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Hi..:) Finally updating my journal..:) I think it helps answer a lot without having to write similar responses to many emails.. Single currently, I havent been pushing to hard to date as Ive been working a lot in a new job that I do enjoy. Ive been examining my desires a lot this past 6 months and am most definitely tending toward the 1950's style relationship. I find it a wonderful mix and crossover between sissification, submission, fashion (Which we know I love). Been looking closer to me here in Cleveland as right now I do have a good job, but I remain open minded. Im relationship oriented and seeking that. I hope everyone is doing well this year..:) Update done..:) xo Ashley |
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Ive been beginning to spend more time on Collar again..Im tired a bit of the single life and seeking a LTR. A future goal of mine is begin the process of pushing beyond a submissive into finding someone patient, informed and willing to assist in that process of becoming a slave. I know its a hard mission but I want to remain open to that possibility..So please feel free to ask/tell anything..xoxo |
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Clarity:
(Only because I have to keep answering this).. I am a real Tg fromCleveland. My legal name is Ashley--My real gender on my drivers is female..I live 24/7 as a female..no games on that. ve been on and off hormones for many many years--currently off. I am comfortable with myself and my gender and am really seeking sincerity in a relationship. Im not afraid to engage--but am cautious. Just came out of a relationship and desperately wanting to re-start. I want you to email and get to know me--I want someone creative/deviant/honest and "out there" I dont want to be bored. Right now I am currently investing my time in finding a new soul..Im not going to ask for money--etc-Im real. I am trying to figure out my role again. Is that the brain dead bimbo..Is the the complete sissy--is it the Stepford wife. Maybe its all of them. Im not interested in another submissive/switch/Trans. Im interested in the dominant..The one..Im more interested in long term--someone that wants a submissive to venture through the process into creating a slave--if it happens--wonderful!! Im picky--so wow me! |
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Went blonde again! I think its Pics 3, 5, 8..or so..from today 7/29/2015!!! |
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New Entry 7/5/15:
Often times I find it hard to visit this site and wade through the levels of crap put out there. But every so often you get something seemngly sincere. In the past Ive been equally bad sometimes not responding and while it may come off or have appeared as a blow off--I think maybe because of distance or gut feeling..I just feel too bad saying "sorry not interested" All of this comes with the territory of wading through collar and social media to find a match..
Its true Ive been looking more locally recently. Im not into long distance unless I really feel something solid..Its hard to consider giving up you home/family etc to move away and if it doesnt work--you can be screwed. Im not opposed to it ultimately and dont limit--just careful.
I do get a lot of emails asking what I really want and I try to respond honestly..Some get turned off by my term of "sissification" That term to me is way more than wearing some frilly dress..To me its a mentality of being "kept" in a role that can and should cross spectrums of the mind of the Dom I am with. Sissification to me is a state of submission where his expectation that day can range from forced naked in just heels to the uber trophy wife..Its not just one term. So when reading that dont just assume the frilly dress (at least not all the time)..lol I will mantain beng my honest self..If we click--Great--if not--weve all been there..Ill be open and honest and you should be expected to ask me any questions--I will not be offended..:) |
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I have had to spend my recent time "finding myself" a bit.. What makes me happy? What am I seeking? Of course, I will always remain devious and creative and do seek the same..I think lately Ive grown up more into the wife type--more into a woman..than a girl. Ive found my most comfort in the 50's type and even have begun changing some of my fashion to reflect that--more vintage--more bullet bras..more elegance.
Ive been trying to look for a partner more local recently and have been spending time my time working on my resume. I have accomplished in 2014 my legal name change to Ashley..Have paid away my debt and now can properly focus on the next chapter. Here's to 2015 and positive changes---oh...and sensual hosiery...:) xoxo |
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My sincere apologies to everyone as I was away and collar changed locations...Im trying to get back and start piecing through emails..Bear with me..I lost my dog yesterday after 13 yrs of love--so go easy..:) xoxo Ashley |
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About to hate a boring weekend..Did not party plan at all...:( |
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I've ignored some of my friends that are a bit distant from me..It was rude and I apologize. I got stuck kinda working here and havent had any opportunities elsewhere..I felt a bit "stuck" in Cleveland..so just closed down a bit to moving away. Im not at all against it down the line..just not much opportunity currently..TY..everyone for being patient..Ive sucked at responding to emails etc but I will be doing my best..xoxo Ashley |
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Since I have so many journal entries..I figured I better take a minute to re-intro myself. It will also cut down on the emails that dont match what I seek.
