To the man that is my Master- Dominus2013- I surrender to you my entire being- body mind soul. Willingly, lovingly, impulsively, shyly, bravely, unknowingly, daringly, cowardly...every aspect of me- your Secret. I found you at the most insecure, drama filled nightmare time of my life and yet you chose me anyway. Someone who had no experience in this lifestyle but a crazed desire that I wanted it and was willing to do anything to experience it- regardless of the experience that was offered or would occur. I was set up in what you, Sir, and I both know was going to get me SEVERELY hurt but I was going to go!! You saved me from that when I saw you on CM and I took a chance and said hello. First texts- you were the only one not to jump all over me but instead you offered a warning about predators and pretenders. You offered even to just answer questions I had. I wanted it to be you from the first message I sent and after a lot of messaging back and forth- I got my "in"!! You said you wished I didn't live so far away. I saw my opportunity that maybe you would find interest in me??!! From that taken chance, We have started a whirlwind of a relationship that I had no clue could ever exist- and it's only the beginning- I KNOW now when you say that- its the truth!!! I came to you more than a little insecure and inexperienced not with just the D/s lifestyle but limited sexual experiences as well. Limited and completely and utterly unsatisfying!!! I had never in my life experienced orgasm from someone else- never been with a man who even bothered to care/recognize that it doesn't happen for me. Until now:-) You promised me, on your name as a Dom, that you would make that happen for me. I doubted you- and I tried to "run" from you as you call it. You put me in collar, cuffed my wrists to it, belted my waist, cuffed my ankles and ran rope- all firsts along with our first day together!! I still didn't O and I remember how mad I was- frustrated and sure that you were wrong- that I was NOT capable and it would never happen. This was before you were my Master and I had barely began to call you Sir. I had NO idea where the journey was going- only what I wished for.
You re-assured me O would happen- you would figure out exactly what my body and really my mind needed. I remained skeptical. You broke me, named me- making me Yours and making me the happiest I have been in so very long. I recognized you as my Master but now have learned that there is FAR more to that title than just calling you that!! You are a Master in how you live, teach, and love. Over these last few weeks, you, Master, have been attentive, kind, firm, disciplinarian, teacher, patient, loving and truly the Master Dominant that you are. With you, I have come to realize how desperately I want to please you- submission to you is an honor!!! Being yours, your Secret, a privilege. Being loved by you and loving you is almost orgasmic in its own right!
This week at my lowest point of my life, not only did you selflessly rescue me- you brought me to one the most intense and fabulous firsts that has ever happened to me!! You, Master, brought me out of myself- out of my head that truly tortures me at times- and gave me my first orgasm:-) The first of what became countless over the last two days!!! I could NEVER have imagined how it would be- are there any words to describe this powerful experience????
Just when I thought it couldn't get better than FINALLY having reached climax- I was able to climax over and over again! I was truly overwhelmed in that best most perfect way possible!!!! Just couldn't get any better....ummmmm, sooooo not true!!! You pulled my ear down to your fucking sexy hot mouth and told me it was only the beginning. I knew you were telling me a truth even though I was clueless what you meant. Then came your command- CUM NOW. Two words. Two words that just weeks ago I didn't even believe would happen for me with all the fucking, sucking and touching that was possible!! Two words that have become an order my body and mind respond too- FREAKING INSTANTLY!!!! Electric, white hot multiple orgasms in response to your command Master. Your two words from the lips that I would and could kiss for hours can trigger one of the most ultimate acts of submission for me- that I was certain I would never have because 1. something was wrong with me and 2. I would never find someone who cared that I had never climaxed!
You asked me, Master, what I learned. I learned that trusting you, Sir, can only give your Secret wonderful things. I have learned that faith in you is what I embrace and is the reason I belong to you. I learned that you are not only the man I recognize as my Master, but that you are a master of your skill and competence as a true Dominant. I learned that there is nothing you say you are going to do that you can't. I am gaining more security with every new experience- motivates me to be a better sub for you Sir- pleasing you the ultimate goal. I have so much to learn , but with you- I don't have to think, just obey and the possibilities are endless. I have learned that you truly possess my mind, body and soul. I love you Master, I adore you and I am honored to serve you.