Morbiusm		MorbidOnes		morbidmuse

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I consider myself a submissive with dominant tendencies from time-to-time. Very little experience in the lifestyle. My first D/s relationship failed because of communication problems on both sides, but it was a lot of fun. I was given the chance to experiment with electricity, needles (which I ABSOLUTELY love), spanking, whips/paddles/floggers. I guess that's about it. I consider myself somewhat intelligent, creative, artistic, open-minded, sensitive and would love to meet someone with the same characteristics. I'm not really interested in being a slave or being 100% dominated, I would like the freedom to make my own choices, but I am interested in a lifestyle relationship. While I may be up for some random play, I would much rather be involved in a LTR. Like I mentioned before, I haven't had a lot of experience. I've only really had one experience that affected me deeply and it was extremely emotional for me, so I'd love to meet someone that understood that and could help complement my reactions. Anyway, that's all for now. Message me if you want to know more..

1/31/2007 3:50:27 AM Take me out into the Universe and open your eyes Isolate me in your deepest thoughts and make me feel what you have to say I want that gaze that you'll always promise to another I want that touch that never feels quite right I want to steal away parts of you that never existed before. I want to drown myself in your forbidden desires. Or, you could just say that, you know... I mean - I'm in love with you. There's something very spiritual to the way that you save me, Painfully real when you promise to fuck me, Though eternally damning when I spend all my heart on you. This beauty isn't skin deep - It's a shallow reflection dissected by your sensual drought. It's a sort of surgical disimprovement that I'd kill myself to repair. Listen...I'm not trying to fix something that was meant to be broken. I liked the way this fragility felt..even as I crawled across the invisible razor-sharp glass just to feel your smile again. I thought it was important to be blind with you..until I completely disappeared and became invisible.

1/31/2007 3:47:03 AM in order to celebrate the apocalypse, i'm giving you this carefully wrapped opium pipe, brought to you by the fine people at eBay. It's probably collectible, much like the 500 other ones uniquely just like it.. I meant for it to represent our original-recipe relationship genetically engineered for us modern-day goddesses So, when you inhale my gift of intoxication, try to escape the breath the life the visions (of)... hate and despair - a rape for ill repair.. as this song for the jaded pollutes our dissipating air.

6/17/2005 12:47:42 AM There's some morbid fascination here with things that would drive a human being completely insane. And now I'm feeling like dancing again..to a different fucking song.