Im a makeup artist temporarily in Cleveland, and Im definitely seeking long term. I am very relocatable however. I wont just pick up and run to someone I dont know at all. At a minimum find me a job there..lol..I dont care if its waiting table at a strip club.lol just consider the undertaking of life changes in moving before asking me too via email#2..lol
No..Im not one to ask you for money for a visit ect. Just seeking someone who desires my free spirit..my desire to be the bimbo/trophy and who is seeking something long term..
For now...xoxo |
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Well the flu finally tracked me down..First day in 4 days Im up and going...Im in need of warm weather!!! |
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Happy New Year all!!! xoxo Be smart and safe!!! Ashley |
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I hope we all enjoy a Happy and safe Holiday!! Please be careful out there..:) xoxo |
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Hope everyone is well!! Havent been online a lot..We can thank Holiday work schedule for that..:) Ill try to reach out today and get through my messages..so ty for your patience AND interest..:) Cuz Im really starting to dislike the single life...:) xoxo |
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Enjoy a Happy and Safe Thanksgiving Holiday all!! |
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Getting toward 100% every day! Feels good to feel good! xoxo |
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In an effort to answer often asked questions in email..I will give some general info on me.
Vanilla World: Ive worked in retail, office, salons and as a makeup artist/designer for years. I live full time as a female...No if's about that..Its the only way I wake and sleep. I have a very "cute" personality--very bubbly--a bit ditzy--but I am well educated. Ive never asked for a single penny from anyone on here over the years--I dont believe in that and would simply not ask. I try to be nice to everyone and remain outgoing--even when dealing with my own little shit..lol In my down time--you are gonna find me in yoga pants and a tank..Caveat (relationships...usually more provacative when I have to be around someone Im with often). Otherwise my attire fluctuates--Many of my friends call me the anchorgirl--as my attire is often like the foxnews girls or businessy hot..:)
My utopia is still the ideal trophy wife type situation, and i can assure you that you'd be proud of that arm candy, as I am a bit high maintenance and take care of myself. Not much scares me off...unless you are a predator, killer--or even considering becoming one.
Other than that--I dont know what my future holds--I actually like it that way..so for now--Ill just keep plugging along (pun intended).
Enjoy the day!! xoxo Ashley |
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Those actually serious can read the following...
I think often only 25 to 30% of those interacting with me on Collar would be genuine enough to consider. When I do--I try to be respectful, open and honest with what I say. As Ive begun to rehab here I want to be able to fine tune what I seek so that others arent wasting their own time and subsequently mine. So, for those reading--thank you for indulging me and letting me speak.
As a submissive, and once again..I am ONLY interested in Dominant individuals. I used to respond often to complimentary emails from other submissives etc but have decided recently that I will not be. If you are a submissive, please dont be offended in my lack of response. This goes the same for others in the trans community--although I am supportive, Im not going to respond on here--there are other venues for general chat, here I am seeking a relationship--not a chat session.
Id really like to find someone close to me..Not that I am opposed to those further away--However, again..dont be offended if you are not the priority in my responses. I am encouraged by those that ask me questions or tell me what they seek..Once I engage that--Im a very open book. But, I am seeking something long term with someone so keep that in mind..I will not take nice--respectful messages as weakness--its proper at this stage--anything short of that would be inappropriate.
So--those that have made it through this--thank you for reading..and say hi...
xoxo Ashley |
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Ok..I give one good one.I was hesitant to post but it will give you an idea of my mindset. Im sure I will alienate myself now..but we shall see. It was a thought.. Ive been a "quit" smoking person for like 6 months now. But just today I thought..ok..here is true submission. Even though you know I quit and was comfortablw with that. Maybe you are the one thats wants me..requests me..forces me to re start smoking--just because you should..To me...that is the a person i seek...brutal honesty tonight...very.... |
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Encourage the bond...the submission..the darkness.. Get inside my mind..What makes me go crazy with pleasure...I try to give up as much info as possible to get to know people..I apologize that I dont desire to meet a submissive person, as I know it is not my mental state.
