morbidNwondrland

"if you can't handle me at my worst how dare you think you deserve me at my best??" so true on so many levels... i guess i really wasn't good enough for you after all now was i?  so would that really me my loss or yours? i guess on both levels we would differ =)  lies lies lies.... is that really all i am ever worth?  just for once i wish i could find someone that thinks high enough of me as a sub or a slave not to lie to where it hurts and devastates me... i thought i was in love... maybe that is my first fuck up maybe a slave and a master cant love each other like that maybe now days it is just suppose to be about service and getting treated like shit... so tired of fakes and getting shit on for simple mistakes HELLO your the master i am the slave your suppose to fix me and help me to grow and mold me into what you want not belittle me for my flaws but embrace them and help me better myself and make me into your image... but maybe that concept is dead now too... who knows?? master or not in the end a man is a man and i guess some are better men then others.