misterraymond

This Master travels to Athens until the end of this month, so those waiting replies to messages will not see a response until the end of August 2015.

However this important message is being relayed by me, in the interim.

Those who know this Master will know that I demand extreme hygiene between a woman’s legs, vagina and anal, , often requiring several thorough cleansings a day, but only external.

diethyl phthalate (DEP).concerns this Master, I warned women many years ago about douching, Researchers also found no link between DEP and other feminine hygiene products such as tampons, sanitary towels, powders and sprays, used externally, be that I have warned about Tampon usage I have had girls forget a Tampon high inside her, not safe. A healthy vagina is 'self-cleaning' I now reproduce a New item in to days media………..

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Women have been warned against the use of feminine hygiene products, after scientists found that incorrect usage can affect hormone levels.

When used internally, for "vaginal douching", these products can impact oestrogen, testosterone and thyroid hormone levels, researchers warn.

Women are being urged to use the products to wash externally (the vulva and labia) rather than internally (the vagina), as internal use can expose users to harmful chemicals known as "phthalates".

vaginal douching

The study took urine tests from 739 women to detect phthalate exposure. The female participants were also questioned about their douching habits and use of other feminine care products.

Researchers found that the more a woman "douched", the higher her exposure to a form of diethyl phthalate (DEP).

In women who douched at least once a month, there were 52% higher concentrations of a form of phthalate found in their urine, and those who douched at least twice a month had 152% higher DEP concentrations in their urine than non-douchers.

Researchers also found no link between DEP and other feminine hygiene products such as tampons, sanitary towels, powders and sprays.

"Douching is not medically required," said lead author, Ami Zota from George Washington University. "A healthy vagina has an effective self-cleaning system."

Zota added that doctors generally advise against douching as it can increase a woman's risk of bacterial vaginosis, pelvic inflammatory disease, pregnancy complications and potentially cervical cancer.

For those who want to keep downstairs clean and fresh, sex and relationships expert Tracey Cox recommends using an external, soap-free feminine wash.

"A healthy vagina is 'self-cleaning' and has a pleasant odour, so there's no need to douche," she tells HuffPost UK Lifestyle.

"If you do feel the need to, there could be a problem, so see your GP for a check up rather than try to mask any important symptoms - like a smelly discharge.

"I'd strongly advise using an external soap-free feminine wash," she adds, "it seems to help stop recurrences of things like thrush or cystitis. But I'd strongly advise against vaginal douching under all circumstances."

Natika Halil, chief executive of sexual health charity, FPA, echoes Cox's thoughts.

"It’s not necessary for women to use a douche," she says, "the vagina is very good at keeping itself clean and flushing water into the vagina can upset the balance of the normal bacteria.

"Douching has been linked to bacterial vaginosis, which is the most common cause of unusual vaginal discharge."

She adds: "We’ve also heard of women using douches to prevent pregnancy after sex, or to prevent sexually transmitted infections – it is ineffective in both cases."

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Of Late I have not had time to talk about Questions asked of me , on this website but one Question has come up a dozen times this year, how Merinthophilia makes you females so wet between your legs, that wetness is joy to a Master because he then knows that his sub/slave has commenced her journey with her Master and a multi orgasmic experience is the outcome, subspace is better still and a caring Master who will bring her down through subdrop.

I often come across Merinthophilia as a word, indeed it is the condition of experiencing sexual arousal when bound, restrained, or tied up. I have explained this power a thousand times and once a Master has identified his sub/slave reacts sexually to this methodology the Master can engage the power of time and thought in prolonging the Theatre used in Training sessions and Dungeon work.

Most women derive the pleasure from the feeling of relinquishing control to a dominant person or Master, finding  the feelings of immobility and helplessness pleasurable on a tactile level at commencement but escalating to higher forms of ecstasy that will generate powerful endorphins and adrenalins that an experienced Master can manipulate the females own hormones both negative and positive to generate a very powerful sexual energy.

As a Master I enjoy talking about Merinthophilia but also helping my slave girl engage aspirations of Merinthophilia, Merinthophilia can be explored in rope bondage where the tying up is the focus rather than simply the means by which to restrain a submissive slave, it’s a slow process and once total restraint has taken place , the Master can engage  rope bondage in many elaborate and, in some cases, quite artful uses of rope for restraining and suspending. The discomfort is gradual and very slow, each additional position secured and engaged explained to the sub, she will know how vulnerable she has become, and how she is losing control of her very own sex, Master is not happy with so much lubrication of a sexual nature that she is discharging, certainly reverse phycology because those signals demonstrate to a Master that he is getting the session right, his sub is going to Sub space but in her Masters time.

Shibari is an art, Shibari describes an ancient Japanese artistic form of rope  but a good Master will use many additional implements as he pauses to examine his work and the hours tick by, it is so strange how the clitoris craves attention and will become as erect as the male counterpart, all the strange painful happenings, the humiliation of being so sexually open and vulnerable , the sub wants to be milked and please her Master with the copious amounts she can generate and produce, at the same time trying to avoid that nasty sting administered for her failing to concentrate on her very own orgasm control, yes this Master enjoys talking about Merinthophilia.

This Master often cannot respond to all messages within a day or so, but always responds and replies at some time, and often is asked challenging questions, the more challenging master appreciates the most, so all that is required from those who write in, is patience .

Life is all about this small word but inreality IF is the largest life changing word known to man, or indeed woman.

These words by Rudyard Kipling are my words,  as a Master and this poem is learnt mandatory by all who serve me in my Dungeon....................??

IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated, don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise:

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;
If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build 'em up with worn-out tools:

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: 'Hold on!'

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And - which is more - you'll be a Man, my son!

A slave woman that I am mentoring in preparation of service to this Master is going through a traumatic time, she writes me a thousand words daily, she writes with wisdom, she writes with a slaves heart, thus she will feel this Masters control, pain and chastity, and servitude, but she is suffering family trauma and in every family there is a SNAKE........................................??????

She writes about a close family member a snake in her grass.......................??

There is a song by the Temptations called “Smiling
Faces,” she writes and tells me and this family member is  that kind of person:

Smiling faces sometimes pretend to
be your friend
Smiling faces show no traces of the evil that lurks within
Smiling faces, smiling faces sometimes
They don't tell the truth uh
Smiling faces, smiling faces
Tell lies and I got proof
The truth is in the eyes
Cause the eyes don't lie, amen
Remember a smile is just
A frown turned upside down
My friend let me tell you
Smiling faces, smiling faces
sometimes
They don't tell the truth, uh
Smiling faces, smiling faces
Tell lies and I got proof
Beware, beware of the handshake
That hides the snake
I'm telling you beware
Beware of the pat on the back
It just might hold you back
Jealousy (jealousy)
Misery (misery)
Envy I tell you, you can't see behind smiling faces
 
I'm telling you beware, beware of
the handshake
That hides the snake
Listen to me now, beware
Beware of that pat on the back
It just might hold you back
Your enemy won't do you no harm
Cause you'll know where he's coming from
Don't let the handshake and the smile fool ya
Take my advice I'm only try' to school ya

You see, a Master understands that there is more to bdsm, slavery and submission than pervertions, there has to be understanding and compassion, you can't see behind smiling faces.

Married submissive couples who constantly contact me, I only practise Dungeon work and usually after preparation a day in my Dungeon, the husband will be in chastity and the wife fully and totally sexually exhausted if she has the ability to go into sub space she will be taken there, the man is caged both cock and body as husbands who are submissive should be, and will see no sympathy from this Master for him as a worthless male and his wife will not want sex from him or anyone for a month or so after this session, he will be caged so that he is a voyeur to his wife’s depravity, she will be safe but  need sub drop care after the event so this is all about the woman not the man with the locked cock, that remains in chastity after he exits my site.

It is usually the husband who wants to dialogue with Master, I will expect to dialogue with both husband and wife and control the dialogue if I wish to consider training and a session, this is serious not fantasy,  a powerful Master is not a mug those who seek fantasy messages and chats will be identified quickly and this Master is not pleased to engage idiots and fantasists.

This Master is very busy, but is interested in a bit of deviation from regular slave girl training, and frustrated married women can orgasm beyond belief many Master has trained historically had never had a multi-orgasm or tasted the levels of sexual exhaustion.

Couples beware , this is about women in the married relationship, or partnership relationship, the male husband is really baggage and will be treated as such, I have written this because I get half a dozen messages a week from Married submissive,  only one per cent of one per cent wish what this Master teaches, the rest dream.

Its Glastonbury again, this year a few days ago, we did the Solstice just down the road, but not the Festival, but I am getting a minute by minute feed back from my friends and associates who are there, Liam Gallagher swore he would never play Glastonbury again after headlining with Oasis nearly 10 years ago, but eralier today Liam Gallagher kicked off events at the festival.

There is the usual mud as a rain storm occured earlier today, Glastonbury mud should commercially marketed in jars, it has a unique flavour that all festival goers crave, circumstances prevailed this year that occassioned me to lose my reservation slot at Glastonbury .......................................?????

For an English Gentleman Today is Very Special,

For an English Dungeon Master far more special , a day to rejoice in the art and skills that have been learnt over several decades , and savour our English History and Heritage.

The emblem of St. George is a red cross on a white background, and in the 12th century the emblem was adopted by Richard The Lionheart whose soldiers wore it on their tunics , and this emblem was feared , seriously feared , but often those who wore this emblem just like this Master was compassionate and certainly towards women often only women....................................................????????

Today this Master celebrates St.George

St Georges Day - April 23rd

Cry God for Harry, England and Saint George! William Shakespeare (Henry V)

St George is also the patron saint of Aragon, Catalonia, Ethiopia, Georgia, Greece, Lithuania, Palestine, Portugal, and Russia.

This date is observed in memory of England's patron saint, St George so, in a sense, this is England's national day. although unlike many countries there is no official recognition of this in the form of a holiday.

The emblem of St. George is a red cross on a white background, and in the 12th century the emblem was adopted by Richard The Lionheart whose soldiers wore it on their tunics to avoid confusion in battle.

He has been associated with England since the reign of Edward III in the fourteenth century allegedly replacing Edward the Confessor. Edward chose St George to be patron saint of the Order of the Garter-- the highest order of English knighthood. Historians feel his promotion as patron saint is mainly due to his popularity among English crusaders who eventually used his name as a battle cry during the Hundred Years War.

According to history the real St. George was a cavalryman who lived in the 4th century. Allegedly born in what is now called Turkey, he died a martyr's death in 303 A.D. for protesting against the persecution of Christians when Rome was governed by an anti-Christian emperor, Diocletian. He was buried in Lydda, Palestine (now called Lod).

St George is the subject of many legends, including a story that first appeared in the 6th century telling us that St. George rescued a hapless maid by slaying a fearsome fire-breathing dragon! This is how he is always depicted in pictures. Although once a very prominent holy day in the Christian calendar, St George's Day is today celebrated mainly by special parades and rallies. On this day , the flag of St George (a red cross on white background) is flown from church towers and many other buildings. Also St George's symbol is the English rose and so a rose is what many Englishmen wear in their lapels to mark the day.

The saint's name was shouted as a battle cry by English knights who fought beneath the red-cross banner of St. George during the Hundred Years War (1338-1453).

This is immortalised in Shakespeare's play Henry V in the lines:-
'I see you stand like greyhounds in the slips,
Straining upon the start. The game's afoot:
Follow your spirit; and, upon this charge
Cry "God for Harry! England and Saint George!"'

                             Happy St Patricks Day

                     In Liverpool we call it Paddys Day

LIVERPOOL was painted green yesterday as people converged on the city to mark St Patrick’s Day.

Mathew Street, pubs of the Beetles and Cavern club home,  was the focus of Irish celebrations as the bars rocked with people draped in green.

That is were we were following a hectic trip to Egypt, Jordan  and North Africa that was very eventful so Paddys celebrations helped us recover from these overseas encounters.

The party started as soon as the pubs opened – and much earlier for some. THe parties continue as I write and will do so until midnight tonight, Liverpool City is the world party place today.

Happy Paddys to you all................................????????

A DUNGEON IS PURE THEATRE

MY LATEST INTRODUCTION OF SPIRITUAL MUSIC

IS AN INTRODUCTION OF JULIAN JEWEIL:

AMBIENT

MOBY WAIT FOR ME REMIXES

MOBY STAY DOWN

My youngest slave reiterated the following………………………………….

“I think he's too busy standing above society. Depressed maybe?

Hidden.

Away from his own emotion.

Tired?

Hmmmmmm. Feel better Mr. Alien it's okay to cry.  

Too many tears?

 Trust me, I can feel your pain.

 set relation -{similar}-

 tears -{lost}-

 emotion -{dry}-

 yaa………………………………… a Real artist speaking ,

Love Ambient :

A true theme for deep session and the route to the deep  inner sanctum of a real woman, open your mind a real meeting of the minds, relax and meditate and engage all……………………………………..??????

ALL DUNGEONS SHOULD BE FITTED WITH THE LATEST SPECIFICATION SOUND SYSTEMS

READ MY PREVIOUS ENTRY FOR THIS MASTERS PROPOSED DUNGEON CONSTRUCTION;

Soon

I am about to construct

a New Dungeon,

as I have constructed and developed many in the past, and advised and consulted on more.

The new concept will be a Theatre Dungeon , High Security constructed to be used in Theatre, Filming with Film Production facilities , as a fully operational working dungeon , very private with all facilities for preparation of meals, and high quality bathing and shower area, and with an operational ability to be used 24/7 periods, but will be non-resident.

The Area will consist of over 2000 sq ft , but could be developed beyond this up to 12,000 sq  ft, but the latter is not being considered at the moment.

There will be a cellar cell holding area, and a variety of other specialist departments, as with my historic projects this Dungeon will be exceptional.

The location will be and is , in the West Midlands, Central England,  fifteen minutes from Birmingham City Centre, only minutes from the Motorway Junction , off road car parking and also secure car parking will be enjoyed by this facility, this operation will be very private and unique.

I am interested to learn of those who may be interested to join me in this concept, for example,

Those who may wish to use the facilities , once developed.

Companies who are interested in commercial studio work and projects.

Companies and individuals who can manufacture to the highest standard equipment and instruments to intrigue and excite , those who have way out imaginations, and aspirations.

I will also consider those who manufacture or trade equipment and items used in the fraternity, to include costumes and clothing, and I can offer within the extended facilities private workshops and storage facilities to trade and work from, all secure and private.

There are also investment opportunities as this type of development can only be set up as a commercial venture, revenues from film production companies and theatre  use can help finance what is often beyond the private individuals pocket.

We have facilities for a Blacksmith and welder, with opportunities to engage in making a living engaged in the fraternity that excites him , we have three phase electricity for such manufacturing, we have a constant flow of those interested in what a blacksmiths talents can come up with, and we have facilities for such to trade and show case their wears, this is truly a fraternity concept.

Building Dungeons is my forte, I delight in this but I wear a different hat as a Dungeon Constructor to that of a Dungeon Master.

I only wish to discuss this with serious people , who are interested in the location, central Midlands, and wish to have an active part, for whatever reason, the curious don’t bother or waste my time, I will soon identify such individuals.

I oversee and Design, and procure that what I need, not labouring as such as my real interests in my training schedules , appointments and diary dates with submissive women and slave girls, who crave what a real Master has to offer them in their submission.

This is an exciting world for those who understand this fraternity…………….?????

A real Master is often more human and compassionate than most who reside this planet, in such difficult times this Masters reflects on these words,

All I want for Christmas is Peace
All I want is war to cease
In the homes and on the street
Peace on earth and joy to greet

Underneath my Christmas tree
Christmas morn I hope to see
Headlines blaring PEACE ON EARTH!
For men of naught and men of worth

Wrap peace up in shiny foil
Seal it tight so it won't spoil
Put it on a freezer shelf
Keep it fresh, our future wealth

Take it out at dinner time
Share a slice of peace of mind
Pass it out to all our Brothers
Sisters, Children and our Mothers

Use the peace meal, use it wisely
Digest it well and let our eyes see
Peace on earth, good will to men
Need not wait until the end

In our homes on Christmas Day
Preach of Peace as only way
To be happy, to be sure
To meet Peace at Heaven's door

Those who message this Master often and regular may note that there will be no replies to e-mails or messages until mid-November, this Master travels to Asia as he often does, seeking to learn more powerful ways to engage and sexually excite women , using energies, rituals and ancient customs, and more addictive submission techniques, in addition many instruments unique to Asia are acquired, to enhance Dungeon workings and methods. ,

Most people could never imagine  why anyone would make these journeys, as this Master does, Master refers these to his own crusades, a little of the journey explained.

The City of arrival , Bangkok.

To understand one has to investigate, places such as the  Erawan Shrine that was originally built in 1956, built in reverence  to appease the supposed evil forces that were taking the many  lives of many construction workers and causing many other calamities in the construction of, what is now the Grand Hyatt Erawan.

Masters fascination with time , relates to dates , calendar entries , date and time gates and portals, and the  Erawan Shrine, is convenient to investigate the terrible misfortunes that were caused, by starting the construction on an unfavourable date, if you understand these beliefs, you understand the evil forces and why these forces existed, these forces existed in the minds of the workers , negative energy manifest that collectively generated a force that was destructive to man, this type of energy is being investigated by many organisations and many Governments, at last the power is recognised and its destructive forces can be seen in animal life, mammals like whales and human beings, .are very vulnerable , and many incidents in birds and animals who have mass destroyed themselves is related to negative energies, anyone who has gambled (this Master does not gamble )  but gamblers have a run of good luck, positive energy developed  more positive energy, bad luck is a negative energy roll , revolving negative energy.

This Master and his two researchers in Thailand have documented real evidence, that demonstrates that after  the Erawan Shrine  was erected, the construction deaths stopped and the hotel that was constructed grew very prosperous, very quickly.

With such conclusive evidence, and the belief of the people, and the apparent effectiveness of the monument made the Erawan Shrine, one of the most revered worshiping place  in Thailand. The great importance of the Erawan Shrine became terribly apparent in the year 2006, this date is also significant and spiritually important, thus 2006 was the year when a mentally disturbed Thai man attacked the statue with a hammer, he was frantic and possessed by evil negative forces that was challenging the powerful positive energy forces,  -hundreds of onlookers enraged beat this mentally retarded man  to his death in broad daylight, witnessed by many more hundreds. The Erawan Shrine statue was rapidly replaced within two months, incorporating many if not most pieces from the original image.

Erawan Shrine is one of many places of spiritual enlightenment that Master is fascinated by, but this Master has other interests In the book Disposable People: New Slavery in the Global Economy, Kevin Bales argues that in Thai Buddhism, women are viewed as naturally inferior to men, and that Buddha told his disciples that women were "impure, carnal, and corrupting.

This Master of course does not subscribe to that belief, and Thai woman have a unique style of innocence and purity that walks hand in hand with the powerful spiritual forces in that land, it is so sad that many women believe that they should sacrifice their bodies in prostitution, that is so rife in Thailand, often that is the only way for many young women, Master travels Asia often and has no interest in prostitution that is rife, other than being saddened by pretty young women who engage in these acts, often  Thai Buddhism, women are viewed as naturally inferior to men, also supported by the belief that women cannot attain enlightenment, although this view is disputed by other Buddhist scriptures such as the Vinaya Pitaka in the Pali Canon.

Thai women make perfect slave women , make perfect wives for men who appreciate the qualities of a submissive woman, Thai women are often gentle and caring, sensual and are not ideal for a man who has the wish to inflict great pain, but Thai women will accept disciplines and sexual controls, what is often discussed is that  the current Dalai Lama has repeatedly asserted that women can attain enlightenment and function equal to men in spiritual matters, but his branch of Buddhism is not the one practised in Thailand, which has its own particular agglomeration of beliefs.

My only interest in women during my travels is invested in my two researchers, Thai girls who I have known a few years, they are sub missives and in my service, they share this Masters interests, they work to help this Master find items of ritual that are unique to Thailand, they support this Masters commercial endeavours, they are trusted, they assist and speed this Masters travels in Thailand and in onward countries that this Master will visit, Master will conjoined with these girls work the arts, and investigate ancient ways of enlightenment such as the ten kinds of wives are outlined in the Vinaya, or rules for monks. Within these rules, there is much Master does not accept, yet many rules are supportive of this Masters very own contracts that a slave must be party to, indeed Buddhism also prescribes “acceptance and resignation in the face of life’s pain and suffering", in accordance with belief in karma and expiation of sins from previous lives. Conjecturally, women may choose to believe that suffering as a slave to a Master is the result of their karma.

This is complicated and Master will spend at least one hundred hours, relaxed with two beautiful slave girls, discussing their research and rituals, meditation, and art forms, travel to places often unknown beyond Thailand borders, and generally this is a trip of enlightenment and one to educate this Master to greater perfect his art as a Master back in England.

WHY AS A STRICT MASTER DAILY ORGASMS ARE MANDATORY FOR MY SLAVES…………………….??

1.       Make no mistake about this orgasms keep my girly parts healthy, all her parts clitoris, vagina, cervix and beyond, orgasms also help ovulation. The extra sexual stimulation causes blood to rush into the genital tissue, keeping it supple and healthily refreshed. This Master prefers daily orgasm, or on occasion orgasms,  even  if and when chastity is enforced an orgasm at least once a week. Master monitors with care also when  it is that time of the month,  that having orgasms while she has her period actually protects against endometriosis, a potentially dangerous uterine condition that can lead to infertility.

2.       Master will categorically say that his slaves  orgasm’s offer very powerful pain relief. That is why in session very powerful orgasms and multi-orgasms are generated because this Master is sure and experiences often  that a powerful orgasm can more than double a woman's tolerance for pain, an experienced slave can engage a powerful pain gate to cut off all pain, this can be a problem for a Master. The Orgasm is an analgesic, not an aesthetic, meaning it suppresses pain without affecting sensitivity to touch this way a master can engage sexual stimulation and pain,  critical ingredients when in the Dungeon and master is in total control of his female slaves sex, and all that is on the exciting well planned menu of endurance.

3.       Master will also say without doubt, orgasms can protect the female slaves heart, because powerful sexual activity and orgasm are shown to reduce stress due to the surge of oxytocin, the so-called "cuddle hormone," that occurs with orgasm. In addition this Master can demonstrate constantly that orgasms lower blood pressure levels, and this Master engages in-depth powerful activities that indeed should in theory push blood pressures to explosive measures, yet the procedures used are relaxants, it is the mind and brain that is being stimulated most and working so hard that the body is free, lowering blood pressures is expertise at its best and thus the Dungeon Sessions can be therapeutic by classification when those in authority wish to point their jealous fingers at the bdsm Dungeon activities as being disgusting and perverted, at least among this masters trained women they do not suffer from the  high blood pressure that can lead to heart attacks.

4.       Master will make it absolutely clear, why he demands daily orgasms, women should take note that  orgasm’s help slave and sub women  sleep better. As for a Master , Orgasms enjoyed by his slaves,  in addition to increasing trust, attachment and bonding, the post-O hormone oxytocin triggers a cascade of bodily events, including the release of other feel-good hormones called endorphins. These endorphins that Master will regularly engage often have a sedative effect. A slave/sub woman that this Master cares about wondered why she was feeling tired after having a morning orgasm, what was happening to her was the sedative effect  this is very real and can be felt, often in the work place it is quite negative as tiredness can engage a negative feeling , the flip side is usually after a nightly orgasm a fabulous night of sleep follows, sub drop experienced after very powerful Dungeon Sessions were sub space has been attained, can offer great sleeps , I have known my youngest slave to sleep 24 hours, there is so much beauty in sub drop, the aftercare can be very wonderful and bonds a caring Master to his slave.

5.       Master loves to engage his slaves in Orgasm’s to help them  stay in shape and lose weight. The Dungeon is very demanding, getting busy for 30 minutes will  not only heat up the Slaves honey, but it will also burn calories, hundreds of calories, research as said you can torch up to 200 calories with a hot and heavy half-hour session as most vanilla couples do, Masters way is far more intense, the slave will  lose hundreds of calories through fear, hundreds of calories by engaging pain, she will hot and cold sweat thus hundreds of calories, she will have fasted before session hundreds of calories saved, a day in the Dungeon hundreds of calories saved,  after session she will seek to sleep again hundreds of calories saved, then orgasms , the intensity can lose hundreds of calories, almost instantly, and multi-orgasms burn calories faster than a wax candle, a day in the Dungeon can shed 3lbs and thousands of calories and saved calories, so like my three slaves they are kept slim and very attractive, usually, there are occasions times when I relax the strict regime and when this Master does it is noticed almost imminently.

One Last mention, many years ago, I considered a Boot Farm for women who suffered as BBW or SSBBW , I as a Master have no problem with larger women, it is the larger woman who has problems herself, to come to terms with herself she refers to herself as BBW Big Beautiful Woman, this helps her self-esteem and self-confidence ,   my idea of a boot farm, was really a slave farm, a cruel place, naked 24/7 , chained, trained, worked, a perfect balanced diet and I mean perfection, designed to feed the body a perfect balance of its needs, only pure fresh water, discipline and correction, and a period of slavery , this would be a few months of hell, and the finished product would be a woman with an hour glass figure, nice tan as I considered the Caribbean or West Africa as a location, she would leave looking a film star, beautiful in all respects, beautiful hair, manicured and perfection, and a very healthy sexual body functioning perfectly and with an understanding of her sexual needs and how these can be addressed and satisfied, she would also leave with self-esteem and self-confidence beyond her belief, I am a very strict Master and indeed enjoy making women serve as slaves, to make a project like this work would need twenty submissive women prepared to enter in to this life changing engagement and signing this Masters long term slave contracts, and this Master being able to devote three months to such a project, that would need substantial finance also because medical specialists would also be engaged to monitor safety and health improvement, you this could be “The Perfect Woman “ manifest,  anyone interested to seriously talk about such a project in a genuine way , then talk to this Master.

All women have so much beauty, I as the Master I am really believe I can make and mould  “The Perfect Woman “

Make no mistake the Slave Farm/Boot Camp would make all its female inmates orgasm many times a day, very mandatory.

A very Large study on sade some 30 minutes of reading has vanished from todays entry,

one day soon in the future I will repeat this article.

Master examines 50 shades of Grey, two of Master three slaves have read the book, digested it and because it is so popular, every sub who speaks with this Master refers to it, then Master seeks to analyse it.

However before this article commences this Master feels confident that Emma Watson will make a perfect annastasia, in the proposed film,  see this video clip and you may agree......

Emma Watson 'Dirty' dances with Jimmy Fallon

Read more here: http://blogs.sacbee.com/video-break/2012/09/emma-watson-dirty-dances-with-jimmy-fallon.html#storylink=cpy

 The author of 50 shades is Erica Leonard a West London Housewife who will be 50 years old next year, and yes she is in the mid life crisis in women, hence she has the ability to write such racy bdsm /romantic fantasy fiction, amazing how she writes as if she is an American, she lives in England , the West part of greater London. Her pseudonym is E.L James, her maiden name being Mitchell I am interested as a Master were the James bit comes in, I must find out. She has an ability to use challenging words that have frustrated yet intrigued her many readers, yet this Master believes words that have strengthened the power of the book.

Debating Christian Grey with my eldest slave, the fiction writer of the book E.L.Elliot pen name of Erika Leonard James really over steps the mark with Christian Grey being just 27 years of age,can anyone really imagine the description given in the book of this man being just 27 years of age.

My eldest slave disagrees and will argue ( when permitted to ) that it is possible a man could appear so mature, and also amass this kind of fortune at 27 years of age, and operate a business empire as large as Christian Grey, most tycoons this Masters knows of at 27 years of age to not show Christian Grey maturity, they are heirs to wealth, not self-made like Vorayuth Yoovidhaya he is 27 years old , heir to the Red Bull empire in the news this week following Thai Police accusing him of dangerous driving in his Ferrari killing a Police Officer, but even this 27 year olds wealth would not match that of Christian Grey and neither would his maturity, yes its fiction, but this fiction is making millions of women (wet) they believe the story.

So let this Master analyse a self made business tycoon of 27 years of age, maybe E.L.Elliot had this guy or his co-partner in mind when she penned the book, Mark Zuckerberg I am going to tell you all  about how he became so rich. Mark Zuckerberg is the youngest richest person in the world. He is 27 years old and his net worth is 17.5 Billion Dollars as of September 2011 according to Forbes. Mark Zuckerberg was born in White Plains, NY in 1984. His parents are Jewish but he does not follow the Jewish faith. In fact he is an atheist. In the early days Mark loved programming computers, communication tools and games. He attended Ardsley High School and then attended Phillips Academy.

Mark really liked to write software even when he was in middle school. When Mark was at Phillips Academy he studied Latin, and studied computer programing, and he built a communication program to help his father's office employees. He also built a music player called Synapse Media Player that was used to research what people listened to. Mark had offers to buy his media player from large companies like AOL and Microsoft but he turned them down and chose to go to Harvard College instead, in September 2002, and then he joined a Jewish fraternity called Alpha Epsilon Pi.

In February 2004 Mark and his roommate Dustin Moskovitz and his best friend Eduardo Saverin, started the launch of Facebook from their Harvard dormitory room. The thought to start Facebook came while he was attending Phillips Academy. Most colleges and prep schools, have an annual student directory which include head shots of students, and school staff known as the "Facebook". When Mark Zuckerberg's Facebook started, it was just a "Harvard thing" and then he decided to get other schools to check out Facebook, First it spread to Stanford, and then it spread to Dartmouth, Columbia, and then to other schools with social contacts with Harvard. Facebook is the number one social website in the world!

Then we have the co-founder of Facebook Dustin Moskovitz. He is just 8 days younger than Mark. So, now he is the reigning youngest richest person. Dustin is worth $3.5 Billion, even though his worth is less than Mark, he is still the youngest. Mark is now in second place as the youngest.

These are young guys, not the guy so carefully and accurately described who swanks around in that state of the art building, this really is a fairy tale of all fairy tales, and it has touched so many women in their most intimate places, and but men on the run, there can be no match for Christian Grey, as there is no match for a walking talking Mickey Mouse, it is pure fantasy and pure fiction, yet the greatest turn on.

As a Master I have yet to examine the Christian Grey BDSM techniques and his art of being a Master, but this book has brought the sadistic side of women out, they want sex , raw sex yet most have not even felt the cane at school so do they understand pain and punishment, it is as much fantasy as Christian Grey in the book.

Sites like CM and ALT are seeing countless new accounts being set up, women scrambling to be Anna Steel , yet most women are middle aged certainly over 40 years and I have had dozens approach me recently since 50 shades became the book to read.