Hello my friends..enjoy the week... |
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Im in a Love/Hate relationship with working...Thank God I slow down mid week.. Hope everyone is well..:) |
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I hope everyone enjoyed a safe holiday weekend!! I had a bit of a sick doggie so my time was focused there. Enjoy the week all!!! xoxo Ashley |
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It seems I've started to get a better quality of interest on here..So. TY!! |
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If you've taken a look at my profile and see something that interests you..Say Hi!! If you seek someone like me and my desires are initially similar then it cant hurt. :) xoxo |
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Sometimes it makes me sad to see so many profiles that have to declare not to ask for money..Its worse that people do that and pull a con...Nothing worse. Just so we're clear--Id not be asking for travel money ..EVER...So there...:)
Enjoy the day all!! xoxo Ashley |
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Ok..I give credit recently to Collar. Id say 90% of those who have contacted me have been respectful, complimentary and at least willing to learn more about me. I find it a bit harsh at times that some of you dont live close to where I am, and although Im not opposed to moving that is a larger decision that comes with a full relationship.
Im still in search of someone to begin something with and for those of you Ive become at least friends with, Thank you for that piece. So this search continues and Im taking it very seriousely...
xoxo |
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Sometimes I do make myself laugh...at times others do...Lol..NOT reading my profile is a good way for me NOT to write back... Telling me you want a Bimbo--but arent willing to put in the effort to do so...not good..lol Requesting I meet you in a wooded park--almost sounds like you have planned the murder...Ugggh...lol..Its why I love people in general...cuz we are all truly f'd up in our own ways..:) |
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Ahh...A much needed vacation...Working..traveling..but fun too! Settled back in now..So..I guess its time to read messages!!! |
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Good Point!! Someone said--Its ok---Id look like a Benson girl doll for a while--and moldable..TY!!! Made my day! |
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Well I was gone for a month..I used the holiday time to finally remove a little birthmark on my scalp...like a mole thing..which sucked cuz I had a giant shave spot. So then cut my hair and then was depressed about it..Im over the drama--cant miss life while its growing in! So Im seaching for sexy hairpieces etc. Feel free to opinionate!! Other than that--just moving along..Ill get to my emails!! promise
xoxo Ash |
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HAPPY BELATED HOLIDAY TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!! XOXO ASH..:) |
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It is tough to find proximity and compatability these days...but I am still trying...hard! :) |
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And when I do finally meet you..I will be unparalleled in loyalty and submission. Your girl, your wife, your trophy..purity as your property...
Its my statement of the week!!! Luv...Ashley :) |
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Its been a decent entry back..Although I still get my share of bogus messages..Im still hopeful and open to finding the right relationship..Im so grateful for all the nice compliments--they mean a ton! Im being very patient now and seeking my specifics as well..So Im still here--and hope you will stop by..say hi and see if we can click..:) |
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Life can come to order..You have to work at it..Place it in the right spots..focus on one thing at a time..I took a break..I had to..I had to lock down a new job..which I did..Had to get my thoughts right..Figure out what I need and want and then get moving..Now, thats all in place and with some changes..It begins a new...Presently, Im only interested in those in the Cleveland area, or willing to be here..Im ONLY interested in those wanting to pursue new paths in extreme sissification and walk a new journey with me..Start to finish..More to come...Thats as clear as possible..lol |
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My experiences of the past have forced me to be brutally honest in what I seek. Often it is what limits my dating pool...However..I have and will remain open. When speaking with me/interacting with me--I will always prove myself as real and yes--I do it. Im a simple makeup artist/hair stylist and well know I guess locally..but I am looking for more to my life. I often get secondary --slightly angered messages--because you may not be what Im seeking--If you read my profile you will see it in there. I do not want to be in the rat race forever--If I could choose my utopia--of course Id be the sexy trophy housewife--taking care of you and offerring myself to you in return.. Now its a matter of my own journey to find him...xoxo Ashley |
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No...Im not a user--I WANT to contribute..I do my literal best everyday as a makeup artist and hair stylist--I dont make a lot--but I work hard and I try so hard..Of course there are those days--but its only like 6 out of 7 days a week that you want someone to walk into your life--sweep you off your feet--make you their wife--take care of you..Its a fantasy..Would I give up my home--my life..my location for someone?--Yes!!! I would..Would I pack up and leave for them?? Yes..I would--but its gotta be more than a one night fling--that we can all get--or...Am I still in a fantasy world?? |
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Ok!!! I committed the Collar error!!! Often I meet people here and yes..I give personal info..ie my yahoo ID etc. I try to talk to them--see if there is chemistry etc. But often I get so rambling--working in my days that I have--YES!! Me too! lost contact.. I did that recently when I re-opened my salon and starting busting butt with my hair and makeup clients...I got lost in it a bit to try to get back to financially secure---which Ive been doing ok at.
