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About Pahne
" I represent to you, all the sins, that you have never had the courage to commit"
-Oscar Wilde
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�-A Little About Me-
�� The truth of the matter is.... I do not know exactly what I am looking for. Only that I hope to know it when I find it. I think that as of now, I am more on a journey of self discovery than anything else. I believe that it will only be then that I am able to offer myself and all that I have to the "Right One." I am only praying that I will know who that "One" is when the time comes. Until that time comes, I will work on being the best Me that I can be and hope that when He does come along, that He will be able to recognize and appreciate who I am and all that I know that I have to offer. �
Happy Hunting, and Safe Spanking
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I,like most women, have the ability to be a cunt when my back has been pushed against a wall and I am not comfortable with it being there. If I do not disrespect you, then what would make you think that I wouldn't be offended if you disrespected me? Just because you are on CS and have the label of Dominant Male on your profile, it does not give you God like powers and the permission to treat anyone that you deem to be inferior with anything less that you yourself would like to be treated with. I make no excuses about it, nor do I apologize for my attitude towards you if you decide that you indeed want to be a mannerless little troll.� If you don't like it, then save us both the time and aggravation and do not bother me. I am sure there are several other women or men on here that have no self esteem and do not mind being talked to and or treated like the gum on the bottom of your shoes. The way I see it, I can be as sweet as the Georgia peach I was born as, or I can be as nasty as most truck stop bathrooms. My attitude towards you, is in direct correlation with the way that you treat me. Ball is in your court.
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Okay, so.. I feel like I need to make a couple of points known.
�A. I am a mother, first and foremost. While I know that some men will take off running at the first hint of this fact, let me just state this. My child doesn't need another father. He has one. I am not looking for a father for my son, as I have just stated, he has one. But, with all of this being said, my child comes and will always come before BDSM in any shape or form. ( Sad that I have to actually say that. But, yeah...)
B. I am NOT a supermodel, nor a barbie doll. While that is what most people are looking for on here, I am not that package. Yes, I understand the need for mutual attraction and that to some degree, we are ALL shallow at times. Not everyone, is going to be attracted to me and I am not going to be attracted to everyone either. With this being said, the attitudes and the hurt feelings because of this are ridiculous. We are all adults here.
�C. I have a brain, I know how to use said brain and while this might offend some of the men on the lower end of the intelligence spectrum, that is your problem and not my own. So please, do not come at me with your ego all deflated and your panties up your butt crack because you were schooled by a female that knew how to hold her own in a conversation.
D. I have a wicked sense of humor and a hell of a sarcastic way about me. If you can not handle this, then once again, do not make it my issue. I suggest that you pony up and look for where you left that little thing called a " Personality." Don't get me wrong. I know there is a time and place for it all. Just learn to not take yourselves so seriously people. Life is too short as it is.
E. I know that people have said this one time and time again. But please for the love of Pete... if you email me, please let it be more than just a " Greetings" or a " You are pretty" or even, ( wait.. brace yourself for it.) " HI." I know it sounds bitchy, but seriously people. That is just a waste of my time and time is too precious as it is. Also, please make sure that you have a pic up, ( preferably of something other than your penis. Yes, I know you are proud of it. But, it is not what I prefer to be talking to.) IF I find someone who is worth the time and effort that it will take to build a true relationship with, I will then have no issues verifying who I am through Skype. I assure you, I have nothing to hide, I think it is absolutely asinine for anyone to "catfish" another person. Until then, I do hope that each and everyone of you have the best experience that you can on here.
