I am a sexy, fun, real, kinky, down to earth, beautiful, adventurous, naturally Dominant woman! I am a loyal lover and friend, who has an open and loving heart.
I am looking to meet my "partner in kink". I am seeking a Sumissive or Switch man for friendship, dating & LTR and Dominant & Submissive women for friendship. Always looking for fun play partners and an escorts to fetish events. I LOVE to role play, dressing up (both you and me),humiliation, light bondage and spanking. Trust me, Mistress has a way to make you hurt without a heavy hand. I have a big imagination and can get a little crazy! If I do get bored and I start to hum well then things will really start to get interesting in the most unexpected ways. Miss Red loves to be the strict teacher with a ruler and you the bad student who needs whatever punishment she deems appropriate. You must be comfortable in both the vanilla and kinky world, good looking (and yes that is subjective), financially stable, emotionally healthy, comfortable with your sexuality. Love to have sex not just oral. HONEST, HONEST, HONEST - Get the picture, open minded, kind, not married, fun, good communication skills, DRAMA FREE, it quite simply comes down to chemistry and we won't know until we meet. I do enjoy playing with cross dressers. In fact I have started a business called "Academy For Sissies" helping sissy gurls pick out clothes, beauty tips, sending them to charm school. I have had a lot of fun in the past! Look forward to hearing from you but please don't be rude if it takes me a while to respond. Emails MUST included a clear face photo or I will automatically delete it.
I love art, kids, music, good wine, travel, and so much more.
You can see more of my personal photos on my My Space page. However you must be my friend to see all. Mistress Red or myspace.com/mistressred5
Collarme humors me and bores me at the same time. I have met a few good friends on this site but for the last year or so I just haven't the patience to weed through the BS to find the diamond in the rough. Thus I take my profile down from time to time. is much better. I don't want to Cyber chat (unless I know you), hear your very long & detailed fantasy (unless I ask) or answer your email with no photo attached & your profile empty. Go jerk off somewhere else. Ok now that I said what I needed. WOW! I have a weekend free and have a very full weekend of deviant plans with my F/family and good F/friends. I "Might" need an escort to one party on Sunday, not sure yet about my date. Who's available? And NO if you don't live nearby your email won't even be read.
IF YOU DON'T HAVE A PICTURE IN YOUR PROFILE I WILL DELETE YOUR EMAIL.
IF YOU ARE ASKING TO BE RELOCATED FROM ANOTHER STATE OR COUNTRY YOU WILL BE DELETED/BLOCKED.
IF YOU ARE STUPID YOU WILL BE DELETED. He, he, he, he
Life is good!! I'm getting ready to start doing a lot of traveling. Smile.....
See you all in a couple of weeks at Domcon!
Well it has been over a month since I have been on this site and needless to say way behind on answering emails.
Life is good. I'm super busy with my new job. Working a lot! Just got back from a week in Vegas. After the hell year and half I had, I'm just getting caught up and back on track. Back to being "me". Hard to explain but I'm HAPPY but not out of the woods yet.
I'm looking forward to going to the Renaissance Fair next weekend (dressing up in corsets, drinking and debauchery sounds perfect!)
Then of course Mothers Day with my boy and an awesome Sunday brunch with friends.
Domcon May 13-15 the entire weekend. I missed going last year but I will be with the F/family.
Then finally off to Palm Springs for a little RR with a great group of people. (EVIL GRIN)
I will be working at Bound (LA Rope event) tomorrow day and then attending the play party at night.
Life is crazy and what a ride this is. I'm tired...and need a little vacation.
Looking forward to getting all dressed up for Masque and playing with my friends on Valentine's Day!! Should be a great night full of deviant behavior...
Also please listen in on Monday Feb 15th from 4-7pm PST? as I will be on Playboy Radio "Night Calls" with Goddess Soma talking about all things "Academy For Sissies"! Sirius 99 and XM 99 Radio.
After a much needed healing time............. I'm back!!!
Please read my profile as I have made some changes. And as always I am not looking to correspond with those out of State (unless I am traveling and I will let you know) or out of the Country. In addition, no photo = no response.
I am recovering from a very bad car crash that I was a passenger in on Wednesday.