But!! I did abandon some of my friends/acquaintences here and on my yahoo. I apologize..Im doing my best..thats all I can promise... xoxo ...me :) |
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OK, so let me get this right..lol I give someone my Facebook address and website and they call me a fake...lol As an FYI....My website is not a paysite--its my modeling and makeup artist area and my facbeook is all of me and my daily shit and my friends---How does that make me fake??? LOL...Good Lord...lol Id rather be called cute than fake..lol |
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I just realized..I may be too devious for people...GREAT!! Never thought I'd ever write that sentence..:( It seems not many anymore wqant the LTR or will kinda work for it--a few Yes and they are my friends here..but the rest---Seriousely "Lets Play" not what Im seeking..Collar---Im becoming disappointed with you again.... |
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God I want to move..!!! Some days just wanna grab my dog and go!!!! |
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I hope all of my CM friends have a safe and Happy New Year!! xoxo Ashley |
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Merry Christmas and Happy Hanukkah to all my friends on Collar..Ill be reading through all my emails over the next few days!!!
Xoxo Ashley!! |
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Yes...TY...I would make a great bimbo wife!! But if Im gonna commit to that--which Id easily do--then give me some info to go on---make that real!!!! You read my profile--maybe---so why you..If Im gonna be asked to move away or commit---I need something ... |
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Put up my newest pics...not sure if they are showing..hmmm |
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Definitely wanting all my Collar friends to have a safe Holiday Season this year!! PS..Now Im a Platinum Blonde..Rockin!! Ill add a new pic today!! |
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Could you ever imagine running through the woods, shot with a net..Bound..Transported in a cage to be placed into a hay bailer -only to come out as an object...Yep...that was my dream the other night...Intense and wild.... THAT is my mentality apparently..:) |
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Sometimes I seriousely have to do a pout face of despair.. Ill get someone viewing my profile and be like..hmmm...so far...so good, but then the will be from Eqypt or Antartica..yuk.. My search remains... |
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Well..lol I think I finally updated some photos..lol Seems like the updater is glitchy!! Hope everyone is well..I ve been slightly busy working and getting back into photoshoots--which as I get a bit older seems harder..lol So--Yes...I have to try to step over my own self esteem issues and keep moving forward.
Feel free to say hi!! |
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A long drive--But a much needed Fla vacation!!! Already sick of this drive and its only been 4 hrs..lmao. See you in a couple weeks!!! |
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I've kinda turned over a new leaf... Trying to push myself into understanding a 24/7 sex slave lifestyle. I can't just focus on Bimbofication anymore and need to be more open to new ideas. Not many truly hit that 24/7 lifestyle..Some say its impossible. But Im thinking even if you just get close--that would be a reward wouldnt it?
Im having a ton of wild, weird and taboo thoughts and I know I have to explore bigger options.
For those emailing me about 24/7 or moving from here etc. I have few demands. One, talk to me as to your desires, interests and an objective view of how YOU see me.. Two, Its me and my dog, he's part of my package so I dont go without him.
Im very curious as to others thoughts on me, just to see if my new leaf is workable.
So drop me a line. Ps. If I havent gotten to your email--I will--dont yell at me..lol
xoxo Ashley. Ps. If I like you--you can have my facebook link. |
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Im gonna link you to my blog--I just wrote tonight an article called "My Bucket List" BUT...it will give everyone--who may explore an interest in me--a great insight into my minset and answer some questions without me having to re-write to you!!! Feel free to comment--good or bad, Ill take it.
www.nicolemorgin.blogspot.com
xoxo Ashley (Ps. Yes --I know my blog starts with Nicole, but I acquired it years ago)..lol Have fun! Say hi!!! |
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A little rant...lol Yes, from me they are rare, but Ive noticed a ton of fake profiles on here lately. What is up Collar?? Its no doubt whatsoever, that I am seeking, I am careful and I am on the proverbial hunt for the dominant husband type..Yes, being a fantasy trophy wife to someone does hold a special place for me. There comes a sort of trust element with "believeing" someone is your husband and allows my mind at least to go way further--its almost like an auto trust-But, in reality I am very open to that relationship goal. I get a bit of flack in my life as a makeup artist and model. Some seem to think its not the best career goal, however, I do what I can to make my way and until something better comes along--it is what it is.
