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Please ensure You read my profile before messaging me. That way i will not disappoint You when i say i am not interested. I am not here to waste anyone's time. Thank You. ? i'm a natural submissive and i have been described as a deeply submissive, submissive, for the right Dominant
i am a down to earth, cheeky (at times), easy going submissive.

i am not into just kinky sex and i am not into just scene play.
My submission, to me, means so much more than that. It is a gift to be given to the One that is worthy of receiving it and i understand that the Dominant, whom i choose to offer this gift to, is also offering me the gift of His Dominance of me.

To me, my journey has no end, it has many destinations. I will be challenged along the road to reach each destination as in doing so i will grow and evolve with each experience.

i have had experience on and off over the last 15 years and i have had a short break. Now i am ready once more to embark on this journey so i am seriously starting my search again hoping to find my One true Dominant.

Even though i have good knowledge and understanding of the true values and dynamics of a D/s relationship, i class my experience somewhere between a beginner and a novice.

At first there will be some time when we get to know each other. The communication between a Dominant and a submissive must be 100% open and honest. This, first and foremost, is the start of?building the foundations of trust and mutual respect which are needed in such a powerful and dynamic relationship. If we can't talk to each other openly and honestly how are we supposed to be able to build the foundations for this type of relationship!!!? ? i am also a strong believer that this type of relationship should be (SSC) Safe, Sane and Consensual. Without these 3 fundamentals, the trust required for this type of relationship, will simply not be there. Another way of putting this is (RACK) Risk Assessed Consensual Kink.

When talking to Dom's, i tell them that i need training, right from the beginning. my reason for that is, there is not a "One size fits all" approach to training and every Dominant and submissive is different. Even if the basic rules and protocols are the same or similar.

There is a lot to learn within BDSM and i am very open minded and more than willing to have new experiences and give 150% to any Dominant who i choose to share my journey with. ? my need to submit is deeply ingrained within me.

i know it is not about me, it is about my submission and my desire to please my Dominant and acting in a way that will make Him proud of me, His possession.

i am kneeling in front of You
You're sitting in Your chair?
You grab handfuls of my hair
You guide my mouth onto Your cock
i submit to Your will

my desire is to please You and to be ready for You, whenever, however You want me, within our preset limits

Another day, another lesson.......

There is a note left by the door, from You, when i get home from work.

It reads: Strip naked and kneel in the middle of the room.
Put your blindfold on and wait silently
Not a word or sound or you will be punished

i wait in position with nervous anticipation of what is going to happen.

i hear the keys jingle and the door open.
You enter the room....or at least i think/ hope it is You
The door closes

i wait silently for what seems like eternity before You run Your fingers down my cheeks, then over my breasts and gently squeezing my nipples between Your fingers.

my body shivers to Your touch. I can feel a knot forming in the bottom of my stomach and i let out a moan. i hoped You didn't hear it....i was wrong.

Your stern voice says "SILENCE" as You squeeze and twist my nipples so hard. i take a deep breath and bite my lip to stifle the scream of pain that wants to escape them. i know the pain would be much worse if i made another sound.

You order me to stand with my hands behind my head, fingers interlocked so You can inspect me and admire my nakedness

i love bondage - the feeling of not being in control is so powerful. The feeling of pulling on my binds trying to escape. Knowing I can not and have no choice but to ACCEPT what is happening and what is going to happen to me.

i also love being blindfolded - the anticipation of not knowing what is going to happen is exciting.

These two (2) alone are very powerful. I know I am totally at Your mercy and have to do Your bidding.? ? i am looking for a single, genuine male Dominant who can help me continue on my journey

Someone who is firm but fair but at the same time is gentle and caring

A Dominant who will respect my limits and boundaries but also push them so i can grow as an individual and we can grow together.? The Yin to my Yang, the one that completes me, and I Him.

To me looks are not as important as personality and the connection i feel with someone ? Please feel free to contact me, i don't bit. i do respond to all respectful messages. If you disrespect me from the start then expect yourself to be ignored and blocked. ? Take care ? Ns ? WARNING: Any institutions using this site or any of its associated sites for studies or projects - You do NOT have my permission to use any of my profile or pictures in any form or forum both current and future. If you have or do, it will be considered a serious violation of my privacy and will be subject to legal ramifications ? ?
8/15/2015 7:58:51 AM
Maybe, the journey isn't so much about becoming anything.
Maybe, it's unbecoming everything that isn't you.
So you can be who you were meant to be in the first place.
sexy255
 
 Age: 18
 Trona, California