This year has been
horrible. In fact, beyond accurate description of painful. Just when my broken heart is almost healed my body gets
badly banged up!!? :(
Thank you so much to all that came out to my play party Saturday night
to help me celebrate my 40th Birthday! The gifts, the cards, the hugs
and just my friends being there made the night so very special to me. A
big THANK YOU to Goddess Soma and F/family for hosting the party at the
Servitus LA Dungeon. Ella made me such a yummy cake!! We all quite enjoyed
ourselves with a little flogging, spanking, many devilish activities,
dancing to my music play lists (yes I am a music snob), the lap dances
I received from quite a few is something I don't think I will ever
forget and still makes me laugh, and last but certainly not least the
"Wrestling Match" on the wood floor between Goddess and myself (I have
a huge wrestling fetish), Goddess won but barely :), and then Goddess
& Sula started the next match....BTW Sula won! As we drove home at
5am and the Sun was coming up over the Mountains I had a big smile on
my face. Truly a very special Birthday. Thank you!!!
In fact, between Paradise Cove in Malibu and Music in the Park in La
Canada with my vanilla friends (shhh don't tell them but they do know I
am a little kinky) my Birthday weekend was truly amazing.
My 30's were challenging and sometimes super painful but I know in my
heart that my 40's is going to be my time to shine. Even though times
are financially super scary for me right now, I know that the work I am
doing now with my two companies is going to pay off in the long run. I
am building a much stronger financial base. I'm feeling good these days
in my heart, just need to love myself a little more, continue the
healing process, get my finances back in order and I am going to be a
new woman! What do they say "what doesn't kill you make you stronger"?
Thanks for letting me run on so early in the morning...this is what
happens when I make my coffee like jet fuel.
Thanks again Goddess Soma for a wonderful Birthday! I am so happy you
are my good friend.
P.S. Thanks for the bruises on my body from the
wrestling match. I want a rematch but this time can we do it on
something softer??? Maybe the beach? He he he
P.S.S. The photos I have posted on MySpace are the PG-13 ones. For the
truly kinky shots check out my profile. I should have the
photos up on by the end of the week.
It is my Birthday week!
Woo hoo I am going to be having lots of fun. He he (evil grin and laugh)
Miss Red will be selling Art at the Farmers Market in Montrose, CA July 12, 2009 from 8am to 2pm. Stop by and say hello.
Have a great weekend!
How sad that the careless actions of a few bad apples who are self absorbed, short sighted and so lost have such a profound impact on those who are even slightly associated with them.
Like domino's, one falls into the other and before you know it everything has crashed and fallen down...all because of a few bad people. Fucking frightening!!
Even though life still isn't easy for me my heart is filled with so much hope and love.
I am tired of all the uphill fights, waking up scared, heartbreak but I am holding onto hope and know that soon everything is not only going to be good, it is going to be great! Letting go of the past and what wasn't healthy and going through growing pains has not been easy (ok really fucking painful) but it is an essential part of who we are. Without growth we die on the inside. I am laying down the foundation for a much stronger future.
I've started to play again, just ever so little, and I am extremely picky, but it feels good. I miss having a submissive to play with on a regular basis but this time I am going to choose better! :)
Please join me and The Academy for Sissies for the first "Sissy Tea Party" ! June 13, 2009 2:00-4:00pm Downtown Los Angeles
Mistress Red is seeking the following: 1. Domestic household slave- must be handy and reliable. You will be shared between Princess Sheila and Goddess Soma my business partners (and friends). 2. A female pet, or secretary, must be local, bisexual not lesbian, and available during the days. 3. Business investors - Will be required to sign an NDA and credentials will be verified before any discussions.
Ok now that the biz is out of the way. I shot my first video for Academy for Sissies with Severe Society Films, Alter Ego Couture supplied the amazing clothes. I wasn't in any of the play (hot hot hot) shots as I let my Pro Domme partners do what they do best but was in the instructional part of the vidoe. (You'll see) Academy For Sissies is doing great and I am so happy!
Busy but fun week ahead......
Nine Inch Nails concert tomorrow night and I am so excited to see them! Footnight party on Thursday night. I will be there with my friends and business partners Princess Sheila & Goddess Soma, and then Sunday the Bondage Ball.
