journey will not be easy but it has to be taken.
i am a definite trip without a map.....most of the time i am hysterically funny ....when i'm not just plain hysterical*wink*
oxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxooxoxoxooxoxoox
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9/18/2011 5:23:12 PM: sent to me from a sweet sub....'WOW... i accidentally ran into your profile while looking at another person's profile ( you were on their friend's list... ) and i cannot tell you how refreshing it is to read another person's profile on here written with such sense of self and self worth... a sense of who and what they are ( even though you say you are not sure... it reads loud and clear that you you DO know who you are and for that, my sweet friend, you should be quite proud of yourself)... i cant tell you how much i truly enjoyed reading it and i wanted to thank you for sharing yourself with the world of CM... ( truly, a world with its own identity, giggles )'
7/15/2011 4:14:32 AM: i'm really only on here playing the classic games!! yeah right lol.
went thru and cleaned out the friend list....those i kept are either intriguing,gorgeous, or an interesting forum participant....i do accept most friend requests when i am asked....doesn't mean i have or will fuck them....geez people. that message of 'gee you have alot of friends' gets really old.
4/8/2011 7:57:17 PM: i will never understand why i can not be honest enough with myself to admit i am my own worst enemy.
its scientifically linked that heartbreak can cause physical damage. its all becoming clear now...how sick i became last year.....3 different episodes of illness following losing my first Master. Granted i'm no slave but the loss was no different than if someone died.
i am lonely...but im going to be fine...
3/18/2011 6:13:36 AM: “Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart.”
3/11/2011 6:21:09 AM: is there a place where i would never have to make a decision??
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