MIsubkitty

I'm finally starting to get well. It's been a long road. I couldn't have done it without the special people in my life, especially my CM friends.

I don't know what I was looking for, or hoping to find, but I have made some amazing connections.  It's starting to feel like I may be able to shake off my grief and take those first, tentative steps into the sunlight.

Day 20-something. I've lost count. Back to the dr. tomm. *sigh* Im sick of being sick.

Well, well. It's day 17 and I'm still sick. Dr. put me on a stronger antibiotic and if I'm not showing any improvement by Thursday it's back to the Dr. and probably a trip to the hospital for tests.  Thanks for your patience.

To all of you who have been kind enough to contact me: I'm sick. Been down for over 8 days, and the only thing I do other than go to work is sleep. I seem to finally be coming out the other side of it. I promise I will get to all of my messages. Thanks for your patience.

What am I looking for?

I'm not totally sure. My Sir passed away in August, very unexpectedly. The past six months have been a bit rough. Lately, I've been finding myself restless and a bit lonely. Not that I don't have friends who have been great through all of it. It's not that kind of lonley. I miss sitting at someone's feet, cuddling, a hand in my hair.

What am I looking for?

I think it entirely depends on the person. I would love to find a LTR, but I'm going to be honest, that person has big shoes to fill. Above all, that person will need patience. I'm going to need to go slowly in the beginning. I need to be certain that I am with them because I want to be with them and not because I'm trying to fill a void.

Hope this makes sense...

Thank you to everyone who has contacted me. I promise, I am trying to respond to each of you. :)

Just got home from a SCA event. (Society for Creative Anachronism). Basically, renaissance re-enactment. I was in it full time for about 14 years, but pretty much retired about a year or so ago.  The only reason I went today was that a long-time friend was being elevated to the Peerage, which is pretty major.  It was a fun day, but long! I forgot how long the day can be, but glad I was there to witness a friend's success.

Although I generally dress casually, at heart I am a girly girl. I like getting pedicures, shoes and snuggling.  One of my favorite things ever is getting my hair brushed when it's being knotty and uncooperative.

What I ultimately hope for is a relationship. Dom and sub, boyfriend and girlfriend, husband and wife, whatever it's meant to be, just something more than play partners or friends with benefits. However, friends are always welcome. You can never have too many friends. :)

Ok *sigh* it has been pointed out to me (already) that I should not have so many -demands- in my profile. I apologize if anyone is offended by it. I simply feel that people should be up front with one another. I don't view them as demands, but as important things to know about me.