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MistressChey - Female Dominant, Jacksonville Florida | BDSM Profile on Collarspace

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About MistressChey

IF YOU MESSAGE ME AND DO NOT WISH TO BE BLOCKED AND YOU WANT ME TO READ IT AND ACTUALLY RESPOND.....

Let me begin by saying this is NOT Match.com or FindADate2Nite. I am not seeking a husband, boyfriend, etc. Been there hated that.? I am seeking those that wish to remind me how a female should be worshipped and adored at all times at all cost. So Address me properly, include a picture, be sure you are within 100 miles of Jacksonville or Orlando, read my ENTIRE profile and write at least a paragraph or so. DO NOT write me offers to be my toilet, my ashtray, my cuckold, or my financial slave. I assure you I have no interest in any of those things. I will and do use the BLOCK button frequently. I will insist on verification of your identity. If you do not have webcam do not bother. If you cannot make an effort here why should I believe you will make an effort anywhere.


I am a 35 yr old Dominant woman currently living in Jacksonville but originally from Orlando. I am actively seeking a male submissive/slave that is no older than 40 unless you are military. I will consider online but prefer real life. He must be attractive. So if you do not have a pic do not message me.
SERIOUS applicants only. Experience is not necessary if you are eager to learn and willing to listen and obey prior to any further arrangement or sessions. I am also VERY aggravated by Chat Invites. If I wish to chat I will invite you. But usually I prefer to be the one talking and you be the one shutting the fuck up.

I expect to be worshipped and you to be obedient. If I deem it necessary you will also be in chastity in the begininning. Expect to be trained in both cum denial and control. Sex will not be a part of our arrangement. I am NOT into humiliation other than as means of punishment and also want a man.?I have however taken a liking recently to sissy's,? and boy sluts?:)??
I am not a Sadist and do not find pleasure in any forms of severe pain or torture as entertainment but do find it necessary for punishment. I am a very big fan of crops, floggers, collars, leashes, puppy play, chastity devices, cages, bondage, sensory deprivation and control/denial. My sub must be gainfully employed and be able to offer himself physically mentally emotionally and financially. I do not want another boy or puppy that I have to care for. And a BIG BIG mistake is trying to top from the bottom or "make suggestions" This goes back to the whole... I talk and you shut the fuck up. I am very old school when it comes to the lifestyle and still believe it to be a most honorable way of life.
I will insist on verifying that you are indeed who you claim you are. If you feel that I am being pushy by insisting on your cam after one message..too bad! Then do not bother me. I will in turn verify for you. I am hopeful that I may still find "him" here but so far I feel this site should be called WWW.Collarme. CON

Sigh................



Mistress Chey

P.S

Be sure to read my journal as well. There are excerpts from a book I have been writing. Enjoy ;)


SO my wants and needs have changed a bit as you may have noticed in my profile. I know that I have been gone a bit and been pretty busy as well. But now I am bored as fucking hell!!!! So boys and girls.............whatcha got in mind?
LOOK!!! I think I have a very straight forward profile. I am specific and leave nothing out. Yet every day my inbox is riddled with messages that A: Have no pic B: Do not meet my stated requirements or C: Detail THEIR needs and fantasies which usually include the many fetishes I AM NOT interested in.? I simply delete and move on but wonder..... are there only a handful of literate male submissives on here? Or do you read and just ignore what it says.... either way if you are illiterate, ignorant, or just plain defiant I assure you I have no interest.
The Arrival.......Part IV.....(Read Parts I-III below first)


When She finished she removed the glove from Her hand and dropped it on his ass. As She left the room once again She yelled back to him over Her shoulder. ?Clean that up, I will be back shortly. He remained there in that position for only a moment while trying to decide what it was he should do. They had never discussed this and he did not want to upset or disappoint Her. He reached behind him and grabbed the now used glove and was certain that it was to be thrown away. But what was to be done with the glass. He wondered if She specifically requested a glass because of its use or simply its shape and size. He was in quite a predicament and Her absence made him feel even more vulnerable. Kneeling there alone in the room holding that glass he felt truly lost. Suddenly he heard Her footsteps coming back down the hall and in a panic he raised the glass to his lips and quickly emptied it. He was surprised to find that the taste or even the act itself was not as revolting as he had imagined. As She entered the room She found him kneeling there holding the glass looking like the cat that swallowed the canary. He immediately dropped his head and stared at the ground waiting for Her to speak. She could not help but grin when She realized what he had done. It was not at all what She had expected but could not help but be pleased by his effort. She walked over to him and reached down to stroke his hair. ?What a good boy you are? she said softly. He felt himself lean into Her hand and his heart swell. She felt it best She clarify for him however to avoid a similar occurance. Although a part of her was quite aroused by the idea of having Her pet clean up after himself in such a way. She decided to leave it as an option perhaps more so for punishment or humiliation purposes rather then eliminate it completely. ?From now on you will immediately wash the glass thoroughly and return it to its case.? ?Should I feel you need to be reminded of your place at any time then you will clean the glass yourself, Understood?? He sighed quietly. ?Yes Mistress? ?Good. Now take care of it quickly? She demanded. Once again he made a move to stand only to be forced down again. ?What part of crawl do you not seem to understand My pet?? ?I?m sorry Mistress? he replied and taking the glass in his mouth he made his way to the kitchen on all fours with Her right on his heels. As he approached the sink She instructed him. ?NOW you may stand? ?Thank You Mistress? he quickly replied but ever so slowly rose to his feet at the sink. He began washing and drying the glass then returned it to his mouth. He dropped to the floor and crawled past Her to return to glass to its place. She followed him back into the room and took her place in Her chair watching him intently. When he finished he once again crawled to her feet and resumed his position kneeling, head down, awaiting Her to speak.

