MistressJaded


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	About MistressJaded Getting a fresh start.. if you're not familiar with me - here's the basics: 1. I'm married..we're poly, and yes he knows...see mississippim profile. 2. I'm a very open person, talk to me and we'll see where things go from there. 3. If you're a Dom - Don't bother. 4. DON'T ADDRESS ME AS MA'AM. If you do, don't expect a reply. 5. If all you want to do is to please me, then don't expect to me to waste my time trying to please you. Be real with me, and I'll be real with you.

ok, much to My regret it's time to let go. you were worth holding on to, very much so..and if you'd given me any indication whatsoever you wanted to work this out and make it work..then i would hold on til the end of time..but i can't heal with constantly open wounds. And i hope for whatever reason you chose to let it go.. that you're happy with your decision and that you find what it is that you are truly seeking.

This isn't just directed towards you j.. many things in my life needs to be let go of. i've had many to do what you've done..including some who i thought were trusted friends, and this cycle has to end. I'm worth more than this, regardless if you or anyone can see it.

Thanks to all of you who have been patient with me and have left me words of encouragement, and I do realize this isn't healthy and I need to move on. In addition I ask that you all give me just a little more time.. I'm getting there, but just need a little more time.

I'm in pain, and not the good kind. I'm putting this here because I've tried contacting someone I cared about but he's not answering.. only ignorning me .. I guess that means goodbye, hell I don't know.. wish I did, wish he'd tell me what I did. I thought I was doing what he wanted... I'm completely LOST. I would apologize if I knew what it was I did and if I really am in the wrong..

J... I'm not asking to talk or anything else if ya don't want to.. but at least tell me what I did wrong, at least give me a chance to understand why you left abruptly and haven't spoken to me since.

For those of you who are emailing me and are concerned about my last post - it's lyrics to a song. I've posted it here to remind myself to never go down certain avenues again. The song was downloaded on my computer right before certain someones I loved dearly left me and this world for good. In a way, it's a memorial to them.

Things are difficult for me, and eventually, I'll move on, right now I need time to grieve, time to mourn..please allow me that. I'm not gone..my life isn't stopping because theirs have. I owe it to what they meant to me to move on and keep going no matter how bad it hurts..all I ask for is time. For those of you who are reading about this and didn't know about it.. I didn't tell you, because I didn't want to put the "drama" on you.

Scars ~ papa roach

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channeled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And the scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion is in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I pose this question to the subs and slaves on here.. How is it that you can get into your kink and fetishes with a complete and total stranger and not take any time to get to know Her? Do you really want that precious member of your body used by just anyone, anyway She sees fit?

All of you tend to tell Me that what you want is to PLEASE ME, yet it seems I spend the majority of the time pleasing you. O/our conversations are directed by what you want, and what you'd like to have done to you, and is ALWAYS about your kinks and fetishes.

Now I can't speak for every Domme or Mistress on here, but to please Me it's going to take a lot more than Me spending O/our time meeting your fantasies on cam or otherwise.

I will require you to think. I will ask that you communicate with Me on a human to human level, openly and honestly. I may ask about your taste in music, or how your day has been or even if you like Italian foods..and I'd like a damn answer that didn't lead back to your paticular brand of kinks.

I will require you to be pleasant, obedient, and accomadating. If you want to please Me, and that truly is what you want - then please Me - meaning spend more than a half a second thinking about what I want more than how your genitals are going to be used.

If all you want is to cyber or play some game for cheap entertainment - on or offline, and have no intentions whatsoever of ever even getting to know me, or can't talk to me like I am a human being with a real life - then go ahead and block Me now, and let's not waste one another's time anymore.

For the record - this wasn't aimed at any one person, but I have ran into more than my share - ok, it has been EVERY sub / slave I've encountered here so far to some degree - this is also a warning to any new potential possibilities as well.

This is a LIFESTYLE to Me, not some fantasy you've dreamed up, and is a part of My day to day life, so expect reality to be thrown in the mix if you're thinking of contacting Me.

From now until August I am going to be off and online, and will not be checking this account very often.

I have a slave I am happy with at the moment and at this time am not seeking more, so if I'm not currently in contact with you please don't email Me, I have enough emails to answer as is.

If this changes, I will update this profile to show it. If you email anyways, you may or may not get a reply.

For all of you who are interested, and are currently emailing Me, please understand that I will not be available very much for the next week or so. If you send Me a message know that it may be a while before I send a reply, possible a week. I'll reply as soon as I am capable of doing so, so I request your patience.

*SIGH* I realize now I've been going about this all wrong. I've got to quit wearing my heart on my sleeve, leaving it out there to bleed.