This Master had a wonderful message from a sub who he has been in dialogue with, this pretty young woman writes in a very intelligent way, about many things and 50 shades is just one item, but I thought what she wrote should be included in today’s Journal resume, this Master will never reveal the source of any private message he receives, or give any idea who it may be, but occasionally interesting messages neeed debating and unfortunately out of maybe 36 recent messages received about 50 shades of Gret, this is the most interesting, so I hope this sweet young Lady forgives this horrible satanic sadistic Master for reproducing just a sentence from her long message, and copying in on the |Journal this Masters private reply to her.

She wrote QUOTE: Regarding 50 Shades - i think Your girls are correct - there may be an influx of failed marriages based on a book. As with the Twilight series, which i read because i like to know what my kids are reading and talking about, women think that kind of epic, totally encompassing love and relationship is possible in reality. They lose focus on the fact that it is just fiction. But many women are searching for something, and these books give them a glimpse of something they think they want. The 50 Shades books are less about BDSM and more about a princess story, where the princess succeeds in changing the man to be what she wants him to be in the guise of not wanting to change him. In the end, she did and he did, he gave up the more intense forms of his life for her. The true romantic story where a woman wants a man to change and he does. i believe it is that message that will cause the most damage to current relationships. UNQUOTE

You understand perfectly the 50 shades concept, the woman from West London who wrote the book I know of through the grape vine, she wrote it as a princess story but realised it had to stand out from masses of other books following the same concept, so she added raw sex by investigating the fraternity that I have been part of most of my life, and she wrote pure fantasy a real fairy tale that just hit the nerve, 99 per cent of women are not sexually satisfied and put up and shut up , to just get on with life , children really are the safety valve for most women in their younger years, but then when they grow up a bit and the women are touching 40years desperation hits them, very powerful sexual needs, I see this syndrome almost daily.

Regarding change in the trilogy women have enormous power, in real life, but a man who had amassed so much wealth and was a so called Master would not behave that way, a women knows a Master has power she cannot weaken, that is what makes them a slave, they accept the power or move on, I have had so many slaves move on with my blessing, on occasion helped by me, I want happy women not sad depressed ones.

Discussing with my eldest slave 50 shades, she read this several times, she would argue a young man of under 30 years could make a fortune as self-made as Christian Grey in the book did, but I argue impossible to be self-made so young, with the wealth and power and to employ so many people, and more impossible to be a powerful Master so young, years of real life experience must take place to gain experiences like this, my eldest argues about the youngsters who have made it big in Facebook and Google, but they got very lucky understanding technology more so than commerce,  I know of no self-made man so young with such an empire , employing so many, and if I did I am sure unless he had amassed his fortune in the porn industry he could not have the sexual experience.

So I think I will put down the book for a while and let my slaves educate me about its content, however as a Master I am pleased the BDSM discussed is very mild and not like the powerful engagements my slaves are addicted to, but if Christian Grey wishes to commission a Dungeon then if such a man exists , it can be arranged, it will be nice to furnish a dungeon with someone else’s deep pockets.

Of course 50 shades , sellling worlwide they say 40 million copies, as popularised the statement ( do the math ) - all women are using this saying - you will recall Is it a minus or a plus? Does enough equal enough? If you can't do the math - Then nothing adds up tell me why I'm here, You can spend your whole life analyzing Justifying, quantifying, and dividing' Till there's nothing anymore.................??????

Just a few days ago the author of 50 Shades Of Grey: met crowds of interested fans , followers and journalists to release another money spinner for he, that will sell like proverbial hot cakes,  The Classical Album, released by EMI, features 15 pieces of music referenced during the steamy, S&M-tinged encounters between student Anastasia and billionaire Christian Grey. To mention but a few the first novel of Spem in Alium, a 16th century motet for 40 voices by Thomas Tallis, sent since the publication of her book the download to the top of the classical charts. he is also the Flower duet Delibes , sex of fire - King of Eleon .Music plays a big part in a Dungeon and this Master has yet to review the 15 pieces of music but it is looking interesting as this master gains more respect for the author and her research into the BDSM fraternity as he reads  into the trilogy and discusses it more with his slaves and Subs.

An interesting part on Contracts came to this Masters attention during reading the book and discussing this with his slaves, that being this Master has always demanded very strict and precise contracts that must always be signed by his subs and slaves, regularly updated and amended, but of late NDA have not been used, Non Disclosure and Privacy contracts/agreements. This is something that Master will take on board and re-introduce , the author E.L.James researched this area of the fraternity really well, and certainly gained quality information along the way ,this Master is gaining a lot of respect for the author and the books content, and veiled within all this fantasy is a catalogue of  quality information that this Master relates to much he has engaged and adopted over the last three decades, E.L.James held this interview so close to this Masters very own domain, and facilities and as such I as this Master find that really a spooky situation.

Masters eldest slave of some 20 years service reminds me that I used to pilot my Cessna to visit her in the early days of involvement, and is excited at much likeness, that is very flattering for a Master as I am, however I chose the fixed wing as against helicopters, never had a liking for rotor blades, but the book is proving interesting and this Master can see why so many women are excited reading this, strange however my 25 year old slave has little interest to read this trilogy, I am currently exploring the reasoning behind this as it does quite fascinate this Master. 

Looking at Anastasia "Ana" Rose Steele is the female protagonist of the Fifty Shades trilogy. She is the primary love  interest of Christian Grey with whom they both discover real love. She later becomes Anastasia Grey and the Mother to Theodore Raymond Grey and Phoebe Grey, this Master really likes this –RAYMOND- very appropriate and pleased that they should name their first boy after a real true life Dungeon Master that is very far from fiction. Ana's biological father died one day after her birth on a Marine Combat training accident. Ana lived in Las Vegas during her mom's third marriage to Stephen Morton. She went back to live with her step-dad Ray in Montesano, WA (instead of her mom) since she didn't get along with her mother's husband.

What is interesting is that Anastasia and Roxanne are this Masters favourite names, what is also interesting is that this Masters youngest slave also has Rose as her given middle name, there is a lot of coincidences in this work of fiction that is fascinating this Master, thus the book will be analysed with great care.

Anastasia Rose Steele was born  September 10 1989, Montesano WA , her nicknames are Ana (by everyone) Annie (by Ray) she is thus 22 years of age, occupation being Commissioning editor, SIP (Grey Publishing) her husband of course is Christian Grey, Ray Stele step Father, Carla May Wilks is the Mother, her biological Father deceased was Franklin A. Lambert, her family are Theodore RAYMOND Grey (son) and Phoebe Grey (daughter) :Yes there is much to debate in this 40 million best seller.

Dance Festival over back to reality , BDSM and Master and Slave relationships go far beyond the strictness of control, Dungeon sessions, punishments and making the woman feel worthless and of no value, a slave is the greatest valuable asset a MASTER can have, and this MASTER and his three slaves embrace the following beliefs.

There are two days in every week about which we should not worry, two days which should be kept from fear and apprehension. One of these days is yesterday, with its mistakes and cares, its faults and blunders, its aches and pains. yesterday has passed forever beyond and out of our control. All the money in the world cannot bring back yesterday. We cannot undo a single act we performed. We cannot erase a single word we said. yesterday is gone beyond recall.

The second day is Today, we are living this day, we are living that day now, this MASTER will say that If you have enough faith and trust in a power greater than yourself, you will be provided all the strength you need to face every adversity and overcome it. You can overcome any adversity with the correct attitude of mind and belief in yourself, thus then fear nothing or no person.

Embrace life, enjoy all that you have and it matters not slave or Master, to engage positive energy is the energy needed to help us in our journey through the complicated maze we call life.

Another Fantastic Festival Day, its Dance, Dance, Dance.........????

A true Master can enjoy a slave in many ways, it does not have to be all pain and suffering,to have a happy girl can give a Master a great deal of pleasure, this weekend has been such a period of time, and this MASTER has enjoyed real playtime with his youngest slave, the Crazy Dancing continues this Bank Holiday Weekend,  there is no time to sleep, we just party on. 

So the Cream Fields Line up today..............????

SUNDAY 26^TH AUGUST

North Stage

deadmau5 (Dance festival exclusive)-Calvin Harris (Dance festival exclusive)-Zane Lowe-Feed Me-Porter Robinson-Eva Simons (Live)-Clublife South Stage -Tiësto (exclusive)-Axwell-Dirty South-Hardwell-Tommy Trash-Cream -Paul van Dyk-Ferry Corsten-John O’Callaghan-Simon Patterson-Jordan Suckley-Adam Sheridan-Super You&Me-Laidback Luke (Exclusive)-Steve Aoki-Wolfgang Gartner-Sunnery James & Ryan Marciano-Swanky Tunes-Tom Swoon-La Fuente-Groove Armada Presents-Groove Armada (DJ Set)-A-Trak-Fake Blood-Jaguar Skills-Alex Metric-Eli & Fur-Special Guest: Jacques Lu Cont-Mistajam Presents Speakerbox-Sub Focus Live-Knife Party-Redlight-Borgore-Shy FX (Stamina MC)-Mistajam-KillSonik-North Base-M-Nus Presents Enter.-Richie Hawtin-Loco Dice-Seth Troxler-Gaiser (Live)-Paco Osuna-Mixmag Allstars-James Zabiela-Hernan Cattaneo-Nick Curly-Paul Woolford-George Fitzgerald-Mar-T-Anthony Probyn-Goodgreef Xtra Hard-Kutski-Alex Kidd-Andy Whitby-Mark E.G X:ONE Showcase-Organ Donors-Cally & Juice-Sam & Deano presents FUN LIVE-Jimmy Dean-Tone b2b Shaun T-Phil Mackintosh b2b Sykesy-Hed Kandi Hospitality -Carl Hanaghan-Stephanie Jay-Dave Silcox-Matt Nash-Steve Lewis (Percussion)-Aimee Jay (Saxophone)

Fifty Shades Of Grey and the two books that follow it as the Trilogy, thiserotic novel has sold more than five million copies, making it the best-selling book in Britain since records began. I guess Collar Me has seen an increase in profiles, this Master has seen a vast increase in messages in his Mail Box.

We are at Creamfields 2012 ,( THIS WEEKEND )  another Dance Festival, we are somewhat lucky because the event has sold out. This year’s event which will attract a record 55,000 people will be the 4th consecutive sell-out year for the award winning dance festival. There were only a handful of Sunday Tickets available but MASTERS youngest slave secured Motorhome parking using her skills as a negotiator and the fact we have paramedic friends always in demand at these festivals..

The 3 day fantastic camping event which returns again to Daresbury on this August Bank Holiday weekend will see performances from the likes of deadmau5, Tiësto, David Guetta, The Chemical Brothers (DJ Set), Avicii, Skrillex, Calvin Harris, Example, Axwell, Steve Angello and Sebastian Ingrosso and many more. WE shall depart this Thursday so our three day will actively become a five day event maybe six with a stay over through to the Tuesday.

A 25 year old wholly owned slave, is good for a very young at heart mature MASTER, it is strange that this MASTER has more in common with young women than the more aged, it is strange that it is our mobile that attracts the ravers, we have the biggest and best parties, we engage the greatest energies, we worship our life and appreciate all that we share with others.

For this MASTER these days of technology offer the opportunity to be engaged in commerce and be in full swing partying ten minutes later, yes   this is going to be a great weekend AGAIN.

New Uniforms for slaves...............???

 When in vanilla.

 Masters two eldest have read the trilogy and relate what they have read to ourselves in  a diluted format, is this a compliment , I think not...................????

This Master will say it again and again there is more to a MASTER and SLAVE relationship than BDSM and the Dungeon.

THis weekend this Master visted the V Festival with Masters youngest slave of the three.

V Festival returns again this year to to Weston Park between Stafford and Shrewsbury, with an amazing line-up including The Stone Roses, The Killers, Nicki Minaj, Tinie Tempah and Keane.

Indeed with over 85,000 fans, this was the big one, yes we all have plenty of sun cream and wellies at the ready, weather is so unpredictable as it swings from hot sunshine to down pours of heavy rain, yet all the ravers are and will be lapping it all up.

Saturday’s line-up as we arrived  includes The Enemy, Snow Patrol and Noah & The Whale. Also the likes of Noel Gallagher’s High Flying Birds, David Guetta, Example, Emeli Sande, Friendly Fires, Rodrigo y Gabriela and Newton Faulkner will take to the stages sadly Sunday morning a dead mans body body was found in one of the tents, sadly often seen these days at these large events, but Police activity that follows can often distract the great atmosphere.

My SLAVE is a dancing angel, we are fortunate we are the guests of a friend with a large motorhome, at short notice the one this MASTER contracts was not available, so this made the weekend a taste of Luxury.

MASTER has motorhome space booked next week end at the real big one, CREAM FIELDS, and MASTERS motorhome will be there with this girl his youngest to make life spin into utopia.

BDSM is not all about Dungeons we use Beaches also

The Fistral Beach Board Master 2012 Master and slave arrived Tuesday 7th August.

Joining 5000 music festival go'ers averaging 2 hours sleep a day.

London 2012 Olympics closing watched on a TV screen with 200 others, at Fistral it is time to leave and head north while the roads are clear.

Departing Fistral Beach Monday morning at 00.30hrs.

RITUAL, CELEBRATION, WORKSHOP

FRIDAY 27^TH LONDON CELEBRATION.

OPENING OF THE OLYMPIC GAMES,

A big celebration, subs caged and waiting for session training and correction, Master celebrates 204 countries proudly   presenting themselves , thus celebrates from 7-30 pm through to 1-30 am Saturday morning, with a Mistress who is going to early morning session her sub, as a workshop under Masters direction, as he will then afterwards session one of Masters subs, both subs caged and waiting while the two asserter’s party on. Danny Boyle set the scene with his breath taking opening production of the Olympic Games,  encapsulating  everything the British  believe in, the history from the industrial revolution right through to the NHS, as indeed we were encapsulating  everything we believed in, our subs nicely packaged waiting patiently and their wait would be handsomely rewarded equally as breathtaking.

FRIDAY 27^TH LONDON RITUAL

Masters 4th slave to be who was in preparation, as gone to new pastures, she fly’s out for the second time to her new owner with this Masters love and blessings, this weekend will be memorable to her , her sadistic needs will be attended to with great vigour  as this is her second full weekend session that will eventually result in her full ownership, a future of 24/7/365 slavery that she desperately wanted, and to become a collared and branded slave, the ritual conducted by Master is to strengthen this happening, and that the two day session is a powerful one to bond the relationship MASTER and slave.

WORKSHOP

Master was told about a device that was used by a Master on his 24/7 slave, who is not only collared but married to his slave. He used a whippet on her ,she related it to a metal baton type  stick so this Master in his evil ways remembered some sticks in the Dungeon arsenal, also known as whippets.

Whippets

Master has two, each consists of 7 strands, in grey. contained in a shiny black vinyl handle. These are weighing only a few ounces, these whippet are really flexible, and have  a very sharp nice sting.

Master has a 15 inch and 20 inch lengths.

However more like the whippet that this very attentive, well behaved submissive slave described was Masters Graphite stick.

These really hurt, Master will order a new one soon as they now come with with chrome handles

This great little device, can be used for cock training as well as nipple/clit play, or anywhere on the body, can be used by poking, stroking or flicking.

This Mistress is going to cuckold her slave, partner, collared and married husband, with this 9" graphite rod, 0.06 mm thickness, with a 3" chrome handle, the graphite stick is 12" Overall length and hurts, the Mistress will remove his chastity device and train him in erection disciplines, tease and denial, this Mistresses owned sub arrived at midnight to join this Mistress his Mistress, as he is Master to her husband, the final twist is that this Mistress was this Masters sub some ten years ago, life really goes around.

Masters dungeon has three separate sections, each private, so Master was then able to session his sub also a married woman in a marriage that just does not satisfy her needs, she took her session wonderfully, and Master departed with his sub after kicking out of his Dungeons the other active trio who would have been in session the length of the Olympic games if left to their own devices, Master will take his sub to her home or near her home, after she has rested , in Masters care, she is not suffering sub drop, and did not reach sub space but is exhausted.

A nice woman maybe early to mid-forties, a little over weight but  a perfect sub and fantastic in the Dungeon with a low pain threshold but rewards Master with total submission and she has a wonderful responsive vagina, she actually gushes with excitement and will cum and orgasm under Masters strict control, but she does not like the cage and did not like waiting in anticipation for Master this session, but that is so tough, she is a sub, Master puts subs in cages, to focus them in preparation of giving themselves in total submission.

Master has written this journal and will now sleep, this weekend is absolutely hectic.

SUB DROP.

Many Masters do not recognise this very serious syndrome, in reality a phenomenon and often substantial aftercare and compassion is needed , to get the best out of a sub or Slave a Master must love his slave as this Master most certainly does, to understand her sub drop.

I write about it because my youngest slave just 25 years as suffered badly since last Thursday a heavy session with Master, she has been with me 24/7 since sticking to her Master for compassion, as if glued by superglue, Master is there to offer understanding and comfort, to help her handle her inner dark painful history and through her session and sub drop her body dispenses vast amounts of negative and more necessary for her toxic energy, but sub drop effects many women differently in my girls case it is her need to be held , loved, and thus this helps her fight deep depressions and moodiness that she would suffer if away from her Master , this phenomenon has to be truly understood, it is really the result of increased prolactin and cortisol levels, but a Master must be prepared to give his full support to her need.

The problem for this Master is the others in his ownership, his commercial aspirations and need that finance his lifestyle, and help support those around him, and when attending a woman who really has become quite sick through sub drop is so time consuming all other issues and matters in life are put on hold.

So as we enter Tuesday, Masters slave has through her need, trapped her Master to being attentive to her, now into a sixth day, so in reality this Master has to consider not having future sessions with her for a while, the regular two weekly ones are too much and to intense.

The more we talk about sub drop and understand sub drop the better, it’s the flip side of sub space.

Master also wished to post about Latitude the concert Master visited a few weeks back with his youngest slave, vanilla is so important in a Master and slave relationship, it can often weaken a relationship, but when conducted properly with wisdom it strengthens relationships. I have posted a few picture of the Latitude Concert, this Master does not tent it like most , we use a 30ft motorhome for comfort and it was needed this year as our vehicle sank to its axles in mud, as tractors had to pull other motorhomes much smaller than our off the fields, our powerful Italian Fiat with Masters expert handling gently eased itself out of the mud using some wheel tracks, the concert was excellent.

A picture of Laura at Latitude follows on.

Master has been preparing a most fantastic new slave, to serve in his Dungeons, this girl was unique and perfect slave material, this Master cannot offer any woman 24/7/365 ownership with Master reciprocating with 24/7/365 availability, so this Master had to seriously consider his position with this wonderful true and honest young woman.

Master believes through a  very powerful ritual “Eden” a perfect suitor for her manifest, this was a miracle of miracles, this has all happened within weeks, there was twelve needs to this ritual, and many have been granted including disposal of a negative force that had recently attacked this Master, Master through his love for this girl has stepped back and let this girl be taken by her new owner and Master blesses them both, the new owner and her Master to be, will collar her, brand her and she will serve him TPE and eventually marry, this is what I want for this girl, this is a miracle for her, and the miracle this Master could not give her. Soon this Master will kiss her deep and intense on her lips for the last time, and thus remain friends and share the love of friendship until our demise, Master are not all evil, sinister and sadistic , I am, but I loved this girl and from the beginning through transparency and honesty between us both this miracle happed.

I am a Dungeon developer and builder, help with their project will be offered, so this girl who did not become Masters slave, will taste what she would have had, through a better medium, a Master who owns her, loves her, and is 24/7/365 her partner in the fraternity , vanilla and commercially, and a husband, yes a miracle.

Todays journal is so positive, my youngest slave is now giggling and laughing, she is free of sub drop.

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TPE and SLAVERY

Understand TPE

Understand being a SLAVE

Understand being owned and ownership.

Masters slave who is in session  every two weeks, is having slave problems in sub drop, the problem is difficult for Master because it interrupts his busy diary and plans.

Remedy at hand,

Master will now reduce her sessions from every two weeks to four weeks if she cannot handle sub drop better, her next session is August 2 she has been warned, to control herself better in sub drop or as after August 2 , she will not session again until September, her choice given by her Master, a choice for her to make  for once.

Master was awake with her at 5-00am this very day,  and told her about TPE and slavery, she is owned and a Master can do as he wishes, after a heavy session a slave can be  raw, sore and swollen her vagina can be taken anytime, a Master may choose to put his sperm and seed inside her , twice a day, long and hard sessions of intercourse, that on-going daily pain taken in a bruised, swollen, raw red, painful vagina, is for a Master like taking a virgin twice a day, the sex is powerful and the sperm shoots hard and high, and is potent, the woman is getting fertilised , her terrible pain is overcome by her need to take live sperm , if close to ovulation, she will ovulate through her pain, her ovulation and to ovulate will form a pain gate, she will scream out loud as she is rammed hard from pure male lust, but her screams are from pain not her pleasure, as I spoke these words , I decided this is for Masters journal, and she fell asleep .

TPE means exactly that, and for a Master and Slave such powerful spiritual sex that manifests into pure positive sexual energy, is very addictive, it can be a definition of TPE.

                                                            SHABARI

I had an interesting question from a 40 year old sub from my other City residence , she was curious how this Master differentiated between ordinary rope bondage and Shabari.

Basically shabari is a journey and the slave or sub might just nod off to sleep while the tight robes are modelling her body, so as a Master -  little nasty tweaks happen to keep her awake , but this Master is brushing up on hid shabari techniques and as this young sub is experienced and very attractive, and available in Masters City, then she may just be ideal for a bit of practise , Master replied however to this sub, THUS

Shabari is just a style, very sensual, based on the aestetics of the bound subs position is important, in particular, Japanese bondage is distinguished by its use of specific katas rituals and complicated forms and aesthetic rules.

Sometimes, asymmetric and often very intentionally uncomfortable positions are employed, often giving choice of two very naughty 'evils' two very uncomfortable positions to choose between by moving in the ropes, to heighten the fearful psychological impact of the bondage.

In particular, what differs from normal rope bondage and Japanese type bondage is very much about the way the rope is applied in a sensual way and the pleasure is more in the journey than the destination, if you undestand that method, be that I as a Master will utilise exposed positioning to add great sexual discomfort or be it pleasure.

In this way the rope becomes an extension of the tieds hands and is used to then  communicate.

Traditional Japanese bondage techniques use natural vegetable fiber rope like hemp or jute even linen, exclusively, however Masters like I and the contemporary Japanese Masters have been working with synthetic fiber ropes for many years now, so really we all do.

The natural fibers easily lock to each other which means the bondage can be held together by the friction of twists and turns or very simple knots. Traditionally, multiple 7-8 meter lengths are used.That is because these lengths are managable and when interwoven in particular between the legs, the sensitrive areas can be exposed in very vulnerable ways for an extension of the shabari journey.

I usually work my art in well equiped dungeons but I shall be shortly travelling to an overseas destination to work with a slave that I love dearly , but travelling with out my vast array of equipment and instruments, so my fall back position can only be the use of such techniques as shabari and items that one can comfortably carry in baggage on the airlines.

This young Lady is very demanding in her needs, and best suited for Dungeon work but Master must wait for her to come to him here in Englands pleasant pastures green , be that she will be in Liverpool, Birmingham and London, with this Master there will be little green to visit but what she seeks is with this Master, and that is her NEED and she will be well accomodated..

Master in most sub training will not use shabari, shabari is used little in the dungeon, more modern restraints are prefered.

This is Masters way and Master thought July 4th a Good time when many are in  holiday mood  to mention this sensual art.

English Summer Solstice is always recognised, by this Master and this day was special as an in depth ritual was conducted and received by a well deserving slave.

However earlier, 14,500 people at 4.52am ,who welcomed the sun at Stonehenge at dawn this morning, at the site on Salisbury Plain, Wiltshire this Master was not one of them, the weather is not conducive to this event, very wet and miserable. The annual pagan celebration of the sun, on the longest day of the year, centered on the famous prehistoric monument where the event was marked with numerous religious ceremonies, this Masters own ceremony was spiritual and very much a serious ritual .

The solstice at Stonehenge  annually attracts the druids, revelers and sun worshippers usually 20,000 or more, heavy rain washed away many campers before they even arrived, they did as this Master conducted ceremonies elsewhere.

Heavy rain overnight reduced the number of people who camped out or arrived early to witness the dawn compared with previous years, which have seen numbers of around 20,000.This year was a 22ft (6.70m) figure called Ancestor which was moved to the stones ahead of the solstice celebrations. The steel statue depicts a man with his "head thrown back and arms open wide". Those who look at this Masters pictures will see EDEN this is not Ancestor as many of asked who and what is this figure, well now you know it is EDEN.

This Master is advised that the Police were active, but did a good job respecting ceremonies and protocols, there were few arrests, the arrests were for theft, drugs or alcohol-related offences, and of course 101 street cautions for cannabis. The Police would respect that Stonehenge, which is between 4,000 and 5,000 years old, has been the site of confrontations between worshippers, other revelers and police officers in some past years, but this Masters experience is that the British Police are usually respect others religions and beliefs and of course they are being carefully monitored by watchdogs at such events. .

This Master has been asked about the photographs of the men on stakes, they are from Romania and depict Vlad the Impaler who was the model for Bram Stokers Dracula. This Master has an interest in European Medi June 20^th Entered one day late after typing up)

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Many who know this Master, know that he appreciates Keira Knightley, this is a perfect woman, and this Master has a perfect sub who not only is a Keira Double, she is also a Sabina.

So as Sabina ( as Masters sub ) she is with him today, all day indeed, and the look alike Keira Knightley, is doing the rounds in the US, todays Journal is very fitting.

Keira Knightley, goes on Today Show then later looking so glamorous for this  evening show  - a chain-embellished Little Black Dress on Late Night With Jimmy Fallon.

New York June 11th

A Dangerous Method

This Master has had little time to write Journal entries of late, but many who know this Master or of him will know that he shares certain beliefs that are related to the works of Sigmund Freud.

Freud , Jung even Erickson, as they just like this Master are often criticized for our belief in and as being pseudo-scientific and of course sexist.

Master is comfortable because he is comfortable that these theories can often not be debated, or these theories tested.

A Dangerous Method , there are so many SABINA's

Fifty Shades of Grey,  a very young woman who is seduced by a much older gentleman into losing her virginity and participating in BDSM. There is an undertone of manipulation and non-consensuality, and though the woman is of legal age, the feel of the book is almost as if she were not because of her vulnerability.

Women have flocked to this book, reveling in the magnetism of the fantasy of a man who exudes such influence that one is helpless to deny him anything he wishes.

Masters youngest Slave, one of his wholy owned three, has a special day tomorrow.

She gave this Poem, penned by Nikki, Nikki knows who she is, a talented writer of beautiful words.

Master youngest said that these words , she would write if she could write so elouquently, tomorrow this will be her, tomorrow will be the dawn of a day she will never forget, that is this Masters way.

AN AWFUL MASTER, THIS MASTER IS ONLY THAT SOME OF THE TIME.

THIS MASTER HAS A SPECIAL YOUNG LADY WITH A SERIOUS PROBLEM , AS MASTER WRITES, SHE SUFFERS PNEUMONIA.

This Master uses a lot of ritual in his art, part of ritual is the use of many candles and certainly aromatic and essential oils.

Oregano, thyme and rosewood oils appear to destroy the species of bacteria that can cause pneumonia.

In a lab study of 74 different oils, researchers found that these three oils were the most effective against the bacteria strain S. Pneumoniae as well as several types of fungi.

Using a defuser Master would also suggest the following oils of use,

The best results occurred with oregano, thyme and rosewood and intermediate inhibition of the pathogens was achieved with cinnamon oil and clove oil, this Master refers to, Dr. Horne who said at a poster presentation at the meeting. Dr. Horne pointed out that the oils also showed efficacy against E. coli and several species of fungi.

Although the research is still at a very early stage, it’s conceivable that aromatherapy with the three oils may eventually become a helpful tool for controlling pneumonia infections.

Some treatments possible,

Lemon and eucalyptus oils are effective against bacteria that cause staph, strep and pneumonia infections. A 2-percent dilution makes an effective vapor steam.

Steam treatment carries essential oils directly to sinuses and lungs, and provides warm, moist air to help open nasal and bronchial passages.

To do a steam, boil a pan of water, turn off the heat, cool 1 minute, add 3-6 drops of essential oils to the water, and use a towel to corral the steam around your head as you breathe deeply.

Recovery from pneumonia may be helped if you add the essential oils of eucalyptus (Eucalyptus globulus) or tea tree (Melaleuca spp.) to a blend in a carrier oil for massage purposes.

You can mix a couple of drops from Eucalyptus Oil, Peppermint Oil and Bergamot Oil to ¼ cup of Sweet Almond Oil for massage purposes. You can use this blend to rubbed over the chest, back and throat.

IT IS ESSENTIAL, To have perfect health in a slave or sub, nothing more or nothing less, this kind of illness can make a slave useless for weeks if not months, the slave has a duty to keep herself fit, healthy and well, to serve and please her Master.

A slave has a far greater duty than knowing her slave position, she has a duty to keep her body fit and healthy, clean and well bathed, always smelling sweet, and certainly avoid illnesses. These methods are to help masters slaves keep illness free.

With good Health, a slave can thus avoid stress, and depressions, these are two great concerns that often manifest within this fraternity, and Master insists that his slaves monitor with great care, and make Master fully aware, so that he can ensure these problems are immediately addressed :

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Master has been asked about Tantric sex, a variation of Tantra is used by this Master, but the basic 8 aspects are listed below, with an interesing resume.

1. Smarnanam. Allowing thoughts of sex to develop in the brain.
2. Kirtanam. Imaging sexual acts possible in the circumstances.
3. Keli. Finding the company of the possible sex partner.
4. Prekshenam. Flirting, getting the attention and energy joined with the potential sex partner (exhibitionism).
5. Guhya-bhashanam. Intimate conversation with the sex partner such that they understand and are willing partners in the sex act. This stage may be non-vocal and involve mutual touching, expressing agreement equally well.
6. Samkalpa. First stage of touching creating the arousal needed for the functioning of higher power liberation. Although touching may have already occured, this stage is the deliberate and open touching following agreement.
7. Adhyavasayam. Plateau stage of foreplay in which each partner now begins to desire orgasm through full wet sexual contact.
8. Kriyanishpatti. Full wet sexual contact leading toward orgasm without restraint of sexual activity.

Entering into any of these aspects of sexual intercourse is considered as having entered into some portion of sexual intercourse itself. This is not just according to Vedic Tantra but also according to most religions and it is noted in the Bible that even stage one (thinking of sex) is a sin (see Matthew 5:28). Well, Tantra does not consider sex a sin so those of you who are reading this have just been absolved of any sin for thinking “unclean” thoughts.

What a strange thing (unclean) to call any creation of God which is so integral to our human functioning. Through this “unclean,” “dirty,” “filthy,” and so on method are our beautiful children and the Children of God conceived.