             He still had not seen any part of his new home other than THIS room and the brief trips to the bathroom and kitchen. He wondered where he was to sleep and if it would be near Her. He just wanted and needed to be in Her prescence at all times he actually dreaded the thought of spending his nights away from Her. She knew it would be best to get him situated a bit before doing any more training and decided to show him to his room. But first there was a more important matter at hand, Sitting next to her was a black box with gold ribbon. He had noticed it when he arrived and had been quite curious about its contents, Had someone brought Her a gift? Is She going somewhere to deliver it? Or could it be that it was for him? He could not help but hope and pray that it was. Just then as if to read his mind as She had done so many times She picked the box up and placed it on Her lap. She pulled at the gold ribbon slowly and removed the top of the box. Inside was the probation collar she had hand picked for him Herself. A black leather collar..nothing fancy..nothing special?very appropriate for a new slave. Anything more than this would need to be earned and he looked forward with anticipation for the day she find him worthy of a better one. She took the collar out of the box and reached down placing Her finger under his chin to lift his eyes to Her. She spoke very softly but very clearly so to insure he understood.? Once I place this on you?.you are Mine. You are in every aspect My property to do as I see fit. You will be safe and cared for but you will be used to serve and pleasure me in any way I desire. This is also not a permanent position but one to be earned. You will have a 90 day probation period at which time I will decide if you are to remain mine forever so I highly recommend you work hard?.be obedient, loyal, and respectful at all times. Do you understand?? He did not need to even think before he answered very proudly ?Yes Mistress? With that She reached behind his neck securing the collar in place. She then sat back to admire Her beautiful pet for a moment before reaching back into the box to retrieve his second gift.


To be continued?????..
Okay so maybe I was a bit aggravated when I wrote my last journal entry. And yes I admit it was somewhat out of character. I would like to thank you for the overwhelming support I have recieved in the last 24 hours from both sides. Especially my friend across the ocean..and you know who you are. As I told him this morning... Every bag has a few rotten apples but that doesn't mean you have to throw out the whole bag. So my quest continues....I must stress again however...if you are out of state but willing to relocate...you need to be able to do so within 60 days. I am not being pushy but I do not wish to "chat" about it for months...I want to live it. Thanks again to all the friends I have made and the fans of my stories and you too sis (yes my sister is here as well..;) )....XO Mistress Chey
I tried being genuine and sincere...no luck. Honest and upfront....useless. So now I am just jaded and frustrated. SO WTF...I came here looking for a R/L Live In Slave that met my requirements .....was committed...and seeking a similar arrangement. After wasting ALOT of time online with a number of so called potentials I have decided to accept all those offers for O/L. I may as well make it worth my while. SO if I denied you before hit me up again. You MUST have a cam and be easy on the eyes. You also MUST have a phone and be willing to be put on a schedule. You MUST enjoy doing tasks and writing essays. And Finally remember I can shut you off just as quick as you can shut off me. I would like to thank all of you that wasted my precious time......I am now officially just like all the other Dommes on here. I finally understand why they need to be bitches.
During a conversation last night I was discussing the differences between a Mistress/slave arrangement and a vanilla relationship. Agreeing that the commitment in a D/s or TPE is unlike anything you could ever find in Vanilla. Also I acknowledged how a Mistress should in turn never take her slave for granted. I made this statement and after re reading it I realized how it spoke volumes about how I truly felt and what I sincerely believed and thought I would share it with you all.---------------


"A man will give you a ring...but a slave will give you his life. I think I appreciate that gift more"



The Arrival Part III....Parts I and II below?????


She heard the slight whimper in his throat and was satisfied that his arousal was sufficient. She felt it was time to take care of the other necessary task required to maintain the health of Her cock. ?Do you remember all the reading you were assigned in preparation for your chastity?? She asked. He knew all too well what She was referring to. ?Yes Mistress? again he found his voice shaking. ?And you are prepared then?? ?Yes Mistress? he replied once again. ?Good, it?s time? She announced quite nonchalalantly. She remained seated and watched as Her pet turned and crawled naked on all fours back to his bags. He had yet to unpack or even be shown Her house or his room. She was very determined to make it quite clear that all he was to be concerned with was what She wanted and when She wanted it.. His comfort was of no consequence to Her. At least not now and not before all will and hesitations were stripped from him like his clothes still lying in a pile on the floor.

He reached back into the small bag where Her gift had been kept and carefully unwrapped the crystal glass he had purchased to her exact specifications.. He then retrieved the tube and glove he knew She also needed. He had not wanted to admit to Her he had tried to milk himself in preperation for this. She had never asked and yet he felt as though he was betraying Her by not telling Her. He felt even more awkward because try as he may he never seemed to do it right. As he returned to Her She noticed immediately there were thoughts in him other than the present. He did not need to look at Her for Her to see right through him. She began to speak immediately ?Something on your mind My pet?? His shoulders slightly dropped.. ?Oh god She knows? he thought. But yet he did not hesitate to answer Her. ?Yes Mistress?. He finally reached Her placing the items on the floor at Her feet and resumed kneeling. ?And I am I going to wait all day to find out?? she asked with a new firmer tone. ?No Mistress? he replied with some shame. ?I wanted to be perfect when I arrived and in the literature you assigned me it gave instructions on how to perform this myself. So I tried many times in order to be prepared should you request I do it? Her eyes became very dark and what one would think She would find pleasing actually filled Her with anger. But this did not surprise him. Hence his initial fear in telling Her. Because She had not requested he do that nor had She given him permission to. Therefore in Her mind he had been disobedient.

