How many people sit here for the first time trying to say something unique? I'm sure none of my story is very unique, but oh well.... I have finally decided to just embrace what I have always sort of known was in me, and it's feeling better all the time....... but I really, REALLY, need someone to help me with this. I just finished school and will probably be going on to grad school soon enough in either Math or Philosophy.... who knows......... I guess that's part of my signing up for this thing.... not knowing, and wanting to. Thanks for reading and PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD HELP ME HELP ME :) ....oh and p.s. i am not exactly a big fatass or something as maybe the name implies... i am sort of an off and on powerlifting type guy, which yes, is kind of a big waste of time, but then again you gotta do something with time.....