Life is good, wish I was making more money,(Things are pretty lean right now) but I have faith that in time I will be very successful!
I'm running more miles every week.... As I am exactly two months out from my 40th BDay (July 18th) I am more determined than every to be in the best shape of my life and happier than ever.
Have a wonderful week and please remember I do not check my emails here very often so please be patient.
So tonight I painted, painted and painted. The first time since November when everything I knew was turned upside down. It felt great, even though I scrubbed, I still smell oil paint on my hands. Like an old friend, it felt great to get out what had been in my heart these last six months. They are powerful paintings.
Goddess Soma, my friend, my business partner had a personal tragedy in her family last night. Her friend lost his home in a loft fire downtown LA. I painted with them in mind, how does someoe lose everything they own? Never being able to get back what physical things that are lost, the creature comforts of our lives? So I painted for the Servitus family tonight and will donate the paintings to a benefit to be held on June 7th. (More details to come ASAP)
I am in the music business, I place music in TV/Film and one of my artists Shayna Zaid I rep, I just love her song called "Dry Your Eyes". Music is powerful to me. Tonight, I painted, laughed and cried... Life is fucking strange!!!
Everybody needs a lil time to heal a broken heart? dont apologize, ive
been there.. it may take a month or two or years..to finally say
goodbye to your memories of him.
just take your time and dry your eyes please take your time my
dear?
please take your time and dry your eyes.. please take your time. im
here?
dont let your mind go running wild.. hes not worth your time think of
all the things hes done dont justify to satisfy your thoughts of how it
couldve been it was never meant to be..
just take your time and dry your eyes please take your times my
dear? my dear
please take your time and dry your crying eyes take your time.. im
here?
its just a chapther in your life its time to turn the page lifes too
short too living in the past its time to make that change make that
change
please take your time and dry your eyes please take your time my
dear please take your time and dry the eyes of yours please take your
time im here?
I am back after taking a little break to focus on my businesses, getting back in shape and taking good care of myself.? I still don't have much time to answer emails so please be patient.
Please have a face photo on your profile or attached to your email or I will not respond.
Also if you live out of the Country or out of State please do not request to be my submissive. I will not answer your emails and a waste of time for both of us. I hope you understand.
Have a wonderful weekend.
Mistress Red
Today's shoot was fantastic!! Fun, kinky, beautiful! It was perfect and we got some phenomenal shots! I am a happy Mistress, feels good to smile again. :O
Happy, happy, happy......
Getting ready for another Academy photo shoot today. This will be the last one I will be in for a little while as I just want to focus on the ProDommes and me just running the business. We start shooting videos next week and NO I won't be in them. Some of my ideas and scripts but I'll let my partners do what they do best.
We all will be at DomCon next weekend. It is hard for me to believe it has been a year already. Last years Domcon was a lot of fun and I met two really cool ladies of which have become my good friends. So much has happened since then, so much of which sometimes still really hurts and I just ask.. "why"... guess I will never know the truth and have accepted that.
Ok I am a little pensive this morning but really life is GOOD and getting better all the time. I am climbing back up the hill emotionally, physically and professionally but I am making progress. One day at a time.
Have a wonderful day!!
So today I received VERY GOOD NEWS and it is making a wonderful start to the weekend! Today, is one of the first days in six months where I know I am going to be very happy and successful! (And I didn't have to scam anyone or be a fraud to do so) I can't tell you what "yet" but will very soon.
On another subject yesterday, I received an interesting email from a 28yo CD from San Diego who I thought looked familiar. After I looked at his profile I KNEW HOW I KNEW HIM. More truth comes to light and more lies exposed about my former BF/Sub. (And this CD is lovely and not his lies)
Don't people realize life has a way of coming full circle. That the truth will eventually come out and the LIES revealed? So much betrayal and so many lies were told to me. How "fucking deb" sad but thankfully the worst is over and my healing continues.
Have a lovely weekend. I may be going to NYC in the next couple of weeks to promote both my businesses and if so I hope to meet up with some new friends.