Certainly sex can be used for harm. The modern churches and governments do so at many levels today and have done so for millenium. Even ordinary people have been caught up in the use of sex for harm and have so applied and used themselves and others. For each rose there are many thorns, for each beauty there is an opposite. Just as it is true that sex can be dirty, filthy, degrading, etc., so is sex beautiful, enlightening, cleansing, envigorating, etc., and the awareness that this can be should bring hope to even those who have never experienced the beautiful side of their (and other’s) sexual nature. In fact, the very thought that this could be changed from the teachings of church and state brings such joy and glory into my heart it is difficult for me to be still when all about exists the potential for happiness, energy, enlightenment, and so much more. I cannot understand how the world would move toward ugly and not beauty, accept lie and not truth, work in pain and not health, live in misery and not joy. What a strange place we are in.

The strength of the potential for health, energy, happiness, enlightenment, etc., lies in the quality and strength of the polarity involved in the sexual acts. So far as the quality of polarity, Tantric Scriptures specifically exclude the voluptuary, the drunkard, the lewd person, the glutton, the lecher, those who have not risen above shame, blame, guilt, anger, and other damaging impurities. Tantra specifically teaches purity as the major force for good and as the specific quality required for entering into the many aspects of the sexual activity God has bestowed on our human physical and spiritual bodies. Do not confuse the definition of purity with the church and government definition of purity. These forces for evil describe sexual purity as abstaining from all sex, including the very thinking of sex (something no one is capable of doing), giving them the opportunity of calling all people “evil,” “born in sin,” and many other degrading descriptions. This allows these evil machines to control the lives of the humans subject to the machinations of their greed and need for power.

Tantra describes purity as joining with the enlightened and healthy aspects of any method of attainment and keeping those illuminated principles at all times. Thus, a Latter Day Saint is pure as long as they stay within the teachings of the Mormon Church but, as far as the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints is concerned has just lost their purity by reading this text. Tantra does not teach denial as the word is used today. Tantra teaches the knowledge of impurity and the knowledge of purity. Tantra teaches us to hold the world and our actions by the handle of purity. Thus, the sex act is encouraged to be engaged in with as much polarity (sexual energy or sexual turn-on) as is possible and to do this with the goal of changing or maintaining the chemistry of the body and the mind in or to a state of grace in which the body produces hormones, peptides, t-cells, immune-helping cells, and other healing biological aspects which assist in purifying the harmful chemistry and energy forced on us by the world around us.

Tantra also encourages a participant in sexual activity to use that energy produced to focus on higher spiritual values and enlightenment. In this is purity. Sex only degrades the degraded, only harms the harmful, is only evil to the evil, etc., and is a joy to the joyful, healthful to the healthy, illuminating to those who seek illumination. As in everything else, as ye seek, so shall ye find.

If a seeker has an attitude of hope and affirmation, benefitial aspects of all things are shown forth and the “handles” of the world around us may be held from the affirmitive rather than the negative. Impurity begins when we hold forth from the negative and rejecting; purity begins when the seeker reaches out from hope and an affirmative attitude.

The ability to engage in the sex act has, in the past, been acknowledged as a sign of maturity. As is said in the Bible, unless you are born again by the blood and the water, you cannot enter the kingdom of heaven. A little harsh but the message is there; unless the person attains maturity (is changed from an andrygenous child to the sexual-appearing adult through hormones ie., blood and water), they will not be able to create the energy, focus, or understanding required to attain to the higher powers within the human brain and body such that they may enter into the “kingdom” already available to each of us. Thankfully the teachings of Tantra are a little more kindly than the teachings of the harsh desert tribes surrounded by even more harsh desert tribes and the child is returned to the spirit in health and love from whence the child came even if the child dies before reaching maturity. This is true even if the child never heard of the teachings of those desert tribes and their strict and angry gods.

From a pure heart comes pure love. This reads backwards also. From pure love comes a pure heart. If we could learn to have a pure heart we could practice pure love. If we strive to practice pure love, we are learning to have a pure heart. This goes for all aspects of our lives. If we practise sexuality with the goal of creating illumination, health, and higher powers, we will produce those things. If we participate in sexuality with a bad attitude, guess what will be produced. Of course, we will then produce a bad attitude, reinforcing the one we already have brought into the session. Thus grows impurity. From a pure attitude grows purity. Sexual rituals at the beginning level are not pure at all and are pretty much just sex with a changing attitude, beginning themovement toward purity. This is what is needed to attainment of our highest goals. We do not walk out the door in the morning determined to be a Physicist with a Ph.d or a Medical Doctor and apply for a job accordingly. We must take all those little (and big) steps required for the years of training and practice needed to become what we aspire to. The same holds for purity. We must train and practice in order to attain our goal.

Just as the beginning Medical Doctor does not take classes with only the “pure” future Medical Doctors, so do we in learning purity begin our classes with those who have not yet learned purity and with many who are not interested in learning purity. The future Medical Doctor will be required to take classes with others who have no intention of becoming a Medical Doctor and this will not take away from their ability to learn the required steps leading to the attainment of Medical Doctor. Purity and the potential for purity likewise comes from our focus and within us, not from outside or from someone else.

The Buddha realized that it is “not the results of human thinking, the ideas, beliefs, and formulas or the conceptual knowledge that matters, but rather the way, the method that leads to the results, the spiritual attitude behind them.” Here we see the definition of purity which the beginning Tantra student will do well to keep in mind. The spiritual attitude of reaching for attainment and growth brings purity. Like a seed, this spark of purity will grow to a giant oak (or a raging flame since the metaphor is mixed) akin to the mustard seed of faith spoken of so often in the Bible. With that small mustard seed of faith, containing a universe of purity, the student gradually overcomes the world of impure thoughts and teachings they bring to the study of Tantra.

At this point in the world, all who begin the study of Tantra will be adults with the poisons of worldly teaching coursing through their every thought. One day, perhaps, those poisons will not be taught to children who grow up in Tantric families and Tantric communities. Such adults, having grown up in a healthy environment will not understand the difficulties we have with purity and the search for attainment of our own higher powers.

Today this Master  was talking to a person about the word "HATE" this Master has heard this cried out so many times, always not meant, but certainly said.

The girl Master was talking to, this Master believes truly does not have that word in her volcabulary, and while Master dialogued with her,, he thought about a past slave who wanted Master to own her, 24/7/365 she was one of Masters best girls ever, the commitment she wanted, this Master could not give her, that was 1 to 1, marriage, permanent relationship, Master released her, her onward journey was then Hell, by entering Hell, she punished this Master, some 5 years or so later, she approached Master as a truly destroyed woman, drugs that Master does not permit , or ever has permitted, had eaten the woman out of her, she was a wreck, her journey had destroyed this beautifull woman, a Maddona look alike, Master rejected her and she gave the following words to Masters middle slave, who used to be like a sister to her.

She said, give these words to your Master, still my Master, also in my heart, ( her name was similar to Alice ) these are the words he has said to me, without even knowing it..............................???????

Both girls cried bitterly, this Masters middle slave and Masters ex-slave, Masters Heart was heavy but Master had to be strong, the ex-slave was contaminated with the Devil himself, her body riddled with drugs, her womanhood destroyed by all those men who had defiled here, she was a zombie, a walking dead, her once sparkling eyes now black with the pain of death, she was a living virus, of contamination to all she encountered.

THese words were written down by her hand, the words were shakey and full of real sadness, she wrote in large words, Sorry Master, I failed you, I will always Love you, and signed her slave name, the following words from a song Master believes followed on, Master never saw this girl again, indeed Master Heart is full of sorrow and deep regret, and Master reads these words often.

Today Master would be slave , and Master feels she will be, his future slave, said to Master "why does this Master keep saying that I hate you" , Master uses the word of emotion cruely, this sweet girl reminded Master of one of the finest slaves any Master could have, these words could have been ( This Masters Words )

ALICE IN CHAINS

I tried to love you I thought I could
I tried to own you I thought I would
I want to peel the skin from your face
Before the real you lays to waste

You told me I'm the only one
Sweet little angel you should have run
Lying, crying, dying to leave
Innocence creates my hell

Cheating myself still you know more
It would be so easy with a whore
Try to understand me little girl
My twisted passion to be your world

Lost inside my sick head
I live for you but I'm not alive
Take my hand before I kill
I still love you, but, I still burn

Yeah, Love, hate, love (3x)
Oooh, Love, hate, love
Yeah, Love, hate, love

This Master is not happy making such a short Journal Entry, but Master does not do "FRIENDS"

Those two (friends)  posted on Masters Profile site, are there for a specific reason , and Master has no intention of adding anymore, those will remain, Master is flattered by request,to be added as a "friend"  this weekend some score plus, why Master fails to understand, why would anyone request a friend that they do not know.

So to reiterate Master is not starting a portfolio of "FRIENDS"

This is not meant to be rude, just common sense.

What Master has done of late is add a few images to his profile, all have a reason, one image is of the latest vampire film DARK SHADOWS , Master likes this picture.

The other image is of a sub, not a slave who Master sessioned 4 years ago, she loved that pole, now if she recognises herself, Master wants her to come back and thank Master for her orgasms and later sub space time, she moved on to a Dom called "Wolf" any links to these guys Master will appreciate.

Master however will never put an image on the profile, of his owned slaves, the subs pictures, that Master has posted is because they have requested Master to do so, they are not owned by this Master, they are free spirits.

Journal Entry thus Ends:

( A DANGEROUS METHOD ) dedicated to one of Masters Subs.

&

( Illeism Explained )  dedicated to one of Masters Future Contracted Slaves.

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                                         ( Illeism Explained ) 

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                                         A DANGEROUS METHOD

This Master will say that if a sub will study the fraternity for eighteen months, and appreciate that this Master will not take her as his slave, she at least can become this Masters Sabina.

This Masters sabina, relates to her Master through her fantasy as Carl Jung, Master sees little resemblance, but enjoys the factual story that unfolds,Jung was thirty when he sent his Studies in Word Association to Sigmund Freud in Vienna in 1906. The two men met for the first time the following year, and Jung recalled the discussion between himself and Freud as interminable. They talked, he remembered, for thirteen hours, virtually without stopping'. Six months later, the then 50-year-old Freud sent a collection of his latest published essays to Jung in Zurich, which marked the beginning of an intense correspondence and collaboration that lasted six years and ended in May 1913. At this time Jung resigned as the chairman of the International Psychoanalytica Association, where he had been elected with Freud's support.

Jung and Freud influenced each other during the intellectually formative years of Jung's life. As Freud was already fifty years old at their meeting, he was well beyond the formative years. In 1906 psychology as a science was still in its early stages. Jung, who had become interested in psychiatry as a student by reading Psychopathia Sexualis by Richard von Krafft-Ebing, professor in Vienna, now worked as a doctor under the psychiatrist Eugen Bleuler in Burghölzli and became familiar with Freud's idea of the unconscious through Freud's The Interpretation of Dreams (1900) and was a proponent of the new "psycho-analysis." At the time, Freud needed collaborators and pupils to validate and spread his ideas. Burghölzli was a renowned psychiatric clinic in Zurich at which Jung was a young doctor whose research had already given him international recognition.

Much of this History has been adapted to a film ( A DANGEROUS METHOD ) as yet not available or released in the UK as this Master writes, but Sabina destroyed the relationship between Jung and Freud, so this Master will continue in the training of this sub, with a name, sabina, Master usually will not give to a sub, a name, she will be Master sub Sabina. Master may abreviate the name to "BINA" sub BINA has a nice ring to it, yes BINA.

Master is not taking anymore Slaves on , he has three and desires a fourth, the fourth, who may not end up fully owned , this young Lady unfortunately is not from these English shores, but will come to this Master, but this woman is loved by this Master already.

Sabina is nothing more than a sub, with limits, Masters slaves have non, they need non, as Master knows their chemistry well, and how far he can take them.

Sabina can now dialogue with this Master and discuss with great knowledge, the mysteries of the fraternity, and dark arts that Masters frequents. Master is flattered that he resembles in fantasy to Jung, maybe that is the big cigars Master enjoys once he has exhaused his sub, but she has learnt much about Freud, Bleuler, Krafft-Ebing and many others, who have been mentors in script to this Master , so sabina will have more use now to Master than the sweet young woman, who screams in joy, as this Master takes her on the journey she craves with so much desperation, it is such a pity she is not of slave material, she will thus remain a perfect sub for this Master, this Masters Sabina.

This Master is interested in anyone as yet who may have viewed ( A DANGEROUS METHOD )

FILM PRE-VIEW

THIS MASTER NOW GETS A LITTLE SERIOUS AND WILL MENTOR A FEW OF HIS FOLLOWERS AND THOSE WHO CHOOSE TO READ THIS MASTERS JOURNAL ;

MASTER WANTS TO SAY THAT AFTER OVER THREE YEARS OF CM WITH THIS PROFILE, AND FIVE YEARS PRIOR TO THAT, WITH SERIOUSMASTERRAYMOND, MASTER HAS DEVELOPED A LOT OF FOLLOWERS INTERESTED IN MASTERS EXPERIENCE, THE PROBLEM MASTER HAS NOW GOT, IS HANDLING THE MAIL BOX, IN REALITY MASTER WILL HAVE TO FIND A WAY TO REFER MOST BACK TO THIS JOURNAL . AND THE JOURNAL PAGES, SO NOW THAT EXPLAINED MASTER WILL CARRY ON.

MASTER IS VERY FEARFUL OF MANY WOMEN WHO HAVE A DESPERATE NEED TO BE OWNED. MASTER IS FEARFUL BECAUSE HE FEARS FOR THEM, HE FEARS ALMOST WITH DESPERATION AT THE DANGERS THEY FACE.

SO TODAYS JOURNAL PAGE  WILL EXTEND THE WEEKEND, AS MASTER WILL UPDATE THE PAGE AS HE IS ABLE, BUT THIS WEEKEND IS ALL ABOUT A WARNING THAT ALL WOMEN MUST HEED.

MASTER KNOWS THERE IS A NEED FOR SUCH A WARNING, FROM ALL WHAT HE READS IN HIS MAILBOX DAILY.

MASTERS FIRST POINT IS WHO IS WHO.

IF YOU WOMEN SUBS GO INTO CHAT ROOMS, WHAT ARE YOU OVERWHELMED WITH, MEN, DOMS AND OCCASSIONAL SO CALLED MASTERS.

THIS MASTER WILL TELL YOU THIS, MORE THAN 95% CHANCE THAT THE MAN YOU TALK WITH AND CLAIMING TO BE THIS,THAT AND THE OTHER IS NOT WHO HE SAYS HE IS, REMEMBER MASTERS WORDS.

AFTER YEARS OF BEING IN THIS FRATERNITY, CHANGED DRAMATICALLY BY THE INTERNET, A VARIETY OF SURVEYS AND ESTIMATES HAVE BEEN CONDUCTED, AND THEY PLACE THE RATIO OF TRUE, REAL, DOMINANTS TO FEMAIL SEXUAL SUBMISSIVES AT ABOUT ONE TO TEN. THAT WOULD MEAN THAT EVERY 9 YOU SPEAK WITH ARE NOT TRUE.

THEN THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN DOMINANTS, DOMS, AND MASTERS, REAL MASTERS, SO THE FRATERNITY GETS THINNER BY DEFINITION.

SO THIS IS THE FIRST TEST YOU AS A WOMAN MUST MAKE, CHECK OUT WHO YOU ARE TALKING WITH, IF IT IS FUN AND FANTASY AND ENJOYED, THERE IS LESS DANGER, BUT IF YOU SEEK SOMETHING MORE SERIOUS, BEWARE.

REMEMBER THE SAFETY NET: WHEN IN DOUBT THROW IT OUT, THE SAFFETY NET IS OFTEN THE SAFE BET.

SO FIRST STEP, WHO IS WHO, DO YOUR MATHS, TRUST YOUR INSTINCTS NOT YOUR NEED FOR AROUSAL OR SEXUAL DIALOGUE.................??

MASTER WILL POST A CONTINUATION LATER, ON SUCH MATTERS.

AND MAYBE MORE FROM SLAVE KRISTYANNA.............??

SEA ODYSSEY GIANT SPECTACULAR

Tonight,  the world's greatest street theatre company, Royal De Luxe, will bring their Little Girl Giant to Liverpool in one of the UK's most spectacular events. Sea Odyssey is a magical tale of love, loss and reunion played out on a gigantic scale. It will take place in key city spaces, moving across North Liverpool and the city centre, wowing the hundreds of thousands of people who are expected to descend on the city over the three days. The show will take place from April 20-22 and is one of the most complex events Liverpool City Council has ever staged, involving hundreds of people in its planning and execution. Seeing is believing, so come join the Little Girl Giant and be part of her amazing journey of discovery in Liverpool.

That said, some eight weeks ago, Master promised two mid twenties subs that he would session them, serious stuff, but it had got to be tonight, Sea Odyssey commencement, Master forgetting his middle slave, would need him tonight of all nights, had promised to be in Liverpool to session these pretty young girls, not conjointly but singly , one caged and isoltated, one in session, and then visa versa.

The reason Master is writing this quick journal is because, his two girls are late, Master is well angry, but Liverpool is just full tonight of thousands of people, and Masters girls can not get to Master.

Those who live close to Liverpool should join in the City spectacular, not Masters sessions.

What is sad, Master will prepare for upto 6 months for a slave to serve him , but a sub not even 6 hours, Master is bored, he needs to get back to Birmingham ., yet tonight means the world to these two subs.

Master Edits this Journal as the Liverpool night progresses, its now 10-00pm. The two girls are forgiven in their beauty and submission, they have just given them selves over to this Master and the sessions will now proceed, the Liverpool Dungeon facility that Master is using tonight has just acquired a stockade, so the subs are going to reap what they sowed, in their need to serve this master, they are quite beautiful and Liverpool girls have a certain beauty, a certain innocence, and a Liverpudlian accent, this Master in his need to return to Birmingham, will not fail these subs, they will get what they need, and they will return to Master, not as his slaves, certainly not, Master has  no more room for slaves, they will serve as his subs, the Journey from Royal Albert Docks were the girls have met  Master to the Dungeon is just minutes away, yet with these damn crouds it will take an hour, its a mad crowd here in Liverpool tonight, the girls are sat now with Master, eyes to the ground waiting on him, such beauty, such submissiveness, its going to be a long night for Master, a long night for his subs, Master will take them home afterwards, that is Masters way, then travel back maybe at 5-00am to Birmingham, This is a busy weekend indeed.

Master may, or may not update this Journal entry, Master has already recieved two phone calls from some who have viewed the Journal part written, all Master did to these callers was invite them to Sea Odyssey happening in Liverpool, as Master writes, certainly what Master will do now is private, between only two people, Master and Sub, that will be repeated with sub two, that is it, that is Masters way, Masters subs will be soon spent, Master will thus depart back to the second City, were he needs to be right now....................................???????

Master is now back in his City, a fast drive fom Liverpool, arriving as he writes this, arrived just some 5 minutes ago, now with time on his hands, for once he now waits on his second true and wholy own Slave, the need she has for this Master granted her. Master is totally exhausted and only writes this Journal now, because Master came on the CM website just to attend to a mail message , just one, and noticed the mail as usual had built up for attention, attention now needed of this Master to add the next instalment to this part written Journal waiting completion, as if Master was a writer of a serial, the need to write is because of the interest of others.

Master will thus now finish this Journal entry, Master left Liverpool at 6-00am after taking these two sub girls home, exhausted also, if Master had not needed to depart Liveropool they would have been left sleeping, exhausted from their ordeals, and still in Masters care.

Master will say that the one young woman was exceptional, and this Master will encourage her to serve him again, and often, she did give herself as if a slave, she was very unique, and the real rare chemistry manifest, the scond girl a true sub, was difficult, confused, hard work for this Master, but she left Master quite spent and her experience was a succesful one.

That is all Master will say about this nights sessions, Sea Oddeysea it certainly was, these two girls session some total 6 hours, the true submissive some almost 4 hours, and Master thinks as he writes to those interested, these girls did not manifest from this website, really this webste is hard work, so many talking the talk, but can not walk the walk, dreamers and shysters, fantassy and dreamers and those who are not who they say they are, both the assertive and submissive, can be either opposite to who they say that they are, men who are women, men who say they are women, what a mish mash , Master has thought many times to move off the CM website, it frustrates Master, but occassionally a gem comes along, a real person, and then Master thinks that wait and frustration worth it.

In reality this Master only stays on CM to write this Journal, for the interested few, and for the Journal to also act as Masters add to, Diary, and would not be writing now, if he was not at a loose end, with spare time, so that is another rant from Master, what brought the rant on Master does not know, other than a women who is dear to Master thinks she can search this CM website to find her future, Master thinks not, she is worthy of far better than what she can find here, on CM.

MASTER will now relax, and wait with his second slave, for her gift, those who know this Master or write to him, know what Master is talking about.........................?????

Saturday 15.30hrs and these things really do drag on, Master has hypnotised his Precious angel and she is so able to handle this new and first experience, these are magical times as one sub who Master dialogues with, has just written.

Master has also had heartfelt messages from someone Master is patiently waiting for, these messages from this young woman are pure in spirit , soul and mind, and a dozen or so other nice messages, from well wishers, Master will reply to all soon, but unable to reply to any messages at the time this journal is being written.

Saturday 18.00hrs Masters middle slave has recieved her gift, this afternoon, the Gods and the Master of the Great Universe has smiled gracefully upon her,

MR

This Master has been asked many times over the last few days about Masters middle slave.

With less than five days, and her weight has incresed by 22lbs, she now weighs in at a Healthy 139 lbs, and has a devine neat little bump.

Master has trained this superb precious  one to handle pain so very well, and Master will support her with hypnotic comforts, to recieve with great comfort her gift to be one of the male species.

This young woman is so deserving of this gift, she is no longer a serving slave, she no longer experiences Masters Dungeon, she will enjoy her new role in life, but also the control of this Master. Master will now spend most days with her through to her day of challenge, and she will endure all in an admirable way, as she has been trained by this English Master.

This middle slave will now blossom for the first time in a different way, the way that this Master will encourage.

It is so strange to have well wishers on this CM website, but many have followed this Masters journals, and are interested.

This situation is difficult for this Masters one younger and one older slave, they have not had this opportunity, the lifestyle thus this far has depived them, otherwise their contentment within the fraternity is quite unique.

However this Master will distribute his time fairly , giving just that little extra priority to the one who needs it most, and life will then move on, so that this Master can still study the dark side of our worldly lives, this complicated and evasive fraternity.

Somethings have to take precedence and this Master posts this message now for a very special woman, that is slowly but not reluctantly comming under this Master wing, and will wear the tightest solid ENGLISH crafted leather collar imaginable.

Today is a new day a new dawn, a meeting of the minds,

This Special young woman knows who she is,

For today,

FELIZ ANIVERSARIO

And Master will say, and has told her today,  in LATIN, that she is the Most Beautiful of all Beautiful Women,

MENS POTENTISSIMA ARMA QUAE NOS HABEMUS

The Mind is the most powerful weapon

This day, Master wants to Warn …………………??

First shout however,

When Master has got more time, he will post once it is written , This Masters thesis on,   The Gate Control Theory of Pain and it was developed originally by Melzack and Wall (1965).

Todays Warning

Master has grave concerns about electrical devices being used by so called Doms and Master, not forgetting Dommes and Mistresses, who do not have the expertise and experience to use such devices.

Of course this Master uses electrical devices, Masters electrical experience developed over two decades, and yes, Master can break the most hardened women with such a device, the many sub women who write or say daily that they have NO LIMITS are just asking for so much trouble, the No Limits is the fantasy of their own minds, there are just a few who are just dead alive in session, they cut off their minds, they are just non responsive, Master has a trick to wake them up, however, and reduce their pain thresholds, they wake up so quickly and once they cannot cope, they are as weak as a kitten.

That said, there is a serious danger when devices with electrical impulses are used above the waist, you can transmit electrical shock pain administered below the waist to above the waist, safely, even magnify that pain, but electrics should not be used above the waist.  The violet wand however is a piece of kit that is experienced hands is ideal as the “SAFER” option, there are two schools of thought about the high frequency current of the Violet Wand and its distribution in reference to the human body that I am familiar with.

The first theory states that the Violet Wand operates as an electro-static generator, and due to the very nature of such a device the current does not penetrate the skin. "Violet Wands are the only electrical device that can be used above the waist, in experienced hands.. The electricity flows over body not through. The high-voltage low-amperage charge jumps from the electrode to spark against the skin. Violet wands produce static electricity and ultraviolet radiation that is like the charge you get walking over dry carpeting and reaching for metal doorknob."

This is a quote similar to many that I have found on the Internet, each claiming that the Violet Wand is safe to use due to it's very nature. This theory is based on the high frequency output of the tesla coil; according to some individuals, the high frequency of the violet wand produces a magnetic field that polarizes the electrons within the electric discharge. Since the electrons are similarly charged they will naturally repulse each other and hence dissipate across the surface of the skin and not penetrate the skin. However, this theory does have some flaws to it, in reality the electric discharge actually penetrates the skin approximately .075 centimeters. This is based on the resistivity of human skin. Hence the static electrical discharge from the Violet Wand causes micro-burns in the surface of the skin; since the skin is rather porous to begin with, in most cases the micro-burns go unnoticed. With prolonged exposure the skin may suffer some irritation or a surface burn of sorts similar to a sunburn.

The second theory is based on a scientific phenomenon known as the skin effect. "The violet wand is safe for use anywhere on the body except in the vicinity of the eyes. This toy is low-amperage, high-voltage, high-frequency, single-ended, one-contact (with an "implicit" ground return through air/floor). This toy has more than enough current to stop a heart. But Master believes that it won't, because…The violet wand generates a high frequency signal, which exhibits the "skin effect" -- the current stays near the surface of the conductor and does not flow through the centre. With the violet wand the electrons are not penetrating into the body cavities, hence stimulating the heart is not at all likely. But in the hands of the inexperienced danger lurks, and can be fatal , hence the warnings needed in this journal entry.

The phenomenon known as the skin effect was first explained by Lord Kelvin in 1887, and later explored further by Nikola Tesla. The skin effect is the tendency of a high-frequency current to distribute itself in a conductor so that the current density near the surface of the conductor is greater than that at its core. It causes the effective resistance of the conductor to increase with the frequency of the current. However, this theory originally was in reference to the distribution of electrical current through metal, it was not formulated to include the resistivity of the epidermis, nor did it calculate effectively the conductivity of human tissue and bodily fluids. Hence this theory is not applicable.

So the violet want basically described, we continue

The following message, comes from a Slave in Maryland, US this pretty 28 year old has dialogued with this Master, and expressed her concerns about the  dangers of The Folsum and the TENS unit above the waist , Masters concerns are with Tazer guns, and cattle prod devices that give electric shocks, above the waist.

This Master does not usually mention the names of those Master engages but this specific sweetheart asked Master to quote her by name, and by doing so, just paste her warning on this masters Journal, so this Master appreciates this article from Leashedlaura

ATTENTION SLAVES AND MASTERS!!!!!!!! Health Warning...This one comes from a Cardialogist friend of mine....Strangely....met him at a Sex store in McLean VA.......One thing he wants to stress and point out is that and particularly to BDSM players..particularly slaves and subs...sluts included..... The Folsum and the TENS unit above the waist particularly on the nipples if done incorrectly.....can be dangerous.....TENS UNIT OR A FOLSUM are dual electrode units, where electrical currents runs from point A to point B, these units tend to be more risky and are frequently used improperly. Specifically, inexperienced DOMS or couples have been known to place one electrode on each nipple and turn the unit on; without understanding the law of electricity which is that....that everyone should know is that the current will follow the path of least resistance; and hence the least resistance is straight through the heart in this circumstance. The Violet Wand is the only electrical unit that can be used with a reasonable amount of safety above the waist; TENS or FOLSUM...bad...very bad.....this is of course may be done if basic safety precautions.

This Master supports Leashedlaura in what she has written.

On to other issues,

It’s the Fig and Figging season again, the ideal punishment for really naughty women, who just cannot control themselves.

Some subs can take the cane, whip and much more, they can also handle Dungeon work and laugh as the pain is dished out to them, but very few subs like to be figged, its an ideal correction when many other corrective methods have not worked.

• Master recommends ice be available and southings , because soon the sub will have many tears, and want to be a really good girl, this Master had cause to correct a woman sub recently this way, Master told her to write a Thank you to this Master afterwards, and 2000 word minimum essay, on what Figging had taught her  in Masters watch, and ownership.
• The sub wrote an excellent essay, and tagged it at the end with a video link, the sub said how she wished Master had took a video of her training, and figging, she could focus on that video when she needed control and Master was not available , in the copy she attached she said , bless her, “Masters way is far better, than the video, “ this comment pleased Master because he quite agrees.

Figging and soft slave training:

http://xhamster.com/movies/1065049/caned_figged_and_iced.html

Finally,

Master has got a lot of messages not replied to, some of Masters regular followers are sending in reminders, do not overwhelm this Master, Master also try’s to answer many questions via the Journal, and will send a one liner message back often, with reference to a Journal entry, not to be disrespectful or rude, but cannot dedicate the reply individually.

Many well wishers ask about middle slave, doing well as Master writes, her gift is imminent.

Love is a Dog from Hell

This Master communicates best with a female sub or slaves eyes, that or they are the only organ as such that a Master can trust, the Mouth will shout, scream and squeal just for attention or effect, the eyes will tell Master what is the true self of that woman. The eyes cannot lie, everything else about a woman’s body can, it will lie, it does lie. She can even make and will her vagina, to show signals that are not true, thus false. Indeed she can smile, when indeed she hates, she can be happy then appear to others as sad, that is why this Master has dedicated his life to female control and correction of their ways.

This very morning a set of saucer eyes, wide open and sparkling like the gems they often imitate, a beautiful girl of just 25, this Master engaged his attention on, she was likened to an Egyptian slave girl, a Cleopatra of beauty, but this girl was also likened to Masters three owned slaves and a possible future slave that this Master wishes to initiate , all have that beauty, that sparkle of life, those beautiful eyes, intelligence and intellect, but this very interesting young woman had many other interests , interests that this Master also has, excellent authors of wise words and wisdom , those who have written beautiful works of learning, and Master may dialogue further on these interests with this young woman, but has given her the advice that Master believes she needs, that is to choose with great care, who she gives the gift of herself to,  and Master will guide her if she ever needs that guidance.

