I am learning that patience is a key part of D/s.   I don't just 'get' everything, I sometimes need to wait and be patient.  Even then, there will be things I do not 'get'.

I feel so alive.

Wow what a ride!  Christmas was great, New Year is right around the corner.  I do believe that 2011 is going to be THE year!! 

Happy Holidays everyone !

Merry Christmas to me!!

 It has been a very strange week of conversation and memories. 

 I have had to swallow my pride and speak of things in the past I had hoped not to ever speak of again.  BUT....... It was worth every painful moment of it. 

 We are going to try once more to pull one wall down so that we can build on our future.  Little steps every single day.

Wow,I feel like me again!!!

Yes I know, you want me to move on
Start living a new life
start writing a new song
Don't worry, I ain't gonna ask you
to come back and love me
Baby you don't have to........

I can be in love with you............wiithout you.