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Just Saying:
Sometimes I just sit back and watch People come and go in chat of all ages. Though what really gets to me are these women, mostly the younger ones that have no clue as to what they are getting themselves into when they enter into this lifestyle. They can sit there and talk about oh they know this and they know that, or they have read all this stuff on the subject. Well, I can say I am 40, and have been in and out of these kinds of chat room for the past 6 years now. Watching all types of discussions going on about the lifestyle. It wasn't until a year ago when I met Krooze and experienced it most of it real time. I have to say that, there is really nothing out there that can physically, mentally, or emotionally prepare one for what they will experience in this lifestyle. Ppeople can agree or disagree with me, but that is how i feel about it. Just in this past year I have gone through so many emotions that I never experienced in my life before with anyone else. It's all very draining physically, mentally and emotionally, and you feel over whelmed at times. Sometimes I wish I had never got involved in this lifestyle. Though now, I don't think I could walk away from it.
I never said anything before, just kept quiet. It's hard to tell someone young something, when they think they know what they are doing. I saw someone talking about meeting with someone else, and I just sat here shaking my head, butm, then I spoke up and let her know to get ahold of me. I offered to be a safe call, cause I knew where she was going, she knew no Oone. she contacted me off the site, and I gave her my info and let her know I would be in that town as well at that time. I continued to share the names of Ppeople that I have alot of respect for, that would be closer to her that she could also contact if I could not help her fast enough. and also informed them of her being there as well. I then went some where thinking I wouldn't think about it any more. Wrong! It was on my mind enough I felt the need to speak to Someone about it.
I've heard horror stories. It's all pretty scary. I lucked out in a big way when I met Krooze. I admit I met Him without having a safe call or anything. There was only one person back here in michigan that knew where I going and what possibly happen but she had very few details. I know there have been others that weren't so lucky.
I'm sure I am not the only one that has those feelings. I thought it would be a good idea to have some kind or program or something like a "big sisters" kind of thing or some kind of safe calling network. Though there might be, I've never actually checked into it before.
The only other trick to any of this is for these girls to take the advice given or the help offered. Learning the hard way is a tough way to go, and it's a shame that it happens and frustrating as well.
I'm not gonna say it took a load off my mind typing all this, though at least it's out there.
Stay safe and enjoy the lifestyle A/all. |
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