MrAlphasub

July is here. My bodybuilding is coming along nicely!?

Today is the first day of the rest of my life! Can't wait!

I have been on a body rebuilding - modification challenge for the past 3 months. Making progress but so far to go!?

I am back for a new look see...

Still enjoying the search. 

I feel renewed today! 

Let's Do it!

Yesterday was a Red Letter Day! Today will be awesome!

The need to serve a Domme never goes away! 

Never Give up. Never Surrender. Today is the first day in the rest of my life. 

Today for the first time in years... i put on a mini skirt and bra. Just working around the house. 

Happy 4th of July! Working  and working out today. 

Never Give up. Never Surrender! 

I feel like giving up my search for a Dominant Woman to serve. I am a bit down for sure but I will not stop or give up. Instead, I will continue working on me. I want to be a better person (number one for me) but number two… so I can be in a position to serve her better. This includes: 1. My physical body fitness and body modification that I have been working on for several years. During the past six months I am gotten it down to a science. I am eating right and exercising 2 to 3 hours a day (working with my trainer, swimming, treadmill, etc). I want that beach body.  I feel like the better I look and feel well that will help me serve her better.  2. I am working on my financial position. I am doing fine. I own and operate several successful companies. I want to be very strong financially.  3. Spiritually. I am working on my meditation and affirmations. 4. Just being a better person in general. 5. Not being needy! 

It's Monday. The search continues. 

Many don't understand Power Exchange. 

Today I saw a pic of a Domme pissing into a sub's mouth. This was obviously what was happening. I have always been interested in being used this way and have a lot of experience serving as a Golden Toilet. I think it has elements of humilation but also strong elements of devotion to one's Mistress. It is a privilege to be used this way. I know some do not like it. I crave it. 

It's hard to set one's kinks, fetishes and desires aside in order to fully devote 100% energy to serving thier Domme. I know that while I have a strong desire to do so, I need training. A Domme can also be a great mentor as well. More thougths on this tomorrow. 

Day Two of my journal entries. I woke up hit the gym and went to work. I check Collarspace every morning. I like reading

the profiles. Impressed with the people who can actually show thier face to the world in this light. I cannot. I won't send

pic easily either. There are too many fakes and also people who would would not have the best of intentions. Today, I want 

any Domme or Mistress reading this to know I am sincere in serving a Domme. I believe in service. 

I think I will start keeping a daily record here. The search for a Domme goes on. It's getting hot in Indiana. Pacers won! Today is the first day of the rest of my life! That is a start! 

There are few real subs, slave or Dommes here. But... Some are real!