She stood up and the disgust nearly dripped from her. She reached down grabbed him by his hair and dragged him down the hall to her room. His knees never leaving the carpet he could feel the burn forming on them. Though painful he did not resist or even think to make a sound. As She turned to her room She nearly threw him to the ground. He immediately got on all fours, elbows bent, hands flat and his forehead firmly planted to the ground. She had trained him well She thought and yet already he was having to prove that by taking proper discipline position. She walked over to the chest threw open the lid and reached in to grab her favorite paddle. She preferred wooden paddles for discipline. The sound they make when striking flesh was loud and firm. The way it left a bare ass red and swollen was like art to Her. And the demeaning nature of being spanked like a child was good for the psyche of Her pet. She walked back to him and stood just to his side and began to rub his bare ass with the smooth wood grain. She watched as his muscles tightened subconsciously preparing for the imminent pain of the paddle. But instead she continued to gently rub his bare bottom with it. Another way in which patience was displayed. She had such a way with that simple tool it began to feel pleasurable to him and he slowly began to relax. She watched as his shoulders dropped and his breathing steady. He looked so content and peaceful. ?WHACK? She brought Her arm over Her head and ?Whack? again. She continued the onslaught for what seemed an eternity but was only a matter of minutes. She watched as the red welts formed on Her pets bottom and heard the whimpers again. Only now he was pleading for a different reason. When She finally felt better She stopped. Then calmly she walked away and replaced Her weapon to the chest where it was stored. He could feel the sting on his ass and the burn on his knees. But neither compared to the feel of the growing love in his heart.

She left the room as quickly as she entered calling to Her pet over her shoulder. He immediately scampered after Her down the hall like a new puppy fresh from the pound. She giggled to Herself at the sound of him following at Her heels because she too had the same vision in her mind. That of a roly poly puppy unsteady and unsure only knowing he wished to be at Her feet. As She reentered the front room She took Her place back in the chair and he just as quickly took his, kneeling at Her feet. She sat quietly for a moment. ?The long silences? he thought to himself. That was worse to him then the feel of the paddle. At least even when being paddled he was connected to Her in some way. He was so relieved when She finally spoke. ?Now shall we try this again?? ?Oh Yes Mistress? he found his obvious excitement a bit unsettling. Was it the thought of what she was about to do or simply the sound of her voice. Either way he did not care. He knew it was quite simply the joy inside him being heard in his voice. She stood up in front of him and slowly placed the tight rubber glove on Her beautiful manicured hand. She snapped it in place and the sound he knew would soon be like Pavlov?s bell. He turned to his left and dropped back on all fours. This time his head was to be lowered but never touch the ground his legs spread and it was then he felt the total vulnerability She was seeking. She reached down and placed the crystal glass only inches from the end of Her cock. Her measurements had indeed been precise. Although Her cock did not sit inside the glass nor touch it, it was still situated perfectly above it as long as he did not move an inch. She stood to his side again but now he did not sense the same rage as he had the last time She was there. She reached down with Her left hand and began to pet him. Stroking his hair and softly running Her fingers down his back and across his bottom. ?God this feels so good? they B/both thought. She then took the tube and began to apply the lubricant to both Her gloved fingers and Her pets virgin ass. As She continued rubbing his bottom with Her left hand he felt Her slowly insert one finger from Her right inside him. Slowly and gently She probed him and then he felt the second finger enter him. Every nerve in his body responded to her. She began to gently massage his gland between her fingers. He remembered how utterly ridiculous he felt trying to perform this himself. She was steady and confident in Her ability to produce the correct result. He suddenly felt the liquid coming through his shaft and rather than shooting out uncontrollably like a teenage boy it instead poured from his head like a faucet barely turned. He looked down and watch as it slowly dripped into the glass and continued to feel Her manipulating him. This was nothing at all like any ejaculation he had ever experienced. The sudden explosion of pleasure never came. The tingling through his body never occurred. The overwhelming sensation of the aftermath was not to be. But yet the knowledge of how his unquestionable obedience was so pleasing to Her was better than any orgasm he had ever known. And he felt himself begin to quiver as he had so many times before right after he was satisfied.


To be continued.




The Arrival Part II --------------

Now that the formalities of ownership were done She felt Her condition of chastity should be addressed next. She looks down at him and although She continues to smile it becomes a bit more devious. ?Have you brought My cock a gift?? She asked . ?Yes Mistress? his voice shaking. ?And where is it?? She asked with an impatient tone in Her voice. ?May I get it for You Mistress?? he asked with anticipation. ?Yes? He turns over and begins to rise and She immediately catches him in the back with Her heal. He freezes from both the pain and the knowledge that She obviously wants something. ?Crawl?I recommend you get used to the feel of My carpet on your knees? He found that small remark to have such an impact on him. Yes! He realized again how lucky he was. He would be loved by Her while he was able to do what he loved as well. How amazing it felt to crawl across the floor of his Mistresses home. What he spent months dreaming of was finally a reality. He thought there was nothing more satisfying then crawling to his bags to retrieve his gift for his Mistress. He was wrong. For when he turned to bring it back and he saw Her standing there watching him come to Her?.it was at that moment he felt truly honored, proud, and accepted.