Mistress Red
The little things in life make me happy. Tonight as my house was filled with good friends and our kids my heart felt full. We drank good wine, laughed, looked at the view, supported each other, listened to our day, played WII with the kids and even saw shooting stars. Life is really hard right now. As I build these businesses I KNOW my future is REALLY BRIGHT.......I am so happy with what I am doing. The right now reality is that two former employers owe me a significant amount of money, I am not making any weekly income and I have a child to support. I just have to hold on, good times are so close I can smell it.
Through this financial hardship I once again learn who my good friends are. Hardship/adversity separates the genuine and the fake. Why is it that the people who have the least give the most? (And I am blessed with friends who love me and my SON), and the ones who have the most give nothing at all, let alone the money they owe you. Why is it that those who live in very fragile glass houses throw the most stones? Many many many stones..... Facts are facts and truthful!
I was reading Goddess Soma's blog entries and came across something that sounded like I had written it myself. No wonder we are are biz partners/friends, we are so much alike and this is only the beginning. :)
"Honesty,Integrity,and Loyalty are three of the most important things to me. I live by it and I expect it from my associates, friends, submissives and my chosen family. "
IF YOU DON'T LIVE BY THE ABOVE, KEEP ON MOVING, MISTRESS RED HAS NO TIME FOR FLAKES/FRAUDS.
P.S. Your Sissy Gurls have you checked out my other profile yet? Academyforsissys...... The business has been so well received, the website (which is still under construction and we are two months from being live) looks like a high end movie trailer, the photos & videos of the "Sissy Teachers" will be HOT, HOT, HOT..... I am proud of myself.......and honored to have great partners.
Hi Boys...miss your Mistress Red??? I KNOW you have and Mistress has fallen so far behind on answering emails....trust me it is not a lack of interest (damn some of you subs are HOT.....Yummy) just timing. Been a week of highs and lows.....
Speaking of which I am having a HUGE ART SALE SUNDAY APRIL 19TH 9am-2pm at my house. Selling my dear friend Louis Ponderso art work. He was the original NYC Soho artist, seriously one of the first, bought his loft in Soho for $20,000 when it was a scary place to live. Lou, my friend who died in my arms at age 52 after a ten year battle with AIDS whispered to me that it was ok for me to sell what was left of his collection. (Even just to pay for gas and groceries) As I pulled out, cleaned and photographed his paintings I could smell him....he has been dead for 12 years. I miss him and told him to kick Gods ass for me as I have more than my share of unbelievable BS to deal with the last 6 months.
I will also be selling a fair amount of my paintings as well. Please email me at mistressred69@gmail.com for address and exact time. I KNOW there will be a few other of my hot Domme friends out to support me....
Want to buy some Lemonade little boy???
Today was a very special Easter to me. It was truly a really beautiful day. Thank You Goddess, Princess, Tom, Judith, Eden, Kimberly, La La, Patrick and all the kids for making a wonderful Easter. I will post photos (that Tom and I took) to the My Space page as soon as we can.
Today, as we lived, loved and laughed I am so determined to not only rebuild what I have lost but to make things even better. Onward and upward!! Everything is going to be ok.....
I look forward to this weeks photo shoot and I am excited at our mid evil / castle oh so close location. We are going to have fun!?
Happy Easter Weekend!
Did you see the full moon the other night, strikingly BEAUTIFUL!
The Holiday weekend has started off really nice. Yesterday we went to the Getty and had a great time. The sun came out just as we were going through the sculpture gardens. I want to spend a lot more time there this year.
I must apologize for not responding to emails, I truly have not had the time and this week in particular. I have been busy tracking down money that is owed to me from two former employers, etc... No fun and it is always disappointing and well amazing to me & my friends how little some people care about financial hardship. I am keeping my fingers crossed that all will be resolved by early next week and I can breathe a little easier. YEA!
On a more positive note, things are moving along with both businesses despite everyone getting sick and schedule conflicts. Just life but I am truly excited about what the next six months will bring (I just have to hang on, stay focused and hustle) and feel very blessed to be working with some very talented individuals.
Well I need to run we have a dinner party to get ready for and then finish all the details for Easter Brunch and my yearly Easter Egg hunt for all the kids in my backyard.
Have a WONDERFUL EASTER!
Mistress Red
Great photo shoot on Friday! We had a lot of fun and it was a learning experience for me. Still so much content to shoot and business to do on the back end before we can set a launch date.? I will say this though, the website is going to be fantastic!?
