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Mistress, My name is Billy. I will turn age 52 on August 28th. How may I serve you? Housework, chores, errands, etc...? You can use and abuse me any way that you want to. I wish to completelty surrender to you as your slave serving you in all ways possible, going beyond submissive. There are guys who fantasizd about being a full toilet slave (never followed through or tried but could not handle it). I guess it could be called a skill - I have drank and consumed. It comes natural for me since i have been mentally prepared for about 40 years. I do hope that you shit into my mouth, there would be no smell, yu do not see it or even wipe. I hope just asking for two things is permissible. I dream of being facesat/smothered without mercy - once in awhile, punishment facesitting/smother me till I pass out. I truly wish to be your slave.
12/10/2011 9:03:02 AM

when you get what you want

  you create an obligation

the fewer the obligations

  the better

12/9/2011 4:07:22 PM

my personality

Perceived reward: (if you scored highly)

Dangerous potential flaw(s): (if you scored highly)

Narcissism 50%

External validation makes me happy

Elitist, snobby, lacking an internal compass/ethics

Unconventionality 88%

Being unconventional makes me happy

Discarding customs/traditions that have value

Empiricism 83%

Being rational makes me happy

Ignoring the value of your gut/instinct/intuition

Identity 11%

Being/knowing who I am makes me happy

(to be determined)

Othercentricism 38% 

Helping others makes me happy

Being taken advantage of, ignoring self

Independence 100%

Being independent makes me happy

No person is an island, trust issues, avoidant

Integrity 66%

Being honest/forthcoming makes me happy

(to be determined)

Intellect 72%

Intellectual complexity makes me happy

Impracticality (possibly)

Stoicism 44%

Being calm makes me happy

(to be determined)

Orderlinesm 72%

Being structured makes me happy

Excessive rigidity, inability to be spontaneous

Dynamism 34%

Change makes me happy

(to be determined)

Activity 16%

Physical exercise makes me happy

Exercise addiction / overtraining, narcissism

Romanticism 61%

Romantic love makes me happy

Being codependent, lacking an individual identity

Hedonism   94%

Being 'high' makes me happy

Substance abuse problems, alcoholism

12/8/2011 12:20:42 PM

Thursday, December 8, 2011

 

Today is a good day.  The HUD inspector came by and my place passed inspection.  I almost dread this Sunday, the Packers will kill my Raiders because Darren McFadden is not going to start for another week.  The Raiders are choking and may not make the playoffs.  I would laugh me ass off if the Raiders did upset the Packers.  Packers got their division sewed up and the Raiders are still fighting to win theirs.  I love the  coffee shop i am at now.

12/8/2011 11:45:03 AM
RaynesRealm
 
 Age: 20
  New Jersey