When he finally arrives at Her feet he places the CB on the floor and resumes kneeling for Her. Back straight, head down, hands clasped behind his back. As She looks down at him She can not help but think how beautiful he looks. She takes a step back and sits in Her chair. She reaches down to pick up the device and notices her pet is almost quivering. Again She smiles to Herself. She knows he is not reacting to the fear of what was to come but to the overwhelming desire to be completely controlled. She was going to satisfy his desire while satisfying Her own. She waits a moment before speaking again. Patience was something he would also need to get used to. She thrives on denial and anticipation. Her pet would soon realize that he would come to love the long pauses, the unscheduled delays, and that the real pleasures come from the wanting and not necessarily the receiving. She finally speaks ?Tell me My pet..who is allowed to touch My cock?? ?Only You? he replies quickly. ?And how can I insure that you will not be tempted to touch My property?? She asks quite condescendingly. For She already has the answer in Her hand but She wants to be sure it is also in his head. ?By caging it Mistress? he answers. His voice still shaking. He stops to think to himself ..?is she going to cage me so soon? I have only just arrived. Will there be no playtime?? And as quickly as those thoughts entered his mind they left, replaced by more important ones. ?What am I thinking?? ? I must earn everything? ?I am finally safe and owned and happy? ?Oh please let Her want to control me and discipline me and deny me and collar me? ?Because then I know She loves me? His mind was so busy racing with all his needs and desires that he never even felt Her take Her cock in Her hand and secure his device. But it was done.

She then begins to quickly instruct him on the proper care of Her cock. She reminds him that although he will shower and shave daily that only She will clean Her cock. She then continues almost like a teacher instructing a class She tells him all about how he can conceal it while working. Proper use of the bathroom. How he is to only use stalls while away from home and he is to cover the seats and then stradle them to ensure he has no contact with Her cock. When She has finally finished Her lesson to him She leans back in Her chair and crosses Her legs. Her top foot comes right up to the base of Her cock and She begins taunting and teasing it with Her foot. He does not move and makes no sound. He simply looks down and watches her beautiful foot mock Her cock. And although caged and confined he finds this subtle act so completing arousing. But now instead of all these desires and feelings being centered solely in what used to be his they consume ever nerve in his body. ?She is so wonderful? he thinks to himself. ?Now I know what desire is supposed to feel like? and he had never felt anything like this before when he was forced to contain it all in a simple erection. ?She is brilliant and I am Hers? And as he gazed down at his very manhood enslaved and imprisoned in Her device of choice???he finally for the first time felt truly free.

To be continued???.
The Arrival Part I--------------


She sits on the couch awaiting his arrival. She is not nervous or anxious but just impatient. She has spent weeks preparing him, testing him, training him, and pushing him until he finally met Her standards. And today he arrives ready and willing to turn everything over to Her. The moment he enters Her domain he releases to Her his mind ,his heart, his soul, and his body . He will become Her property to use and abuse , to love and to hate, to watch over and to ignore, to do with however She sees fit. Yet to him this is all he could ever wish for. He wants only to serve Her, worship Her, and do everything for Her.And finally the day has come for this to become a reality.

He approaches the door and unlike Her he is nervous, anxious, fearful, yet overwhelmed with anticipation. He knows only what She has told him and he has no idea what to expect. But he trusts and respects Her with every inch of his fiber. Whatever She should request of him he will do without so much as a blink of his eye. He knows She will not tolerate anything less than what she wants. He stands at the door and finally finds the courage to raise his hand although shaking he rings Her bell.

She remains seated and calls to him to enter. As he walks in he is overjoyed to find Her more beautiful than he imagined. More confident than he had thought. But above all more dominant than he could have ever hoped for. A smile comes across his face as he quietly whispers ?Hello Mistress? however She does not return the sentiment. There will be time for niceties later but right now She knows that every action She takes at this moment will set the tone for everything to come. He needs to be stripped of every possible confidence and any sense of self control. He must be made to realize and accept the choice he made. And it is for Her to show him.

His smile slowly leaves his face and he immediately starts to let all She had taught him run through his mind. He drops his eyes to the floor realizing that he managed to disrespect Her in the very instant he arrived. He is overwhelmed with shame and stands there eyes and head pointed towards the floor. She continues to sit and say nothing. She knows what he is thinking and feeling and chooses to let him stand there and suffer a bit with his own failure. She has two rules that must be followed in the first few weeks of his ownership. He is not to look at Her or speak to Her without permission. He may only answer a demand with ?Yes Mistress? but that is all he is allowed to say. She knows how critical those first few weeks are and how much She must enforce these rules. Finally after what seems to him as an eternity She speaks.

?Strip. I want to see what I own!? She barks at him. He drops his bags and begins to immediately remove his clothing. He is surprised at how self conscious and vulnerable he feels. He has been naked before many woman but standing there in front of Her he feels exposed for the first time in his life. Again She senses he is uncomfortable and therefore hesitates a little longer before speaking. She must be the only one he is never embarrassed to stand before?.to kneel before?to bend over for. So She sits and She waits until she can sense in his breathing that he is at ease with Her. Then she speaks again. ?How long do you plan to stand there?? ?Until I realize what a waste of time you have been and ship you home?? He stands there confused and again his mind races knowing he must sense Her needs, She should never need to tell him what She wants he should know. And once again he is filled with shame. How dare he stand before his Goddess? How dare he be so arrogant? He drops to his knees and only prays he is not too late.

By now She is filled with disappointment and anger. She realizes that he must be broken a bit more. In Her mind she viewed his actions as a means of testing Her rather than the simple mistake of a nervous slave. And She will not be tested. That is one battle he will never win She thinks to Herself. Finally She stands and walks over to Her slave. She reaches down and runs Her fingers through his hair softly gently until reaching the back of his head She grabs him by the hair forcing his head back. He winces with pain and yet finds this small act so arousing to him. She looks down at him as he forces to avert his eyes from Hers and says with such disgust..?I have more important things to do? ? I?ll be back when I have time for you? She drops his head and turns away leaving him there alone, naked, on his knees in this strange house to battle with his own thoughts.