This Master is spending a lot of time with his middle slave at the moment, she has difficult and challenging days ahead, through to the 16^th of this Month, but Masters middle slave is of a quality that is beyond belief or understanding, Masters slave some 14 or could it be 16 years, Master must check on this, but from her tender age of just 18 years as served Master, and Master has trained her to be a slave of the Gods, and really this Master is not worthy of the quality of slave he has trained up, she is always there to serve as Master wishes, as and when, and as been patient and understanding of her jealous slave sisters, one younger and one older than her,  in Masters service, and through her constant love and loyalty to this Master, she as now been gifted herself, this Master hopes, something now good, perfect and blessed, that is beyond Masters control.

This Master thus is spending much time with his middle slave, and Master is with her as she has been with him, these years, Master retired her from active slavery last year, and this retirement will continue into the future, this is not her wish, it does not satisfy her needs, but it is Masters way.

Those who know this Master, some going back to “Color Climax” the film productions made in Copenhagen, those who remember Aunt Peg, and soft porn, those who have followed this Masters antics for years, those who have served as subs, most have remained Masters friends who have moved into vanilla, but these people just “like” Masters antics, what will he do next, quiet and private as he may be, often his antics are not, many were disgusted when this Master pioneered Lesbians having babies naturally, several decades ago, facilitating a man and woman, marriage that was not consummated, yet the woman had a baby boy, by insemination, this Master has disgusted many but he is, who he is, Master believes if a woman does not want intercourse with a man, yet wants a baby, let it happen, the way nature can let it happen, Master has a great knowledge of when a woman is at her maximum fertility, studied ovulation and often believed a woman can delay ovulation through her strong mind, with in a 48 hour period, the woman’s mind can get the fertility optimum to its maximum, through her lust, to trap that male who strays into her vaginal depths.

So Master has gone off the subject of interesting authors, beautiful sparkling saucer eyes, and go back to this young lady of beauty and intellect, and this very morning in England that is suffering snow blizzards in the North, and sunshine in the South, speak with his very own beautiful middle slave, who now sits at his feet, in her naked beauty, yet no longer with collar and shackles, and this Master reads to her Charles Bukowski  and will now share it with his followers on this website and others that he occasionally posts on, Charles Bukowski , he died of Luekemia , San Pedro, California, at 73 years, shortly after completing his last novel “PULP” Charles Bukowskis gravestone reads: "Don't Try", a phrase which Bukowski uses in one of his poems, advising aspiring writers and poets about inspiration and creativity.This Master was also intrigued that the funeral rites, orchestrated by his widow, were conducted by Buddhist monks.

This should inspire you all:

 If you're going to try, go all the way. Otherwise, don't even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives and maybe even your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery--isolation. Isolation is the gift. All the others are a test of your endurance, of how much you really want to do it. And, you'll do it, despite rejection and the worst odds. And it will be better than anything else you can imagine. If you're going to try, go all the way. There is no other feeling like that. You will be alone with the gods, and the nights will flame with fire. You will ride life straight to perfect laughter. It's the only good fight there is.”

? Charles Bukowski, Factotum

And This, dedicated to maybe Master, next new, slave to be, either a short contract of slavery or more…………………………????She knows who she is, she will read this today:

QUOTE

Those who escape hell

however

never talk about

it

and nothing much

bothers them

after

that.”

? Charles Bukowski

QUOTE

“We are

Born like this

Into this

Into these carefully mad wars

Into the sight of broken factory windows of emptiness

Into bars where people no longer speak to each other

Into fist fights that end as shootings and knifings

Born into this

Into hospitals which are so expensive that it’s cheaper to die

Into lawyers who charge so much it’s cheaper to plead guilty

Into a country where the jails are full and the madhouses closed

Into a place where the masses elevate fools into rich heroes”

? Charles Bukowski

QUOTE Masters favourite:

“there is always one woman to save you from another and as that woman saves you she makes ready to destroy”

? Charles Bukowski, Love is a Dog from Hell

QUOTE                 PAIN

“Pain is strange. A cat killing a bird, a car accident, a fire.... Pain arrives, BANG, and there it is, it sits on you. It's real. And to anybody watching, you look foolish. Like you've suddenly become an idiot. There's no cure for it unless you know somebody who understands how you feel, and knows how to help.”

? Charles Bukowski

QUOTE TO CLOSE…………………..?????

There's nothing to mourn about death any more than there is to mourn about the growing of a flower. What is terrible is not death but the lives people live or don't live up until their death. They don't honor their own lives, they piss on their lives. They shit them away. Dumb fuckers. They concentrate too much on fucking, movies, money, family, fucking. Their minds are full of cotton. They swallow God without thinking, they swallow country without thinking. Soon they forget how to think, they let others think for them. Their brains are stuffed with cotton. They look ugly, they talk ugly, they walk ugly. Play them the great music of the centuries and they can't hear it. Most people's deaths are a sham. There's nothing left to die.”

? Charles Bukowski

This Master does not send out e-mails with attachments unless he clearly notifies you and you are expecting that attachment.

THUS HEED THIS WARNING

A Malware virus, being transmitted by Zingla has not been transmitted by this Master, the CM system seems clear, heed this warning, those who correspond with Master.

Never open up any attachment from this Master unless you expect it, in a dedicated message.

Music in the Dungeon

Sessioning a sub today, she begged to play her ipod, what rubbish can a sub want to play to distract her Master in the delicate task of her strict training.

Master approved of Prodigy, but not Master preferance or choice, but Master thought it may focus the sub, who was really in need of such a session, stressed to breaking point, serious problems in the marital area, really this Master should not train women in such bad mental shape.

What is more, no marks, how can a Master do this....??

Ok Slap my Bitch was an idea track, covered up the screaming, and The Fire Starter appealed to this Masters, as he is often a fire starter, but Master worked her through the album, with great difficulty, she was such hard work and the session was causing her suffering and mental stress, but she needed so much today,

Master spent some one hour relaxing her, and commenced with a second session, using Masters proven techniques and this sub was melted within fifteen minutes and screaming in multi-orgasm, she was spent and so happy.

We have another woman, this sub today,  two years down the line, with this Master, who is a sub, wanting to be a slave, but not slave material, her marriage is on the rocks, she is submissive and she is desperate for something powerful in her life, but Master says to her, not being a slave.

She drove 50 miles to Master this morning, to serve him, often Master is not happy a woman driving immediately after  a session, Master is not able to drive her home, so Master kept her some two hours, and then let her go home, Master felt quite sad as this woman really did not deserve to be so unhappy, she enjoyed serving Master in a soft way, not as a slave does, giving her everything.

However the Journal today is about Music, what do slaves and subs prefer, a silent Dungeon or a type of music to relax or fire their minds,

Usually Master decides what his slaves listen to, that is the close connection, Master enjoys, so Prodigy is a new one for Master, that he thinks will not be regularily played.

Life is so unpredictable, full of twists and quirky turns, and nothing more unpredictable than this CM website.

This Master has been writing BACK, to many who constantly write to Master, and often this Master has many pages of messages to respond to , as indeed is the case at this moment, so this journal post is to explain a few things, and more important why Master is delayed writing back to many messages.

Those who know this Master, know that he may be very strict and very cruel, but this Master is a true English Gentleman, as indeed he is a true English Master, butalways polite.

So it is politeness that this Master chooses to write a journal today, to explain the delay with replies, quite frankly Master has found a demanding interest, a possible training novice slave, not a sub that are the total content of Masters mailbox, with the exception of the Fantasists, and that is a high percentage, those women who wish to conceive usually to themselves  a pleasant and satisfying sexual image that involves bdsm.

Master never imagined that anyone other than a sub would drop a little message to this Master, an innocent comment, polite and sweet, and be true slave material.

Masters policy to reply to all and everyone, has quite paid off, it appears Master may have  a new real slave in training very soon, so that is the explanation, but there is more,

This possible slave, now in preparation, some who read Masters Journals know that long road, the preparation is far more demanding than the sessions and sceneing, but all this said, following a lengthy lecture yesterday , this Master received the most beautiful gift a future slave can offer, a poem written by her and from her heart, so to focus that slave just a little, Master has posted two poems, not written by Master but to dedicate to this sweet girl, diamond eyes, and deep beauty within her submission,

So as Masters policy, it matters  not who she is, other than to this Master but the poems Master will share in Masters dedication to the future training of this SLAVE.

For her Masters true Guidance.

Guidance

struggling daily to find a way to please
a guiding strength is what slave needs
forcing to bring all out that lives within
to be molded completely, to please Him

learning positions, serves and dances
striving for knowledge in slave classes
learning about clothing, collars and brands
knowing He could kill her by His own hands

brazen at times as she seeks His pleasure
insolence, hopefully not shown ever
punishments not light, nor without thought
knowing she's slave and needs to be taught

His desire in her is what the girl seeks
her need intensifying making her weak
every command given done swift, sure
a burning inside slave, His will to endure

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slave's hunger

a raging inferno that burns inside
slave's hunger, will it be denied?
hoping to please in every way
striving continually day by day

"Master, she only wants You pleased"
crawling before You on her knees
that desire within, constantly aflame
passion erupts from hearing His name

wanting to see that smile on Your face
Your pleasure in her not to be erased
needing Your guidance and Your touch
at times it seems she needs so much

Your very strength felt deep within
giving all fully, no need to pretend
her every passion, her very soul
Master, it's You that make her whole

A little rant before this Master writes this Journal, after all these years on this website CM, this Master posts 2 friends, these are accepted invitations thus posted for a reason, this Master does not wish for friends, he wishes slaves and subs, the two only friends applications requested have been accepted for one reason only, Master has an interest in them, genuine and real, so Masters says do not expect him to accept requests to be friends, he will not accept. The only two will remain the only two.

Onto Journal Entry,

 A Master can not be cruel all the time, Master spent most of the day and night yestersday with his sweet middle slave, for once it was no restraints , punishments or Masters very strict control, it was Master just giving his slave of some 16 years a hug and cuddle, and reassuring her about the exciting truma to enter her life in the next few weeks.Masters little slave is so happy that she sobs.

THIS GIRL IS THE TOUGHEST LITTLE SWEETHEART ON THIS PLANET , and one who can take a lot before a tear, and she sobbed hard and long and said words that even touched a hardened Master, like this master,she said

"Master do you remember and recall taking me away from the terrible life I had, all the bad things I was doing, all the terrrible things I had seen and done, and you talked to me as a strong man , like the father I had not got , because it was this father who had been  so aweful throughout my life , life  was just not worth living, and you my Master sat me in your car, master I can remember the smell of the leather as I talk, against the strong smell of your powerful aftershave, and you Master said, must you go home, I said Master the home I have is not a home, I hate it, I remember being cheeky to you, and you were so calm, it confused me.

I talked to you master for hours, the windows steamed up in the car, as it was late at night , master you said that you would show me what happens to young people who can not get their lives on track, and master you drove me round the City and into Birmingham suberbs, and showed to me, low life, sad and poor people, young people living in boxes, criminal gangs on the street waiting to turn a girl like I into a prostitute, and my eyes were opened.

Master we went for a motorway coffee, I was so cheeky and rude, you smiled, you said to me, that you would take me to London City, if I wanted to go with you, I said yes, I thought I could trust you, because of my friend XXXX who also loved you master, and introduced me to you.So we drove to London , it was so fast, you drove so fast, I did not realise London was 2 hours from Birmingham, the motorways were clear and we just wizzed, then Master as we approached swiss cottage, and highgate, you put a cassette on your radio, that cassette was Let me take you by the hand: The Streets of London. This song was song by Ralph McTell from the Album Spiral Staircase, and master repeated the play back, over and over, I did not understand the significance then but I do now, I just thought you were taking me to London to shag me in the car, we drove all around the East End of London, then the West end, I saw beggers, prostitutes, and people sleeping in doorways all along Oxford Street, I was frightened as I had never realised how aweful life could be for others.

Slaves words completed, her transcript ends,

These words Master has written were very touching, my middle slave expected to be shagged and taken back to Birmingham, and she sobbed in this Masters arms, and thanked me, for believing in her and letting her find out what she wanted in life, a need to serve a master, the song streets of London it came out I guess about 1969 some 7 years before this young woman  was born, Master did spend the night with her, in a Hotel, and she was loved not shagged, this Master did not sexually correspond with her for well over a year later, and this slave begged master to take her, and when master was sure she wanted master to take her, he did, so master tried to find the old music to replay to his middle slave, it could only be located on utube, master played it, this masters slave cried, and went back to sleep, The words are, as follows, and one walks this very day,through those streets, that master walked with his young woman  in hand, sixteen years ago,  little has changed.

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What is this that is happening, subs contacting this Master and saying that their Doms, want a Master like I to punish them , are they sick in the head, how can a real Master tell his slut or sub that she must be punished and abused by another.

Master thinks that it is the Masters that need punishing, that said onto other matters.

Stale relationships, the excitement leaves most relationships after time, but power incresaes with trust.

This Masters middle slave has served him some 16 years, and at the end of last year made 34 years, of age, so what is this Master on about, age, is age relevant, of course it is, but it depends on who it effects and why.

After 16 years this Master was not torturing and beating his middle slave, indeed she is on her sabitical from slavery, but Master was able to hug and cuddle her naked beautiful body as she approaches her final four weeks with child, a beautiful time for a woman, and a time that only a real Master can enjoy giving his slave comfort and pleasure as against her screams and crys, that echoed Master dungeon some one years ago, this middle slave is at peace.

A sleeping contented happy slave, nestled like a little baby in Masters arms, is a wonderful experience, a Master must give and have such time , and derive pleasure in the trust that woman has put with him.

Master is pleased to post for once a happy journal , a slave must have love and care, as well as control. Masters slave has slept some eight hours and still sleeps as Master leaves her for a short break, a nice Havana, a brandy , and to post this Journal.

Masters slave will wake refreshed in Masters arms, a perfect slave. 

Master is getting to many so called subs thinking they can top from the bottom with a list of this , that and the other.

This Master never rants, but is always polite with everyone, on this website, so the few who have been quite rude because Master has not replied to them , should read Masters Journals, Master has been busy.

This Master is not taking on any more subs, but may consider a quality slave, it is quite sad really , but the majority of real slaves seem to reside in America, this Master wonders why?

However those Master is currently training in real time , in addition to his three permanent slaves that has dwindled to two, Master will say are the pick of the UK crop, so this is Masters way of saying, he is being selective, as indeed he always has been.

It works both ways, Chemistry, if that is right, Master and slave are right.

This Master has quite a heavy mail box at the moment, fortunately 99% of all messages are real, the 1% idiots do not get a reply, this Master would have a nice reply for them if they truly manifest themselves, this would also certainly tidy up CM, somewhat.

That said Master has got a couple of women that need a lot of this Masters time, just now, they are not future add ons to this Master current stable of three, slaves, those who follow this Master will know that Master middle slave , as not served now some nine months, the reason is in the number, and she is out of her service for the rest of this year, other than recieving Masters full support.

However Master has a few casual women , they are subs, met over the last few years who Master sessions, in a fully equiped domain near Birmingham, this Master will only train women who really and genuinly have a (desperate ) need to serve, have an ability to serve and are able to give themselves totally, nothing less is acceptable.

Most people, usually women talk the talk, but it is all fantasy, Master undersatnds that some women get their satisfaction through fantasy others it must be real, what is strange this Master has often converted fantasy wishes to real time, the woman must accept a lot of preparation training in readiness, but it happens and they become casual subs to session, with Master.

This Master is a Master, women will not convince him to treat them on a one to one, a relationship, marriage, this Master will have non of that, he uses you, you will be used, you give, Master takes, its simple.....Period.

Vanilla and Masters do mix, under some circumstances, if this Master takes his sub/slave out for Dinner, she will look sophisticated and very happy, this Master fine dines, the slave must be upto this, Master is smart, she must try to look better, Master may even choose everything his woman wears, even her make up, certainly her parfum, many women who serve this Master know that this Master demands certain brands of parfum, but this Master will not session for 24 hours after Dinning out, those of Master Journal followers must use their own brains  for the answer, but every second the sub is in this Masters custody she is being trained, taught to focus on an attempt for her to reach Utopia, otherwise what is the use of engaging so much energy.

Vanilla and Masters do not usually mix, if a woman thinks the Master is going to be her property, with a long list of what she will do and does not do, what do they expect a partner in what..........???

Two Vaginas,

THis Master is very interested in the 27-year-old woman whose rare medical condition means she has two vaginas .

Hazel Jones had to lose her virginity twice and also has to have two smear tests due to her "one in a million" uterus didelphys condition – but does not permit it ‘to make her shy’, revealing that she is so relaxed with her body that she visits fetish clubs with her husband.

Her condition means she has two separate uteruses, two vaginas and two cervixes. It occurs when a septum which usually breaks down between two tubes that form the uterus does not break down, leaving two uteruses.

This Master will say, that one vagina is sufficient for a Woman, they have enough problems coping with that, and Master could not imagine having to deal with two vaginas instead of just one, double the work.

That said, Master has had many women when in early training that have appeared to have double entries but Master soon sorts out this situation, surplus labia and lip tissue, adds to the mystery.

Master has got a few related stories to tell regarding this topic and will post those soon.

Master believes there is a hidden danger, a double pregnancy , this is quite real and not a fantasy, Master will write more.

This Master has been writing with a very articulate assertive sub recently, this young sub has given this Master a lot of pleasure because of her interlect, thus this Master thought how sublime this submissive woman really was, and from a book of Philosophy I thus copy an intersting peace of work:

the feeling of the beautiful is pleasure in simply seeing a benign object. The feeling of the sublime, however, is pleasure in seeing an overpowering or vast malignant object of great magnitude, one that could destroy the observer.

• Feeling of Beauty – Light is reflected off a flower. (Pleasure from a mere perception of an object that cannot hurt observer).
• Weakest Feeling of Sublime – Light reflected off stones. (Pleasure from beholding objects that pose no threat, yet themselves are devoid of life).
• Weaker Feeling of Sublime – Endless desert with no movement. (Pleasure from seeing objects that could not sustain the life of the observer).
• Sublime – Turbulent Nature. (Pleasure from perceiving objects that threaten to hurt or destroy observer).
• Full Feeling of Sublime – Overpowering turbulent Nature. (Pleasure from beholding very violent, destructive objects).
• Fullest Feeling of Sublime – Immensity of Universe's extent or duration. (Pleasure from knowledge of observer's nothingness and oneness with Nature).

These writings sum up this very special young woman, a woman who really wishes to give her all, but as yet not ready as she has not found a suitable worthy reciprient.

This woman wishes a one to one relationship, and only the most experienced Master could take such a chalenge, but this Master will always correspond with worthy souls, as indeed this wonderful woman is.

MR

This Master has recently corresponded with a young BBW who seeks a Master under 35 years of age, this Master wishes no Dominent Men under 35 years any disrespect, but when a Master as I , has spent more than 35 years gaining experience, and learns daily more about the fraternity, this Master really does not understand what a young woman like this really seeks.

It is clear to this Master that this woman has a problem with her weight, but was not seriously obese, this Master wrote as follows.

This Master is amazed with many he corresponds with,

Sun square Moon: Your friends may see you as a "Jekyll and Hyde." Your emotions are close to the surface. You can be ultra-sensitive and hard to get along with. There is another side of you unlike the image you present. Drama belongs in the theater, and needs a director to refine it. Don't be afraid to ask for help. Your inner strength is more than equal to any test. You can uncover a new source of power that you knew was there but have never allowed yourself to experience before.

This Master is often JUST that Director.

This Master is asked so often about training facilities, the real fantasy of most women who are genuine in their needs, not hoping to acquire a so called TLR through the backdoor, via association. (NOT)

This Master wrote a message to a sweet sub today, someone with just four years experience and her needs mirrored a woman who had served a decade, that said, fantasy is a wonderful thing and can often substitute the real thing withouit experiencing the dangers.

This Master often takes his three slaves and often two more training women into the HOT sun for a week or so, so this Master has decided to reply to those who wonder about facilities, but only to be experienced by a trained body, and mind.

Indeed this Master has access to all the facilities dungeon cellar cages and more, and for a well trained slave a place to serve in the hot sun, were the sun will kiss their naked body as they serve , that same naked body will be bitten by mosquitos when the sun no longer protects at night, unless Master offers protection from those mites that bite.

This Master dislikes sharing his female bodies with mosquitos, so a slaves naked body is lotioned to ensure no nasty red marks from those criters, but Master red marks are permitted.

Master will demand his slaves stay cool for him, and they will have to spend a lot of time swimming and in swimming pools, this Master likes the sun to thus then dry their bodies , no towels allowed, and a then fresh cool and sun ripened Slave can go back to her duties, that can often mean she must let the sun bronze her naked body, to this Masters shade of tan preference.

Its a hard life for this Masters slave, but it gets much harder when night fall comes, then a slave becomes a slave.

To answer many followers , who ask about my middle slave, she is indeed in her 31st week and healthy, doing very well.

This Master took her out of training 30 weeks ago, and she will be retired until a future date, from training but will remain a slave,

Questions answered

MR

This Master receives many messages a day, from submissive women who want to be trained as slaves, yet think it is clever to give a list of their wants, wishes and demands.

This Master has decades of training women, women just do not know what they want, when they get something powerful that surprises and excites, them then,  they submit as they do not want to loose that which they have found.

Women are selfish creatures, once sexually trained serve very well, but want everything for themselves, they can not share with their sister and are jealous beyond belief.

Some married women who want to spice up their sexual life, sex that has gone dead in a marriage, are playing with fire, the sexual experiences they recieve is too addictive and powerful for them to keep the secret from their partner, their marriage is doomed, this Master will give advice to such women but strongly advises them to stay in a world of fantasy, the frustration of poor quality sex  or no sex, is far better than destroying a marriage.

Some Men approach me to have their wives trained, who is kidding who, the men have a greater fantasy than their wives, a lot of councelling has to be put in place to both partners in a relationship, should they both conjointly want submissive and slave training, it can save marriages but cause a Master a big problem, as the female slave craves the alpha masculine power of the Master and often later despises her male partner.

Some women these days do not like smoke, this Master on occassion may smoke a nice quality Havanna or Corona while his little sub screams in erotic exotic convulsions, its strange how their dislike evaporates and these self same woman crave to light Masters cigar to please him, give him  some pleasure and maybe get more of what they have already endured.

This Master will converse with most people who approach him, but will soon identify those who are shysters and cowans, and fake without doubt, this Master passes no judgement on what may seem perversions, but false people beware.

This Master has trained many BBW and SSBBW Women, who have desperate sexual needs.

Many of these women as young as 25 years do not have periods, those that do often experience irregular periods, and this Master does not permit the use of Tampons by any of my female slaves or subs, past or present.

The protection that is best , and what I use, are Dr. Whites Looped Towels , not easy to locate today , but they are Soft and Fleecey For Comfort and Dryness, and offer that added protection,  and often easier for the female to put on. 

Only a larger woman knows how difficult it often is to insert a Tampon, and even harder to locate the cord for removal, and the larger woman needs encouragement to use Dr.Whites as they appear old fashioned, with strong knitted Loops for that Extra Security but they offer  High Quality Absorbency for Full Protection that extra protection.

This Masters Mail Box has been quite full and neglected by this Master, because This Master has  not been on this site for some many months, so This Master  thought that he may answer a few outstanding questions.

The other difficulty is for a larger woman to keep herself shaved , that is a necessary need, of very high importance,  for her presentation of her body and genitals for her Master, an experienced Master always has a solution, but IThis Master does not have the time to write about that today, many larger woman do not grow a lot of gential hair, others grow masses, so the solution differs between different types of women.

This Master is of the opinion that the difficulty larger women have removing a Tampon, can afford the risk of toxic poisoning, the larger woman leaves a Tampon in for longer periods, that is factual, so your vaginal protection is private and you may only have to share that with a Master or Mistress, so consider comfort and convenience, and use a old fashioned Pad with a sanitary belt, not very attractive and sexy for a young woman, but sense prevails, slaves of this Master , this type of protection is mandatory.

THIS MASTER IS APPROACHED BY MANY SUBMISSIVE COUPLES.

EXPERIENCE LEARNT, DEMONSTRATES THAT SUCH ENCOUNTERS RARELY WORK, AS COUPLES GENERALLY HAVE AN AGENDA, MARRIAGES THAT ARE SO BORING AND THEY NEED FANTASY AS AGAINST SEXUAL TRAINING.

SO THOSE WHO WRITE, DO NOT EXPECT LENGTHY REPLIES FROM THIS MASTER, UNLESS YOU SEND THIS MASTER A DETAILED ESSAY THAT WILL INTEREST HIM.

WOMEN WHO OFTEN DROP ME ONE LINERS SAYING THAT THEY SEEK A 24/7 RELATIONSHIP ARE DEMONSTRATING ASSERTIVENESS, A TRUE MASTER HAS NO TIME FOR SUCH NONSENSE, THE COLLARING AND OWNING WITH MARRIAGE IN MIND, INDEED OWNERSHIP IS PART OF SERVING A MASTER, BUT THOSE WOMEN WITH A LIST OF DEMANDS AS LONG AS A MONKEYS OUTSTRETCHED ARM SHOULD BE SIGNING UP AS MISTRESSES, NOT SUBMISSIVE'S.

AS FOR MARRIAGE, NO REAL MASTER WOULD CONTEMPLATE SUCH AN ACT OF SELF DESTRUCTION, WHAT PLANET INDEED DO THESE WOMEN EXIST ON.

HOWEVER THIS MASTER HAS A LOT OF TIME FOR GENUINE WOMEN WITH SERIOUS SEXUAL FRUSTRATIONS, NOT NECESSARY WITH AN INTEREST TO TRAIN THEM, TIME WOULD NOT PERMIT, BUT MANY ARE SO LOST IN SPACE, AND IT IS SUCH A PITY.

BEAUTIFUL WOMEN WHO DEVALUE THEM SELVES IS VERY SAD, IT MATTERS NOT IF A WOMAN IS THIN OR A BBW, IF SHE HAS QUALITY, SHE HAS A BEAUTY, AND OFTEN THAT BEAUTY EMANATES IN HOW SHE USES HER VAGINA, THE MOST IMPORTANT ORGAN A WOMAN HAS, AND SHE NEEDS TO USE IT WISELY, THUS MAKE IT WORTHY OF CONTROL AND TRAINING.

ONE DAY SOON I WILL WRITE ANOTHER JOURNAL, BUT TIME IS SO ESSENTIAL TO DO SO.

I DO HOWEVER WRITE PERSONALLY TO MANY, AND TO THOSE WHO HAVE KNOWN ME FOR YEARS, AND YES I LIKE HUMMERS AND FAST MOTORBIKES, THOSE WHO KNOW ME TRULY UNDERSTAND.......................???????

MR

.This Master has been very busy during 2010, so has not been posting messages, on this Journal..

This Masters 26 year old has been very troublesome, but now behaving at long last,  and with her other two slave sisters now enjoys serious long term chastity.

This Master also has a long term sub in training a Lawyer, and she will take slave status soon.

This Masters Dungeon has been added to, interestingly enlarged, with very interesting new techniques that women are soon addicted to, women are complicated creatures that need total control,  their aim is usually to control, so they have to be broken of that spirit.

This Master has to refuse many requests for training, constantly from many women, but enjoys the challenge that an educated woman with her own means , who may be assertive in her everyday life, who wishes to be sexually broken in service to a real Master, and experience sexual experiences and training that is very spiritual and out of this world.

As 2010 draws to a close, this Master thought it was high time he posted a Journal entry, that entry is this, nothing as usually exciting as my previous postings, the really exciting stuff I choose to keep to myself at the moment.

This Masters youngest submissive was 24 years old, on the 17th of last month, and as she has served this Master for close on a year, it is time to progress.

She wants to join her older submissive sister in this Masters stable, who was chastity pierced a few months ago, this Master engages chastity piercing's for his submissive's in training , because they are usually placed for the purpose of closing down the vaginal opening to prevent penetration, any penetration be it a dildo, a finger or sexual intercourse, still leaving the area open for other bodily functions.

This Master makes it clear that there is no connection between female circumcision, that disgusts this Master, the clitoris is what a woman is, removal of her pleasure is non productive, as it is the clitoris, that IS the woman, she is thus controlled by, the tool the Master uses, and needs to keep her compliant.

 Thus female chastity piercing's controls her sexuality not remove it, so do not get confused.

Chastity piercing's do not involve the removal of any part of a female's genitals but in fact are similar to many other female genital piercing's if carried out competently, this Master uses a very qualified competent practitioner.

The piercing passes through either the inner and or outer labia's. Piercing's are inserted and held together with usually either a barbell or a captive bead ring.This Master has other devices.

If females have a choice, then reasons for this procedure vary.This Master's submissive was given a choice, as it is expensive, she wanted piercing's, so then she accepts that she will be pierced in the way this Master requires, two rows of four and with care one below the clitoris.

Usually in this day and age most females wear piercing's for symbolic reasons only since the jewellery is easily removed any time that she chooses.This option is not available to this Masters, submissive's , because the piercings permit the Master to engage the use of barbells with a variety of padlocks that can only be open with a key, or other locking and sealing devices,  that are kept secure in the possession of this Master.

This Master uses this piercing for strict chastity, masturbation control, and most certainly is also used when a female submissive is abstaining from sex, certainly sexual intercourse can not happen, no dildo insertion, the vagina is kept secure and  remaining pure, until Master releases that total control.

Master enjoys Chastity piercing for his submissive's in strict training, it helps focus the female when used in S&M games and scenes.

Symbolism is a bit different in this case, it?s not just about abstinence.

Strict periods of chastity demonstrate and show's,  owners rights, this Master as the owner, irrevocable owner over his submissive woman?s private sexual parts, control the vagina and clitoris,thus as a master, I  control, the uncontrollable woman..

Chastity stretches back thousands of years, and this Master has studied all aspects, of its use and control, possible usable devices and applications, far from the original purpose of chastity to keep Slaves , of both sexes kept and made to work together, thus were prevented from breeding among each other, by engaging chastity prevention , in  this way.

Well Masters second little joy, was pierced yesterday and is very sore and recovering, she is a very sweet and happy girl, still keeping her beautiful suntan, she has had a most fantastic belated Birthday present , the reason for the delay was to ensure her menstrual period was over, and she was clear for a few weeks to ensure safe healing. 

She will be very sore, even for a few weeks, but then this Master will ensure she only wares pure cotton panties, she will be required in future under Masters strict orders, to change her cotton underwear , twice daily, she must clean the vaginal area as often as possible, certainly once or twice a day with antibacterial soap, in the early weeks avoid touching her piercing's, and she will thus leave it heal properly for about six to eight weeks.

When Master is certain of her full recovery, her vagina will be once again receptive to sustained multi-orgasms, but she will enjoy a new treat, as Master will pass electric shocks through her rings, and the clitoris ring will get the most of the electric power and treatment,  she already screams the loudest in multi-orgasm than Masters other submissive's, now she will scream far longer and much louder.