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I am sorry I am/was a failure. I am sorry that I took up too much of your time. I am sorry that I was not smart enough to figure stuff out on my own. I am sorry that I wasted your time. I am sorry that I even remotely insinuated that I was capable of filling your needs and making you happy. I am sorry that I dared to hope that me willingly giving you that which no one on this earth had ever gotten would be enough to make you to want to make the time to speak to, see, or message me. I was clearly wrong and know now that it was pompous and selfish of me to think that. I am desperately sorry that I have two phrases of your voice on loop in my brain that torture me, because I know that my ears did not deserve the exquisite pleasure that was given from your mouth. Above all, I am profoundly sorry that I am not worthy enough to keep with you, to fight for, and ultimately to persevere against all next to. Please forgive me for ever daring to step foot from the dark and let light shine on my skin. As my solemn vow, my penance for being a colossal disgrace, I will this day, and forever more revert to standing back behind my wall with its briars and chains. I shall once again, let the darkness drape over my shoulders and wind around me like a cloak. Once more, I shall become a steel sentry guarding over my person, my heart, but most of all, my mind. I say thank you, with the utmost sincerity for showing me what happens when I allow myself to stray from the safety of my confines. You promised to keep me safe. You have kept that promise.
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Behind every dark cloud, is a silver lining. I truly believe that as of this week. I am extremely thankful that the path that I started to venture down, has lead to something/one amazingly incredible. I can honestly say that, TODAY is the first day, of the rest of my life. Granted, it is a small victory, but I have no doubt that it will continue to grow. I pray that this is the beginning of a long road of self discovery and along the way, it continues to help me grow, not only as a human, but a woman and ultimately as the submissive that I know is hidden.
Last, but certainly not least, I want to thank You. You did not give up on me, even when I tried to push You out and away and wanted to give up on myself. Even though it is still really early days, You see something in me that You deem worthy enough to nurture and care about and want to make better. For this, You will forever have my gratitude. I only hope that as these next days and weeks roll by, that we can both be what the other wants and ultimately needs. I look forward to this journey and promise that I will give 110% of myself in the process. |
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Just want to let everyone know to be on the look out for an account by the namoff?majordadarmy? . He keeps the account hidden, but is still out there. He was my D at one point until I started piecing together his lies. 3 different pics, 3 different men. Age he told me, different age on his Skype account. Then he tried to tell me that I needed to buy him a new cell phone to make it so we could stay in touch. As if all of this isn't bad enough, he had someone else message me and inform me that he was going to release all of the pictures and videos that were sent to him along with my name and private info to the public. Low right? Well, he got even lower, he is now taunting me by email , saying..." Should I, yes or no." And " now he is threatening me with me losing custody of my son." And all of this came about from nothing more than me calling him on his lies |
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COLLARED
Turning over in the bed, her legs still tangled in between his own. Linen sheets, crisp and clean wound around their waists from the previous nights lovemaking. She lifted her arms high above her head to stretch and work out the kinks, then she would lift her head and looked over at the man that lie beside her still in slumber. Smiling softly as she slips from beneath the sheets and walked to the bathroom to wash her face and complete her morning routine. Pulling the door open gently and stepping from the bathroom she walked to the side of the bed to make sure that he was still asleep. Deciding that it would be a nice surprise for him to wake up to a hot breakfast, she skipped to the kitchen after stopping at the end of the bed to pull the dress shirt that he had worn the night before.
The aroma of freshly grated cheeses and spring veggies wafted through the kitchen and through out the rest of the house. Grabbing a platter from the cupboard, Rahne plated the omelet and toast while placing an orchid beside the freshly carved melon. A cup of coffee and a glass of water was then poured and set beside the plattered breakfast. Smiling when everything was placed to her satisfaction, she picked up the tray with careful precision and made her way quietly to the bedroom. Much to her surprise he was already sitting up in bed with the television switched to the morning news. Looking up from the t.v. his hues take in the sight of his girl walking in wearing his shirt and he just smiles in appreciation. Stopping at the side of the bed, she awaits him to situate the covers around his body before she set the tray over his lap. " Is everything satisfactory Sir?" Waiting beside him with her hands clasped behind her back and her hues lowered slight in respect. As soon as he nods his head that she had presented him well, she turned and headed to the bathroom once more to ready his shower.
