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Three long term Ds relationships have molded me. Eight years first with an ex wife who started vanilla but turned domme and taught me it was my nature. To be her submissive cuckold was a place i loved to be. But it ended and vanilla was not to go back to.

I found my second Mistress through business. I was hers for 6 years until cancer took her from us all. To kneel before her and kiss her feet was a joy. More to travel with her and explore opera and museums and theater... and to know my place as her submissive cuckold was a pleasure.

Third a Mistress I found online and served from a moderate long distance for 6 years until she fell in love with someone else closer.

Then a short intense one... sometimes 6 months can be packed with years.. of both pleasure and pain (not the good kind).

So after a time.. of reflection and renewal... I am back to the search.

So conversation... about anything.. maybe more than Ds - life and loves.... food and wine... art and music... travel and experiences.... they all add up to who we are....

So... anew we live.. and anew we love... and anew we search... and the journey of life continues... .
7/20/2017 9:55:58 AM
Ah... the journey... you meet someone and it goes pretty well.. .then all of a sudden craziness appears.... without any reason.. and poof it all goes away.... oh well.. sadness and then onward... so.. make me cry to release.. make me cry to learn my place... make me cry ... just to make me cry... 
4/20/2017 3:12:59 PM
Spring comes and life is renewed.... we wake to the birds chirping their beautiful sounds.. .the flowers bloom and the wonderful smells abound.... .and with that all.. we believe that love may flow again.. 
2/6/2017 10:54:49 PM
Why do we give a shit about anything?  Life is short... and if we fall in love once... we should be happy... if we fall in love twice we are blessed.. and if the third one appears.. we should relish it while it last... because no one is really that magically anointed.... so when it ends.. .we should just let it go.... so you n=know who you are ... and you know why it ended... and you know ... why.... 
1/14/2016 9:13:03 AM
The American education system is in serious decline.  There are so many very sexy, young, half naked dommes here that need help.  They have no ability to write in the English language.  Even though they look very American and they live in the States the syntax of their language is certainly foreign.. We need better teachers... or translators that at least speak English.  And i do wonder what they want with an old submissive like myself?
Infatuated
 
 Age: 28
  Florida