i know that i need to be patient, to find what i want and need. i have'nt had much luck sending emails to female members.
seems to be a waist of time. simply because female dominants receive a ton of email every week. so here i am, being patient, hoping to be noticed and not to appear as one of the hard up wannabees, sending every lady on this sight a note of desperation....

So now what ? Fact is aLong term relationship is what i seek. not to suggest that marriage is required. just a strong healthy relationship. me with her and her with me. she is absolutley the most sexy and seductive lady. however, her hesitation to expose her heart is the result of another taking her forgranted. so my patients is required. one day soon, she will see me. Waiting for her to be ready. for a fresh new page to draw new dreams and desires.