She glances up at the clock and sees that an hour has passed. She is confident enough in Herself to know that She will find him in the same place in the same position waiting for Her. As She comes down the hall to reenter the front room She finds him exactly as She had suspected. He can hear Her approaching and feel his heartbeat quickening. He is overwhelmed with fear. But not for anything She might do to him but fear that She has returned to release him. She walks over to him and says simply ?Well lets have a look at you then shall we?? ?Yes Mistress? he answers quickly. He is filled with joy. She then tells him just as nonchalantly to lie down on his back on the floor spreading his legs and arms to allow her to properly inspect Her property. He complies immediately and is almost amazed at how exposed he is and yet so completely at ease with Her.

She begins to circle him while holding Her crop in Her hand. She runs the stick over every inch of him as she inspects him. He finds this to be even more arousing and it takes everything in him not to allow this to show. He knows full well the penalty should Her cock harden without permission. He tries to think of anything other then this Goddess standing over him or that crop upon his flesh. And he manages to control himself not for his sake but simply for Her. She is completely in sync with his thoughts and knows that he is indeed behaving very good and She is pleased. She completes Her inspection and is ready to give him his list of tasks his must perform to prepare himself to Her liking. She begins by dropping a razor upon his stomach and says simply. ?Go shower. The bathroom is down the hall? ?And while you are at it be sure to shave??..everything but the hair on your head? ?You have 15 minutes Go?. He resumes to kneeling says quickly ?Yes Mistress?. He then stands and heads down the hall to the bathroom to get ready.

She looks down at Her watch to see it has been 12 minutes when She hears the bathroom door open. Very nice She thinks to Herself. She does not raise Her eyes from the book She is reading as he enters the room. He immediately drops to his knees in front of Her and waits. She takes Her time finishing the chapter She is on then finally glances up at him as if She had not even noticed his return. ?Oh your back? she says quite sarcastically. ?Good, we have much to do? Again she instructs him to lie down so that she may be certain he has followed Her orders. She picks at him like he is an animal. Raising his arms and spreading his legs checking to be certain he was thorough. When She is finally satisfied she says to him ?This is how I want you from now on?. ?Yes Mistress? he replies again quickly.

She feels that now would be a good time to go over their agreement. She walks up towards his head and places the heel of Her shoe on his forehead. As She applies pressure to the flesh She asks ?Who?s mind is this my pet?? ?Your mind Mistress? She slowly traces his face with Her toe and then suddenly She places the heel into his mouth and asks again ?Who?s mouth is this my pet?? ?Your mouth Mistress ? he manages to say while feeling the sharp heel on his tongue. She slides Her toes down his neck and then firmly digs the heel into chest ?Who?s heart is this my pet?? ?Your heart Mistress? She then moves a little lower to the center of his sternum and once again he feels Her heel digging at his flesh ?Who?s soul is this my pet?? ?Your soul Mistress? She then purposely takes Her time running Her toe down his stomach and across his hips until finally he feels the intense pain of Her heel pressing on his cock. ?And Who?s cock is this my pet? ?It is Your cock Mistress? With that he sees Her smile for the first time since his arrival hours ago. She had the most beautiful smile he had ever seen. And it was at that moment he knew what he was meant to do. What his purpose was. What he had searched his whole life for. The reason he was born and the reason for everything was so simple now. He knew without a doubt what he wanted to spend the rest of his life doing.

He just wanted to make Her smile.

To be continued.
I cannot believe I have to write this but....sigh... in my journal there are excerpts from my book "For My Pet" There are several references to "My" Cock....NO I DO NOT HAVE A COCK. As a slave....all that was yours is now your Mistresses. So I refer to my slaves cock as "MY". He will refer to it as "Your".
So for all you beginners....I am indeed 100% FEM DOMME. Sigh
"After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul. And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning, and company doesn't mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts, and presents aren't promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult not the grief of a child. And you learn to build all your roads on today, because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans. And after awhile you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure, that you really are strong, and that you really do have worth."