It was but a few minutes before she heard the door open and felt the rush of cool air sliding over her body from the shower curtain being pulled back. Her breath caught in her throat as she caught sight of the Adonis of a man that was stepping in and under the spray of the water next to her. Bending over to pick up a wash cloth and body wash her legs would elongate and her rump pressed higher to the air. Feeling him stepping closer to her and place his hands on her hips, she pulls in a quick breath. Biting her lip and using her hands to brace herself against the shower wall as she rolled her hind end into his hands. He leant his body over hers and placed a few well deserved nips to her upper shoulder blades. " Sir...." her words and slightly breathless at the feel of his mouth and hands traversing her body. She bent her head further forward to allow him better access to the slender column of her neck. Hands feverishly grasping behind her body to hold firmly to his thighs. Her nails digging into his flesh, he fists her hair quickly and rather harshly to let her know to loosen her grip upon his leg.
Over the course of the next few moments, he pushed her roughly to shower wall and whispered into her ears, " I should take you outside and mark you the way that a dog marks his territory. What do you think about that my precious little slut." Whimpering quietly knowing that he didn't really expect an answer to his question. " Well now, I wonder....What should I expect from you should I decide that you are worthy enough for my steel to grace that lovely neck of yours?" Turning her face to the side and leaning it against the coolness of the tiles. Thinking momentarily before she answered as she knew that this was extremely important to the both of them. Pulling in a shaky breath she twists her body in his hands and looks down to his hues. " You can expect that I will strive to be the very best submissive that I can be to you. You can expect that I will give 110% of myself to you. You can expect that I will offer you the love, tenderness, connection, sensuality and sexuality that I can give. You can expect that I will continue to grow and flourish under your guidance and strong hand. You can expect that I will not follow blindly, but I will question as to better myself and further my knowledge in all things. You can expect that if and when you decide to mark your territory that I will wear that mark, in whatever form that you so choose to mark me with, proudly."
Absorbing her features, the way that her lips formed each and every word,the way that the vein in her neck was visibly jumping as her pulse raced, even the way that her breath was warm and sweet upon his face as she spoke. Lifting his hand to her face, he ran the tips of his fingers into her hair as he spoke softly, " Marking my territory, that is the most wicked melody to my ears," spoken with a smirk on his face. Lifting his hand and pointing to the back of the house, she knew what he wanted as he often liked to take her in nature. Pulling the curtain back and stepping out of the shower, crystalline droplets of water caressing her skin and dropping to the floor with each step. Walking to the back door and pulling it inward, she shivered as the air blew around her naked form. Teeth chattering ever so slightly, she walked to the gazebo that was placed in the middle of the yard. Looking around with a knowing smile on her face and a blush creeping into her cheeks as she looked to the equipment that he had especially rigged for their mutual enjoyment.
Sinking to her knees, she kept her back straight and tilted her head back as well. Spreading her thighs, she placed her hands with the palms up on the tops of her legs to present herself properly. Lowering her gaze to the grass respectfully, she sat there and awaited his arrival. Sensing his presence before she actually heard his footsteps falling on the packed earth, she closed her eyes to steady her racing heart. The sound of his voice surrounding her senses as his footsteps could be heard getting closer with each passing moment caused her to flinch in anticipation. While her gaze was lowered she could still feel his hues probing and exploring every inch of her being. Catching her hues starting to follow him, he leans down and whispers, " Look to the floor and bow your head to your Master." His hands starting to roam her spine tortuously slow, up and down, up and down. Quivering beneath his touch she started to slump forward slightly. " Back straighter." Immediately her spine elongated once more so that she was in the proper display position.
Running his hand to the side of her face, she feels him tap her cheek in a gentle caress. Much as if he were rubbing a beloved pet, for that was what she was becoming to him. His kitten. She hears the soft jingling of something that sounded like a buckle, yet she did not dare to turn around and look. He leant down and stopped just at the side of her ear and put something supple and soft to her neck. The sound of the supple leather slipping through the buckle causing her to weep tears of joy, for she knew the meaning of this symbolism. In the next moment his words danced across her soul, " Owned Property." Moving to the front of her, he stooped down and tilted her chin up so that her face was level with his own. Looking deep into the depths of her dusky grey hues, he mouths the word so quietly as if it were for her ears only. " MINE."
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