Ive also noticed a few links in profiles to pay sites--YUK..Im all about marketing my own site--but mine is self promotion and free. I never ask people to shop my little store after baiting them with a relationship profile or quick chat. Its all seperate for me. Thos that ask for my site address--I give it to them.. those that dont--I dont.
Ok, so there is my rant for the day! I promise not to do that again--well maybe...
xoxo Ashley
Ps. Ill get thru the emails--promise--Hang tight--Im still single..:) just been getting my work travels out of the way..then someone gets my full attention :) Say hi!! I only bite pillows..lmao..:) |
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Many have asked why my profile changes..Well I listen..I am seeking and make no apologies for what I seek. Im not looking vanilla..at all. Is it rude to list what you seek? as a submissive? who knows...So Ill do all the hate emailers a favor and give some info on me--this time without restriction and see how I end up.
First..I do not!!!!! seek your money.. Im a professional makeup artist and have testimonials of clients to prove that. Am I high maintenance?? Yes...But I pay my own way--and who doesn't want that out of me. So...I look to look my best--perfected 24/7--.
Am I 24/7 female?: Yes!! I live and work and exist as a female.
So what do I seek? Well in a utopia...You own a farm...Not actually kidding...I love the idea of being that type of property. Realit dictates for me--not gonna happen--BUT in the alternative--maybe someone wants that "Stepford" type mentality...that "Bimbo" type mentality...I get bored easily and seek those deviant enough to out match me. YES!! Ive dated from collarme and am real--I can actually prove that..NO--I did not run to the person 17,000 miles from me--and maybe didnt even respond to their email--but Im here seeking like everyone else--I believe it can happen...
So--YES!! I am a deviant--so what! I do seek an older guy--yep... I do seek often the most deviant--yep... Just try me---just say hi...and if its the "good girl" you seek--just move to the next--thats not me...
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Where are all the abductors tonight????? |
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I seem to spend more time on my facebook lately then on here. I think that has to change..lol |
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Yep... Still Single...Still looking... This is so poopy.... Like everyone else here--just trying to find my match. Im gonna try to make it a party weekend though--TRY... |
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Trying to find things to do--people to hang with--fun ! Any suggestions? |
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People dont do dinner dates anymore.... Classy elegant ones...hmmm |
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I gave up a while ago. lol Ive become a demanding sub to start and am ONLY seeking those truly-truly interested in a Bimbo, Human doll, Extremes in Sissification. Ive had to kinda limit mysekf to this and have realized that--YES, my emails will be less and YES Im making a demand, but its who I am and what I seek to become. Id prefer at this point those closer to me, as Im kinda stuck here for a bit --work wise...or unless you have employement (Real employment for me). Its ok to ask away. Im pretty easy going -- |
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A little depressed lately. Having some trouble readjusting back here. But keeping my spirits high! |
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Life always has changes... Im back in Cleveland now trying to rebuild my client list as a makup artist. I still work for the Cosmetics company so am totally ok with that. Ill be attending a ton of events here now and doing a few photo shoots again as well.. Drop me a line--be patient as I pour through my emails..:) |
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Great, now Im getting every proposal from outside the US...lol I need like a census update just to make sure people still reside here. Is there that big of a market for tgirl wives in russia???lol |
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I realized today, I d be a great wife I think...I'll try a potential husband search for a bit! any opinions?--shout to me!! :) |
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Have a great day today!!! :) |
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Its me and my dog--Can you handle it?? :)
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Why is being a slave wife on my mind??? Did I dream this last night? hmmm |
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Finally back on my feet...Gotta luv sinuses...lol |
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Only I could get a sinus infection and Laryngitis on the first nice days of the year.. Should be back 100% in a few... :( |
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Yes, I am a professional makeup artist.. 4 yrs now. Performed work with MAC, Spell and several top designers. I cant believe I never mentioned that---:) |