Funny quotes or sayings that have made me laugh.... I am smiling more these days even though I not sure what next week will bring financially.
"A friend will stop you from overacting but a best friend will be walking right beside
you giggling "someone's gonna get it" (and I have a few of those)
"You can't play games with a girl who can play them better!!
"The hardest thing in life is to know which bridge to cross and which to burn."
"I'd rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I am not!"
? Have a great week.
Mistress Red
I love rainy days in bed and my day is already starting off great! :) I am finishing my coffee and then I am off to the Rose Bowl for my run. I am training for a 10k. I am really excited and nervous about the photo shoot today. (The first of many) The business is really starting to come together and I have the right people all around me.
In addition my other business partnership (music) is starting to get busy as I get the word out there to my previous clients. I honestly am so happy right now, the first time I have said that in a very long time. I just have to hold on to hope that all this positive energy will bring in some money quickly as financially things are getting really really scary for me. :(?? Just breathe......
I'll probably be at Passive Aggressive with my friends this weekend. Let me know if you are going. Have a fabulous weekend.
Mistress Red
Tonight the view from my deck was crystal clear. I love it up here! I live up at 2,800 feet and overlook all of Downtown LA, views of Catalina and the ship yards of Long Beach. I saw my third shooting star in two days, that has to be good right? The little girl in me closed my eyes and said my wish three times fast. I know I am a romantic?but it?s good to dream.
This
will be short as I?m tired but that is GOOD NEWS. I feel so incredible
about what I am doing professionally, that somehow I know financially I
have got to be ok. I have cut out all the extras and just taking care
of the basics. Nothing lasts forever and this bad time will pass in
time. God knows what fucking lesson I have to learn from all this
upheaval and heartbreak I have been through the last six months. And
I do say this to whatever higher being there may be ?Can you kindly get
your boot off my throat?? I know my quirky sense of humor doesn?t come
through in a blog but well I?m tired.
I
run the rose bowl almost every day now, slowly I feel my body and soul
going back to what I knew two + years ago?.. As I ran I came across a
brown scorched piece of hillside but there little green plants had just
started to grow. I feel like that is me..life coming back from the
scorched earth. A glimpse of ?me?, me who grows stronger and happier
every day. I?m on a healthy path, and whether or not you understand
where I am at, that is ok. Please know I am honoring and respecting
myself by living a healthy and honest life.
Tonight
one of my best friends felt it was important to tell me every mean
thing that was said about me from my once loving partner, good friend
and sub. She was not trying to upset me. She had saved this last bit of
information so that I would never again be tempted by the monster I
once I loved. Hard to hear but made me run even harder. Living well is
the best revenge and I plan on having an awesome year. Weight comes and
goes but you can?t change who you are on the inside. I like who I am
but perhaps that is why others self medicate. They must not like
themselves very much and probably can?t even look in the mirror.
Ok sleep??I have a photo shoot to organize, calls to make, numbers to roll?. going to sleep now.
Good night my friends.
One more thing...."PAY IT FORWARD".
I truly believe in Paying it Forward. So many friends I know are going through hard & scary times but I firmly still practice "PAYING IT FORWARD". To give without expecting anything in return, EVER.? In this economic hardship people tend to panic and say well I'd like to help out but I can't. Please just remember that $10 OR $20, Ralphs or Trader Joes grocery card may make someone's day.
I'm off to a lunch meeting. Have a wonderful weekend.
Mistress Red
So the meeting with the trailer house went really well! That are in a cool office in Hollywood right across from Cat & Fiddle. (Could be dangerous for me but there is always a number of good looking men there :) ) If I take this position it would be in addition to what I have already committed to. I am taking the weekend to consider all my options. I am feeling really excited, optimistic and GOOD. A twinge of sadness, heartache, anger every now and then but I am moving forward. (Thank God!) I have bee blessed by having so many people in my life that believe in me. (personally and professionally) Even when the last six months I lost me and my self confidence......but it is coming back...more and more each day.
Happy St. Patrick?s Day!
Today was an absolutely great day. The weather was so
beautiful and I feel good! My good friend is home from an interesting life journey
and it is so wonderful to just talk with her face to face as she has been my life
support for many months. (Well actually 13+ years and on two coasts)
I entered into yet another business partnership today.