For My Pet......... Part I.............
??????????? Evening had come and she had emerged from her shower. Glistening from the drops of water on her skin she stood staring into the mirror. Tonight she would be given the chance to be both pleased and honored by her young pet. She reached for her comb and began to run it through her long dark hair. She glanced up again in the mirror to find a smile on her face. How silly this was to her. She had been in this situation a hundred times but somehow she knew this time would be different. This time she would not only get pleasure in fulfilling a man?s fantasy but in fulfilling her greatest one as well. She dried herself quickly, for she was anxious to go and join her young lover. She dressed in formal attire which for some would seem strange for an evening of staying in but this was no ordinary evening and her company was certainly far from ordinary. As much as she wished to have her own fantasies be met she was quite conscious of his as well and knew that she must dress for the occasion. She prided herself on her skills to listen and retain when it came to her pets and she knew that her choice of clothing would be very pleasing to hers.? She fastened the last button on the neck of her blouse and took one last look in the mirror to ensure everything was perfect and would be most pleasing to him. Her hair fell across her shoulders in curls and although looked quite beautiful it did not look quite right. Reaching for the butterfly clip she had sitting on the dresser she pulled her hair up and tied it in a bun leaving only a few soft ringlets falling around her face. Now she was ready.
?????????????????? She walked from the bedroom located in the back of the cottage?..down the hall to the living room where she saw her young pet starting a fire to keep his Mistress warm. The cold air filled the room but it wasn?t until she stood inches from the fire that she felt chills. Perhaps because it was the vision of her pet that had caused that reaction more than any cool breeze ever could. She stood for a moment quietly behind him and although he never looked up she knew he was quite aware of her presence? by the? way he began to almost quiver. She crossed the floor and found her place in the large leather chair situated in the center of the room. She sat and watched her pet closely and then called to him.
????????????????????? ?I would like some wine? she asked in a soft but demanding voice. He quickly rose ?Yes Meesteres? he replied and went to kitchen to retrieve her glass. When he returned he handed her the glass and awaited her next request. She asked him to stand in front of the fire for her so she may look upon him in the light of the flames. He stood nervously, knowing as she did ,that at that moment there was no going back and he was filled with desire. Again she spoke in that same soft voice ? Remove your clothes for me my pet?. He was almost knocked from his feet by her words but quickly obeyed. It took all she had not to giggle while he fought to remove his clothes as quickly as possible?stumbling once or twice. She smiled to herself when he had finished . For she had never seen anything quite so beautiful.
?????????????????????? ?Kneel for me now? she said a bit more demanding. He gladly took his place upon his knees on the soft bear rug that they had purchased earlier that day. He could feel the fur on his knees and between his toes and although it felt wonderful it did not compare to how his position of honor alone had already filled him with pleasure. He was exactly where he wanted to be and she too was just as overwhelmed with both? desire and pleasure. ?Do you remember your tasks my pet? she asked. He nodded softly and answered ?yes Meesteres?. ? Show me then what it is you learned? she instructed.? And he knew exactly what she was requesting. For in the beginning of their ?arrangement? she taught him the proper way in which he was to Honor and Please Her body . He could no longer rush to climax like a young boy?she would not stand for such neglect when it came to Her body. She had taught him the joy that could come with patience and care and time. She now wanted to see how well he had listened to her words and how truly obedient he was.
????????????????????????? He slowly began to run his fingers through his soft brown hair and closed his beautiful blue eyes. His fingers tracing the curves of his face ?.that face?.the one she had longed to see for so long.. He then moved his hands down his neck and across his chest. She immediately could see the effect this had on Her cock. And she was pleased. He continued to caress his skin, running his fingers slowly and gently across every inch of Her body imagining it was her touch as he had so many times before. She took another sip of her wine and then whispered ?Open your eyes my pet? She had not come this far not to be able to look inside those eyes. Eyes that resembled the clear blue water of the ocean and sparkled like stars had found a place in them. He slowly opened his eyes and looked at her. It was a that moment?..she was home. For in his eyes she saw her past ?her present?her future. She saw everything she wanted to be and everything she could ever hope for. And again she smiled inside.
??????????????????????????? She stood and walked towards him. Trying to contain the excitement she too was now feeling. She circled him slowly? measuring him up. His eyes remained forward and focused but he knew exactly where she was at every moment. His senses alone could feel her. She reached down ?petting his head almost as though he were her prized show dog. And this was not demeaning to him. They had an understanding of this relationship. He knew that he was adored and loved and even at her feet she never ever looked down at him. In fact it was the opposite. He was in reality in a position of great honor in her eyes as much as he was in his own. She stood above him stroking his hair??..running her fingers across his face still maintaining a position of authority and reinforcing that measure of power she had over him.
?????????????????????????????? She stopped abruptly and walked back to her place upon her self made throne. Sipping her wine once more she instructed him to continue. He could feel her cock hardening but knew he was not to dare touch it without her permission. So instead he continued to brush his fingertips across his now warm soft skin. She was mindful of his growing arousal and knew it would begin to be almost cruel not to allow him to pleasure himself more for her. She spoke a bit louder and forceful with her next request. ?Touch My cock? she said. His hands quickly moving for his now very erect penis. He did not take it in his hands but instead slowly ran his fingers from the tip of his head down his long hard shaft. He trembled. She smiled. He continued to feel the touch of his fingertips and was almost surprised at how much more erect he was becoming at such a simple act. She hesitated before continuing. She wanted this night to last forever but knew he needed more. ?Stroke My cock? she ordered. ?yes Meesteres? He took Her cock in his hands and began stroking it slowly always mindful of his grasp and speed. He knew she would not tolerate anything less than what she wanted. Although he wanted to intensify his movement he remembered all those times before how her instructions actually brought him even more pleasure by withstaining rather than rushing to some inevitable climax. So he continued his task under her watchful eye.