Master will thus purchase extra powerful ear plugs.

Finally this Master has a vast mail box of unanswered messages, they will be replied to, one and all, in time.

Master will endeavour to write, but is not taking on any more submissive women for training, certainly for this year.

Master hopes you are enjoying the rain of volcanic dust, star dust in reality, it has covered most of the UK and all those that dwell on its pleasant green lands, Master likes volcano's, just like a woman's vagina in spasm when she is spurting in exotic agony, her sexual fluids gushing out , screaming in exotic pain, yes Master likes volcano's very much.

What is interesting, women are also like volcano's, in later years they can be more active than in youth, Master had a submissive visit when he was in the Caribbean, in her late 50's, she orgasmed 50 times a day, that may not seem true, but indeed it was. She was soaking wet constantly as Master requires his submissive's vaginas to be, she new,  Masters strict and demanding ways from several decades of training by him, earlier and she was totally compliant. So compliant that she insisted on paying for the extended tour and with her excellent contacts extending our stay by re-scheduling our UK flights.This appreciation from her, was very much appreciated as these tours are so very expensive, so this older woman has real class, and an unbelievable sexual appetite, she writes me daily for more training, will travel to the UK, I mention this so that those who follow me understand that a woman's sexual appetite has no boundary. She can be BBW, even SSBBW , thin, short or tall, or very mature, but many suffer that tweaking between their legs that only a Master can sort, this goes beyond vanilla, married's or common sexual intercourse with a yawn.

Vanilla and Married women will never achieve this level of sexual release and pleasure,  that is why they make their male partners life just hell on earth, unreasonable behaviour to the male species, I love this as most men are pussy whipped in the UK, I love it so much as I whip the pussy, click my fingers and the woman comes to heel, silent, compliant and attentive. Failure to obey , she will be history and her sexual release is all over.

Vaginal douching has been of a great concern for me, as a Master with health-care concerns, for those submissive women who serve me.

During my many years of caring for women,training, directing , correcting and controlling these complicated creatures, I have found that many douche on a regular basis. Usually to present themselves to me, their Master, clean and sweet smelling at time of their menstrual periods. 

I have informed my females, during my recent extended Caribbean escapade, of the reasons not to douche, and as the periods of two of my girls matched dates exactly it gave me an opportunity to explain my view, as they do not escape training during their flows.

Vaginal infections can be eliminated by its cessation. My purpose in writing this article is to educate and support women, who follow my ways, thus I can explain the situation with regard to this needless practice.

Vaginal douching is a centuries-old practice that is still done today, by many women.

The most common reason for its use is hygiene.

It is being done by more than sixty-seven million women in the U. S.

It goes back to the time of Hippocrates when douching was the only means of cleansing the pelvic cavity due to lack of medications, such as antibiotics.

Only physicians and nurses, and I guess Masters,  were to perform vaginal douching when absolutely necessary.

Through time, it was determined that vaginal douching was an ineffective method for vaginal cleansing.

This practice has been done by many ethnic groups following sexual intercourse and/or after completion of the menstrual cycle.

Many devices were invented to continue with this so-called form of feminine hygiene. Multiple solutions were developed, vinegar and water being the most common one.

The healthy, normally developed vagina is self-cleansing. Daily, the feminine public continues to be subject to wide-spread false advertising which emphasizes the need for douching in order to attain the ultimate in feminine charm and freshness.

These ads seen in women's magazines and on television foster, especially among the ill-informed, a primitive attitude toward the vagina.

This is a potential threat to female sexuality, suggesting that it is a dirty place.

During the 1920's through the 1940's douche adverts were seen in popular women's magazines such as Cosmopolitan, and McCalls.

These douche solutions carried such names as Lysol, Sterizol, and Zonite.

The so-called disinfectants destroyed the normal bacteria in the vagina.

Today, we still have douche products on the market such as Massengill and Summer's Eve. It is unfortunate that these products exist. They are taking money and time from women by emphasizing their use and benefits.

Vaginal douching has many risks. Actually, what is does is wash away the normal bacteria that are friendly.

Lactobacilli give off a natural form of hydrogen peroxide that keeps the vaginal pH balance more acidic. Thus, the bacteria that can lead to serious concerns do not get the chance to grow and multiply into the upper reproductive tract.

Many studies have been done in regard to the risk factors that are associated with vaginal douching. Among them are sexually transmitted diseases, tub al pregnancy, inability to become pregnant and, possibly, cervical cancer.

Through education and communication, my hope, as the Master that I am, is that such a senseless activity be stopped, that the vaginal health in women improves and that the risk factors be reduced. My wish is that the commercial douching products come down off the shelves when women no longer purchase them.

Thus this Masters submissive's are no longer permitted to douche their vagina.

THIS MASTER HAS REPLIED TO OVER A DOZEN SO CALLED SUBS , WHO HAVE MESSAGED ME THIS WEEK, AGED BETWEEN 25 YEARS AND 40 YEARS.

ALL TALKING ABOUT OWNERSHIP 24/7 AND A VANILLA LIFE.

MASTERS DO NOT MARRY YOU, WE MAKE YOU A SLAVE, NO RIGHTS TO ANYTHING.

BEHAVE UNDERSTAND WHAT THIS IS ALL ABOUT, YOU SERVE AND ACCEPT BEING A SLAVE, THAT IS ALL.

A GOOD MASTER HAS MANY SLAVES, THAT IS ALL.

A FEW YEARS BACK THIS MASTER CARED TO TRAIN FOR A PERIOD A VERY DEMANDING SO CALLED SLAVE TO HER HUSBAND MASTER.

THIS WAS BEFORE THE INTERNET DAYS, I DO NOT CHOOSE TO REVEAL HOW WE MET.

I WILL CUT THE LENGTHY CHASE, THE HUSBAND WANTED TO SEE THIS MASTER ABUSE HIS WIFE, THIS MASTER DOES NOT ABUSE, HE CORRECTS AND TRAINS.

AFTER ALMOST ONE YEAR, NEGOTIATIONS, MASTER TOOK THE SUB WIFE FOR A FIRST TRAINING SESSION, SHE PERFORMED EXCELLENTLY, AND SCREAMED LOUDER IN ORGASM THAN I HAD EVER HEARD BACK IN THOSE DAYS.

6 OR 8 SESSIONS DOWN THE LINE, ANOTHER YEAR, AND THE MASTER THIS SUBS HUSBAND WAS COMPLAINING THAT THE SEX, FOR HIM,  WAS NO GOOD, ALL SHE CRAVED WAS HER SESSIONS WITH THIS MASTER, THIS MASTER, I,  HAD NOT HAD ANY SEX WITH THIS SUB, SHE WAS MY SUBMISSIVE AND I COULD TAKE HER ANYTIME, IF I WANTED, I DID NOT WANT AT THIS STAGE, TO HAVE SEX WITH HER, THAT SUBMISSION IS IN A DIFFERENT LEVEL.

OFTEN HUSBANDS WHO CARE TO SHARE THEIR WIFE, WHO THEY THINK, I REPEAT THINK IS A SUB TO THEM, WITH A MASTER AS I, MAKE ONE MISTAKE, A TRUE MASTERS SUB IS ADICTED, A WIFE OFTEN IS NOT, SHE HAS TO MUCH POWER IN VANILLA, THIS MASTERS SUBS HAVE NO POWER, NO SAY EVEN.

I MAY ONE DAY ENGAGE WITH SUCH A COUPLE AGAIN, ON THIS OCCASION, I WILL GIVE THE HUSBAND MASTER MORE SUPPORT THAN HIS FEMALE WIFE SUB, AND THE RESULT WILL BE MUCH MORE DIFFERENT TO THE RESULT I WITNESSED MANY YEARS AGO, IT IS SO STRANGE MY SUB IN THOSE FAR OFF DAYS , WENT ON TO BECOME A PROFFESSIONAL MISTRESS, IS VERY HAPPY AND VERY WEALTHY THESE DAYS, SPEAKS WITH ME OFTEN,

THE MORAL OF THIS STORY, BEWARE OF YOUR DREAMS , AND SLUMBER ASPIRATIONS, ONE DAY IT MAY ALL TURN INTO REALITY.

SUCH A COUPLE AGAIN, THIS MASTER IS CURIOUS TO MEET,

HAPPY DAYS,

THIS MASTER FLYS INTO UK TOMORROW, WITH HIS 4 WONDERFUL SUBS, WHO HAVE SPENT THE LAST 16 DAYS NAKED IN THE SUN BEING TRAINED TO PERFECTION.


THIS MASTER HAS SEVERAL HUNDRED E-MAIL MESSAGES, IT WILL TAKE SEVERAL WEEKS TO RESPOND, BUT A FEW OF MASTERS ANTICS WILL BE POSTED ON THIS JOURNAL.



MASTERS 32 YEAR OLD WAS QUITE NAUGHTY, TRAINED BADLY, SHE WILL BE VAGINAL PIERCED FOR CHASTITY BEFORE NEW YEAR, AND HER CLITORIS RINGED.


MASTERS TWO MATURE SUBS A MARRIED COUPLE PERFORMED BETTER THAN LAST YEAR, THE MALE WAS IN PERMANENT CHASTITY, A HEAVY METAL DEVICE THAT REFLECTED THE GLARE OF THE HOT SUN AND GOT RED HOT, THAT BURNT ON OCCASSION.

THE SUB WIFES SCREAMED IN ORGASM FOR HOURS, THAT WOULD WAKE THE OCCUPANTS IN A VILLA 2 MILES AWAY, BEING NOSEY, THE DOGS SOON SAW THEM OFF.

FINALLY MASTERS 23 YEAR OLD, SERVED SO WELL, HER FIRST YEAR IN MASTERS SERVICE, 
ORGASMED WELL ON DEMAND AND CONDUCTED HER ORGASM CONTROL TO A VERY HIGH STANDARD, MASTER WAS PLEASED.

MASTER HAS SMOKED TO MANY HAVANAS IN CONTENTMENT, BUT IS AS TANNED AS HIS SUBS, PLENTY OF VITAMIN D MAKES SUBS VERY HEALTHY.

EACH SUB CONSUMED 3 LITRES OF WATER DAILY, 5 LITRES WHEN BEING PUNISHED, ALL SUBS HAVE SHED WEIGHT, FROM HALF A STONE  TO THREE QUARTERS, MASTER JUST A LITTLE.


NICE FLIGHT EXPECTED TOMORROW, BACK TO WHAT SEEMS A VERY DISMAL UK, WINDY AND RAIN I GUESS.


MASTER WILL WRITE NEXT WEEK, SOME INTERESTING TECNIQUES WERE EXPLORED.

This Master has been asked about ?Reiki?, and as he has a BBW sub in waiting, a tiresome future sub who is taking far to long in preparation before initiation, putting on several pound of weight a week because she is on prescribed steroids, and this Master has two old established historical BBW subs, who Master is helping control weight gain.

Of couse the former, not the latter sub has better options, because once in Masters regular control, and training, he will insist she loses weight. She will be given tasks and exercises, and if she does not carry out these tasks to the 100% satisfaction of this Master, she will be punished.

She will be exercised as a dog, a bitch dog, leashed and collared and will expect no mercy from Master, be it he is far to fair and understanding of BBW women, he understands them as they do not understand themselves, often highly sexed, Master can control these wanton demands into an energy that will help them be compliant in Master weight loss programme for them.

Reiki is a force that Master exercises amongst many others, Reika was a man, no God or spiritual being, In April 1922, Usui moved to Tokyo and founded the Usui Reiki Ryoho Gakkai, Usui Reiki Healing Society, Usui taught over 2000 students to use Reiki. Sixteen of his students continued their training to reach the Shinpiden level, equivalent to the Western 3^rd Degree, yes a Masters Level, so a Master can be a Master in other fraternities, I am in many. Interestingly as sad as it may be Usui died in 1926 , just four years in Toyko yet he achieved so much in that short time.

Usui Reiki  as indeed is this Master , was an admirer of the literary works of  Emporor Meiji, and, in the process of developing his Reiki system, summarised some of the emperor's works into a set of ethical principles, which later became known as the Reiki Principles. This is known as "GOKAI" in Japanese, Many Reiki teachers and practitioners aim to abide by these five principles,one translation of which is:

The secret method of inviting good fortune.

The marvelous medicine for all sickness

Just for today:

Do not be angry

Do not worry

Be grateful

Work with integrity

Be kind to others and to yourself.

Every morning and every night, sit in the Gassho position, that is hands held palm-to-palm, and speak these words out loud in your heart.

For the evolution of body and soul, Usui Reiki Ryoho"Mikao Usui, the founder?

As the Master that I am, meditation is so important, but my meditation takes the form of relaxing peacefully , on occasion with a nice quality pure Havana cigar, this is my ?Gassho position? I am enjoying this , my experience, when I have had one or more of my subs, in intensive training, and she or they are spent, orgasmed out of their sub space minds and sleeping like babies, so were does ?Reiki?, form part of this Masters ritual, I will explain, when a sub in particular a BBW sub is naked, prostrate , restrained on Masters altar, part of Masters ritual of pain and pleasure is to examine his property, Masters fingers delve deep into fat tissues, and lift , measure and examine, women carry fat in all sort of places, under their arms, inside their breasts, do not be mistaken that breasts are not carrying unhealthy fat, a lot of fat inner upper thighs, lower abdomen, often in the vaginal area, that can make their sexual experiences greater, as the fat makes the organs more restricted and sensitive to intrusion.

This Master may spend an hour identifying fat, and his sub well restrained in her most vulnerable position, legs wide apart , will have to explain, why her inner upper top thigh as developed more fat since last inspection, and Master will be far from happy. If she is being exercised and in diet as part of her training, she will be punished. If Master says that his sub will lose weight, she will, and by the amount he demands, not what she ,his sub, wants or thinks she can lose, but back to Reiki, when this Master places his hand flat on his subs abdomen, with minimal pressure, the sub will feel the fat that lays beneath her Masters hand , as if it is a pad of foam, stuck to her body, Master will say quietly  ?can you feel this?  ?Master wants some natural fat, but not all this disgusing mass? ?are you ashamed that you carry this , that disgusts you, yet disgusts your Master more? ?are you ashamed that you offend Master with this , that disgusts him?  Master will explain how she must improve, if she has imnproved last inspection, as subs usually do, there will be no punishment, failure to improve, is quite an unpleasant punishment that focuses the mind in the future.

The ?Reiki?,force is anticipated and enjoyed by the sub, as she feels Masters hands disolving her fat,  as if butter on a hot plate, the brain is engaged, and she feels immediate benefit and this assists her difficulyt task.

This Master monitors his subs body, he may require her to lose 1 stone in a year, believe it or not that is sufficient once a SSBBW or BBW can engage, in her training, she is improving, her weight is under control. This Master may make his sub lose 1 stone in a month, but master knows from examination that she can, with the correct mental attitude, achieve. All boundaries have to be pushed to the subs limit, but you can not go beyond, if this Master demands weight loss, it happens, on occasion Master demands weight increase, this has happened this year, with Masters younger sub, who has historically abused her own body, she was 8lb under what Master deems healthy for her height and body frame, it has taken this Master 6 months to achieve this, and she is now perfect, she is not permitted to gain or lose weight whilst in this Masters care and control, her added beauty is unbelievable, she has a perfect body frame, and she turns not only the heads of Men, but Women also, and many of this Masters Lesbian friends and associates dream about this girl, but on this Masters watch, she is safe and fully protected , but not a slave or a prisoner , a free spirit totally controlled by this Master as indeed all Masters subs are.

REIKI explained as this Master,  learnt this art, as indeed he was taught many others of greater importance, in this Masters opinion and from his experience.

THIS MASTER REPRODUCES AN E-MAIL THAT WAS RECEIVED TODAY FROM ONE WHO SAYS SHE IS A SWEET LADY, INDEED THE NICEST PERSON IN THE WORLD, I DID NOT WRITE TO HER, CONTACT HER, VIEW HER PROFILE, SHE WAS A TOTALLY UNKNOWN LADY, WHO WROTE TO ME.

I HAVE REPRODUCED HER MESSAGE EXACTLY AS SENT, NOTHING ADDED, NOTHING REMOVED AND THUS I HAVE ADDED MY TWO REPLIES, EXACTLY AS I HAVE SENT THEM TO THIS LADY.

THIS MATTER IS NOW CLOSED, MY RIGHT OF REPLY SENT,  

FROM   http://www.collarme.com/personals/v/679224/details.htm href="http://www.collarme.com/personals/v/679224/details.htm">ohhhh2callyouSir

DATE  11/3/09 0:59 AM

You're a moron. Your recent journal entry shows you to be a total wanker. You most likely have a submissive profile on here too and you wank to the Domme Fems, too.


Yuck......Why do people like you even join this site? It's such a shame. This place used to rock.


Don't write back.

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THIS MASTERS  REPLY

DATE  11/3/09 1:09 AM

Young Lady,

Define a Moron, could it be a derivative of Eugenics.

It is so sad that you write in this manner, your breeding does not reflect such sadness.

MR

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THIS MASTERS SECOND REPLY

DATE  11/3/09 1:15 AM

YOUNG LADY,

YOU SAY IN YOUR JOURNAL MESSAGES IN SUCH A SWEET WAY,

I'm the nicest person in the world, and sometimes peoples' words on here in their emails are quite hurtful. If you have the urge to go off on someone in an email, maybe take a moment and realize that a real person is going to read your words, and be impacted by them, eh? Just a suggestion..


SADLY I CAN SAY NO MORE, PLEASE DO NOT WRITE TO PEOPLE THAT YOU DO NOT KNOW IN SUCH A RUDE WAY, I AM FORTUNATELY VERY AMUSED, YOU HAVE MUCH SPIRIT, PLEASE HOWEVER ANNOY SOMEONE ELSE.

MR

THIS MATTER IS NOW CLOSED, BUT I ENJOY SUCH PURE ENERGETIC WORDS.

?My Worshipful Master, Granter of my dreams?

WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD WE LIVE IN, WHEN ON A DISMAL TUESDAY YOU HAVE SPENT THE PREVIOUS DAY AND NIGHT THROUGH TO THE NEXT DAY DAWN, THIS VERY DAYS DAWN  WITH A NEW FRESH FEMALE SUB, WHO FOR THE LAST FEW MONTHS HAS BEEN PREPARED FOR HER FIRST SESSION WITH THIS MASTER, AND THE SESION AS GONE OFF IN SUCH A WONDERFUL WAY, LIFE CHANGING FOR THE SUB AND REWARDING FOR HER MASTER.

HER TASK COMMENCED AT 2-00PM YESTERDAY, AND SHE DEPARTED MASTERS CARE, EXHUASTED AND VERY TIRED, LATE AFTERNOON TODAY, BUT PROMISED HER MASTER A MESSAGE ONCE SHE ARRIVED HOME SAFE, AND NOW AS MASTERS SUB, SHE KNOWS THAT SHE WILL NEVER BREAK A PROMISE, TO HER MASTER,  NO MATTER WHAT.

SHE WROTE

My Worshipful Master, Granter of my dreams, this morning, my eyes opened as soon as the sun shone through the window and announced that night had turned to day, and I took a deep breath , savouring that last moment of rest before the Masters world started all over again. I smiled to myself, still halfway between sleep and consciousness as I wriggled my toes and felt tight ankle restraints still very secure to them. I felt you, My Master,  stir from slumber, was it my chains that had woken my Master, I propped myself up on one elbow, I was free, not secure and  looking down at my feet, they were not attached to the anchor points.

The soft clinking of the chain that connected my collar,  to Masters  slave rings told me that this was Masters wake up call, and this is why you were rousting from your slumber and I had to smile, a very contented smile, even Masters sleep.

I was now awake and brushed a strand of  hair from my, eyes, not moving, knowing that I was at the end of your chain and had felt the pull of the chain on my throat with the collar.

I smile at you Master and saw that sleepy faraway look in your eye as you smiled softly and sternly  at me, without words, your eyes speaking to me. I had took the position of a natural slave without even needing to be commanded , laying on my left side facing you, my right knee bent and laying in front of my left, both of my toes pointed, arching and allowing for admiration or inspection of my toned and tightly muscles calve. I knew I was a natural slave when I  took positions known only to a slave in her heart. Defiantly and proudly, I looked  at you Master, a small smile curling my lips, I was and am a  proud, girl Master, you established that immediately I submitted and that was so wonderful for me..

I as a slave girl, to you Master,  I should be proud, and I am proud, knowing I am sensual and sexual and pleasing for you Master, in all ways. I am a woman and take pride in that, and my look of contentment in my eyes tells all.

Without a word, Master you  reached down and unlocked the chain that connects me to the slave ring. Master you then  ran fingers and hands lightly over my slave flesh, jumping already in the heat from your touch. My full thighs tighten as your hands rush past them and you start to open my legs, I immediately remembered and I assist your assertiveness by opening my legs as wide as they will go, I remembered that I had not been commanded to close them.

Master, your  fingers slip between my wide open  thighs and run lightly between my already dew moistened vaginal lips, soaking up and getting saturated by the second. I feel my very own  gasp and hear my own  whimper deep in my collared throat and feel my own nostrils flare as you Master  touch my responding vaginal lips, sweetly, finger lightly kissed with my juices. I can feel my body responding already to the lightest touch and I know that you Master have trained me well.

I move restlessly but Master you do not release my lips as I taste your sweetness, your finger kissing my vagina and clitoris  and I am sucking air, as if breathless and I am demanding to breathe, I yield Master  readily for you are my Master.

Master,you say to me sternly, ?you are not wanting to orgasm again are you, you were permitted orgasms last night for controlling orgasms during the day, can you remember how many orgasms you were permitted and how many you took?

I answer, now very aroused and very awake, I also had a need to Pee, ?Master did I orgasm 26 times, and was I permitted about 20 orgasms.?

Master, you say to me sternly, ?you orgasmed 8 times when not permitted in early session, that was 8 illegal orgasmic pleasures taken, you accepted your correctional punishment well, you continued to orgasm without permission, and took another 7 can you not remember, you were a mess, you were not so good at taking additional punishments, so Master deferred these, and then commanded you to take orgasms as punishment orgasms, you took 12 before Master permitted you to sleep?

?So Master that is 27 orgasms yesterday, and only 12 permitted, I beg Master to forgive me, I will please Master and take with pride any punishments that Master needs me to take? I cried and begged.

Master you,  then released my collar chain and said  ?strip off that collar , and your body restraints, get into that bath for an hour, make yourself smell sweet and fresh, use the rest of the Badidas, you smell of stale female sex, female sweat, that does not please Master.

I thought to myself Master, as I got into the hot bath, and soaked in your oils and the Badidas, that only a few months ago, I could not have coped with anyone saying to me, ?you smell of stale female sex, female sweat,? and I reflected on yesterday when I submitted to you, and gave up all control, the very split second your lock clicked on my chains, I had a mental orgasm, that is one that Master had not counted. I was upset however with the harsh words, I sulked as I soaked.

I was not frightened Master, I trusted you so much, I wanted you to hurt me, cleanse me, and I wanted you to do really terrible things to me. My mind soon settled down, when I felt all manner of pain, stinging sensations, at one stage it felt as if you had got my clitoris in a vice, something squeezed it so painfully and once it was released it felt orgasmic. You talked about my ovaries and I felt them vibrate, I am sure something was slid into my womb, I checked my self tonight ,when I arrived home, and I am sore, have a red vagina, but no marks or no harm, and I feel so good, never can I remember feeling so good, but I can hardly keep awake writing this massage to you Master, but I know that I must.

My bottom is a bit tingly, red and sore, but I can not believe after all I suffered, now I think enjoyed, you Master have made no real marks, I touch the sensual oils and creams you rubbed on my bottom many times and my sore vagina is silky smooth, I feel aroused as I write, but I am past having another orgasm, I am as you said Master truly spent.

As I bathed, I was amazed how you introduced sensations in such an exotic and orgasmic way, hot and cold, fast and slow, up and down, nice and nasty,  high and low, rough and smooth, hard and soft, pleasure and pain, loud and quiet, my mind could not cope with all the strange feelings, tight and loose, big and small, all the sensations combined with aromatic incense and strange erotic smells, even these were sweet and sour, strong and mild, strong and weak, even as you massaged me in some strange places my head was full of water, I was awash with sensation.

The humiliation I found terrible, so personal , disgusting but erotic, so kinky it boarders on filthy, but you have demonstrated to me , Master that I am filthy, I have  a filthy disgusting  mind, so to be made to,  wallow in my own filth of mind, is what I deserve. I can not even write about the humiliation, and the tasks I had to endure , every day on a daily basis, prior to session were really unbelievable and disgusted me every day, I even got punished for the humiliation I suffered, that I found quite mentally difficult, the punishment took my mind of the ordeal that I had suffered a whole week prior to my session, the chastity was so difficult but the add on humiliation was almost impossible. What this sub, my  Worshipful Master,  discovered was that the chastity made me so randy that I was able to accept my disgusting task, prior to my first ritual,  and by the session date I was randy at the thought of my degradation, the task had become so exciting, it was filthy and kinky and I loved it, I understood why you are such a wise Master.

My bathing was over, day two of my session was to begin, I was no longer tired, I was excited. Master shouted to attend, and I ran to him wet and naked , straight from the bath, he said ?dry yourself and clean up that mess on the floor?  ? I was standing in a pool of Badidas  bath water mixed with Masters essential oils.

Ten minutes later, I am collared, in chains and in restraint, naked and spread eagle, my body stretched like I had not imagined, far tighter than yesterday or so it seemed.

Master,  moved his hand and started to pinch my nipples. I felt my pussy wanting to explode as I tried to wiggle myself discreetly against the chain link. Masters, touch was suddenly the most incredible feeling my body had ever had. Master,  was pinching softly, as I stifled a moan. Master,  continued to pinch applying more pressure as he began to twist and tug on them, making them hurt with a passion but, feeling so wonderful. Master,  continued to pinch my nipples pulling on them and then letting go. The pain was shooting through me every time Master,  gripped down on them. I felt a desperate wanting in my pussy. As I wiggled against the chains again and wondered how I was going to get through this delicious agony, all I could think about was this was driving me insane.

Master,  pulled out a set of nipple clamps from the strange medical silver case . I started to squirm, not really sure if I was ready for that much pain. "Its ok," Master, said tenderly, "You'll be fine." He attached one to my right nipple. I bit down on my lower lip, knowing better than to cry out, although I felt my eyes moistening. The pain was pretty intense and I didn't think I could handle anymore as he grabbed my left nipple and attached the other clamp there, causing my eyes to really start welling up as one tear escaped and slid slowly down my cheek, yet at the same time, the sensation coursing through my body was most incredible.

'How can this much pain cause so much pleasure?' I wondered to myself. I felt on the verge of a very intense orgasm and had to fight with everything I had not to let myself cum. Master, would not be pleased with me if I came without his permission again. 'How am I supposed to stop myself from cumming?' I wondered.

"Hmmm, I think you are enjoying this," Master,  stated casually as he attached a little chain between the nipple clamps and attached that chain to the chain that was linked between my ankle cuffs, the chain lay between my vagina lips, and an extension to my collared chain, so now any movement that I made  would stimulate my clit, that would simultaneously tug at the clamps causing them to further bite into my tender nipples. This contraption along with the awkwardness of the very strange plug or device in my anus was overwhelming, now Master looked down on me and said, ?I must shower, a clean sub needs a clean Master to train her, and Master departed.

I lay there and it hurt, Master, I could hear you in the shower, what seemed like eternity, you came back, you were in a martial art apparel, but not white but black, and your fragrance filled the air, your wore your fearsome black shades, and I melted, I was your sub, I wanted you to do anything you wanted, take me Master, I begged in my mind.

Master I must finish writing, I am exhausted, I beg you forgiveness, can I sleep now, I am totally spent as you said I would be, I will be your sub for ever, please Master make me a slave, I so desperately need to serve, thank you for my first session, I will never forget this session, until the day I leave this planet.

This Master was pleased with this sub, a little stuck up snob that had become the sweetest woman sub any Master could have, as a Master of many decades, it is not often you see such a dramatic change in a woman sub, she really was beautiful. She had gone home so very tired, and bless her, she wrote that which I have just copied in this journal, so as tired as this Master is, This Master decided to write a journal entry, be it that I have a score or more followers waiting for my latest journal entry.

Master is kind, this sub lives over 100 miles from Master, she drove to session yesterday, I gave her permission, today I made her leave her car, and this Master arranged a Taxi to take her home, an expense that had to be met by Master, she has to be home for her employment, but need not start until Lunch time, tomorrow, so I think 12 hours sleep may suffice. Master will make arrangement to get her car home, in the next few days, so Master is very kind.

So this Master has decided to continue the story thus so far, that the sub started and could not finish, She mentioned little about yesterdays ritual, she suffered several hours of humiliation, and many hours of restraint, and took her training really well, she was punished but Master was kind, she is a new sub, with little experience so the punishments administered  hurt her brain, more than it hurt her body, Masters way.

This Master thus had a nice comfortable hot shower, Masters sub lay waiting in anticipation some 30 minutes, fully restrained , naked and spread eagle positioned.

Her nipples were very uncomfortable , Master thus released the clips and her nipples were free.

Master ran a drizzle of aromatic oil from her neck to her vagina, and with his finger zig zagged down her body to her clitoris, My hand thus slips from her clit and she  whimpers, the embers were ignited and then left to their own accord. My sweet subs eyes turn to mine pleading for use, but I do not respond to her, why should I she is a sub in strict training.

Her randy desires are of no account to me. I see her hips flex trying to stimulate her clit and the sensitive slave flesh there and I smile at her helpless attempts, pulling at her  bonds,  running the palms of my hands softly up her hips, feather soft movement over her body. My subs body responds, begging, aching, for more touch, for more.

The slave girl, as she feels she is,  needs more. Master thus continues on. Her eyes respond to me, she can feel her very own fires burning hotter as she can  see the desire in my eyes, that are only a reflection of her own through the mirror effect of my dark shades.

I am driving her on. My hands move up her sides, leaving a hot trail of slave flesh, her  body jumps to mine in response. She can not  help it, she is a restrained and secure slave girl and must yield, must give in, must totally submit, and now not permitted to orgasm, so must obey. She whimpers now, not able to control it any longer, her softness and meekness under my unique and demanding style of domination.
 
