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Real Life is just that
The inbodiment of who we are
why we play like we do
Chaotic With Crashes.
But Genuine.
I dont change, i evolve
I dont like players/fakes/stalkers/or mean people need to insult go elsewhere, needy seek someone else, want fake cyber, pass..married keep going.
Anything else feel free to ask me:)
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Wishing A/all a wonderful and Happy New Year, may it bring all that You hope for.
~misty~ |
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"i am not for the weak or timid who cannot or will not venture out from under their partially thawed fantasy into the actualization of personal fulfillment"
girl thanks You Master
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~ Silence ~ Sarah McLachlan & Enigma ~
Give me release
witness me
I am outside
give me peace
Heaven holds a sense of wonder
and I wanted to believe
that I'd get caught up
when the rage in me subsides
In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe
Passion chokes the flower
'til she cries no more
possessing all the beauty
hungry still for more
Heaven holds a sense of wonder...
I can't help this longing
comfort me
I can't hold it all in
if you won't let me
Heaven holds a sense of wonder...
In this white wave
I am sinking
in this silence
in this white wave
in this silence
I believe
I have seen you
in this white wave
you are silent
you are breathing
in this white wave
I am free
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Wising A/all a warm and wonderful holiday season may You be safe and happy xoxo |
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Push me to that place. The place of absolution.
Assail me with softness, enmity, and amorousness.
i need You to be strong, as i grow exhausted.
Brilliant as i grow pale.
Rapturous as i slowly... starve.
Hungry for this ache to be sated,
that ache only You can quench.
One... solitary... need.
Take me... push deep inside of me.
Gasping, whimpering...
the crimson smear across my lips.
Don't withdraw until i'm pliant
against your body soft as liquid silk.
When the only sounds escaping my lips,
those hushed and silent whimpers
in indolent and delicate sighs.
Remind me of whom i belong to.
Who is in control.
Who feeds the hunger that drives me.
Not stopping for a second while
in the tangle of our lustful passion...
until i'm left...
Sated with the soft sound of my name,
whispered from Your lips. |
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Through cyberspace we travel
Just a click against a name
To find me sitting here waiting
For You once more to claim.
The lustrous flame ignited
Emotions all brand new
No longer afraid to trust or love
I submit my soul to You.
thought this was beautiful
*unknown* |
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Please know that the things that are found within this journal, are things that i believe in or enjoy. They are my opinions, feelings, and emotions , and it's safe to say that not A/all will agree. If You don't agree, that's fine, if You offend easily, perhaps Y/you should check elsewhere for entertainment. :) |
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If i could reach up and hold a star for every time You made me smile, i would have the whole night sky in the palm of my hand.
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When the darkness comes it is like a predator that seeks its desires out, a wolf tracking its food source...Its step so gentle, quiet almost haunting she does not hear it behind her. Will she run or fall prey to Its desires. |
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Surrender
It is not something we can learn it is a deep binding passion and desire that lies within our being, it is her existance and reason for being. To feel His lips breath upon her silky slave flesh she aches for His touch and voice knowing she will only be truely free within her enslavement. she is safe there she knows her place, she wishes to be kept there always, she was born for this, it comes to her with no surprise, no questions it is as natural as she is. |
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He came back again last night, and He tore me like paper. He opened me like a flower of pain, and it felt good. He sank into me, like He always does burning me from the inside out |
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Your arms are warm but they make me feel
As if they're made of cold, cold steel
A simple kiss like a turnin' key
A little click and the lock's on me
Can't move my arms, can't lift my hands
I won't admit to where I am
But I know baby, I'm in chains
I'm in chains
I pretend I can always leave
Free to go whenever I please
But then the sound of my desperate calls
Echo off these dungeon walls
I've crossed the line from mad to sane
A thousand times and back again
I love you baby, I'm in chains
I'm in chains
I'm in chains
I'm in chains
Should have known passing through the gate
That once inside I could not escape
I never thought this could happen to me
Never thought this is where I'd be
But baby, baby, baby, look at me
Baby, baby, look at me, I'm in chains
I'm in chains
I never thought this is where I'd be
Never thought this could happen to me
Tina Arena: Chains
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i want nothing
i lack nothing
i am loved
i am cherished
i am happy
i am me
Each day the beauty of the day graces this one with so much one could not ask for more wishing You A/all a wonderful thanksgiving cherish what it is You have and want for nothing else just a girls thoughts. |
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can You....
for just one minute
place yourself where i am today.
can You...
break down the walls i build so tall
but make me see the foundation that You hold still.
can You walk with me when i want to run
and gently push me when i want to stop
can You....
feel the agony and the pain
that radiates through my veins.
can You....
ever know the true nature of my heart,
knowing me inside and out.
can You....
feel my soul exhale softly
as you embrace my heart in Your strong hands.
can You....
wipe the tears that gently fall from my eyes
and place a tender smile in their place.
can You....
comfort me when i can't explain what's wrong
Just holding me, till it all passes.
can You....
make all of my fears disappear
and help me create beautiful new dreams with You.
can You....
offer me dominance without humiliation
can you.... give me the stars and the moon
but remind me that the sunshine still shines through
can You....
chase the nightmares that haunt me
making me safe, calm, and secure once more.
can You....
give me everything i need
in return allowing this one to give all she has to You.
can You....
ever know, just how much i care for You
how Your presence is good for my soul.
can You....
ever say you love me
because.... i can
i love You.
can You....
..........
without even knowing
You did.
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Evanescence-My Immortal--I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
And i've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now i'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
And i've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along |
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Whispers through out the night,
releasing without a fight.
Sharing the pleasure of passion,
in such a erotic fashion each touch caressing the next..
kisses lingering all night
Tasting each other with anticipation and delight
giving in with all there might.
Moans of lust raging through,
with each new thrust the intensity grew.
The rush of heat began to show,
as the juices of lust started to flow.
Clutching at each other with desire,
their bodies are set a fire.
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IN VINO VERITAS
a girl strives daily within her sometimes darkened soul to find solice for the things that haunt her....night has passed and again the daylight comforts her fears and brings a new day. |
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In the light of the moon she danced softly with the stars shining above.The wind whispering in her ear a soft glow reflecting from her pale skin. Releasing the tie on her robe she felt the breeze refresh her like a new day's sun |
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tonight this girl learned yet another lesson it is one that she will remember forever an important one that perhaps He thought a girl forgot she didn't.
a slave should be needy for the attention of the Master at all times
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It's a constant struggle, between what this ones always known, and what she wishes to know..
Looking for what feels right in her heart. she began a journey.... that has truely changed her forever. A journey that has made her feel complete. A journey that has brought a lot of tears, laughter, and love, all in one breath.
With all of that said....
....Welcome to this ones
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~Thank Y/you and Safe Passages to Y/you A/all~
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To let all know so many wonderful warm kind people have come out to say they also have experienced the same, in this ones last post she learned many things, one is that there are some wonderful people out there and that a few bad apples as they say does not spoil the bunch.
Also to never give up on something she believes to be perfect with all her heart.
Thank You Sir for helping this one see that, helping her find the words to express it, and the time to understand it. this one will forever be gratefull to You |
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In putting this up this one made it very clear that conversation is all this one was seeking. Yet hour after hour the replies for naked pictures and collars are pouring in does anyone actually read what a person writes?
Ps isn't angry frustrated perhaps smiles:) |
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