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Transgender Switch, 55, Eagle, Idaho
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Female Submissive, 51, Cleburne, Texas
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Female Submissive, 21
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About MistySissy
I first became sissified at age 5, when I was petticoated while staying in an all female household while my mother was away (she was a USMC sergeant). My memories of this time are not a mere few snipets of being dressed. The recollections of others indicate I was fully petticoated and may have stayed as a girl constently for several months. Age 5-6, the pre-school I attended punished unruly boys with bonnets to full girl outfits, all day, with parental consent. I have a minor fetish for bonnets and wide brim hats. I was evidently a most unruly lad. At age nine I had a recollection of being a Catholic cathedral and curtsying. A couple of years ago after my step-father died, a picture of me and my Aunt turned up, yes white dress and headpiece.
I honestly do not know if my petticoating caused my Venus Envy, or women and girl friends saw it in me. Guess at this stage it really does not matter. Any how, up until 12-13, I remember having girl friends dress me up and was quite comfortable. Far as I can recall, I have always been partial to things and activities that were labled girls only.
I stopped most of this when I became a teenager as this sort of behavior was absolutely taboo and could get you hurt. At 17, I enlisted volunteering for the most `manly' occupations. Believe this, this was a very stupid decision to take. These were duties, and assignments to prove to myself and others I could not possibly be 'one of them,', but my true nature would leak out and I actually spent two weeks as a WAC as an Article 15 punishment for a parody song I did of the female commander of the WAC student Battalion. As a decorated NCO (who the WAC 1st Sgt addressed as "stud") I could have easily have avoided extra duty in a female uniform, but why?
After I retired, my leaking became more frequent and included belly dance-there are few better ways to be feminine in publc in an acceptable manner, and be around women, doing female things. I never had a teacher or fellow student have a problem with a boy doing such blatantly female things, and often encouraging blurring the gender line, to even performing in drag (actually won a competition as Tannoura, Arabic for petticoat) but I still closeted my disposition, if not my basic self.
When I moved to Colorado a few years ago my dancer friends in California contacted dancers here and I had a lot of assistance moving in, getting settled, and getting back into dance. A while after I asked the women here what they would like as a thank you for all their help. A Tea! A hat, glove, and heel Tea, however I would do the prep, the clean up, and serve, and a complete English style Parlor maid uniform miraculously appeared.
The event was fun. At first it was tease the maid, but during the actual serving portion I was treated as a servant, which at first infuriated me but as the tea went on something changed, it was almost tangible.
Anyhow, after The tea I began receiving requests to do other female gatherings, a few bridal/baby showers, more teas and Teas, I did a garden party, a slumber party, and a whole lot of pamper parties. Always I was to be in my girl persona. Finally realized women need girl time to vent, to be rowdy, risque to down right vulgar, and to be able to freely bitch, and a male presence inhibits this, but a boy in a dress whose sole function is to wait on them, well this heightens the energy,,,in my opinion, to be very unladylike,
I also ended up as a housekeeper for several ladies, yes formal housekeeping, sometimes POSH, always, again, uniformed (practical not sissy), and that expanded to errand girl as well.
Off and on, especially at pamper parties I would be "teased' into entertaining or just for its embarrassment potential be required to be more of a sissy, sissy costuming (a little pink party dress was made) and just think Shirley Temple recitals, and nursery rhymes and stories meant for girls.
Alas, the housekeeping, errand running. laundry, cook, and all came to end. Many clients moved or their situation changed, and I ended up having horrid abdominal pains, break bone chills, hepatitis and pancreatitis that rural medicine mis-diagnised for years. It was finally diagnosed, by accident, as sludge in the bile duct. Soon as that was made all better, I needed carotid artery surgery, life is such a blast.
Over the years I learned. In the beginning the word 'humiliation; had a hugely unacceptable context, until I learned a principle definition was to "humble." This one's ego needs humbling. The idea of sissy as I understood it at the time was distressing to me; until I was introduced to something Madame Rebecca had written which changed my mind, utterly. I followed the Madam Rebecca thread and found myself agreeing with her definitions and whole heartedly with her training and transformation methods, and so here I am to expand on and put into practice what I have learned |
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