Her breasts lift to my hands, she strains against her chains,  as I find the soft flesh there, her eyes ablaze, she whimpers regular now. She thus , pushes her breasts up in agonizing plea to be touched, to be kneaded, to be used, to be abused, and the chains chink as she strains against there hold. ?You are my slave/sub  girl and beg for use, but at my very wicked whim and the way that I wish.? The palms of my hands find her  taut hard nipples and I run my palms over the nubs there and I saw as a whimper escapes from her now, her nipples are very sore, red and swollen from the removed clamps, yet her  very dry throat and her restrained body jumps to my light touch. Slowly I trail fingers and hands over her full breasts. I assess them openly and brazenly; the look in her eyes begs me to find her pleasing, I will most certainly or you will be erotically beat and punished for it, she already knows and craves it. The heat of her  panting breasts seeps into me as my hands enclose on the flesh and she then does sigh in pleasure as my strong hands knead the pliable flesh there, the softness moving feeling in my hands. Her back is arched and I can see a light sheen of sweat on her fresh bathed body. Not even used by Master this day, in any way yet and you sweat, from the sheer effort it takes to remain motionless as your Master requires.
 
I smile at this and I finally take her very sore and very painful nipples between my fingers. She lets out a gasp as I roughly pull on them, showing the tender slave flesh no mercy. The tightened hard buds are stiff between my fingers, being rolled between them, the sensations shooting down to her very wet pussy, in Masters supreme words her vagina, her hips bucking helplessly at the need that is smouldering in her restrained slave belly and  her quivering soaking wet and very desperate vagina.  
 
?Master,? you whisper in a quiet plea, but that is all you will allow yourself to say.

I silently continue working on her pert and fresh  breasts, her nipples rolled and pinched between my fingers. The sweet pain shooting through her, I see your body shake, the helpless slave flesh responding to your very Master?s touch. I pull up on her  nipples and she does whimper at the sensation and pain and I sneer at her, for she is only a mere slave. Her wide  eyes are open and staring at mine, be they are her own reflection in Masters shades, hot with passion and glazed with need, silent pleas resound from her hazel green orbs and I simply look on her. She see?s no response, no kindness, no compassion from me and she throws her   head to the side, such a beautiful sight, her hair flying past her and I chuckle at this. The natural slave moves. She is far more compliant than yesterday, she is absorbing her training, she is showing superb female sexual beauty, she is holding really well her orgasm for her Master, she had a little unpleasant control punishment yesterday, and Master is quite sure she is focused on that, he can see her vagina lips as if in convulsions, she is really on the edge and holding the orgasm tight inside her, this Master is very pleased.

Masters sub was straining at her chains, her feet secured with her legs wide apart, she was actually trying in vain to put her knees together, impossible put the action to close her legs or knees was intense, she was actually straining, ?Relax and Spread your knees,? I order, curtly and she instantly responded, she had actually moved her knees by an inch, but now she stopped straining, so perfectly conditioned she was. Master made sure she understood that like her legs and feet wide apart, Her knees were also fully parted and open and I looked upon her very sex; my sex; the sex that I own and I am rewarded with the scent of her need, heavy in the air. Just the scent alone is enough to fill Masters temple. Without taking my eyes off of her sweet soaking wet vagina , my hands remain on her firm breasts, working her nipples, pinching the hard yet tender flesh between my fingers, rolling them, and working them well, as only real submissive restrained slave sore red nipples can be worked.

This Masters  eyes never leave her really wet vagina, her knees open wide, as wide as her body permits, so vulnerable to Masters trained touch, and that vulnerability drives her agonising  need even deeper, I can see her muscles contracting and the quivering of her skin. ?You?re a fully open, restrained slave girl to her Master and you know it, and you relish it.? This Master whispers? I can feel it in your body with every electric touch I make and in your body, as it convulses?. ?Your moistened yet really soaking wet vagina lips are open and waiting for me, shaking as if jelly,  like petals of a flower with a soft shine of sticky reflective juices all over them, ready to lubricate that which your Master wishes to insert in to that hungry orifice? she listens as Master talks, and she whimpers and pants.  ?I am taking my time; you know it; you fight it, wishing for fulfilment ; yet you relish the control, the mastery, and the fact that Master has demanded that you do not orgasm, you must not cum, Master forbids it.? My words ,make her eyes roll back and she is now panting to stop the reaction of orgasm.

Slowing and with feather soft motion, Masters hand slides down her belly past her  navel and lingers at her slave belly where the fire is lit. Her hips buck upwards in natural unbidden motion, the desperate act of a slave girl in need. I growl and chuckle, and with Masters other hand locate her nipple and squeeze it hard, then harder, tweaking  at it and rolling  it, using strong fingers to pull it away from her breast, pulling her whole breast upward. She thus does gasp at the emotion and finally my hand slides down to her vagina and she whimper feeling my touch. As that hand is thus joined by the hand that had been massaging tummy butterflys. Master is rewarded by the slickness of her copious amounts of  juices, her vagina is already well oiled and ready for Masters instruments. Lightly Master runs his finger down between her vagina lips and Master hears her whimper and moan, her hips moving and gyrating to meet me, her Master, but so restrained, Master thus then quickly moves his finger up to her clit and I , her Master feel the engorged flesh there. Master is now engaging the clitoris and his other finger inserts without any resistance her unbelievably soaking wet vagina  and that fingers locates her G.spot, a few gentle circular motions and his sub slave girl is having convulsions, panting and now quiet screechy squealing noises, ? Master I beg, I beg , I beg, I beg, anything you want Master, please Master let me, let me please, Master please, please?

Master is pleased, this sub has realised Masters true title ?Master? she is showing respect, indeed she did the same yesterday when she entered her Masters controlled custody, she has been excellent in her first session with Master, she is going to be a very good long term sub, definitely now female slave material.

?Master!? she exclaims in desperation, her eyes wide, her face flushed, all of her skin reddened with need. I smile down at her silently and lock my eyes onto hers as I leisurely massage her clit, small circles around the hardened nub, the g spot is also being responsive, she was  flooding Masters altar with her juices, almost as if her bladder had emptied . She is a sub/slave and cannot control her reactions and I smile at this; what man would not want a writhing woman under his touch? She continues to whimper and make small guttural noises deep in her throat as her hips buck upwards as if her clit is fucking my finger, indeed at one stage it was. I see her stomach tightening and loosening in reaction to my fingers, her thigh muscles flexing also showing me her toned womanhood.

?Master please!? she did beg as I can see she is close to her release, her control will soon be lost, what a naughty girl she will be, but she holds back knowing that she will be punished, to cum, that she is now so desperate to do, out of her mind, lust crazed, and now ready to yield, to her own SELFISH sexuality,  not to her Master.

Soon she will, like all female subs, put her own sexual lust and needs before her Master, oh yes Master I worship you, but I can not control my cum for you Master, oh no, indeed her own selfish and demanding sexual needs, should  need to receive Masters permission, and thus, it is not being given, so soon she will disobey, show her selfish ways, and her need for Masters serious sexual control techniques to help focus her naughty mind, and no matter how severe her punishment, she will offend, her need to cum to please her selfish sexual ways outweighs her respect for her Master.

Often Master has to engage a chastity device to focus these subs, they just can not control their sexual ways , I thus continue to fondle her , fingers on her clit pinching and rubbing it hard in small circles the engorged flesh captured between my fingers. ?Please, Master, I beg you. Please! Please! Please!? her cries become more desperate and wanton, more needful, more urgent as she feels herself slipping over the edge, she holds her breath in an attempt to stop the onslaught of powerful sensations she is feeling, her whole body rigid waiting to explode in yielding to her Master, if only he would give her permission. Her eyes clamp shut and then open, wildly looking up at Master, Her eyes crying and begging her sexual release, but she see?s no emotion, no reaction. I continue to look into her eyes, relaxed and calm, enjoying the sight of her sexual suffering.
 
?Does this slave girl wish to yield?? I ask relaxing, my fingers working her clit, dropping it lower to run between slick vaginal lips and then back to her very slippery clit,  fingering it hard, and then soft, slow and then fast, interchanging the rhythm as her wild eyes look into mine , reflecting her own , through the reflective lens, pleading.

?Yes, Master!? she chokingly  explains in desperate wanton need. ?I yield! I yield myself to you! I am yours Master! You own me! Please, I beg of you, let this slut of a lowly slave yield herself to you!? and she is now chanting ?master please? constantly. I the Master, that I am, continue to massage her clit, watching, then cracking a smile. ?No!? ?Definitely No? ?If you yield to Master, you obey Masters orders, that you can not cum?

She throws her head back, pulling against her restraints,  and growls and pants,  in raw frustration and I, the Master that I am,  merely chuckle at this, knowing she will not yield to me, without my permission to cum, she will yield to her own selfish sexual needs, all females do. Her chest rises and falls and she holds still in ragged repetition,  as she pants for breath, now covered from head to toe in her own sweat that mingles with Masters oils, from Masters massaging, then she is holding  her breath trying to maintain control, then breathing again. It only makes her lovelier, the movement of her large full breasts, nipples standing erect like mini penises, as I this Master, feel this sub/ slaves need in her vibrant clit about to explode, indeed is it exploding. Her gyrating hips meeting my strokes, they are  thrusting about in perfect animal need of the slave under her strict, Master?s touch.

I , the Master that I am, see tiny tears in her eyes and I know well at what point we are at. Yet, I the Master that I am, do not wish to let her yield, either to herself or to Master she has not been exercised enough yet, or endured enough sexual pain. She is driven onward by my silence, driven even deeper into her lustful now quite disgusting sexual need, bucking her hips wildly at me, yet it is only two fingers now, slickened by her vaginal self made  oil working her flesh. Masters wrist now, snaps back and forth working with ferocity, knowing what touching sets a sub like this  off. I know her body well, this Master can play it like a fiddle. Your eyes lock onto mine again and you whimper pleading, helplessly and a little piteously, the whimpering of a slave girl.

?Are you ready to yield?? This Master asks. ?To Master not your disgusting sexual needs, are you going to control yourself for Master,?  I do this knowing she will yield when I say she can yield, for her own pleasure, but this Master wants her to yield to her Masters strict sexual control, she must not orgasm, ?You are not in control of your sex, you only offer it up to me in perfect complete submission.? So who are you yielding to Master or your own sexual disgusting ways, Master knows the answer and will punish you soon, if you do not control and behave, ? ?You could no more stop yourself now than if you were a wild animal on heat, as in deed you are now on heat. You are past the point of coming back down. You are merely only holding on now for the permission to release. Begging me, you hold on with every last vestige of your sanity, knowing that it is I that dominate, it is I that allow you pleasure. You hold onto this. But you will be non compliant, soon you will disobey your Master, and Master will thus have to give you some correctional punishment?

Now Masters sub has lost it, those final words struck a cord, pressed her buttons,

?Yes! Yes! I yield! I promise to yield perfectly!? she is yelling, breathlessly, begging as a slave girl to release herself, to release her soul, to yield it all to her Master. ?I beg to be permitted to yield! I beg to give myself to you!? and now she gives me a string of ?Master please?

?Then yield like a slave girl,? I say softly with a smile. The words you speak setting your submission even deeper into stone, solidifying it by your own words. You yield yourself out of need and out of desire. Master wants you to yield to him, ?you must not cum?

The screaming echo?s Masters Temple,

Her eyes go wide and her whole body goes rigid as I , this Master, watch in satisfaction as she releases herself, a low rumble in her throat turns into a moan and then a squeal as she cum?s hard, she screams and screams, her thighs tightening on her restraints and she is trying to close her very securely opened legs, she wants Master to stop, she is screaming, Masters  hand held in place as it continues to rub her hardened clit, she is convulsing. Her entire body convulses hard and her eyes tighten shut as the orgasm goes on and on over time, in small waves as her world is turned inside out in ecstasy. The screaming turns to panting, and she starts screaming again. The sensation and the maddening pleasure of her orgasm taking complete control of her, she is lost in sub space , away on the clouds and screaming. She finally breathes and her eyes come open, small tears wetting her eyelids as she looks at Master piteously, whimpering low and still in need, and then she start all over gain, screaming. Master feel her inner thighs and inner vagina relax around my hand as she comes down after her long orgasm. I , the Master that I am, continue to lightly run my finger up and down over her clit and she whimpers even more, turning to tears,  as I continue to touch her swollen and wondrously sensitive clit now, but she knows that in restraint  that she can not  break position. She can only clamp her eyes shut and open them again, pleading at me silently, with small whimpers coming from her throat.

Now with eyes full of tears and crying, my sub just whispers, over and over again, ?Master? ooooooooh, ?Master?

It was after 11-00am and Master readjusted her restraints, and positions, massaged her limbs for circulation needs, and moistened her mouth with cold water, she was continuing to orgasm, she just constantly repeated as if in a trance, ?Master? ooooooooh, ?Master?

Master now tells his sub to stop whining, she can not, has not, controlled her orgasm, her head is fuzzy, all kinds of strange sensations are inside her, her clitoris is on fire, but strange tingling that stretches deep into her vagina, and Masters finger massaging the clitoris, as he speaks,  is making strange feeling occur, and Master continues to massage the clitoris, has he explains that she is about to receive a little correction and focus of her naughty ways, her inability to control her orgasm, when Master has forbidden it to be taken, must be taken seriously by the sub.

Master will thus punish the clitoris, and vagina for its naughty behaviour, the sub can only blame herself, she permitted the vagina to have its pleasure, now the vagina will experience a little discomfort. To help the sub focus attention will also be given to the nipples and her rose bud, and before the hour is out, the sub will regret being so disrespectful to her Master.

Master thus now stands over his sub, looks down on her through his dark shades , and inspects the ankle and wrist restraints, a little adjustment, needed as a little slackness has occurred with the chains, master runs his finger along the subs lips and pushes the finger gently onto her tongue. ? Enjoy the taste of your salty nectar, you have milked well, thus so far, for Master, and Master will continue to milk you vaginally throughout session, as we move on to your correctional training. Master will first start with enlarging your nipples, clitoris and vaginal area, this will make these areas sensitive for correction. Master is displeased with your efforts of orgasm control, and will add displeasure to your rose bud. Master will thus start to cup these sensitive little places, Cupping is an ancient Chinese method of causing local congestion. Master engages a partial vacuum, that  is created in cups placed on the skin that draws up the underlying tissues.  In your case, this will be clitoris and nipples to commence with. When the cup is left in place on the skin for a few minutes, blood stasis is formed and the Chinese will say localized healing takes place, but Masters way is very special as it is Masters Intensive Cupping therapy, that  has been further developed by Master, as a means to open the meridians of the body. Meridians are the conduits in the body through which energy flows to every part of the body and through every organ and tissue. So you thus now know, that Master is going to make the clitoris and nipples unbelievably sensitive. What are you humping your pelvic parts again for sub,? (Master thus slides his finger down her body, central from her mouth, to her navel to her vagina, and engages her clitoris again ) ? You dare continue to disobey, your cumming again sub, control your self immediately, Master warns you if you orgasm again, it will be far more serious,? ( Masters sub is now screaming, taking one after another orgasms, Masters words are so powerful, but the gag needs to be engaged, and when the screaming settles down a little, the gag is fitted, nice and comfortably )  ?that is better sub, master can continue to explain to you, your correction, and now that you have had these orgasms again, you are demonstrating a desperate need to have additional serious punishment. So to continue, Master is going to make your vagina and nipples ready for correctional punishment, nice and swollen and so very sensitive, but you will have no worry, you have a nice gag to bite onto, you will enjoy that, it is Master that has all the work. To continue master will cup your nerve centres and pulses in places, and two strong suction cups will suck at your skin, both sides of your labia, and one at the tip of your vagina about 5 cm above your what will be well swollen clitoris. After you have received correctional discipline, Master will turn you on your side, not face down, because Master will continue to drain your vagina by milking it, This Master has experienced over the last ten years that women secrete far more these days, that is because women orgasm more, play and masturbate more, so they secrete freely. Once Master has you on your side Master will thus engage, the five meridians on your back that, that when opened, allow invigorating energy to travel the whole length of your body. Master  has  found that cupping is probably the best way of opening these meridians. Cupping has also been found, following real medical research,  to affect the body,  up to four inches into the tissues, causing tissues to release toxins, activate the lymphatic system, clear colon blockages, help activate and clear the veins, arteries and capillaries, activate the skin, clear stretch marks, so many young girls have stretch marks, and in time, Master will work on your stretchmarks, sub xxxxx, with cupping, Masters oils, Masters massage, and they will ease, maybe disappear, certainly Cupping is the best deep-tissue massage available. Cupping is very useful to this Master and very safe and was  learnt by Master many years ago,  and incorporated into Masters practice. Master is of the opinion he has wasted his time explaining all this, because you are still taking orgasms. Master can not believe you would dare, in total and full restraint, vulnerable, be so naughty and troublesome?

Master thus then put on her mask and hoodwinked her, tightened her collar chain, and moved to the bottom of Masters altar, her legs wide open , her vagina fully exposed, Master put an extendable wedge between her knees,  the type that add an extra few inches to the exposed inner thighs, somewhat lift the buttocks , but prevent the sub pulling to hard against her ankle restraints as she tries to close her legs, of course the sub can not close them an inch.

Master puts a comfortable wedge now under the buttocks and lower back, this lifts the buttocks and fully exposes the subs rose bud. The sub shows no fear, she is still takes orgasms and to be extra cruel, Master slips a very special slim stainless steel device into her rose bud, no resistance and it goes in deep, it is like a long speculum, but a hollow tube, and Master  can then insert into the thin metal tunnel a device that stimulates the inner anus, vibrating in the hollow tube, with mini electric shocks, that   makes the vagina contract into orgasmic spasm, the sub is certainly distressed in orgasm, the tell tale signs are obvious, she is secreting like a running tap, and Master is milking it all. Master makes a quick check on his sub, her breathing erratic, panting and gagging in her gag, she is sweating and in sub space. Master takes advantage of her distraction to engage her nipples and clitoris to be cupped, and they are, ten minutes later enlarged to three times there size, and the sub is still panting, like all subs they beg for Masters leniency , and beg not to be punished, but they then act in such a naughty way, it is a subs way of asking Master to punish them, they like it really. They must, otherwise why can they not obey, and control their orgasms, Master says do not orgasm, and they do, Master says you will be seriously punished if you orgasm with out permission, and they orgasm immediately before Masters very eyes.

Indeed this sub needed a lot of correction, and it was well after 4-00pm on Tuesday Master ordered a very spent and tired sub, to bathe and dress, it was over, she was to tired to make Master a coffee, so Master was quite angry as he made his own, and made a cold fresh real lemon  drink for his sub, she had behaved exceptionally, took her punishment really well, Master stood and watched her bathe, she had not the energy to lift a bar of soap, she kept saying ?Master I must sleep, you have made me more than your sub, I am your slave,? her eyes were closing, she was to tired to drink even,? her tired eyes sparkled, she was beautiful and radiant, like a true angel, Master arranged a driver and car to take her home, as she had driven over 100 miles to be with Master at session, Master was not permitting her to drive. Master is all heart, he actually dried her, wrapped large Egyptian cotton bath towels  around her, and she hugged her Master, she held Master tight, ?I love you Master? and Master hugged her tight, Master loves you sub XXXX but only as a sub, you are just Masters sub. Master even had to help her dress, she could not stand, her legs were just jelly, the car arrived and Master put the front reclining seat almost into a bed, it was an aged silver Lexus, but luxurious and comfortable, Master gave the driver , the subs address, paid him, and told the driver to telephone him ever 1 hour until he got her home, and she must sleep and be left to sleep. Master new the Taxi and driver, he was compliant and telephoned on the hour, Masters sub spoke to Master as the driver departed and had taken her to her front door at home.

This was Masters subs first session, this took place two weeks ago, and she has her second session in five weeks, she messages Master many times a day, and Master phones her on occasion, Master almost missed this wonderful woman, a few months ago this Master had closed shop, taking on a final sub for preparation, if a woman is going to give her submission, this gift is for her, the most important thing in her life, a Master must take that gift with respect, care, trust and love, thus not take on to heavy a burden. Master closed shop on an equally beautiful submissive female, she was to be prepared, and Master could take on no others. Master however thought because of circumstances, that his last sub was not going to commit, so he took on another, as a replacement, this is the replacement sub , that this article is dedicated to and written about, with her help.

Fortunately the other last  sub  did commit to preparation, her preparation is slow, but Master hopes her first session will be early November. In Masters opinion this sub will be excellent also, a fit healthy female who wants her sexuality controlled by this Master. She is going to make an excellent sub, because she is so desperate for Masters help to control her very powerful sex drive, her sex drive controls her, a very decent woman, and this female will be moulded, and Master will control her sex drive, but it will take time.

This, Master will add that he often finds Journal posting such a problem, a serious burden on his time, Master has his own website to mirror these journal entries, and is planning to put the entries to tape, and a sub secretary will type them up, those who have messaged this Master with questions about intensive training of women, can thus then not feel as if this Master is being ignorant by delayed message replies, or one line replies.

This Master wants to remind the very few Doms who follow this Masters ways, that Masters female subs, and the experience Master gives them, is what makes this worthwhile, the female body is so demanding on the woman, it is very complicated and if a Master takes serious time out to understand his female sub, how her brain works, her menstrual  cycles, her hormones are in balance, submission by a female, by far the stronger sex, is a gift, Doms cherish this gift, do not abuse your power, there are very few real Masters these days, it is just a BDSM internet titillating word, that doms use. Often inferior males bravado, is to beat the hell out of a female , to excite themselves for a quick disgusting shag, take her when she is vulnerable, and often many sub women know no different.

A Master will take his sub, not shag but take, when and until she has proven herself in submission, a real Master controls the male urge, often into half a dozen sessions or more, it happens when the female sub begs for it, it is thus then real, many Doms who meet a female, first time and  whip her, give her pain, excite themselves and finish off to shag her, in this Masters opinion have abused her, the session is about the Dom only, not the sub.

This works, for a male sub,  the visa versa route, the male is sexually and mentally developed differently, a female Mistress has different desires , her power as a Mistress comes out of, NOT letting her sub or slave have sexual intercourse with her, once she does, often her power is lost. Very few Mistress and slave relationships really work in vanilla. Really a Mistress needs to control a Males orgasm , if she controls that , she can control her slave. The male orgasm has nothing to do with permitting the male to enjoy intercourse.

The female sub , it is different, often in their role they expect to be taken in intercourse, it is being submissive, but a Master will fail if he does, the female will mentally object , and the brain will be confused, the Master shows his weakness, she has attacked and won against his authority,  the chemistry and physics will go dead and the relationship will thus be no better than vanilla. As a Master after and even during first session , if the Master so desires, he can do anything with his sub, if he wants to take her in intercourse he may, a Master can make her pregnant if of child bearing age, a Master can session as she ovulates to guarantee fertilisation, these are what the sub has to know, be excited by or fear, but the woman is complicated, the brain needs time to understand , accept , adjust  so subs and Masters take on board this warning, if you want the real journey, that takes you off and out of this planet, it will not come by the quickie route, anything easy will not stimulate the brain.

That is all, I doubt that I will post for another week, but remind you all that this Masters writings and experiences are based on the ancient hidden mysteries of nature and science.

xxxx ?OXYTOCINS MASTER? she shouted out, Master almost crashing his car, xxxx

This Master has dozens of messages a week, this night gone , Master took into session  his young sub, the thirty minute drive to Masters domain this young pretty petite girl who has served this Master this year only, discussed without fear of what she was to endure, on the arrival at her Masters domain, she chit chatted, en-route as such ?  the reason so many women never orgasm is guys trying to imitate porn, Master,? (she went on to say in innocence)? I never had an orgasm, proper until you gave it to me, and yes Master I was hooked, as I am with you now, Master, to your Dungeon, ?

This Master reminded her, ?yes she will see Master Dungeon, but she is not ready for that degree of training for a year or so?

She went on ? you make me so wet, is that because squirting comes from g spot stimulation, is that why I am so wet, is that my really intense orgasms, and do regular orgasms come from just clitoral  stimulation, I do know , Master that vaginal smacking does produce orgasms within me, I am sure most girls might like it, I certainly crave for it, but I never realised to smack anyone, on their vagina, nipples and rose bud would produce multiple intense in my case very severe orgasms. I now ignore everything I ever saw in porn, its all for visual effect only, not for pleasure, this is unbelievable pleasure and I get it through pain and serving you my Master?

I as the Master that I am replied  ? settle and relax now, sub XXXX , you will soon be bathing ready to be restrained for your Master, you are in excellent condition to serve, been chaste and suffered chastity a week, and you are ovulating, so as your body is asking to be made pregnant, Master will engage your oxytocin's, you are going to have an unbelievable experience tonight and tomorrow, you will leave Master a very contented and happy sub, very sore in the usual placrs, but happy?

?OXYTOCINS MASTER? she shouted out, Master almost crashing his car, ??OXYTOCINS MASTER, WHAT IS THAT? ?MY OXYTOCINS MASTER,? ?PLEASE I BEG YOU MASTER, PLEASE TELL ME?

This Master was turning into the country lane that leads to Master abode, ?we have no time now sub XXXX,  I want you stripped naked and in that hot bath within 5 minutes, if you serve this Master well this day and into tomorrow, I will write a Journal entry about  that what OXYTOCINS is, dedicated to your sacrifice and your service in submission to Master, ? 

Masters sub was excellent, read on as Master sub sleeps, Master writes this Journal entry, dedicated to a young beautiful girl sub, a most excellent species of female that could ever walk this planet, her lustful beauty veiled by much more lust and far more beauty, that veiled by far more beauty and yet far more sexual lust, a perfect woman.

Master will explain --------OXYTOCINS --------

To Control the female, you must know the female, you will note in all my work in my craft, I refer to the Female Brain, it only that , that which interests this Master. This Master seeks to engage the females neurotransmitter in her brain, locate this, establish how to manipulate this, that Female will no longer have a mind of her own, you will engage in time her total compliance. this Master talks often about a females hormones, the one I wish to talk about and the one I enjoy to engage is known as Pitocin, this is a mammalian hormone known as Syntocinon. 

This is best known for its roles in female reproduction, it is released itself, in large amounts after distension of the cervix and vagina during labour, this Master often simulates this signal for his subs brain, and the same effect can be obtained after stimulation of the nipples, facilitating birth and breastfeeding, respectively, again this Master tricks the female subs brain into believing this is happening  .This Master constantly explores oxytocin's role in various and many behaviours, including orgasm, multi orgasm, orgasmic hyper space, social recognition, pair bonding, anxiety, trust, love, and a variety of maternal behaviours.

Oxytocin is made in magnocellular neurosecretory cells of the  supraoptic and  paraventricular nuclei of the hypothalamus and is stored in Herring bodies at the axon terminals in the posterior pituitary. It is then released into the blood from the posterior lobe ( neurohypophysis) of the pituitary gland. Oxytocin is also made by some neurons in the paraventricular nucleus that project to other parts of the brain and to the spinal cord. Depending on the species, oxytocin-expressing cells are located in other areas, including the amygdala  and bed nucleus of the stria terminalis. It is postulated that trusting behaviour is somehow influenced by these oxytocin stimulated neurons.

Master can telephone anyone of his many female subs, some hundreds of miles away, because they are very highly trained, Masters voice can make his sub orgasm 10 times in as many minutes, Master has had his female subs orgasm 30 times in a given hour, put the telephone down from Masters call, exhausted and spent, sleep for twelve hours.

In the pituitary gland, oxytocin is packaged in large, dense-core vesicles, where it is bound to   neurophysin neurophysin is a large peptide fragment of the larger precursor protein molecule from which oxytocin is derived by enzymatic cleavage.

Secretion of oxytocin from the neurosecretory nerve endings is regulated by the electrical activity of the oxytocin cells in the hypothalamus. These cells generate action potentials that propagate down axons to the nerve endings in the pituitary; the endings contain large numbers of oxytocin-containing vesicles, which are released by exocytosis when the nerve terminals are depolarised.

Oxytocin is also synthesized by corpora lutea of several species, including ruminants and primates. Along with estrogen, it is involved in inducing the endometrial synthesis of Prostaglandin-F2alpha to cause regression of the corpus luteum.

The sub wants you to alter her mind, she is suffering frustrations that are worse than any suffering a Master can impose, she will let her Master do anything to satisfy the craving and the agony she suffers in her need to have her powerful sexual drive satisfied, in whatever way.

This Master thus then introduces natural highs, more powerful than she has ever experienced, and the ones that she really wants you to produce in her brain. This is not about satisfying her vagina its about the pure and total satisfaction of her brain, Master thus engages  "Oxytocin,  this is a powerful chemical that stimulates arousal. A woman can make up to 500 times more than usual if her whole body is touched during sex,Master can multiply this in 10s, by engaging stimulation that his subs brain wants, Restraint on its own will multiply the amount of Oxytocin by thousands, serious total restraint more thousands, you can see the picture emerging.

Master sub, thus in restraint , will endure Masters touch, as he engages a variety of nerve and of pressure points, the subs body feels Masters massage oils engaging the sweaty but dry skin, more Oxytocin and then mind blowing stimulation, the subs body on such a high, is her brain exploding.

Master often talks about the Clitoris, on occasions more importantly the G-spot , now this Master is talking about the A-spot, which heightens orgasm and increases lubrication. This is all part of Masters conductive Brain signals, the quite unknown A spot,  is "a patch of sensitive tissue at the inner end of the vaginal tube, between the cervix and the bladder," aka "the female degenerated prostate". Master loves all these pressure points, nerve ending and nerve cells, these sensitive tissues that make Oxytocins flood into the blood and put the body into and keep it in at a crazed state, add all this to the subs restraint, add to all this pressure Masters voice, "you are not permitted to cum" and thus Masters sub, knows she must hold back the enormous orgasm, that is exploding in her stomach, exploding into her vagina and clitoris, her brain is exploding, thus making more Oxytocins that are fuelling greater need to orgasm.

Orgasm control is essential training for a sub, through this control a Master will thus generate Oxytocins in his subs body, eventually his sub will not be able to cope and thus will take an illegal not permitted orgasm, often an orgasm taken without permission enhances into multi orgasms, and Master is going to be very annoyed and the sub knows she is going to be punished for disregard for Master orders, disrespect to her Master, and certainly taking her orgasms, without permission.

The brain is thus excited at being punished through the subs sexuality , and continues to flood the body with Oxytocins, the subs can even be taking an orgasm when being punished, and after her correctional punishment, will start taking orgasms again, more so if Master has forbidden her to do so.

So the cycle continues, the sub will thus be punished again and continue to generate Oxytocin flow. On many occasions this Master has just said to a sub, in restraint and in training, ? Master has now got to severely punish you?  just 8 words, and can find the sub then taking orgasm after orgasm. This Master said this once to a young sub, who had taken 20 plus orgasms, at a period of being in total restraint that orgasms were not permitted, and just those 8 words convulsed her into sub space, like a machine gun she fired off multi-orgasms, she all but fainted taking a stream of powerful convulsive orgasms, she was thus released, put to bed, and slept for 6 hours. That session was greatly shortened.