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Wanna know me?? Listen to God is a DJ by Pink---- Favorite!!! Its my party music--she is my idol..:) |
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Seems everyone is jumping on the "proof" pic bandwagon. I put my shot up from today--Its the last photo on my "view photos page"!! |
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Today HAS to be a heel shopping day!!!! Any suggesstions??? |
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10 mins of internet in 3 days...come on cable guys. fix me. Im so in withdrawl!! |
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God!! Just get me outta this f***in City!!! Please!!! I actually am ready...lol and yes I really am a makeup artist and nail tech...and a good one!!! :) |
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Ill be on the job hunt in a few weeks. Any suggesstions!!!! |
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If I dont answer its not to be rude at all. I just get that way. Sometimes I read through email--then answer certain ones. No reason to get mad, we all know how it goes Im sure. Usually if no pic, Im probably not responding, unless that profile rocks!!! |
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New Profile--Its good to be back!!! |
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A few more days--and the nightmare ends--lol--Its the last home Ill sell---lol. |
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Hope everyone has been well. Havent been on really at all this week--This house emptying process is more than I thought---Bear with me-- I am almost there. |
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Thanks for the patience this next couple of weeks--House finally sold--I have a ton to move into storage quick--Ill be scarce but feel free to say hi--during the time... |
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Maybe as a cocktail waitress aat Trixies in Lauderdale--Seems Rockin!!! But Id so do it!!!lol--actually --in a minute..:) |
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I just want to leave Cleveland---now!!!!!!!! |
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I am almost forced to list my interests..lol. I have had a string of --"out of towners" as in outside the US--Egypt etc. So I should abandon my country on that message..lol--no... Also, the new crop of submissives.. Id rather just have you actually read my profile. BUT since last journal, I have been aberated for the following. I set up a myspace, I have pics on images for sale, I have a personal website..lol. Ok, Uh Im actually not here for the money..lol If I was--Id have PRO in my headline or be an escort. Im here because I am seeking a dominant man/couple.. I am ONLY into dominants, not submissives --not other tgirls--yes we can be friends--but thats it. Dominant men/couples who are seeking either a TS wife or Sub female with some extra parts--YES. So, Ill lay it out hard to make my point. If you want a sub tgirl--that is 24/7 female--me, If you want someone very much into the relationship and takes her lifestyle serious,--me. Want someone who will be an extreme high class bimbo--all the way to trashiest slut--me. Want me to dominate you or switch--NO. So, there is my today soap box--more to come... |
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I need a new nail tech...lol That makes me very happy!! |
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What fascinates me:
I am a visualist. I enjoy seeing what is coming, or what is happening to me. I am very much a person who enjoys perfection in myself, how I look, how I appear, fashion, heels etc. I am someone who desires to have no "downtime" and is to appear perfect 24/7. I enjoy some wild visions, so to speak. Am I the perfect Stepford wife? Is it sexy when I appear 9 months pregnant? Can I be a trophy? The answer to all is yes, and the dedication I have to appearance is for YOUR benefit as well....... |
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Ok, I just turned in my lease vehicle as it expired, now onto trying to figure out how to get places outside of local. God, I do not want another lease right now. I guess the abducting me in the van is back on the table... |
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Im back!! Sorry to my friends--Been having a home liquidation sale for the pas 5 days--on top of showings--and add on some storm damage--How fun!!.lol |
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Advice needed: Ok, so if you have people that seem to want you, seem to click, but more than one. How do you choose, is someone always going to get hurt? Does it make me shallow to consider more than one?? Im not a fake, Im always so worried about others thinking that, but it seems like that accusation could come. At least I know the truth..lol :) |
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Kinda boring day today... But relaxing !! HOpe everyone is doing well!! |
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Its a better day today--Yay!! Thank you for those who wrote/write. I almost considered giving up on Collar--but I cant do it, its a great place to be!!! |
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Clarification!!!