???????????????????? She wanted so much to be that hand. To be those fingers. She finally called to him. ?Come to me my pet?? This time her words were more loving and tender. They filled the room like the scent of? flowers on a warm Spring day. And he began to crawl to her upon his hands and knees. This was by far the most beautiful act he could bestow upon her. She was both honored and pleased. And her love for him grew ten fold. Once he reached her feet she gently took her hand to his chin and raised him to his knees before her. She slowly bent down? pressing her warm lips upon his mouth and then reached down taking Her cock in her hand. She felt both the trembling of his lips and the twitching of her cock and she was filled with desire. While continuing to kiss him?now more deeply and passionately she slowly began stroking her cock. She wanted so much to please him as he had pleased her so many times before. But the Mistress in her also needed to retain that control. That power. That feeling of superiority. But for her this would be easy because he needed that as much as she.
??????????????????????? So although she did not want to release her grip on him she did so again very abruptly. The night was young and far from over and she knew he would be brought to climax again and again. So she felt it was time to allow him to finish his lesson and complete his task in order to prove himself to them both. She spoke to him again but with much more force. ? Go back to your spot my pet? And although he hesitated for only a moment he again crawled back to the center of the room for her to observe. ?Now continue? she ordered. Again he began running his fingers down his body , across his chest, ever mindful of his growing erection. ?Tell me my pet?Who?s cock is that?? ?Your cock Meesteres? he whispered. ?Who?s cock?? she asked again. ?Your cock Meesteres? he answered louder and more clearly, his voice shaking. ?And how is anyone to know that?? she asked inquisitively. He did not answer. For this was a question she had never asked of him before. She knew he was confused and she found this somewhat delightful. ?Perhaps you should put MY name on it my pet? At that moment he remembered the one thing he had forgotten and he too smiled slightly. He brought his fingers to his mouth gently sucking on them and wetting them with his warm tongue. He then reached down for her cock and taking it in his left hand he wrote the initials MC on the head of his ?..Her cock. The last thing he knew he had to do before she would allow him to continue.
????????????????????????? ?Now finish?You have neglected My cock long enough?? The words fell upon him with such weight and force. He quickly reached down with his right hand and began stroking Her cock slowly than began intensifying both his grip and his speed. ?And do My balls not deserve attention as well? She asked in a very disappointing and almost angry voice. Again he quickly took his left hand and began caressing Her balls feeling them tighten as he moved closer to climax. He continued stroking Her cock, moving his hands from head to shaft quicker and quicker. He knew he could no longer withstain his ejaculation and was overwhelmed when she finally ordered ?Come for me my pet!? And with one final earth shattering stroke he screamed out to her ?I love you my Meesteres? and then exploded in his hands and on the new bear rug. He then collapsed on his hands and knees and looked up at her to see that beautiful smile he so longed to bring to her face. This was most certainly a wonderful beginning to a most memorable night.
For My Pet Part II--------------------- ????????
? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?? ?Do you need to rest a bit my pet? she asked softly. He could just barely manage to nod and reply. ?Only if? you wish Meesteres?.?? She knew that he was somewhat drained from their first experience together and would need to recuperate to continue through the night she planned. ?Lie down and rest my pet?. With that he collapsed on the floor falling asleep.? As much as his sleep would benefit him she too knew it would benefit her. This would allow her the time she needed to prepare for the next play period. This would not be as gentle but would deliver more pleasure. She rose from her chair and went back into the bedroom to retrieve her suitcase. She had come prepared. She sat the suitcase on the bed and began removing the top layers of clothes to reveal the treasure underneath. All the tools necessary for her to express how much control she could truly have over him. Granted he had verbally gave her claim to his heart?his mind?..his soul?.but tonight she would claim his body as well.
?????????? As she came back into the room she gazed upon the beautiful figure lying on the floor. He was truly the most pleasing pet she had ever had and she loved him deeply.? She kneeled down quietly making every effort not to wake him and gently slid the collar she had brought him around his neck. He stirred for a moment and then fell back into a deep sleep. She then placed the cuffs and straps strategically next to him so? they could be easily fitted when she woke him. She stood up crossed the floor and resumed her position in the leather chair. She lifted her glass to finish the last of? her wine while she watched her beloved pet sleeping on the floor now wearing that most special gift. The one that secured his safety and care from her and for her, loyalty and obedience from him. And again she smiled.
??????????? Time passed and she knew to allow him to sleep much longer would account for less play time. She rose from her throne and approached her sleeping pet?..silk scarf in hand. She knelt next to him and gently placed her lips upon? his mouth kissing him softly while placing the silk scarf over his eyes and tying it behind his head. He opened his eyes to darkness but knew the sweet taste of his Meesteres?s lips. She then reached for the MP3 player he had mentioned to her during a previous conversation and secured it to his ears and turned it on. What a wonderful idea and much better then the ear plugs she normally used.? He was disoriented but calm for he knew with her he was safe. She continued to kiss him deeply while first attaching the main strap to his collar. When it was secured she tugged on it once to make him aware of its existence. He was overwhelmed with bliss for he was indeed truly hers and he was the one most pleased at that moment. She layed him out on the rug and began to fasten the remaining restraints to both his ankles and wrists forming a delightful arrangement of security. He never once resisted her or made any attempt to move. Once completed she was overjoyed by his trust and of the vision before her.
????????????? She wanted to play with him, tease him, taste him. And she was finally free to do whatever she wanted to her pet.? But in order to allow for the most time exploring his young body she would need to be very strict with him and prolong his climax as long as possible. She began first by slowly tracing the curves of his face with her tongue. Then kissing him deeply and passionately allowing her hair to fall around his face. Her hands traveled across his chest and stomach. She then moved down his neck?.kissing and biting him periodically. His skin was sweet to her and she loved the taste of his sweat in her mouth. She continued to run her tongue across his chest gently biting his nipples causing him to shiver. She moved down his body slowly licking , tasting, and biting every inch of him. The lower she went down his stomach the more aroused he became and it felt wonderful to him. She made her way over to his hips and thighs making sure to get as close as possible to her cock. She could hear him whimpering even if he could not. The sounds coming from her pet were both arousing and distracting at the same time. She did not want to deprive him but she in turn would not be deprived. She then finally took her cock in her hand and began to slowly stroke it with her small soft hand. With just enough pressure to send? chills through him but not enough to bring him close to climax. She slowly began to increase both pressure and speed until she knew he was very close and then abruptly stopped. He lie there trembling and confused wondering where she was and why she had stopped. She stood up walked back to her chair and sat.? Her glass was empty so she poured herself some more wine and lit a cigarette. Her pet could smell the smoke in the air and realized she was not coming right back. How frustrating. He let out a sigh much louder than he knew which caused her to giggle quietly.