Went to Studio City, met my ?music? business partner, got a tour of the
studio, the office and over agreen beer in Toluca Lake we shook on the deal. He is an
amazingly talented composer with an impressive reel, loads of talent, smart,
drive, funny, ?kink? friendly, cool wife and is even going to pitch in with
awesome music for the fetish business my fellow Dommes/friends & I have
created. My good friend over at E! Networks played business match maker and I
think it?s an obvious connection. (And the fact that he is also another moon child
like me makes this even sweeter)
Speaking of the fetish business, I CAN?T WAIT till we go
live and I can tell you all more about it. (Website, professional services,
events, etc.) In fact as late as it is I just got home from meeting with Tom
the brilliant designer of our website (ok don?t get too Cocky Julia or you know
my little evil laugh will come back, blank sheets of paper, safety pins and my sharpies)
The website is going to LOOK AMAZING. I am so excited. Thank you so much for
all your hard work!! In addition all the love, support and friendship you and
Judith give me every day. (And the ?Ladies? Thank you too) P.S. Thanks for
being the test ?Sissy?!
So much happening, in fact on Wednesday have a meeting in
Hollywood to potentially started representing a trailer house. The owner and I
have a great repoire; he owns & rides horses so we talk on and on, lived in NYC, etc, etc. So we will see
what happens next.
As I said before so NOT WORRIED about my long term, BUT
SO WORRIED about the short term cash flow. I am a single mother with no
support, how in the heck am I going to be ok?? I sometimes can?t Breathe thinking about it. HOWEVER, I heard a great commentary
on NPR about being ?OPTIMISTIC?, finding, Optimism in life, Friday being the
first day of Spring, being optimistic until the ?giddy? thoughts come back. I
like that saying a lot. I will say this, I feel good, and I?m starting to be
happy again, keeping my eye on the positive future instead of the war torn
past. I know in my heart I am now on the right path, And that life isn?t just going to be ok, it is going to be
GREAT!
On a very domestic note, my kitchen is all complete and
looks WOW, I am so happy. In fact we even got rid of all the play marks on my
walls from the last two years. I was at first being nostalgic but fuck it,
paint it clean, like a clean slate, a fresh start again. THANKS MY FRIENDS AND
FELLOW KINKSTERS FOR ALL THE HELP.
I respect honest people. People, who fight their own
battles, not hide behind the skirts of others, or let others do their dirty
work for them, people of integrity who take responsibility for their own actions. You have something to say to
me, Say it to my face!
Ok now it is much too late. I am off to bed as I am not
going to be happy when the alarm goes off the run the Rose Bowl. Sweet dreams.
Mistress Red
The business plan is almost done but still crunching numbers. The
photographers being chosen within the next few days. Amazing website
designer working away, how lucky are we to have him (Thank you!) I am fortuate to have two great partners who are as eager and focused as I am
to be a success. Seeing the business in black and white feels great!
Feels like I am finally doing something right besides being an awesome
mom and friend. :)
Collaborating & Coming up with ideas with my partners Feels real and
trust me these days not much feels real anymore. So many unreal &
painful experiences the last six months have left me numb. The business
is really good for me and I am hopeful again. Let's just hope I find a
way bring in some cash in the meantime. It is really scary not having
enough money and I am not sure how I can going to make it. However
operating in fear brings no positive results. So denying what my bank
account days I move forward. The future is going to be GREAT!!!
I have some new friends in my life who value me, make me smile and
without any judgment let me take baby steps to healing, letting go and moving
forward. (Even though I know they don't totally understand why up until
last week I didn't let go)
Thanks to my friends who have been so patient and loving through all of
this.
I read something great today that I want to share.
"I know what you mean about letting go, but it is not just letting go,
it is moving forward. If you have a good relationship with someone new
you will grow, you have a chance to take the best parts of the new
person and make them your own. If you go back your not likely to move
forward as person and your not likely to be any happier. Just keep the
memories and let the porter handle the baggage. Then you can explore
something new."
Ok now I am going back to working on the business plan. Have a great weekend.