Ok, Im compelled to write this. If you are sub, if you are switch, no..--Ill respond kindly but no--I have no interest. If you are are a Dom or Dom couple--and seek wither a deviant TS wife or slave --write!!!! I do get a lot of offers, but Im looking and weighing my options--who wouldn't??? Our mentality should match--Im seeking someone who wants a 24/7 Bimbo, deviant, I cant make apologies for that--The collar people have been great! NO doubt--but Im looking to go NOW!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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I fi gave the impression that Im a BIG CITY girl--sorry..lol---A farm wife--rural--secluded--YES!! Very much so..! |
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Now seeking new employment...lol. Any suggestions? Maybe bimbo, cow, trophy---Ok--back to reality---Hope eveyone is doing good today!!!!! :) and doesnt mind my little journal quips... |
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Yes, for those who have inquired, Im itching to Go!!!! Of course Im weighing options.. Maybe the true slavery is in me and I just havent hit on it--just submissivness--I cant tell...It cant hurt you to write and show an interest. or catch me on the Y..mine is nikmorgin |
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Cant resist sharing the most unique--but coolest one yet--wish it was real..lol "I will rent a custom van and come take you away in it""!!! You rocked!!!! Like an 80's custom van with interior captain's chairs?---So hot of a road trip idea--Now thats creative!!!! :) |
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Im so itching to leave town---like a little criminal --on the lamb---lol Im packed!!!!!! |
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I thought this was funny..To me anyway---I counted the shoes I travel with today..lol 80 pair of heels--Is that a problem.lol But its the 4 Suitcases, 2 tote bags and 2 boxes that makes me kinda look and laugh--Better safe than sorry... |
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Notes of my day..lol Found a cool yahoo group on spotting fakes in CM, Got done working early, have been packing any and everything necessary for a trip to--well Im still working on that part. Trying to get to repond to more messages tonight--will be online-and yes invisible on my Y IM. So if you have it--just say hi...Ill try to be there! |
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A sex slave tgirl wife? Uh, yes....You cant imagine...:) |
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Yes Older guys do get my interest!!..lol Thats come up often tonight for me. You definitely dont need to say- "I may be to old" I am open to everyone and you should not hesitate---Yes, Im wild, yes Im a deviant, if thats where you are seeking --write me--it cant hurt. |
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Im going to run away..lol any takers??? Just dont ever sell a house--what a nightmare! |
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More facts!! Im lump summing answers-its cheating--I know---Yes, Im a party girl, Yes, Im a smoker, Yes, I drink wine--actually often come to think of it. You probably dont want me--IF---you want an innocent one. My Ideal place? A Farm! Second choice--A beach!! Yes, ok, I admit--Im a total deviant--and I scare some off--But I love roles and I adore mixing fantasy into reality so that those involved lose the ability to sometimes know the difference!! |
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Its been way up and down for a couple days--but Im over the hump...It feels better being off hormones and Im glad that so so many of you chimed in and wrote to opinionate--Collar rocks!! no doubt about it!! You guys are all awesome!! It goes along way!!!! |
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Yuk, of course the side effects of hormones---Is it worth it again? Decreased libido! Terrible. Any opinions are so so appreciated!!! |
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Ah, the always fun continued job search..lol Maybe I should protest and require the opening of some TS strip clubs..lol All enjoy the day today!!! |
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Often I seem to put my responses here..lol Just as some updates, thank you but no thank you, on a switch male. I am submissive and am not interested in other Tgirls or switch males. Its just my thing!!. Of course Im talking to a few people here--you have to --I would never just jump and run to someone without knowing something of them. As for my UTOPIA, well being a TS wife is always top of the list! but read my profile--my desires are there--and yes am still very open.. Enjoy the greatest day!!! |
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I'm still always amazed at the respectful nature of people on here---Don't be afraid to say hi. However, FYI--Im seeking ONLY RT!!! propositions... |
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I did it!! Back on hormones...lol--- |
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Its a debate--a poll---lol. Im staring at the hormones---Yes or no to re-start them? Been off for 2 months.. Ill decide tonight at 9pm..lol |
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If I looked at you! you peaked my interest Ill bet... |
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Maybe Ill just drive to Cali!! |
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Taken away is a good thing!!!