When a subs body is introduced to a powerful flow of Oxytocins, and Master is engaging a lot of vaginal activity, A and G, gushing often occurs, the inexperienced have often taken it as the bladder has malfunctioned, through the vagina an enormous amount of secretion , real vaginal nectar has been produced, now some of Master subs will have the added  Oxytocin rush , because they are being milked in session, not quite as one would imagine milking, but the brain enjoys Masters expression and will produce more real vaginal nectar. To avoid saturation around the area on Masters Altar, that the subs open legs rest, Master uses a device to collect this real vaginal nectar, and on occasion quite a volume can be collected, after session Master shows his sub the content and volume of the real vaginal nectar, that she has produced for Master, thus she has been vaginally milked.

Women who produce substantial sexual fluids are prized by some Masters, they are always milked in session. The sub female is somewhat turned on to know Master will milk her vagina, her orgasms ,permitted or not, have a use for Master, she will with her orgasm produce nectar for her Master.

The vaginal fluids that this Master extracts are not specifically just cervical mucus, With oxytocins at work, this really this is a wonderful fluid. It tells Master when his sub is fertile or if she is not, in nature it helps transport sperm or not, and it is an indicator of general vaginal health. Women who actively orgasm, usually have healthy vagina, it is what women put in their vaginas that make them not healthy, the major and most serious problem for a woman's vagina is the male inserting a dirty penis, or an infected penis.

Master loves to play with an healthy cervix, this acts as a gateway between the vagina and the uterus. The cervix is, strictly speaking, an extension of the uterine wall, but it is an organ in its own right and has many important and for Master very exciting functions. Located within the cervix are secretory cells called cervical crypts. Master wants his subs to secrete so enjoys stimulating and engaging these. Oxytocins again playing there part. On average there are about 600 - 800 mature crypts in the cervix. The abundance of cervical crypts peak in adolescence, at about 1000, and decreases in pre menopause, when there are about 500. "The crypts do not live indefinitely, usually only 3 years, at the most 10-15 years, they thus, then degenerate and new ones are formed. During adolescence there occur many thousands of immature crypts, in addition to about 1000 mature ones. Some crypts normally disappear by cell apoptosis ,programmed cell death and are progressively replaced by new crypts as the result of crypt maturation. There is a continuous process of cell desquamation, this is just cell shedding and cell apoptosis, thus with replacement of cells in crypts of the different types. So the cervix is a very dynamic organ, that this Master really loves to engage and stimulate for his subs restrained interest.

So the Milking consists of the mucus itself , exciting as oxytocins at play,  this is a mixture of water, lipids, proteins, enzymes and inorganic salts. Women of reproductive age produce about 20 - 60ml of mucus daily, although the texture and characteristics of mucus changes throughout the menstrual cycle. Master encourages far greater production than this, in a two day session Master can milk a months supply based on a Woman producing 30ml, but do not discount non reproductive age women, most this Master trains and exercises can about keep up with their younger sisters.

Infertile mucus is supposed to be more viscous and impedes the flow and penetration of sperm through the cervix, but in session, oxytocins  ensures this dilutes and becomes very clear, the brain is confused. Master loves a subs Fertile mucus, leading up to and during ovulation, so Master plans session dates weeks, if not months in advance, to engage a subs body at the correct time benefits sub and Master , Fertile mucus, is exciting and  is more fluid and alkaline in nature. At this Fertile time, the cervix, crypts and mucus protect the sperm, should any be introduced,  from the hostile environment of the vagina and other organism that seek to destroy it. The mucus also supplements the energy needs of the sperm, should any be introduced. Essentially the cervix, crypts and mucus act like a refuelling depot for the sperms journey to the egg, providing shelter and nourishment, so thus this Master excites the brain to believe all this is happening. Master is session does not want any real live sperms in his subs vagina, and his sub would have been chaste for 7 days prior to session, strict chastity. However it does not always mean that a sub offering a fertile vagina to her Master, will enjoy a greater height of orgasm, or more orgasms, but it helps Master achieve more brain stimulation. Chastity increases oxytocin activity once sexual activity commences.

Master subs must keep their sexual parts healthy, for their service to Master, the health of the cervix and mucus is dependant on many factors, lifestyle factors including diet, drugs, lack of sleep, stress, use of tampons, use of vaginal lubricants or deodorants, douching, surgical procedures eg curettes ,illness - cervical cysts, warts, Poly cystic ovaries and ovarian infections, and the last factor the subs age. Master controls all,  subs keep Diaries on exercise, their sexual activities, and examines for healthy uterus, cervix, clitoris, ovaries, and forbids vaginal lubricants, a sub must learn to self lubricate. Master rules and regulations generates oxytocins.

This Master has strict rules, NO douching and NO vaginal deodorants, these really are unnecessary as the vagina is one of the cleanest and healthiest places on a sub woman's  body anyway, the only infections this Master sees over the years, is that introduced by the Males filthy penis, really the germs and viruses that a woman permits a males penis to insert into her, is quite unbelievable, this Master controls all his subs sexual activities so they stay healthy and clean. The vagina also enjoys either fresh air or a cotton gusset, so this Masters subs wear pure cotton panties and always avoid tight and synthetic clothing, they must also minimise the use of antibiotics and steroids.

This Master practises sessions with respect to the seasons, but in particular Lunar activities, and if you read this masters Journal you will read about sessions conducted through the Lunar shortest night, but now Master will explain about excellent sessions that Masters sub could get pregnant twice a month, yes it's all because of the moon. Lunar activities also generate oxytocins to multiply .Most women watch their cycles as indeed Masters subs do, and know that mid cycle or biological ovulation is the prime time to fall pregnant in. Master monitors such times, and his subs keep accurate diaries as Master likes them to session during biological ovulation. What most women do not know, but Masters subs do, is that the moon can trigger ovulation and bring on fertility at any time during the menstrual cycle, and most certainly including and during their period. Master explains to all subs that the moon's trigger effect is increased by two factors, stress and sexual intercourse, Master permits neither to happen at or during these times. Thus if they were  having sex during their lunar fertile time, the chances of ovulation being triggered are increased, so Master will not permit subs to have any sexual intercourse during these periods without his express permission. The subs Lunar fertile period is certainly completely individual to Masters sub, Master thus calculates it from the subs birth data, using his astrological natal chart. 

This, Master engages special rituals  during all Lunar activities, Masters subs blossom as they submit to Master , in full restraint on Masters altar. They are taking a journey that can only be taken through submission to Master. Non compliance with Masters strict rules and they may find that their journey is not completed, as all of Masters subs can not face that prospect, they do as they are told, immediate with total compliance at one click of Masters finger.

Finally As Master has practised three decades, he has many barren women  subs, some sub/slaves , these are women who no longer menstruate, Master has recently taken on a barren woman, being prepared to first session, some Masters find women who do not menstruate, unstimulating as indeed BBW subs, this Master finds both very stimulating, they have a greater sense of need, they identify satisfaction  easier, once they obtain Masters pleasure and stimulation, through orgasm, they offer them selves unconditionally, they give them selves to Master, this Master shows them the pleasure of daily orgasm, or not if chastity is required, but more often than not, they orgasm daily, most several times a day, BBW subs have unbelievable sex drives and this Master can  use oxytocin activity to a greater extent with a larger woman and make them totally submissive, what ever they are required to do, accept or under go, they do so without hesitation. Master can double a BBW subs production of oxytocins, by making her serve naked, all Masters subs serve naked, BBW subs serve extremely well naked , Master has side stepped other Journal entries as he promised his very special 23 year old sub, this entry if she took her session yesterday and today well, this Master writes this Journal entry as she sleeps, this young sub as taken her submission and training so very well, for her age excellent.

The punishment and control has been very demanding on her, but Master saw a sparkle come into her tearful eyes several hours after midnight, she pleases Master with her beautiful waist length long hair that Master carefully attached to an overhead chain, and she submitted through her vagina beautifully for several hours, and was quite severely corrected for very naughty behaviour as she took over 20 orgasms, that she was given no permission to take, she is thus spent, Master thus has rested and sat in a chilly night air, and smoked his Havana and reflected, with computer at hand, thus typed away this Journal Entry and will thus sleep, correct when he wakes and Journal post, that is now, Master is awake, corrected the Journal and by 14.00hrs this Thursday will post , Masters sub still sleeps , no longer restrained, comfortable and without bonds, a true beauty that Master loves but can not love, the ritualistic art that Master conducts permits no vanilla to take place, this Master is a true English Master of female control and discipline and there can only be love spread to all his subs who give there all, there total submission, Master true reward.  

This is Masters way, it is the hidden mysteries of Nature and Science, Masters way, the Universal "Dow" 

My followers of this Masters Journal, please excuse that I have not replied to you all personally, but as I am so far behind with posting my latest subs first session, that took place last Monday and Tuesday, the 7^th and 8^th, many are wondering if I have kicked the bucket like my great distinguished friend ?Keith Floyd? who sadly departed this planet, as of yesterday. He will thus return as we all must to the atoms to were we all began, ( THE DOW ) and ?Keith? was a celebration of life, a chain smoker, a belly that housed a distillery, a temper to match any man, cheek beyond belief, certainly the luck of the Irish, and had a great life, be that his sex life was always complicated and mixed up, and very expensive, thanks to 4 failed marriages that he courted often selfishly.

Enough said about ?Keith? Bless him, my new sub shone like the brightest star, last week, both I and this sub, wrote plenty about the experience, in the excitement and rush to write all we could remember down, the English Grammar was a disgrace, and my sub is a University grad, but she was exhausted and wrecked, so  to date the long awaited article has not been posted, once this Master has tidied it up, it will be posted, certainly by this weekend, so this Master will be providing a bit of erotic literature, to play with the clitoris and achieve a few orgasms , over the weekend. As this Mater has little interest in the Male species, he is not interested in what they do, other than maybe if they are assertive, they should, copy some of Masters ways with their own subs, the female will blossom if she is controlled, understood and treated correctly. 

THIS MASTER HAS JUST RETURNED FROM A EUROPEAN BUSINESS TRIP AND RETURNED TO HIS STABLE OF SUBS AND SPECIFICALLY NAUGHTY SUBS IN PREPARATION OR EARLY TRAINING.

ON HIS TRAVELS AMONGST MANY IMPLEMENTS TO BE USED IN HIS ART OF FEMALE TRAINING, AND SEXUAL CORRECTIVE TRAINING OF THE FEMALE, AS ACQUIRED A UNIQUE DEVICE THAT IS INSERTED INTO THE SUBS ANUS DURING HER TRAINING SESSION, ITS UNIQUE BECAUSE IT DOES NOT HURT WITH PAIN, BUT IT WILL HURT FROM THE PLEASURE IT CAUSES THAT IS REWARDED WITH THE PUNISHMENT OF PAIN, BECAUSE THE SUB IS TAKING SERIOUS ORGASM CONTROL, IN HER SESSION,  AND THIS UNIQUE DEVICE WILL MAKE HER ORGASM WITHOUT MASTERS PERMISSION.

WHAT PROMPTED MASTER TO JOURNAL THIS WAS A SILLY LITTLE MESSAGE THAT HE HAD TODAY FROM A SUB IN PREPARATION, HER PREPARATION IS SLOW , INTO ITS THIRD MONTH, AND ANOTHER AND DIFFERENT  SUB THAT CAME INTO MASTERS CARE SEVERAL WEEKS AFTER, THIS SPECIFIC SUB , EXPERIENCES  HER FIRST REAL SESSION, HER VERY FIRST AFTER THIS WEEK END, WE WILL CALL THEM SUB ?A? BEING THE FORMER AND SUB ?B? BEING THE LATER.

MASTER WILL PRODUCE PART OF SUB ?A? MESSAGE FIRST, MASTER HAS REMOVED THE SUBS NAME, INTRODUCING SUB A.

Good Morning Sir

This sub is up and ready for work, as I had time I thought I would write and say thank you for the wonderful orgasm's I had last night. As soon as we put the phone's down I rolled over and went straight to sleep. To hear your voice made a big difference I felt excited and aroused, and I loved the orgasm control. .. smiles

 Sir my skin is still very soft from bathing in the Badidas, you know and understand so much about what smell is right for your sub, Thank you Sir.

This Device that you acquired to slide into my rosebud intrigues me, I have thought about this and I will submit to this Device, I would love to see a photo if you have one Sir please.

MASTERS REPLY

SUB A

YOU AMUSE MASTER YOU SAY

This Device that you acquired to slide into my rosebud intrigues me, I have thought about this and I will submit to this Device, I would love to see a photo if you have one Sir please.

OF COURSE YOU WILL SUBMIT, YOU HAVE NO CHOICE, YOU CERTAINLY ARE NOT FOCUSING ON RESTRAINT.

IF YOU SEE THE DEVICE YOU WILL FEAR IT FAR TO MUCH, AS INDEED IF MASTER HAD CUT YOUR BRA AND KNICKERS OFF WITH A COMBAT KNIFE YOU WOULD HAVE FREAKED, YOU ARE A BABY, SO ACCEPT IT, ALSO ACCEPT MASTER KNOW BEST.

MASTER WILL TELL YOU THAT THE DEVICE IS A  HOLLOW PROBE, MASTER WILL EASE YOUR ROSE BUD TO ACCEPT A WELL GREASED STAINLESS STEEL SOUND, THAT WILL SLIDE IN THE ANUS VERY EASILY AND WILL ALSO INTERNALLY GREASE YOU, THEN THE PROBE WILL BE INSERTED, IT IF NOT THICK LIKE A DILDO , SO YOU WILL FEEL A COLD TUBE GO INTO YOUR RECTUM, QUITE DEEP AND THE ANUS MUSCLES WILL TIGHTEN AROUND IT, ALSO TRY TO DISCHARGE IT AGAINST MASTER GENTLE INSERTION PRESSURE.

MASTER THUS THEN INSERTS A VARIETY OF PROBES THAT DO CERTAIN FUCTIONS, THAT MOVE INSIDE THE HOLLOW PROBE, SO IN REALITY THESE MECHANICAL AND NON MECHANICAL PROBES HAVE NO CONTACT WITH YOUR REAL BODY, OR YOUR ANUS INTERNALLY,THEY WORK INSIDE THE HOLLOW TUBE INSIDE YOU, THIS IS NOT PAIN, ITS PLEASURE.

MASTER THUS THEN, THINKS YOU ARE TAKING TO MUCH PLEASURE, AND WILL SOFT BRUSH YOUR ANAL ROSE BUD AS IT GRIPS THE HOLLOW TUBE PROBE, AT ITS TIGHTEST PART, THAT IS EXPOSED AROUND THE PROBE. MASTER USES UPTO 25 DIFFERENT BRUSHES DIRECTLY ON YOUR EXPANDED ROSE BUD , THESE BRUSHES GO FROM VERY SOFT TO VERY HARD BRISTLES, AND THE ROSE BUD CIRCLE WILL EXPERIENCE THEM ALL.

MASTER REQUIRES YOU TO EXERCISE ORGASM CONTROL AND WILL PERIODICALLY THROUGHOUT THIS EXERCISE, MASSAGE THE G.SPOT INSIDE OF THE VAGINA AT THE SAME TIME GENTLY MASSAGING THE CLITORIS, MASTER WILL PUNISH THE SUB IF SHE ORGASMS, THE ANAL PROBE WILL CAUSE AUTOMATIC ORGASMS, NOT ORGASM BUT ORGASMS, A SUB CAN HAVE A DOZEN ORGASMS, SHE OFTEN MULTI-ORGAMS, CAN EVEN FAINT BUT THAT IS RARE, SO WHY THEN DOES MASTER PUNISH THE SUB IF SHE ORGASMS, THAT SHE HAS NO CONTROL OVER.

MASTER THROUGH YEARS OF EXPERIENCE HAS FOUND THAT A SUB CAN HAVE CONTROL LATER, AFTER A HALF DOZEN SESSIONS, SIX MONTHS DOWN THE LINE, SHE CAN ENDURE THE EXPERIENCE FOR LONGER, SO PUNISHMENT HELPS HER FOCUS TO ENDURE A LONGER PERIOD, BUT SHE ALWAYS ORGASMS, IN LATER SESSIONS MORE INTENSE AND CAN ENTER SUB-SPACE.

MR x 

MASTER REPLY TO SUB A COMPLETE AS ABOVE.

NEXT

THIS MASTERS OTHER SUB IN PREPARATION, IS REFERED TO AS SUB ?B? NEITHER OF THESE TWO SUBS HAVE SESSIONED AS YET, MASTER CHOSE THESE TWO MESSAGES BECAUSE THEY ARE SUB/SLAVE APPRENTICES TO BE, ALL MASTERS SUBS ARE ACTUALLY IN SESSIONINGS THROUGHOUT THE YEAR, OFTEN A NEW SUB HAS MORE INTERESTING DIALOGUE WITH HER MASTER THAN A LONG TERM SUB/SLAVE.

SUB B MESSAGE TO THIS MASTER THIS AM.

Good Morning My Worshipful Master,

I count the minutes before my first session Master, your holiday in the sunshine helped me ?FOCUS? Master, knowing that on your return, I would be ready to serve you, and I have learnt to heart and by heart my ritual ,Master.

The word Inundation Master, is true I am overwhelmed Master, I am flooded with emotion and devotion and I understand the words you use, and why Master you use them.

You are Master in the word you use, Insidious the  removing from this subs disgusting mind all her stealthily , treacherous and deceitful disgusting thoughts of others that made this sub feel so superior to all those others, but secretly lusting to be controlled by those I thought was low life, but you my Worshipful Master have taught me, better ways and that I am the low life, but only in your command and I accept that I am low life with a purpose to serve you Master. You have made me stronger in my business life, and Worshipful Master I thank you for your wisdom in this area.

Master through my Homage I am attesting to your superior wisdom and power over myself, your sub to be trained as an entered apprentice in Master Court.

In the coming hours, no longer weeks or days, this sub exhorts Masters attention with her submissive respect at the highest degree to continue to prepare her for this her first session, she has acquired now, the last two items of the 11 gifts of submission and signed Masters Contract that will be given to you Master as I give myself.

Worshipful Master I have been worried about the punishment and discipline control punishments that I am to endure for my Derogatory cleansing, these last few months, this sub no longer uses derogatory words or practices in Masters presence or during his watch over me, I really fear having my clitoris drawn as much as I know this punishment is deserved.

Worshipful Master , I have remained in chastity prior to my first session, and will arrive chaste as instructed, this has been one of the most difficult weeks in my life Master, what made it so difficult was your holiday in Spain, you seemed a million miles away, and this sub wanted you close for confidence if one hundred miles is close, but it seems to me as if it is. When you spoke with me, Master,  yesterday, the first time in over one week , I had a feeling in your words Master, of Fervency and my intense feelings wanted so desperately to achieve orgasm, Master you know how I desperately need to orgasm, I have never had so many orgasms or  so intensely achieved orgasm until I made your acquaintance Worshipful Master, I hope I can cope with my first session but Master you will know I am giving you my all.

Master to hear your voice was so wonderful, this made a very big difference to my wellbeing, as usual Master I felt very excited and very aroused,  the arousal was so great it was difficult to control, Master I love your orgasm control, but Master I hate your chastity, I hate this chastity, I really can not cope or function well in chastity, I am so desperate to get through this and being permitted to orgasm again,  I love and live for the orgasm control, that you demand from me, Master this makes me very complete.

Master before I finish, I really fear having my clitoris drawn, it is so delicate and my fear of the bonds that I shall be in , I just want to be in your secure keeping and then this will matter no more , I will have to suffer what ever happens.

Worshipful Master thank you for telephoning me, thank you Master, for the pictures that I desperately needed, thank you Master for answering most if not all of my questions, I am now ready for you Master, can I beg you reply soon,

Your sub in training XXX, a sub who will give her all.

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THIS MASTER THUS REPLIED TO SUB B AS FOLLOWS,

SUB B,

YOU SAY

I have learnt to heart and by heart my ritual Master.

MASTER SAYS.

LEARN OFF BY HEART INCUMBENT, YOU FORGOT THAT WORD IN MASTERS VOCABULARY. IT IS OBLIGATORY OF A SUB, ONE WHICH IS OBLIGED AND REQUIRED TO PERFORM, AND YOU ARE ABOUT TO PERFORM, SO GET IT RIGHT.

MASTER WILL ENDUE THAT YOU ACQUIRE THE HIGHEST STANDARD OF SUBMISSION.

YOU SAY

Worshipful Master I have been worried about the punishment and discipline control punishments that I am to endure for my Derogatory cleansing, these last few months, this sub no longer uses derogatory words or practices in Masters presence or during his watch over me, I really fear having my clitoris drawn as much as I know this punishment is deserved.

MASTER SAYS.

YOU SHOULD FEAR IT, YOU HAVE BEEN VERY NAUGHTY OVER THE MONTHS WITH YOUR DISGRACEFUL DEROGATORY THOUGHTS AND DEEDS, MASTER HAS INDEED ACQUIRED MORE POWERFUL SUCTION DEVICES AND YOU WILL EXPERIENCE WHAT THESE SUCTION DEVICES CAN REALLY DO, MASTER WANTS YOU TO DWELL ON THIS PUNISHMENT AS IT WILL HAPPEN , ONCE IN EACH OF THE THREE PARTS TO YOUR FIRST SESSION, SO MASTER WILL SEEK TO DRAW YOUR CLITORIS MORE ON THE THIRD ATTEMPT THAT THE FIRST, IT IS GOING TO BE AS A PUNISHMENT NOT AS A PLEASURE SO YOU WILL NOT LIKE IT.

SUB XXXX YOU HAVE BEEN A DISGUSTING WOMAN WITH YOUR THOUGHTS AND DEEDS, AND YOUR KINKY PERVERTED WAYS AND THOUGHTS THAT YOU HAVE CONFESSED NEED MASTER STRICT AND VERY SERIOUS CONTROL, SO FEAR HAVING YOUR CLITORIS DRAWN AS YOU MUST FEAR IT, IT IS A PUNISHMENT.

YOU SAY

Master I hate your chastity, I hate this chastity, I really can not cope or function well in chastity, I am so desperate to get through this and being permitted to orgasm again,  I love and live for the orgasm control, that you demand from me, Master this makes me very complete.

MASTER SAYS.

YOU HATE CHASTITY CONTROL AS YOU SHOULD, THE SOONER YOU SUB XXXX ACCEPT THAT PLAYING WITH YOURSELF AND ORGASMS ARE A REWARD FOR BEING GOOD, MASTER WILL REWARD A GOOD WOMAN, BUT YOU GIVE TOTAL CONTROL TO MASTER, AND AFTER FIRST SESSION MASTER WILL HAVE  TOTAL CONTROL AND HE MAY WISH FOR HIS PLEASURE, TO INSIST ON CHASTITY, YOU HATE IT, MASTER WANTS IT, YOU SUFFER IT.

BE SUBMISSIVE, REALLY SUBMISSIVE ONLY TO MASTER, AS YOU HAVE BEEN OF LATE, MASTER WILL PERMIT YOU TO PLAY AND ORGASM, FAIL MASTER AND YOU WILL FOTRGET WHAT AN ORGASM FEELS LIKE.

YOU SAY

can I beg you reply soon,

MASTER SAYS.

YOU ARE SHOWING ATTITUDE, YOU SESSION IN A FEW DAYS, AND YOU BEG A REPLY SOON, THIS MASTER MESSAGES YOU DAILY AND OFTEN, AND CERTAINLY NOW, YOU ARE NOT FOCUSING AS YOU SHOULD, YOU CONCENTRATE ON YOUR FINAL PREPARATION, YOU WRITE MASTER, HE WILL REPLY AS AND WHEN

MR x

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THIS MASTER OFTEN POSTS ON HIS JOURNAL ISSUES OF INTEREST TO OTHERS, ( FOR THE PROJECTED YEAR AND NEAR  FUTURE ) THESE TWO SUBS IN PREPARATION ARE MASTERS FINAL TWO CONSCRIPTS COME FUTURE APPRENTICE FEMALE SUBS, THIS MASTER CAN TAKE NO MORE, BUT MASTER HOPES THAT BY SHARING TECHNIQUES AND EXPERIENCES, IT WILL ASSIST THE MANY WHO HAVE AN INTEREST IN FOLLOWING THIS MASTERS WAYS.

FOR A SUB, A FIRST SESSION WITH A NEW MASTER IS AN EXPERIENCE THAT WILL BE SHORT LIVED OR LONG TERM, CAN BE PERMANENT.

MASTER MAKES ALL FUTURE SUBS PREPARE, PREPARE FOR MONTHS, SO SESSION BECOMES RITUAL, A LIFE LASTING MEMORY AND EVENT, AND THUS THEN THE SUB CRAVES THE NEXT SESSION AND BECOMES A GOOD SUB.

PREPARATION FOR A SESSION MAKES THE SESSION THE GREATEST REWARD A SUB CAN EVER ACHIEVE, THEY PREPARE WITH MASTER, AND GO TO SESSION FULL OF EXCITEMENT AND FEAR, THEY EXPERIENCE BOTH AND MORE, IF THIS MASTER IS THE TRUE MASTER.

MASTER HAS EXPERIENCED IN THE LAST DECADE THAT WOMEN ENJOY IN LATER WOMANHOOD A GREATER SEXUAL NEED FOR SATISFACTION, MOST WOMEN REMAIN WANTING, THE REASON MOST MEN ARE MORE CONCERNED WITH THEIR OWN SEXUAL NEEDS, NOT THAT OF THE WOMAN.

WOMAN MAY TURN TO BEING SWITCH OR DOMME TO GET SEXUAL SATISFACTION, I HAVE A FRIEND IN ESPANIA WHO I VISTED LAST WEEK, SHE HAD THREE MEN IN HER CUSTODY, AND SHE TRAINS THEM LIKE ANIMALAS AS THEY MOST CERTAINLY ARE. THEY ARE CAGED, FED , WATERED AND BEATEN, AND THIS MISTRESS HURTS, SHE IS NOT INTO NOVICES , SHE LIKES HARD MEN WHO SHE WILL MAKE CRY, AND THESE TOUGH HARD SUBMISSIVE MEN DO CRY, THIS MISTRESS ORGASMS FROM ADMINISTERING SEVERE PAIN AND SHE NEEDS 20 ORGASMS A DAY, HER SUBS SUFFER SEVERE PAIN FOR HER ORGASMS, THEY LOVE PLEASING THEIR MISTRESS.

VANILLA RELATIONSHIPS JUST CAN NOT GIVE A WOMAN WHAT SHE WANTS, SO THEY SEEK SEXUAL SATISFACTION IN OTHER WAYS, MEN CERTAINLY FAIL WOMEN BADLY THESE DAYS, SO WOMEN WILL THUS DOMINATE.

I HAVE SUBS WHO DOMINATE THEIR VANILLA PARTNERS IN THE MOST AWEFUL WAYS, IT MATTERS NOT TO THEIR MASTER, THIS MASTER,  OFTEN A VANILLA GETS A REST BITE FOR A FEW WEEKS AFTER HIS WOMAN HAS SESSIONED, BUT LIKE A PERIOD COMING ON, THE SUB WOMAN NEEDS A SESSION MONTHLY OR SHE MAKES THOSE AROUND HER SUFFER, THE ONLY PERSON FREE FROM SUCH WRATH IS MASTER, THIS MASTER.

IF MASTERS SUB, BRINGS ANY NONSENSE INTO SESSION, IT EVAPORATES INTO HER SUBMISSIVENESS WITHIN SECONDS, WOMEN HAVE TO BE UNDERSTOOD TO BE CONTROLLED, WOMEN CAN ONLY BE CONTROLLED THROUGH THEIR SEXUALITY, MEN ARE LOSING THE BATTLE FAST AND BECOMING THE WHIMPS , CERTAINLY FOR THE FUTURE.

WOMEN KNOW THESE DAYS THAT IT IS THEIR VAGINAS THAT MAKE THEM SO POWERFUL, THEY CAN PUSSY WHIP MEN AND SHOW AGGRESSION TO THEIR SISTERS IN LIFE. WOMEN LOVE THEIR VAGINAS OFTEN PLAYED WITH BY THEMSELVES AS WOMEN, THAN MEN MASTURBATE, MEN ARE HISTORICALLY THE MASTURBATORS, HOWEVER THESE DAYS OFTEN BOTH WOMEN AND MEN PREFER MASTURBATION TO INTERCOURSE. MEN AND WOMEN HAVE BECOME CELLULAR BUT MASTERBATION IS RELIEF ONLY , TO BE SEXUALY SATISFIED IS FAR MORE DEMANDING AND VERY TIME CONSUMING, THUS VERY FEW PEOPLE ARE SEXUALLY SATISFIED AND COMPLETE.

THIS MASTERS SUBS THROUGH THEIR TOTAL SUBMISSION, THAT SUBMISSION IS TOTAL AND VERY DEMANDING, ACHIEVE SEXUAL SATISFACTION AND A QUALITY WELL BEING THUS FOLLOWS, THEY BECOME THUS COMPLETE.

THESE TWO FUTURE, SUBS IN THIS JOURNAL ENTRY ARE TRUE AND REAL QUALITY WOMEN, THEY ARE NOT SUBMISSIVE IN REAL LIFE ONLY IN THIS FRATERNITY, AND FOR THIS MASTER IT WILL BE SO REWARDING TO GIVE THEM THE JOURNEY THEY SO DESIRE, THAT MAKES BEING A MASTER REWARD IN ITSELF.

THIS MASTER IS ABOUT TO SESSION A NEW SUB, FOR HER FIRST TIME, MASTER TOLD HER TO WRITE AN ESSAY , HOW SHE IMAGINES IT WILL BE, OF COURSE HER IMAGINATION IS GOOD, BUT NOT GOOD ENOUGH, HER SESSION WILL BE FAR MORE DEMANDING, AND WILL HAPPEN IN MASTERS QUARTERS, SO IT WILL BE VERY DIFFERENT.

HOWEVER THIS SUB IS GOING TO BE QUITE SPECTACULAR, SHE IS LEARNING ORGASM CONTROL (MANDATORY IN MASTERS SERVICE) AND DURING HER PREPARATION THESE LAST 6 TO 8 WEEKS HAS BECOME VERY SUBMISSIVE.  SHE SAYS SHE IS A BBW , MASTER HAS INTERVIEWED HER AND HER SESSION WILL REVEAL ALL SHE HAS GOT AND ALL SHE HAS GOT TO OFFER, SO MASTER WILL SEE IF SHE IS A TRUE BBW WHEN NAKED IN HIS SERVITUDE.

SHE WROTE. TO THIS MASTER, THIS WEEK

I walk through the house once more, checking everything again for the tenth time. Making sure I haven't forgotten anything, that everything is neat and in it's place. I am naked, waiting for you to knock on the door. It's cold, yet I feel my skin beginning to glisten as the anticipation of facing you for the first time in submission, builds. I watch the clock, and finally force myself to sit and breath deeply, trying to keep calm.

