Nicky

I think perhaps I have hit on something with my profile.  I have had quite a few responses from respectful masters who have been most complimentary.  Oh yes ? there was the one disrespectful ?Hey bitch ? dump your lame master and call me? ? but I?d prefer to ignore that one.  Note to doms who write similar messages ? no self-respecting slave would even consider answering that type of missive.  What?s that you say?  You?re not interested in a self-respecting slave?  Just as I thought.  Be careful what you wish for masters, you may just get it. 

The concept of slavery is different for each of us.  Clearly my concept has been instilled in me from my master; but masters, like slaves, run the gamut.  But no matter what differences we slaves have, are we not all desirous of honoring and pleasing our masters? 

So you desire to be a slave?  Do you imagine how your life would be?  Sitting on silk cushions or lying in a cage, wearing a tight corset and waiting for the turn of the doorknob so you can have orgasm after orgasm?  Reading bondage books and fantasizing new methods your master can use on you?  Is this how you imagine your life, little one?  Would it shock you to discover that your expectations are unrealistic? 

If the above is the fantasy you have conjured for yourself, I suggest you rethink it.  Ask yourself how long you would be satisfied with such a life.  As for myself ? not very long.  Unless you have a deep desire to serve, unless you get satisfaction from knowing that you have done your best with every chore assigned you, this life may not be for you.  I bring honor to my master by making sure his home is his refuge, by honoring him in everything I do ? both in my professional life (I work for his firm) and in his home life.  There is a great sense of accomplishment in knowing that you did your best ? whether entertaining his business associates, hosting a dinner party, or making the perfect martini (silly though it may sound).  Do you get satisfaction out of accomplishing the smallest task your master gives you, or do you consider it a bother if it doesn?t involve sex?   Do you make sure that you are able to discuss your master?s interests by say, ?reading? ? or is that a total turnoff if the book doesn?t involve BDSM?  You say that you are always ready for sex, but that does not a slave make.  It might surprise you to find that there will be times when that trait makes you a burden.  Are you always subservient with your master and take great pride in that?  Your pleasure in life should come from pleasing him ? whether that means wearing a tight corset, or locating a book that your master hasn?t been able to find.  And your satisfaction comes when he chucks you under the chin and says ?well done? while reading said book.  Doesn?t sound sexy?  Then maybe it?s not for you.  Not that you won?t find men out there to use you.  Just don?t use the term Master to define those men.