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Ok fine--lol--its nikmorgin on the Y! for Im |
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I have the travel itch----Big time...lol Hmmm.. |
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Yes, yes , YES!!! I would become your stepford, 50's total slave wife---YES!!!! :) |
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NO! More on me for those contemplating saying hi! First thing. I make no apology for me--If you want a good girl TS--look elsewhere--I am not it--Im the "bad girl" type and am sticking with it! My interests get caught quickly in your profile-if Ive seen things such as 50's housewife, whore, stripper, slut needed, 24/7 Bimbo! Im not a gamer--Im for real and will travel. I am a bit cautious to start though. Thats all for now..! |
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Life, lol--It works in weird ways. Sometimes I love to disappear a bit and get off the radar. The re-emergence is kinda thirlling --This time it will be for sure a slight different. No more little nice girl (so to speak). I want the deviants, I want the creeps--not like killers but the wild fetishists, the dark roleplays-Deviance at new levels. emails have to impress me with that.. A level of things we can get into that would make both our heads spin.. 50's wife, Stripper, maid, whore and whatever else we can invent--Im not easily scared so give me your best shot!!! |
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Im coming back next week!!!! Better than ever!!! |
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Its just California dreamin for Now!!! |
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Yes, Im here! Someone wrote me recently and asked if I was real because I have a lot of friends here. Im real and keeping every option open and getting to know some very well. But I cant bring myself to deny friend requests--Who am I to do that? Having friends is a good thing! Still open to all! say hi, Im the most non-judgemental person you'll ever come to know! |
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Yes, Im here! Someone wrote me recently and asked if I was real because I have a lot of friends here. Im real and keeping very option open and getting to know some very well. But I cant bring myself to deny friend requests--Who am I to do that? Having friends is a good thing! Still open to all! say hi, Im the most non-judgemental person you'll ever come to know! |
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Best line I saw today somewhere. "Im never to old to be your little girl!" That Rocks! |
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Please take me away!!! :) |
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And so what do you want to know??? :) |
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Yahoo Im me after the SUperbowl, not that Ill be watching but...you probably will---Its a good strees relief..lol |
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Ill give the overall general answers here.lol Yes, Im relocatable, yes Im submissive to Dominant couples, NO, I am not the online game player. I do seek someone real and have just been spending my time getting to know everyone! Its tough!!!lol. But Im here, Do Not be afraid to drop me the line--but Please read me first! 24/7 Bimbo, Yes! Still seeking, Yes! Fantastic people on Collar, YES! |
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Is that a one way flight???? |
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Too cold to go out--Ill party in here tonight!!! |
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If you read me --tell me, why should I go there?? Bait me, convince me. LOL-- I love the late night collar me Group!. |
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Yes, saying Hi to me does help!!!! Thank you!! Still seeking!!! |
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I need a new web designer!!! ugghhh! |
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Well, first off, Happy New Year!!! and Oh thnak God --its over. I can now relax and get to it!!! Im back from my holiday vacation and spend the necessary time time with family etc that I can finally get out there, play and interact with you all. Those that have my IM--hit me up again, Im back--lets chat. Time to travel, and see whats out there!! |
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Happy, happy Holidays to all of my friends! Haven't been around the past few days--But Ill be back full force on Friday!!!!! |
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A couple days without CM???? How dare I..lol Well, I had a really bad cold--one of those--I cant do anything ones--But Im feeling better today--so Ill be around tonight! |
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I think I'll go on the road for a while after Christmas!! Where should it be??? :) |
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I hope everyone of you had a great holiday!!! All my best!!! My topic--re-location, re-location!!! Many ask--But all I need is steady work--Im not looking to live off anyone--Ive been in cosmetics sales for a while and am launching a website of me this month--But any other ideas--Yay! Shout them out!--Secretary maybe :) |
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Ps. If your serious--write me, ask me for my yah Id..... |
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Ok, so Ive literally done my absolute Best to respond-connect-and be very honest when the match may not suit. Im not looking for one night and YES, we will chat for a while--Although I totally love you all--Im not moving in tomorrow...lol Still surprised at the bit of reality here--People seem real!! seem.... |
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Im really glad to be having the chance getting to know eveyone--I see there are quite some extremes here--Which I Love!!! Which extreme will get me!! :) |
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The answers to the questions: Yes, I would be a whore, Yes, if iwas to re-locate Id need to work! Yes, Id take implants, Yes, Im interested in theose most devious!! :) |
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Im totally surprised at the amount of respectful people on here--Not to mention many with similar interests!!! Fantastic! |
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Hi everyone, as you may notice--Ive begun responding through emails and have posted some new photos. I am always available to talk and listen to your needs/desires regarding someone like me. Please feel free to drop me a line and see if we have mutual interests! |
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Im over stimulated...LOL Ive received so many emails and am so grateful--Im getting there!!! Just a newbie to the site--and have been on ALT for years seeking something --wild-devious--creative!! Trying to live life!! Thank you all for the warm welcome! |
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