MsSylverdawn

Dear red... I wish you well on your journey thank you for your service ... Go and know the door is always open should you care to knock there again.

MsB

Happy Birthday to me... thank you red for the gift of you... it made my day so special

Its been awhile since Ive come here but its been awhile since the boy and I have had a chance to spend some time together. It was his birthday... and they deserve celebrating. So I sent the family out for the night, dinner, and a hotel. So he and I could make as much noise as we cared to. A month of chastity for him.. thats a long time but I made him eat his birthday cake as much as I knew all he wanted was naked and play. I can only tell you that I had him several times over the course of the night; he has been introduced to a tens unit which he loves and hates both. I love the squirmy thing he does as it slowly goes up in intensity.

For me the special time was showering.. him kneeling down .. my hands soapy and his eye closed... its those initmacies that we allow each other that make it so right. So right that tears form... to be allowed to be able to be completely who you are without reserve is a gift that he gives me sadistic, maternal, loving, bossy, caring, selfish, giving...Dominant... thank you.. and Happy Birthday red... from Your Mistress.

Three months have come and gone.. and we have decided to renew for an additional three months. Whoohoo for me and whoohoo for him. Last night was special for us. I took him to dinner and then condoms to go. We bought him his first insertable. To say it was a special night is to put it mildly..so much so I woke him up in the middle of the night for round two. Whoohoo for me even hotter. ..

I want to thank red for his service thus far. Thank you for your adoration, for your ability to make me smile, for the soft small sounds you make and mostly for your deep sincere need to give me pleasure.

Your MsB.

So I got a special treat last night.. a friday night with red... whooohoo. Fun was had by all. I must say he has a wonderful backside especially when its viewed from behind and he is on all fours. I think he must have the same effect as chocolate... good for the libideo and somewhat addictive.

We have been together for nearly three months. Time to move on to the next stage approaches. We both have some decisions to make at this point. I know for me Ive never had a true boy in my life. All that energy but the universe I suppose brings you what you need not necessarily what you think you need. The time has slipped by without effort; it all seems natural for me. Being with him is simple, straightforward and easy. I must however remind myself that boys need to be reminded until things become a habit. So I am learning the process of being patient which for me is not something I have ever cultivated in myself. Never to old to learn... I hope he is learning from me as much as I am learning from him.

MsB.

So, its been a bit. Life unfortunately has been crazy around here and that means sometimes as much as we want to it keeps us from being together. I did go to Master's Retreat this past weekend in Houston. As always that event renews me. I get me Dom tank full and am ready to plug ahead with all kinds of new ideas. Its always like that. You get into that space so full of Dominant energy and it recharges you like a battery. I hope red knows what he is in for. With luck I will see him this weekend and get to expend some of this energy.

We had a few stolen hours today. I have missed the feel of him under my hands, the softness of his mouth, the hardness of him in my hand and the silken touch of his fingers as they stroke my back. Two weeks apart is far too long. Those are the things I enjoyed today well that and the fact that he has a talented tongue enough said. What I did not enjoy today was taking out the red and black cane (the thick one) and using it for the first time to discipline him. He was thoughtless these past two weeks as boys are want to be when left alone and he made a bad choice. I wanted to say to him “this is going to hurt me more than it hurts you." but I knew that was lying. I knew it would hurt him to be disciplined both physically and emotionally. I don’t actually enjoy it myself I would much rather spend even those minutes that it took for him to count out the necessary swats; to say the words as the cane hit his tender ass in other more fruitful activities. I know this is a necessary evil. I hope he too understands that in the promises I made in our contract discipline was part of it. I keep my word; it is part of the stewardship of the D/s dynamic. Consistency is everything. If I can be consistent then I have not failed myself or him. To me there is nothing worse than a dominant who waffles. To the submissive it means that they too can be less than fully invested in the relationship dynamic they have agreed to. Inconsistency means my word is not my bond, that integrity and honor are not the subtext of my life. That I am lazy and thoughtless  and if I can accept that in myself then what can I expect out of my submissive.

