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| For quite sometime I've had fantasies, desires, needs that I realized made me different than others. Relationships, especially intimate ones, have been few and far in between. I could go through the motions of a relationship, but the emotions weren't there. I never loved, until I met a dom. He was a close friend, and he was married. He knew me before I knew myself. Watching my mannerisms, studying me, testing me. It began so slowly, so methodically that I honestly didn't know what was happening. He was amazingly patient, caring, attentive, laid back. He was perfect, and for the first time I was in love. Truly in love. When we were together the world disappeared. Unfortunately, we had to stop at the beginning. Due to obligations (e.g. his marriage, family, career) he was unable to provide a slaves basic needs: discipline, service, direction. His lack of keeping a watchful eye on me, of not presenting challenges or ideals to follow and the fact that I simply did not feel useful to him anymore hurt me deeply, so I asked him to let me go. I'm looking for a patient, experienced, attentive dom male/female that wishes to "own" a submissive. I'm seeking a long-term dom/sub relationship with trust and emotions. I haven't experienced a lot of things. There may be some foundational work there, but I can't say for a fact, because I am so new to everything. I do know that I like to be "possessed" by one master. Intercourse is so intimate to me, and I haven't had many partners, so it can be hard on me physically. I like the idea of keeping myself, my private self for my master. But, in turn, there comes great responsibility on his part to take very good care of my heart. I can be the most appreciative, instinctive, caring and giving creature on this Earth with the right dom. I must warn you though, I'm very very very picky, and I won't jump into anything blindly. I am also very much so seeking friendships with other sub females, switch females, dom females and couples. I am a very loyal and confidential friend.
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