My son came home yesterday after being gone two weeks in Australia with
his dad. I missed my little man so much and realized how empty my life
would be without him. His is the love of my life and the reason I keep
striving to create a better life for us. I just need to lead by example
and make better choices when it comes to men and questionable character
friends that I bring into our lives.
The business is just getting going. The website is being designed now.Hopefully photographs in the next week. I am very excited about the
possibilities. I am very confident about my long term future but really
worried in the short term how I am going to pay the bills. The new job
I started in November their funding isn't secure so now I am without
work = income. I have already had a couple of interviews but so far
nothing has come through. So now I am moving in high gear with my
fetish business but a few other side projects as well. Like I said NO
WORRIES when it comes to long term or in a few months but bloody hell I
don't know what I am going to do before the businesses take off. Keep
your fingers crossed and think positive thoughts for me. Being a single
mom and no family to fall back on it is truly up to me to make things
happen.
Have a good week!?
You never know what life is going to bring you, the slightest twist of
fate, and in an instant everything can change, good and bad.
What an
interesting journey into the BDSM world this has been for me, it is
hard to believe it has only been a couple of years! Going through this
traumatic experience with the only sub I had ever loved & played
with and a fellow Domme has made me question this lifestyle. Is
everyone cheaters and liars? Can't there be a good combination of kinky
& vanilla sex? It would be easier to close the door and walk away.
If it were not for my good friends in the scene who put me "back on the
horse" I would be missing out on something that has become very
important in my life.
IT IS OFFICIAL!!! I STARTED A NEW COMPANY. I am so excited about working
with my business partners, two very beautiful and business smart Dommes. It is going to be a ton of work, but I am very excited and have no
doubt we will be successful! I can't release details yet, so I know I
am being a tease but hopefully in the next few weeks we will be making
an announcement.
It was good seeing friends at the Laire last night! My sissy student is
such a good subject, and is taking all that is asked of "her" in stride
and without question. She has learned to be careful what you wish for
because it may come true and without any warm up. Ouch! (Red knows
better) Who knew you could have so much fun with a sharpie, piece of
paper and a safety pin! "What is it going to say next!"
My student now knows that when I start to hum I am planning something devious. Hmm mmmm hmmm
I am going off-line for a little while so please understand it may take me a while to get back to you. I will still be around the scene and at events.? I am starting on a new adventure, one that requires my full attention and for me to be totally focused.
I'll have a special "sissy" announcement to make with another Domme when I return to the online BDSM soap opera world.
Have a great weekend.
Oh my I am really tired. Didn't get to sleep till the early morning and then got up late morning to go run the rose bowl. This whole getting back in shape and losing weight thing sucks! However I have been challenged and have a goal. (And it is coming up fast) I need to look my best very soon. Everyone knows I have been hiding and are happy to see me start to come out of my cancer shell.
Speaking of coming out of my shell I have heard a lot lately "Red, when are you going to start playing again? You know it is time to have a little fun again". They are right. So last night was a good place to start. A good humilating laugh at (oops I meant to say with) a sissy always gets me going. I did a little sissy training with an audience of submissive men. "Red's Charm School" had her 2nd student and the "gurl" did a very good job despite having heels that were much to high and having a slightly hairy chest. (Wax it or cover it up) I actually prefer sissy's who are not passable, a little akward, looking to me for guidance and most of all acceptance. Last night, I too was a little akward at first but it didn't take long ro remember what I like about this scene. My sissy student said "uh oh there is that deviant laugh" and "you scare me when you get bored" and "Red, you really are the best" (thanks my friend). Sometimes I am loyal to a fault and even when I do not need to be. There was an emotional tug on my heart a couple of times and a wave of memories. But then I am quickly reminded that he wasn't thinking of me or being sad when he was off playing with others. I deserve only the best loyal love!
So now I am off to the Ragga Muffins Festival and need to get out the door. I am moving a little slow today but it was so worth it.
Have a great weekend.
I am so glad it is Friday!
This has been the longest & weirdest week ever! Without my son here the house is too quiet, feels strange. If this is what being single is, I don't like it at all! I miss him so much (two more weeks to go) but he is having a great time in Australia.
I have a fun weekend planned. Tonight, Femdom night at the Laire and going with a few friends. And of course hang with my buddy Dragaon (Sorry I didn't make lunch this week) Hopefully there will be some fun people there to inspire me.