Please.. if you've left me before, and you come back to read this.. know I'm not mad at you. I was for a while. Then I realized it was more my fault than anything. I just wish you would tell me what it was I did wrong.. if anything else, so I don't keep repeating the mistakes..which obviously with the number that have come and gone.. I've done something wrong.

I'm trying to live and learn.. Dommes don't know it all, contrary to popular belief, We're human and do make mistakes. I gave you a chance, now will you please give me one? Talk to me, tell me what's going on. I miss you and really did mean what I said - every word of it. If there's one thing about me that can be said, I'm honest.

Am I really looking for too much? All I want is to be treated like all the subs / slaves that email me say they want to treat me.. I just want to be respected.. I'm just looking for the same 4 things I've said before.. loyalty, respect, truth, and communication.. is that asking for too much?

I'm back to square one. I had some hope left with one who'd promised Me it would last more than a few weeks..and I put all My heart into it and fell in love. That was foolish of Me.. and won't let happen again. Not to say I'll never love a sub or slave again, but will never go into the relationship expecting it..if it happens it happens.

I have taken some time to figure out what it is I'm truly needing from a sub / slave and have once again changed My profile to reflect it. I only hope I can find at least one genuine person here that will fit the description. I've decided not to look anymore, but rather be here and enjoy the company of good friends in the chatrooms, and if by chance a connection is made, all the better.

Left with a cold heart now.. I will never make the mistake of falling in love with a sub or slave again... the count now is 6, there will never be a #7. I hope this makes all of you so damn happy.

Yes all friggin 6 of ya, you know who you are. If you want to know what happened to the compassionate, loving, caring Mistress that all 6 of you begged for, she's GONE.

I used to wonder why so many Domme's on here come off like mega bitches, now I know. We have no choice. You selfish pricks beg us to give you attention, and when we do, what do we get out of it in return? Ignored, blocked, and left wondering.

I've had years of experience in this lifestyle, well, offline anyways.. I had no idea online would be so damned different. I had no idea it could strip me to the core of what very little compassion I had left.

So how many frogs do I have to beat..errr..kiss before I meet My prince?

NOTE : I'm not a pro-Domme or a Betty Paige remake. I'm a real live breathing, loving, caring, but DOMINATE woman. Please respect Me as such.

Heart Broken. I am not sure why the slaves and subs I encounter can't see Me as a real human being, but let Me assure you I am. Thanks to the last few encounters I've had, I am well on My way to being the cold bitch you all keep asking for...is there not anyone out there who's real anymore?

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you..

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the ! person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

OK.. I'm about to the giving up point with this..

Please, if you contact Me, and want to give this a try..know it's just that.. a try.. I don't owe you anything, you don't owe Me anything.. W/we'll be nothing but friends with similar interests at first..

So if you're not ready to accept Me as that, as an actual human being..not some pefect fembot with a sadistic side who doesn't care about anything but being sexually pleased..THEN DON'T EVEN BOTHER.

If you do want to try, are SINCERE with your wants and willing to try to make it work.. and are willing to be honest and not just flatter Me because I call myself a Mistress.. then please email Me.

It is an EQUAL exchange...weak and strong, pain and pleasure, soft and hard, slave and Master / Mistress.

Not One towering above the other...but side by side.

The weak must lean on the strong, and the strong are not so without the praise of the weak.

The line is thin between pleasure and pain..and you can not know one without knowing the other.

Soft compliments hard, as soft can not support itself, yet hard must be yielding to soft in order to build to that strength.

Just as a slave with his / her Master / Mistress.. they are equal...praising, knowing, supportive of one another.

a slave is not useless, weak, pathetic, or low.. if it were so then so would be the Master / Mistress of that slave, because it is the Master / Mistress that guides, builds, and helps the slave to grow - it is the Master / Mistress that molds the slave in what They see fitting, if a slave molds into anything less, then it is the fault of the Master / Mistress.

One can not be Master / Mistress without the slave to call Them so...

So if you are a slave reading this, know you are My and every Master / Mistress's equal, not ever beneath Me or Them, but beside Us. While you may choose to give yourself to Another... it is your choice, your gift..and your power to do so. While you may choose to serve - it is your choice. Do not think if you are a slave you do not have the right to make that choice, because if you choose to give up the right, it was still your choice to make and therefore are my equal.

Please understand that Domme / Mistress does not equal Icy cold hearted bitch with no feelings... I am not invincible. My heart is not made of stone.

While I may be strict with you if I train you, this does not mean that I don't care for you greatly, on the contrary, if I choose to train you it means I care with all My heart.

If you lie to Me, hurt Me, and leave..don't expect a welcomed response right away when you come crawling back - you choose to leave, then that is your choice.. I WILL NEVER BEG YOU TO STAY, nor will I come running when you decide you want it to continue afterall.

DEAL WITH IT.

Maybe next time you should actually have some idea of what it is that you want before asking for it.

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