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| Sometimes I wonder why I signed up on this site while knowing I most likely won?t find anything. What I would like to find? Well isn?t that a bit irrelevant? I choose this lifestyle because I became so intrigued about this concept of not having control; someday I want to give up all control, but I feel I?m not quite ready for that, yet. ?Anyways, I?ve tried being a Dom but I just didn?t feel right but then I tried to be a submissive, and found myself feeling right? I had this friend who would talk to me daily about her bondage experiences. She stayed mostly to online interactions, but she provided me with a real insight to the world of bondage. She told me about the level of trust needed between partners, and speaking of trust. I have never cheated but I did go behind my partners back to keep smoking (I don?t anymore), and she went behind my back with another guy; C?est la vie? I felt I never really could trust her, because she was a want, want, and more want type of person.
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I?m interested in all types of BDSM styles. I have been for some even before I knew anything about bondage, and its glorious lifestyle. I?ve experimented (some by myself ??try before I buy!?, and some not.) With so many things to see how it felt. Then the internet went main stream and I found a plethora of information on this lifestyle, and kept getting more and more interested in it. I found out there wasn?t much I didn?t like, and from there I found someone who was willing to help further my education in some areas. Well here I am today signed up on a BDSM community site.
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I?m always looking for people to talk to (i.e. friendship) so feel free to say hi. Hope you enjoyed my rambling.
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