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onelilgem

onelife1
Male Switch, 23, rialto, California
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About onelilgem

So a new day, and the sun shines again. It is time to look up and see the good in the world.

It's all just words, words, words, words.........lines, squiggles...........doesn't mean anything.
I want to be little,
I want to be yours.
I want to feel your arms,
I want to be adored.
I want to give you the raw, the inside, my everything.
I want to hurt for you, then feel you protect me from the world.
I want to be little,
I want to be YOURS.
Where do you hide

when the sun comes to play.

are you a dream?

it certainly feels that way.

What do you fear?

when you keep holding back.

 

 

I don't want any more,

than you are willing to give.

I don't need your details,

your shoe size, where you live

I might like to know,

if you take sugar in your tea :-)

But you can rest assured,

There is no harm meant by me.

I have just had such a giggle!! I have been accused of being a "cyber slave", those that know me will be laughing their socks off, and this was from a "Dom" who's first line in a memo was "So what do you look like" (Yes I know, I was blown away with his eloquence too" 

Reallly, what can I say! What a guy, I am so upset that I have so obvioulsy let this one slip through the net!!........not.
Why do I let myself become so absorbed, I am completely under their spell. Its not a bad thing..well at least I don't think it is. I am loving it.................
I feel as if I am trying to balance...learning..its all so new.

The rune symbol Dagaz springs to mind.

xxxxxxxxx
I close my eyes,
and you are there.
I feel your touch,
Your hand in my hair.

I hold my breath,
the world dissolves.
It feels so right,
When I am in your hold.

I wish you were here.

xx xx xx
Why can things not be simple, if both parties want it, why can it not just happen??? Why does there need to be pushing and shoving, fighting internal "demons"

What is the point?
Don't ya just love it when life is a clear as mud?????
  Not sad anymore
Just not sure!!
How do you deal with watching the person you love most in the world walking away with the person that has hurt you most in the world???  I know the loved one will be coming back, but the whole watching them walking away stings!
How very frustrating it is when there is something you want....need even and it is right there in front of you, yet you just can't find the words to ask for it!!!!!  grrrrr  !!!!
Can you lose something you never had?? I don't know, I suppose it depends on how close it was to you having it. I kind of feel like there was a moment, when it could have happened, but that is past now. Infact I think peoples minds have changed, opinions gathered (maybe wrong, maybe right) but that could have put paid to any hopes I had.
And as I watch her come and go I realise how much I want her!
The first time I saw her I thought my heart would stop, she had a grace, a beauty that captivated me. From that moment I was hers. But she was so far away, in miles as well as emotions.? For a time she didn't even know who I was, I could watch her in the club, see her entertain people, see the little movements of her head, her smile, her sparkling eyes. I kept her in my heart.
?She knows me now, she even has an idea of the power she holds over me, yet she has not taken me, She may never take me, but I will wait, because she is worth it!?? For M x
Can there really be a happy ever after??
Im not just talking about people met from here but in life in general. You will have to forgive me but Im having one of those mornings. Feelling a little down and wondering whether we ever really find that special "one".?? Well does it happen?
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