As always seeing him leave is the hardest part our time together...my boy and my favorite toy, my pet red

MsBrenda

Friday.. its been a difficult week. They boy came yesterday and went home this afternoon. Slowly I am becoming aware that behind that shy exterior is a delightful sense of humor and a mischevious wit. I delight in his laughter. He is slowly becoming less guarded with me. I now know he has terrible taste in tv; watch the swamp people sometime!!

 We took him and got him some bdu's. He looks so great in them. I enjoyed picking his clothes out and seeing how nice he looked in them. Now I just need to find a pair of combat boots for him to shine. Bootblacking gets me hot and bothered. I love watching it being done and I LOVE LOVE the shine in a well polished boot.

MsB

Sunday again and the boy came spent the weekend. Was a quiet weekend for the most part. We were all tired from a long week. The weather has been cold, wet and dreary perfect for lounging and watching tv. I dont suppose those cyber subs would think service includes being cuddled up in bed. I can tell you a warm boy, a good movie and a massage makes for a lovely evening.

 We did make it out to Southplains Leatherfest to the vendors area. I had him walk to my left, carry my leather jacket, hold my lil D&B wrist wallet. He was on speech and eye restrictions. Which didnt mean his eyes didnt go wide as we walked around or his face go a lovely shade of red. I thought perhaps he might run away if I had stopped at the HUGE inflatables layed out on a table. The buttplugs and dildos the size of small melons. I almost did it  but as I did want a warm body to try out the two canes I planned on purchasing I refrained.

 I am as always impressed with his willingess to follow where I lead. To be patient as I chart the path we take. A dear leather friend said to me this weekend that it had been so long she wasnt sure she even missed it any more. I said "you think you dont until you have it again and then it is like ".... she smiled a small smile and said " A warm bath" I quirked a grin. "Yep, exactly like that sliding into a warm bath after a long day ... perfection."   

MsB.

Another Sunday dawns ..and the boy has left .. I will miss his body heat... god he burns like a furnace at night. I will say this that boy can take a lick and keep on ticking. I have lil blood bruises on my palm from the spanking he got last night.. and bite marks on my neck from him trying to muffle his gasps. I must thank him again for the gift of his beautiful body and for those hands that make me groan when he gives me a massage. I must further say thank you sweetboy for your trusting me with all that you are. I am humbled by your ability to give. MsB

Well it is sunday again, though very early sunday morning. The boy has just left .. sweet thing here I am coughing up a lung and he took such care of me. We when shopping came home with groceries and a new brown leather jacket. Then dinner and movie.. I could not resist him so two hours of tease and denial then off home he went. His device in hand to put on when he can control himself, ie he isnt with me. He has a pretty bad case of perma hard on around me no matter how many times I try to deal with it myself so to speak. I am off to bed feeling bouyed by the time together; his whispered passioned filled please singing softly in my ear.

Good night sweet prince

MsB.

Its Sunday... and the boy has just gone home.. we found something out yesterday. He is beautiful when he cries and he is ticklish... both big bonuses for me.. Im not sure he is so good with the ticklish part.. ah well.. one more button to push.. I must say thank you to him for a lovely day.. and a better night.. MsB.

Today we had the houseboi come in and clean. It was so lovely to have someone else in the kitchen and then all of sudden everything is organized. THe place sparkles from the stainless steel to the floors. Lovely. I must say I have never had a no strings housework service arrangment. What he gets out it who can say but I am having a great day.. a great week..

Saturday the boy comes for his first full day of service. So tonight I went out and got some wycked little toys.. now a full day of teasing him about what they are is ahead. I can hardly wait.

MsB.

So happy valentines to me... today I had the first experience with the boy. I must say I appreciate his willingness to simply trust me. We took him and got him a new chastity device. That was an interesting learning experience for him and me both. Ive never seen anyone turn that exact shade of red before. And, to be honest about it well once that happened it was only a matter of time before I had to have my hands on him. There he stood trying so hard not to get excited and failing miserably blushing like only a red head can and my heart is thumping harder and harder. So when the fellow who was failing to fit his device on him said to me "I think your going to have to handle this yourself." I couldnt get out of that store fast enough and get the boy home.. naked and in my lap... Yes Valentines day has always been a lucky day for me.

MsB.