??????????????? She stayed away just long enough for the erection she had caused to subside and then walked back to him kneeling next to his side. This time there would be no warning and no lead in. She reached down grabbing her cock and putting it deep inside her warm mouth. His whole body quivered at the gesture and she began caressing her cock with her tongue. Her mouth felt so good to him and she was quite talented at this art. She quickly worked him back into full attention and his moans became louder in his throat. She then used her right hand to alternate between stroking and swallowing her hard cock. He started to move quite a bit but not more than the restraints would allow. He wanted to touch her and to reach for her but could not. Again she brought him to the very edge and rather then pushing him over she once again stopped abruptly leaving him painfully unfulfilled. And again she left him.----------------------------To be continued
For My Pet.................Part III------
??????????????? This time she went back to the bedroom to change her clothing. She undressed completely and slipped on only her silk robe. She then walked to the kitchen to retrieve the fresh cream from the refrigerator. She knew his mouth would be dry and he had developed quite a thirst. What better treat for her pet than the thick cream that she planned to warm for him on her body. As she reentered the room she had expected to find her pet had perhaps fallen back to sleep but this was not the case. He was lying there trembling thinking only of where she was and when she would return her affection to him. She sat the cream on the table near the couch then walked back to her anxious pet. She reached down and undid the cuffs on his ankles. She began to run her nails up his legs and his now flaccid member. Across his stomach and chest then down each arm stopping only to uncuff him. Once the cuffs were removed and the restraints gone she tugged his collar once more pulling him to his knees. She removed the ear plugs allowing him to now hear although the room was silent and she did not speak. It took him a moment to adjust to the quiet while still blindfolded.
She was now ready to allow her pet the one thing he craved more than his own satisfaction. She would grant him permission to please and satisfy her. She hoped that he would be able to control himself for her but she did not wish to take any chances so she picked up the one device she had not used while completing his restraints. The most brutal of restraints. She reached down gently taking her cock in her hands slipped the ring around him and closed the cage. Now he would not need to rely solely on his self control and was grateful for his Meesteres?s planning. He turned his head in her direction and whispered ?Thank you my Meesteres? She tugged his collar once again to let him know he was welcome. He was no ready for her and she for him.
She walked back across the room towards the couch and layed down across it. She opened the robe enough to allow her pet to see her beautiful full breasts. She glanced over at him still kneeling in position and finally spoke. ?Remove the scarf my pet? she said quietly. ?Yes Meesteres he replied and then slowly he reached up to untie it and remove it from his eyes. Once his eyes adjusted to the lighting in the room he saw her. She looked more beautiful than any woman he had ever seen and he could already feel the pressure building within his cage. ?Are you thirsty kitten?? she asked playfully. He smiled softly ?Yes Meesteres?. ?Come to me my pet? she instructed in a more forceful tone. As he went to stand she stopped him immediately. ?No? He froze from her words. ?Crawl kitten? she said now more lovingly and warm. He immediately fell on all fours and slowly made his way to her. He would run if he could but knew this was more pleasing to her therefore more pleasing to him.
When he was finally at her feet she reached up for the carton of cream and began to pour just a small amount below her chin which began to roll down between her breasts. She watched her pets eyes as they followed the stream of cream down her chest and knew he was simply waiting for permission. ?Drink kitten? she said smiling. He immediately scampered up to her and at first only licked gently at the cream having this be the first time he had been allowed access to her. As she continued to pour the cream his hunger for the warm milk and the taste of his Meesteres intensified. He was now licking and sucking every drop that fell as quickly as he could. She began to pour it across her breasts and he devoured both the cream and her with great urgency As the cream made its way down across her stomach so did her pet. His hunger only growing with every mouthful. Finally she leaned up allowing the cream to run to the one place he craved the most and he was finally able to taste his Meesteres and to be able to please her.
As his tongue explored her she continued to pour the cream down her stomach allowing it to reach his mouth. The taste of the sweet cream mixed with her now wet blossom tasted like honey to him and he could not get enough. He too was quite talented and had dreamt of the day he would be permitted to use his skills to please her. She could feel the orgasm growing in her as her pet brought her to the edge of desire. And then within only moments she allowed herself to be vulnerable to him and she cried out as her body quaked beneath his tongue. For so long she had denied her pet and herself such pleasure that it came upon her like crashing waves. He never once stopped until he heard her voice. ?Stop my pet? she gasped. She knew it would take her a moment to compose herself and she remained lying there trembling while he knelt at her side pleased with himself and smiling inside.? Finally she was able to resume her composure and her roll. She stood up slowly and reached for him.

To be continued
Do I cry? Not for you?

because I have realized that you are not worth my tears.

Do I scream? I have?. not at you?.

But for the the times I kept quiet through the years.

Am I hurt? Yes I am...

But do not dare think you did anything to me.
Am I angry? Fuck yes...

I am human and have every right to be.

Do I hate you? I do not...

If I did then you still affect me in some way.

Do I feel different? I think so...

But I think that perhaps that might be okay.

Did I love you? I thought so...

I know now and accept that it was never truly real.

Am I disappointed? No...

I always knew that was something I could not feel.

Did you lie? Every second...

But you will have to live with that not me.

Are you sorry? So you say...

My forgiveness is precious but my pity is free.

Do I have regrets? Never...

I thank you for reminding me of who I am.

Are you happy? Who cares...

To be perfectly honest I just do not give a damn.

Do you think of me? You do...

Deny it all you want? I know you too well.

Am I glad? I am...

I was once your heaven?.. And I will forever be your hell


The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it. Resist it, and your soul grows sick with longing for the things it has forbidden to itself-Oscar Wilde

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