OniOokami

I am currently happy with the way my life is moving forward again after the loss of my wife of 8 1/2 years (no she's still alive) & my 4 month stent of unemployment, life is good & getting better, I am happy again after such a very long time.

There is a point in everyone's life where the consideration of the human condition is tested & mine has been & I'm just in the right mind set to no longer care & have the need to destroy something beautiful

    I realized that I occasionally have these momentary lapses in sanity & try to be polite to people & it gets me no where, I infuriate people & there we go, find what get's to them & then slowly feed that fire & then break them in an instant turning them into a sobbing waste of flesh to be molded. I end up with this issue because I have to deal with company clients face to face, so I have to put on a completely different mask while at work.

    Drives me little more than crazy sometimes, but you gotta do what you gotta do to make the bosses happy, meh, this to shall pass.

    ~Wulf~

    I thought that seeing as how I have deleted all of my interests that I would say that I have many & they are ever fluctuating & I will get around to filling in that section once again.

    ~Wulf~

   There is a darkness that dwells in the souls of every man, woman, & child most of which hide it deeply & go about their everyday mundane lives as though it were not there.

    I make that choice to let it live along side of me but not to let it take control of me, with that choice made I must also deal with the consequences that come from having such evil lurking over my shoulder begging me to do as it wants.

    As the days go on I feel that pull from the other half of me, the evil that I live with & the desire to destroy something beautiful, not in such a way that would bring forth any kind of handy cap or death, no, just the over whelming urge to cause such pain & torment on the lesser half of the species.

    Your body bound, your flesh exposed, defenseless you have become to my hand, your body my canvas to paint upon with glorious pain & torment that only I can inflict in the way that I can.

               ~Wulf~

-Many great lessons can be learned form the past & it's conflict's & those who fought them, so I leave you with some wonderful advice from one of those people.

-To fight and conquer in all your battles is not supreme excellence; supreme excellence consists in breaking the enemy's resistance without fighting. -Sun Tzu, The Art of War-