Saturday going with my Laguna/OC friends to the Reggae Music Festival in Long Beach. Think I'll put my hair in little braids, wear a hippy skirt and dance the day away.
Sunday, I am going to an after Oscars Party in Studio City with my FemDom friends. It will be nice to get really dressed up. I'm getting my makeup and hair done so I look glamorous.
Life moves on and so am I. Some days I am running full speed and then some days (like today) I am taking one slow step at a time. However I am very determined, clear and focused. I am getting back to the former Red, who doesn't allow anyone to take advantage and run over her. Good things are coming.
Oh need to go I have a nail appointment. Have a nice weekend.
Happy Valentine's Day!
I love romance but the holiday I find to be quite annoying as I don't like over commercialized Holidays. If you are with someone there is pressure for it to be perfect and if you are without a partner you feel like a third wheel. You subs have a tough job making sure the Domme's are kept happy. If you truly listen to your Domme and take care to learn her then your task of making her happy will not too hard. (well unless she is feeling rather sadistic that day) The worst thing you can do is NOTHING. Nothing represents nothing, a lack of caring and respect. I had a nice mellow Valentine's, in fact a friend had a pleasant surprise for me and my son. I was a "little" tired from being out way too late at Masque the night before.
Speaking of Masque, as always the event was a lot of fun. I had two "borrowed" slaves for the evening which was fun! Masque is great for people watching, fetish outfits and of course Masks. We had a really nice booth and I was surrounded by good friends. I got creative and made masks for Princess Sheila + slave, Tom, and myself. MC- Master Poppycock as usual stole the show with his singing and humor! We went to the play party afterward all looking forward getting a "little" kinky but they moved locations and the place was so small that all u could do was socialize and no room to play. A real bummer as we all were looking forward to it. Oh well there is always next time. Thanks Robert!
Tomorrow my son leaves for Australia with his dad for two weeks and two days. I am excited for him and love that he is getting an opportunity to travel and see the world. I am sad he is leaving as I will really miss him. He is my life, the smile on my face and he keeps me grounded. I love being a mom and I have a super kid.
I am making a career change but that is a good thing and actually really excited about my future. I have a little time off in between jobs so I may do some traveling too while my son is gone. If I go I will be on a tight budget but I think the change of scenery will be good.
A good thing happened this weekend, like a flick of a switch a lot the grief and pain I have experiencing the last 6 months just went away. I feel light and feel really good. I have still have a lot to come to terms with and let go of. I am still angry but the sorrow of which has at times frozen me is gone. YEA!! It is hard to explain but it is all good.
I am going to break my own word for just a quick minute. (I know, I know I promised!)It is unfortunate and quite disturbing that the vindictive wrath of "them" is still being unleashed on others and I am sorry about that. It is all over now and time for quiet.
I will repost what a Collarme friend in Germany wrote "I can't believe how cruel and heartless some people can be. I suppose what really bothers me is that some people have no conscience whatsoever." I WILL one day before too long start blogging about my bad students at school and all the punishments the boys and girls had to endure. He he he. I can't wait.
This is going to be a quick entry. I have been soooo busy with work that I have had no time to answer emails. Please understand that it is just a matter of priorities. I will hopefully have some free time over the weekend to respond.
I am off to sleep. I have been up making making Masks for me and my friends who are attending the Masque Dinner party on Friday. I am looking forward to the event as I always have a good time. Thanks to Tom W, Dan S, Elizabeth & her Subby hubby, Princess Sheila and one of her salves for coming with me. I am sure it will be a great night. I'll post about Masque next week sometime.
Have a good week!
I have had my new profile for oh let's see less than one hour and already emails from subs who have not read my profile. Now I know it is long but if you can't take 5 minutes to read than you are so not the one I seek.
No offense. Thanks for the compliments but please boys read my profile. Going to sleep now.
Happy Rainy Friday! I have been cuddling up in front of my fireplace listening to the rain and my music!
Some of you may recognize me as I have another profile on Collarme but that is the old me, my past, like a photo album with a lot of good and bad memories.
So tada!! New profile......yea not that big a deal is it...no...but TADA!! Yes I am silly half the time but what is life without laughter??
