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Hello, I am very new at this. I have for as long as I can remember had femdom/ or similar fantasies. I have been married for 13 years to my wife. whom do to her past could not even contemplate this. I've read probably every story on the net, regarding different scenes, Up untill now I have been extremely faithful to my wife ! Honest. (unless you count reading and Fantasy) After 13 years she has chosen to ask for a divorce. Thatis ok I guess, not thrilled with it but... So now very slowly I wish to explore this life, I may find it is not to my liking as we all know fantasy does not always equal reality.I have looked and posted on several sites, but to get anywhere it is always $$. I have read & considered a pro domme, however to me (at this point) I would prefer a experienced domme/ or Couple ? or perhaps a newer mistress to because I want to talk or learn very slowly and somehow paying at this point would not fit how I wish to grow, As my fantasy has grown in my mind I think I know some of my Limits etc. I hope ths makes sense to you folks. Please feel free to respond and explain this to me.
12/10/2007 6:58:30 PM
Well here goes.

I have for as long as I can remember had sub fantasies. My wife after 13 years has chosen to get a divorce,( she wants to be free) Tough to do with a 12 yer old but hey. I have never ever been un faithful (even in the Bill Clinton sense.) Really ! Unless you count reading these stories. I am looking to start to finally explore ( slowly) my fantasy's. I have searched the "other sights" and to get any where one needs to upgrade. I also considered a pro domme but money( I am taking care of my spouse till March) as well as my desire to start out learning if this will be a style for me or not. my goal is to learn from newer dommes or dom couples? or even a lifestyle who my understand my confusion, this fantasy has been growing for a long time. In my mind I think I even developed limits" This is a very new and a bit overwhelming for me as I do not know how or where to go. Yet I still wish to protect my self. and my family,. The last thing is I am excited about possibly fially exploring this part of my life.
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