UPDATED Profile as of 2015
In essence, I am looking for a Mistress into sensual domination and who will incorporate humiliation and heavy degradation into her play. I hope any Mistress who reads my profile will agree that there is a particularly potent power exchange that comes from intense D/s in the form of extreme kink; My fantasy is extreme degradation while my experience is relatively tame. I hope there is agreement that the power exchange that comes from my submission can be looked at as spiritual on some level, meaning, that the frenetic submissive energy can used by the Mistress towards some higher purpose.
If desired and allowed, it would be a privilege and honor to provide oral worship to front and/or back. Not really into feet - but certainly willing to provide foot massage as required.
Naked face sitting along with the noted forced fart worship would also be a challenging experience, even as I understand that never having done it, it may be too difficult. This also applies to things like queening and face humping which will certainly be a workout for my face and is a little frightening as it is erotic to think about.
I would guess that all the activities I imagine I want to engage in may not be nearly as enjoyable when they actually happen. I recognize some of the activities I fantasize about are NOT even necessarily erotic (at least to me) when performed - the idea may be erotic but probably not the acts. Yet, the need to serve is of sufficient kinky desire so that if it makes the Mistress happy to engage in these activities and inflict this humiliation, then I am drawn to such service.
At my age, which is not old, but not a young buck either, submission is a double whammy - there is the fact of submitting to superior female - after all, I was brought up with a mindset coming from the conditioning of my era - things like - "It's a Man's World" [James Brown, of course] - and therefore, submission to women is particularly potent and causes a level of disorientation and vertigo - the world is literally upside down. There is also the mere act of submission. I don't identify at all as "alpha", but I do act in leadership capacities often.
The time spent in productive "power exchange" is what I have found is my biggest turn-on. I have come to learn that only by doing some things I never thought I'd even consider, do I end learning it is a powerful turn on for me as well as the Mistress.
I haven't gone all the way yet, but if it relates to, or comes from a Dominant Woman's, rear, and if it gives her pleasure to do so, then I believe I want to receive her gifts, such as they may be. Any Mistress/Humiliatrix willing to take a chance on me will find me an earnest and willing subject, especially if she is aware of, and uses, our energy well.
Thank you for taking the time to read this if you got this far - It is more than I have right to expect, I know.