I hear three, quick but quiet raps on my door and I know it is time. All my breathing and my attempts to relax were for naught. My hands are shaking by the time I get to the door. Knowing I won't be allowed to look you in the eyes once the door opens, I sneak a peak in the peep hole and seeing your face only makes my body flush, but brings no comfort. But I know deep down, I didn't want comfort.

I stand behind the door as I open it and make way for you to enter. I know from the moment you're standing before me, who is in control. My body knows it too, because the inevitable shakes begin. I tremble from the inside out, my mind and body sensing not the "giving" of control on my part, but the natural exchange that simply is.

I close the door, and kneel gracefully as I know you are watching me. I part my legs, my hands behind my back pushing my breasts forward. My head I hold up, but my eyes are cast down as I await your words, or touch. I silently pray you will say something, anything. Instead, you just walk around me, watching me tremble as you smile approvingly.

You finally, calmly speak to me. "You will be allowed to earn your orgasms tonight, . You may not cum, until I give permission. And unlike other dominants, I am immune to your pleas. I'm aware of how you can cum and how you have been allowed to cum in the past. It will not be that way with me. You will earn every one of them. If you want to cum, say...10 times, then you will have to earn the right, 10 times." The sound of your voice chills me. I know from your tone, even earning one orgasm, may be all that I can handle.

I feel a firm slap on my backside with a crop, as you continue speaking. "Your vagina, is mine to do with as I please. As is your mouth, your breasts and your rectum." You slap me with the crop, emphasizing each word. I whimper but hold still to prove my resolve to obey. I hear you moving behind me, and I jump and gasp as I feel the crop slap my vagina. You pull my head back by my hair, and continue the steady, firm spanking of my vagina with the crop. "Who does this belong to ?"

Gasping and moaning, realizing how wet my vagina is becoming, my voice rasping "my vagina belongs to you Sir

You push my head forward and to the ground, forcing my backside high in the air. Your hand slaps me hard, first on the left cheek, then the right. I close my eyes and bite my lip to hold back my whimpers, which still escape as moans. You keep spanking me, firm, hard and fast. Much more than I'm used to receiving so quickly. I start to flinch with every strike, but you are undeterred. You move from cheek to cheek, the tops of my thighs, the inside of my wet thighs, the same rhythm but varying the force of each strike. My skin is red and hot and stinging, but the pain is no longer the same pain that we started with. I begin to move from side to side. I concentrate only on the pleasure each strike brings, my vagina drips and I feel myself slipping away, further and further with each stroke. Until I feel your hand, slap my vagina hard! I raise my head and scream. You slap again and this time it stings more because your hand is wet from the last strike. Yet you keep spanking my vagina my moans, my writhing, only feeding your need to keep me on the line to whence you have brought me.

I start breathing even faster and harder. Moaning and writhing. You pull my head back hard by my hair, brush your lips along my neck and move up to my ear. You growl "don't even think of cumming!"

I groan in frustration as I push my backside back into you. You roughly shove your fingers inside me, evoking a choked scream. My juices cover your hand as you open me. I'm literally dripping into your palm as you shove your fingers inside me, twisting them as you pull out, and again ramming them into me hard. My muscles grip your fingers, I ride them as hard as you are driving them into me. I finally scream out, "Please let me please please Sir may I orgasm?

You are keeping your fingers in me, flicking my G-spot with your fingertips How bad do you want to cum, ?" I jump with each flick to my G-spot. I only shake my head, unable to think of how to express my need, let alone making my voice work. You reach around to the front of me with one hand, and pull me back to you, pinning my back to your chest as you breath in my ear. Your other hand still inside me, flicking and teasing. You pinch my nipple, hard, pulling it up and away from my body.

I scream out, and know I have to start talking or it will only get worse. "Please Sir, Please let me cum!"

You nip at my neck and my earlobes, as you rub my G-spot and continue rolling my nipple between your fingers. My groans near a growl, my frustration bringing a bright flush to my skin. My clit is so swollen, that I'm aware of it, without even touching it. Tears of frustration running down my cheeks, I squeeze your fingers inside my pussy and dig my fingernails into my thighs, to keep from digging them into you, or pushing you away all together.

are you ready to cum, my sub ?"

I scream "Yes Sir, PLEASE let me cum!" with all my being.

You instantly push me forward, yanking your fingers out of me, and leave me lying face down on the floor, quivering with a need not met. I dig my nails into the carpeting, and scream again as you watch me, smiling to yourself, knowing the control you have over me.

This is only the beginning of our evening. Your smile grows, knowing the satisfaction you're going to receive, once I recover sufficiently enough...to begin again.

The Punishment

"Get up on your knees, and into position

With my legs shaking and my belly quivering from deep within, I push myself up and kneel once again. I brace myself by placing my hands on my thighs to hold my torso upright. "Breathe , inhale, hold it and then release. I want you to do it, five times."

I close my eyes and concentrate on following your directions, only half aware of hearing your movement behind me. I shiver as you kneel behind me. I take satisfaction in feeling your body heat and that it's a manifestation of your want for me. I reach up to wipe my tears away, but you reach around me and hold my hand by the wrist.

You firmly, calmly, quietly ask me to whom do you belong?

I reply to you Sir.

You lean closer to my ear "then to whom do those tears belong?" I don't answer, but instead, place my hand back on my thigh, as you release your hold.

My eyes still closed, you gently stroke my breasts, my neck and my cheeks. Each stroke, seeming to gradually wash away the resentment, even the anger that was growing within me. I feel leather pressed to my throat and you tell me to hold up my hair. As I hold it up, I feel you tighten a collar around my neck, then hear the jingle of a chain, as you attach a leash to the ring at the front of the collar. Now, you are ready to begin again. You will crawl when I tell you , you will follow."

I open my eyes as you stand in front of me, feeling a rush of defiance at the order to crawl like an animal behind you. I look you in the eyes, and glare. Refusing to get on all fours for you. The wicked grin that crosses your lips chills me, but I just look away. I tell myself, I will NOT succumb to this degradation

You reach down and grab my head by the back of my hair, forcing me to look at you again. The look on your face is the very epitome of stone cold and yet beneath that look, I can see a touch of amusement, which only fuels my growing temper. You pull me forward, holding my face to your groin. I can feel your hardness beneath the fabric, against my cheek. "Is this what you wish for  I don't answer with any more than a groan. You force my face against you, rubbing you. I feel my pussy clenching, and know that you know, of course I want it! I try to turn my head to kiss the bulge I know is for me but you pull me away, pull me to my feet, and guide me to the dining room table.

You lay me back on the table. I leave a large wet spot where I first sat in order to slide back into position. You put cuffs on my wrists and ankles. Then, running rope through the rings in the cuffs, you tie my arms first, so they are held taught enough to not allow much movement. Then my legs are spread wide as you tie the ropes to the legs of the table. You leave me there as I hear a lighter and the room glows from the light of large, white candles.

As the candles burn, you run your hands across my breasts, pinching my nipples, pulling them away from my body. Then squeezing my breasts, firm enough to evoke whimpers. I hear a chain again and this time, my eyes grow wide as I see that you have a pair of  clamps. You bend over me and suck first one nipple into your mouth, nibbling and sucking very hard. I feel a pull in my vagina and feel my juices begin to run down beneath me. I push my breasts up to you. The pain is strong, but the pleasure stronger. You take the other nipple into your mouth, and again, bite and suck and flick it with your tongue. When they are very hard you apply the first clamp. I groan and try to move away from it. But you just squeeze my breast and tell me to breathe with the pain. You apply the next clamp and again, I whimper and writhe as far as the restraints will allow. You squeeze my breast and watch me as I breathe deeply, concentrating on finding the pleasure in the pain.

You reach down, and ever so slightly rub my wet clit with one finger. What were the rules I gave you to follow, ?"

I know which rule I broke in my defiance. But I relate all of your rules back to you, saving the one I broke for last. Not to look you in the eyes without permission.

You smile as if smiling at a child "Why did you defy me, ?"

I become angrier, angry because you smile so sweetly and angry because I know I've earned whatever you have in mind for me next. Between gritted teeth, I answer "Because I was angry, Sir."

"I understand this is difficult for you. You're not used to being given stringent rules, let alone, suffering the consequences for breaking them. But, you are going to learn. This is what you wanted, wasn't it ?"

In a tiny, pleading voice "Yes Sir."

You say nothing, as you reach for one of the candles. Still rubbing my clit with one finger, you hold the candle over my breasts with the other hand. "You will count each drop pet. If you lose count, we will begin again. Understood?

I answer, louder than the last time "Yes Sir."

You hold the candle high and slowly tilt it as the first drop hits my nipple. I gasp, mostly at the surprise of the immediate heat and at the same time surprised that it didn't feel hotter. I count, as you slowly drip the wax. At the count of eight, my voice becomes more desperate because your finger is driving me crazy. I try to move my hips with your finger and you respond, by moving it faster and harder. "Do you want me to stop, ?"

Desperation in my voice, "No Sir!"

"Are you going to orgasm ?" I don't answer, only groan and turn my head to the side.

You stop rubbing, but hold your finger against my clit. "What number were we at, ?"

I stammer, Seven Sir But seeing the evil grin on your face, I quickly recount No, eight Sir!
"That's two answers , you're only allowed one. We begin again."

I moan in agony as you begin to drip the wax again. I start again at one. As the wax begins to build up, you gradually lower the candle, inch by inch. Covering my nipple, as well as most of my breast. I close my eyes, and concentrate only on the drip of the wax, breathing deeply, the pleasure of the heat becoming intoxicating. You begin on the next nipple, again, holding the candle high. "We reached 82 the last time , we will do the same, again. Now count."

I count, my voice coming in sighs and gasps as I open my eyes and watch the flame. I no longer flinch as I watch each drop spill over the side of the candle, but instead, I moan. My mind seems to float. My body tingles and I'm totally unaware that you removed your finger from my clit long ago. I'm only aware of the heat, the sting and the intense pleasure that the carefully applied pain has brought me. I know if you were to ask me to crawl now, I'd gladly do it. I couldn't deny you anything, as long as this pleasure continued.

My counting becomes nothing more than murmurs. You stopped at 82, but I still lay there, moving, writhing and groaning from the steady warmth covering my breasts. You roughly drive a dildo into my dripping vagina and by the third stroke, I'm screaming my pleas to orgasm. You keep stroking me, firm and hard. But don't answer. I feel my muscles gripping the dildo hard and know I can't stop my orgasm. "Sir, please, I can't stop, I beg you to grant me this orgasm. I beg you, please let this vagina cum for you!"

You instantly stop stroking and pull the dildo out of me. You reach over me and take hold of the chain between the  clamps, and begin pulling. I swear at you loudly and try to kick. Desperately close to losing all control. You pull the chain, ever so slowly as you begin to speak. "Stop NOW. You will not cum, you will not fight. Do you understand?"

I groan and pull hard against the restraints, I listen, and will my body to listen, but I'm unable to show you that I comprehend. I collapse back, breathing heavily, screaming in disbelief and intense frustration.

You stop pulling, but keep the chain taut as you continue "This is your punishment. It is not meant for pleasure. Although, I see that using your pleasure to teach you a lesson is very effective. I trust you will not soon forget this. But that is your decision."

I bite my lower lip and try my best to hold back the sobs that want to fly from my mouth. My vagina aching worse than ever before, wanting more, wanting release!

You move up beside me and wipe the tears from my face as you reach down and take a  clamp between in one hand. "You will thank me, when I release this clamp . You will not scream. Do you understand?"

Yes Sir, I will try not too

"You will do better than try . You will prove your obedience."

You slowly squeeze the release on the clamp and I whimper and a sob escapes from my lips as the teeth of the clamp are pulled from my skin. My sobs make my breasts shake and I arch my back and become aware of the sweat beneath me. I can no longer hold back the emotions that are ripping through me and I cry quietly.

I sob and say "Thank you, Sir."

You reach for the other clamp, take it into your hand, "You did well , one more, and I expect the same obedience."

I cringe, knowing all too well now how the removal of the second clamp is going to feel. I make fists and strain hard against the ropes, bracing myself. You squeeze the release together, but quickly this time. It takes only a second and the exquisite pain begins

I breathe deeply and my chest heaves as I try to stop crying. You first untie the ropes to the cuffs on my wrists, glancing at me, watching me as you move around the table. I watch you with such raw emotion in my eyes. You untie my ankles then pull them and slide me to the edge of the table. You take my arms and help me to sit up. I'm so weak, so spent I'm unable to do it myself. You gently place one hand behind my head and the other around my back and hold me to your shoulder. Your gentleness, only making me cry harder. After a good hard cry, I whisper into your ear "Thank you Sir. I apologize for misbehaving.

You say nothing. Instead you pull me off the table so I'm standing, then grasping my shoulders, you turn me around and gently push my head down, so I am bent over the table. "Stretch your arms out , spread your legs and stay in that position."

I groan because I'm so afraid of the torment that's obviously about to begin again. But I stand still, holding the position you have placed me in, as you once again tie my hands to the legs on the opposite side of the table, then tie my ankles to the legs nearest them. I curse silently in my head, or so I thought. "Please, not again. Please, please..." and my voice trails off into soft moans. My whole body, even my mind seems relaxed or perhaps, more like exhausted.

I feel as if I couldn't possibly become wet again. My whole body is so spent there is nothing left. I hear you moving behind me,  Instantly, the fire inside me warms my whole body and I feel my vagina begin to drip. I realize, I wasn't dry after all, because as my skin becomes on fire again.

I feel your hands running up my thighs to my rear, spreading my orgasm over my skin and your hands. You push your fingers into my vagina, so slowly that it drives me crazy with need. I arch my back and try to push back onto them, wanting it harder, and faster. I have been in need for so long that my vagina is incredibly swollen and cramping. The pain is so real and so sharp. But of course I can't move far, and you're able to torment me at your own pace.

You bend down and nip at my cheeks. As you slowly rotate your fingers inside me, I tighten. I wonder "how can I be shy, after all that he's done?" But my own thoughts soon escape me and I'm back into my shell of only feeling. I'm nothing more than just a vessel of sensations. You finger my dark hole fucking it  teasing it. I soon loosen up, allowing you full access to me.

You remove your fingers and I growl my frustration loudly. I'm so afraid, you will end this here and now. I'm so afraid, of losing my mind! I beg you for the rod the cold rod to be inserted inside me

You shove something into my vagina and then I feel it vibrate. You move it in and out of me, harder and harder and I again arch my back. I sigh and my body stiffens. You shove a finger into my wet dark hole hard. "Are you cumming ?"

No Sir! I gasp, a little too loudly. Little do you know (or so I think) I did cum. Just a little one, not the release I need or am capable of after such torment, but it was a release needless to say.

I feel you press the head of the vibrator into  my dark hole. Pressing, a little harder, then yet a little harder until just the head pops inside me easily with my cum as lubricant. I gasp and pant as my dark hole tightens. I close my eyes, grit my teeth and pull against the restraints. You gently rub my cheeks and you move the vibrator so slightly in then not quite all the way out of my dark hole Over and over, teasing my hole, making me want more despite my discomfort. "Shhhhh , I won't hurt you this way, but you are going to take it all. If you hadn't cum, I may have used another lubricant."

I shut my eyes hard, not daring to say what I'm really thinking. I'm so desperate for any kind of release that any anger or frustration is minute compared to my need. Instead, I simply nod my understanding.

As I feel myself relax, you push the large vibrator further into me., so incredibly hard that it scares me and I try to stand up as far as possible. My panting, becoming an indescribable loud sound escaping my throat. You gently push me back forward, rubbing my back, stroking my hair. Every time you feel me loosen more, you take advantage and slide it further inside me. My dark hole finally relaxes and I feel a sudden need to take it all. I try to push back and you grant me what I need, pushing it into me, to the hilt. I feel your fingers dig into my bottom . You hold so still, I'm not sure , if you are making ME wait. I groan with deep satisfaction, of finally being filled with the big vibrator.

THIS SUB WROTE THIS ESSAY BASED ON HER PREPARATION, SHE HAS NOT YET SERVED THIS MASTER BUT HAS BEEN DOING HER PREPARATION TRAINING.

MUCH SHE HAS WRITTEN, SHE FEARED SIX WEEKS AGO, TODAY SHE IS EXCITED BY HER FEARS.

SHE WROTE SO BEAUTIFULLY MASTER HAS POSTED IT ON HIS JOURNAL, SHE IS PREPARING HERSELFTO ACCEPT MASTERS CHAINS, RESTRAINT AND VERY STRICT ORGASM CONTROL. MASTER IS VERY PLEASED WITH HER, AND IS LOOKING FORWARD TO TRAINING HER FOR MANY YEARS.

MASTER WOULD ADD, HER PREPARATION GIVES HER AN IDEA OF HER FIRST SESSION, SHE WROTE WELL AND MASTER KNOWS WHAT SHE IS EXPECTING, SHE WILL NOT BE DISAPPOINTED.

I as the Master that I am, are now warming to my little snob of a sub, she has become very sweet, and more submissive by the day, she told me today that she was ?looking for a whisper that will send shivers down my spine,? and she said, you Sir have that whisper. She thus then said, ?I was seeking a Master with  a touch that will leave me breathless and someone whose strength will complete me.? ? Sir you are that Master? and the conversation continued ?she confessed that over the last few weeks, she has masturbated and taken orgasms more times than she can recall at any other time in her life? and she thanks this Master offering her unconditional submission.

This woman was to be this Master?s greatest challenge, and she has become the easiest, not a bit of trouble, totally compliant, as a professional woman with a mission in my City, I met her in her central city hotel, and I settled her down on the King Size bed in her room and spoke with her for some two hours, nothing sexual happened, be it she begged for it , she enjoyed  just Masters touch of her hand and the conversation that made her body vibrate with sexual ecstasy and she committed to serving this Master when she has been prepared for her servitude. This woman was one of the most awful specimens that I had encountered in many years, with seriously bad attitude, and was now behaving beautifully. Over the last 21 days she has with Masters instruction had 50 orgasm?s  and was given the task by Master to remember and list each and everyone in her Diary, given by Master in this short meeting. This sub has a wonderful Legal brain that fascinates this Master, and she explained her mission and visit to my City, and Master was very impressed, not only had she become an excellent sub, she was equally assertive in her real life, and got away with so much , as a woman with a beautiful figure and shape, immaculately clothed and she remained that way as she lay on the Hotel bed.

As is Masters way, she had approached me, Master had took her on, reluctantly, but with Masters permission, she wanted to talk about something this Master had written some time ago, she had printed this out and wanted to talk to Master about it.

This Master was curious, as he relaxed this sub, he put his hand over her eyes , she closed them and said, ? I want you to own my vagina, own me sexually, I have no expectations, I want no vanilla, I have my own child, I am a single woman now, I am complete other than my sexual desires are running wild, kinky , disgusting, perverted, Master I need help. Master can I talk with you.

Master was all ears, and permission granted, Master felt her racing pulse, she was actually perspiring that made her perfume smell far stronger, expensive and quality that suited her, but Master would change her brand but not forbid its usage. ?I know you will control my orgasms , as you have said and written , and when you session me , I know that the devices you are going to use on me , will give me orgasm after orgasm, I know I must ask permission, but I know I will disobey as my body will not be compliant, you Master wrote that if one of your subs can not control her orgasms, she will expect after a year, without an improvement chastity, using a device.?

Master looked at this beautiful professional lady, shaking like a leaf, certainly a woman in the City that most feared, and she was a number one snob, she had one serious attitude. I as the Master that I am , said she would be trained to control her orgasms, she would be trained to orgasm on demand, or wait or indeed abstain.

She was panting and certainly very wet between her tightly closed legs, and embarrassed, Master told her to calm down and focus, he held her now very hot quite sweaty hand, and squeezed her pulses, and pressure points, almost crying she said, in my profession I could not wear a device under my clothing, but if I had a choice could I accept you ?Chastity Coil?

This Master replied quite angry, you will have no choice if you serve me, but this Master considers your life outside of this fraternity, and if you have to be compulsory and mandatory in chastity, Master will choose the best devices that suit your lifestyle.

The not so much of a snob, now with tears in her eyes, said I fear all this chastity, but I need to serve you, and with the fear of the ?chastity coil? I am sure I will be compliant with your instructions, orders and demands. I am sure I will be able to control my masturbation and orgasms as I will fear chastity so much, and the chastity coil is my worst fear.

The sub went on, ?I am a very educated woman at University level, and I have searched everywhere , the internet and can not find out about ?the chastity coil? and you wrote all about it, everything Master is so real, can I show you my copy that I printed out, off the website. It is this that is helping me focus, Sir , Master can I read it out so that I know I understand.

Master liked this submission, her fear made her totally submissive and she was ready to serve, ?can I leave the bed, Sir, go to my briefcase and get my valued copy, and return and read it out , and you Master, tell me more.?

This Master said, ?go and get it, and return, sit up, focus and read the article to me, and I will explain as you go through it, Master explained that he would feel her neck veins and pressure points, behind her ears as she talked me through this article.

She was soon back, and in position, and said ?Master, this I believe is your compliance punishment , for non improvement over a year regarding your subs orgasm controls, also if the sub is spending to much time with her dildo or having sexual intercourse without permission.

Master told her to get on with it, she read out as follows, 

Master has the facilities to make his sub, through her contract of servitude, accept chastity using a device, there are devices that prevent the touching of the vagina and clitoris, usually locked on under the clothing, not the ideal contraption for long term, because of a women?s hygiene problems, or the ?Chastity Coil? produced by an overseas ?Traditional Coil? Laboratory, very expensive, difficult to obtain, yet can be obtained, if severe long term chastity is required and has to be enforced. The controlled medical facilities that Master will use, are sterile , and can ensure a safe application for a short or long term usage of the ?Chastity Coil? and the secret of these applications is only revealed so that the sub can focus on compliance to avoid any possibility of being fitted with the ?chastity coil? , the history of this coil and traditional coils follows on,

Standard Intrauterine devices (IUDs) have remained quite popular especially among women who have had babies. The word ?intrauterine? means ?inside the womb?. IUDs are not so easy to insert in young women who have not had children. Also, official Medical advice is that young, sexually active women must be carefully screened for (STDs) before having an IUD put in.So fitting such devices takes a great deal of care and the small operational exercise must be conducted in a safe sterile and controlled facility.

So what does all this mean, IUCD ? short for intra-uterine contraceptive device ,the coil ? because in the early days of IUDs, back in the 1960s, some devices were coil shaped , they are not now, however the Chastity coils are partially, sometimes the coil is referred to as the loop, because a lot of the IUDs of 45 years ago were loop shaped, no longer the case. These days  we talk about the copper T ,because many of today?s devices contain some copper , to make them more effective and are a nice T shape. However the Chastity Coil came about from women's usage and those entering their vaginas through normal sex, experienced if with a larger penis, a lot of discomfort in sex, so over the years better designs have been put into place, but the troublesome designs remembered. The question you are all wishing to ask is what is it like, well it is very small really, a bit longer than a matchstick if you can remember a match stick, so place that matchstick in your hand, the palm of your hand, and imagine the  womb (uterus) is actually about the size of your clenched fist. So if you close your hand round a matchstick, you will have a rough idea of how an IUD sits inside your womb, of course if you are a woman.the standard basic IUD have either one or two little threads that hang down a short but grab length, so that a Doctor can check if the device is still in place, most importantly, the threads are used when it?s time to remove the IUD; the doctor just grasps a thread with a surgical ?clip? and pull the device out. The Chastity coil differs, the threads support the vaginal insert, that sits tight in any case, but is lightweight and the vaginal muscles can not move it, but it prevents anything entering the vagina. So the original IUD sits in your womb and prevent you from getting pregnant. They do this in three main ways.They prevent your a Mans sperm from getting through your womb and into your tubes,they alter the secretions (mucus) in your cervix, creating a further barrier for sperm,they affect your womb lining, making it less likely to ?accept? an egg. The Chastity coil does all this and more, it prevents intercourse and self pleasuring with a dildo, it prevents access to the G.Spot , in other words prevents a woman from using her vagina.In sexy Scandinavia, around 20% of all women of reproductive age have IUDs, fitted, woman in later life do not, but are often more sexually active, thus as they have experienced an IUD  device a chastity coil is so much more easily fitted.Ok now the side effects that have to be monitored with care, they make your periods heavier , certainly make them longer and as Master likes,may make them more painful, the Chastity coil does not interfere with the menstrual flow but prevents the use of Tampons, that can be a good thing as thus then a woman can not forget and leave one stuck up in there, that can be quite dangerous. What has to be monitored however is because of the increase in menstrual flow, it?s possible that you might become anaemic, however women in mid life who do not menstruate but are very sexually active, will have no effects other than can not enjoy penetrative sex.

What readers must accept that most are not qualified to insert IUDs or the Chastity Coil, there is a  minority of GPs who have experience of fitting IUDs, but make no mistake, very few, so do not trust a GP or Doctor. Women should certainly have their IUD devices fitted by gynaecologists, but under the NHS or even privately it is difficult to get a Chastity Coil fitted, so any woman having one fitted is at great risk whoever puts it in must be  properly trained, in the past, a few doctors who had little or no experience of fitting traditional IUDs ?tried their hands? at inserting them, often with poor results for the unfortunate patient, so the added dangers of the Chastity Coil, getting them fitted by a non practitioner, if anything goes wrong can be very serious and even a criminal offence.

So can we suggest that the woman sub/slave has got to be fitted with a chastity coil, the woman will  be told to come to the Masters clinic/surgery on a specific date, usually at the end of your period, when the flow should be light, or just after it.The device should not be fitted during the ?heavy? days of the period, and the woman must make sure you have not run any risk of pregnancy.The sub woman will  take off her pants and any other garments like tights, and to lie on the Masters examination couch. The Master  will insert the little gem of a device called a ?speculum? which when well inserted lets him see your cervix, very clearly. The Master likes then to check the length of the subs womb with an ingenious instrument called a ?sound'. This might hurt slightly, as indeed it should.All IUDs fold up so that they can go inside a medical instrument that looks like a drinking straw. The Master pushes this ?straw? into the woman subs  vagina and then through into her cervix and continues so into the womb. Finally, Master can easily  eject the IUD/Chastity coil  from the ?drinking straw? , job done, and it?s in, this whole process usually takes about 20 minutes. Of course Master likes it to be a bit painful, yes it is only ?a bit? painful. It is said with traditional IUDs,  in practice, most women say that it?s much less unpleasant than a visit to the dentist. With traditional IUDs a small proportion of women do find it very painful. The amount of pain you feel depends on various factors, like,how relaxed you are,how skilled the Master is, the size and shape of the womb, whether you have ever been pregnant,insertions in women who have  had babies are usually not very uncomfortable at all.After the device has been put in, the woman  should rest , for a good half-hour, and not drive herself home, often just in case she  feels faint. During the next few hours, the woman will  probably, more likely than not,  experience some cramp pain. Master will give you  some pads as these must be made available, as it's likely she will lose a little blood that night and over the next few days. Of course now the woman can no longer have sex or intercourse , she may try, but it will not happen, the vagina can not be entered, a long finger can go in, the device feels like a wire ribbed miniature lamp shade, that the vaginal muscles are grabbing as the fabric on a lamp shade would. There is a problem, traditional IUDs are often ?expelled? ,that is, they can come out, the expulsion rate is as high as 10 per cent with traditional IUDs the chastity coil is more resilient shaped to prevent expulsion. However  the woman should check your vagina regularly with your fingertips, to make sure that it is not ?coming down' or out, the device itself, which would feel hard to the touch.

There is a serious Danger rarely, the device goes through or ?perforates? the wall of the womb. Usually, it?s only at insertion that this happens. Perforation is an emergency, so if the woman get a great deal of pain in the lower part of your tummy, contact a doctor at once, it is an Emergency. Infections are a little more common in IUD users, so it is expected the same for chastity coils, and are most likely to cause symptoms in the three weeks following insertion. However as the woman can not have penetration of any kind, she is less likely to get infected, but only an experienced practitioner can insert these devices as they must recognise if  the woman is ?carrying? a sex infection, such as chlamydia, the insertion makes it flare up.The woman must also, If she  gets a smelly discharge, pain or a fever, have the device removed and consult a doctor urgently.The traditional IUD is very good at preventing normally located pregnancies, the chastity coil makes it almost impossible, so an ectopic, outside the womb, pregnancy is also almost impossible. 

There are ten types of IUD in the UK, the chastity coil is not heard of,The Flexi-T 300. T shaped. Lasts five years,  The Flexi-T +380, for slightly larger wombs. Lasts five years. The GyneFix. Different from the rest, because it isn?t T-shaped, and just consists of six copper tubes on a polypropylene thread. Lasts five years.Load 375. U-shaped. Lasts five years, The Multiload Cu 375. Lasts five years,The Nova-T 380. Copper and silver. Lasts five years. The T-Safe Cu 380A. Yet another T shape. Manufacturers say it lasts 10 years. TT380 Slimline. Currently intended to last 10 years.UT 380 Short. For the shorter womb. Lasts five years,UT 380 Standard. For the larger womb. Lasts five years.

Subs are warned that many women in the UK have worn devices such as Gyne-T 380 that are now out of date, but can have had these inserted over ten years, in theory the chastity coil can be inserted as such a coil as the Gyne-T 380, so interest in the chastity coil comes from owners of,  slave women other than owners of subs, but once the veil of secrecy has been lifted from the "chastity coil" it will become the hygenic safe chastity device for women subs and slaves who must endure chastity of non penetrate sex, for their Masters, maybe also Mistreses.

The snob sub, put the paper down, and said ? Master please train me, I have dreamed about serving a Master as you are all my life?

This Master smiled, ?you have been having orgasms throughout reading that article, twitching and shuffling, how wet are you sub, Master did however use the subs given name, she replied ?Master I am sorry, I am soaking wet, my skirt and underwear are saturated, I am so sorry Master. This Master told her to remain on the bed until after this Master had departed, Master said you will write to me within one week, an essay no less than 2000 words all about this  experience today, and all you have had fantasies about prior that involve, I this Master, yes indeed I will session you soon, after preparation, and yes indeed you will sign the Master contract.

Before this Master departed, the sub asked can I kiss you sir, until next time.

Master gave her a kiss, holding her behind her neck has he did so, and departed.

What a difference this woman is now, Master really took her on reluctantly, he was of the opinion that a sub taken on weeks before her, had failed him, gone AWOL, so this Master had a place for her, now this Master is very stretched , but will manage, Master does not smoke, but in celebration will smoke an odd Havana, once in the Hotel car park in the City Centre, Master walked over to a popular alfresco bar, ordered a coffee with a Napoleon Brandy and lit his cigar, a delight to savour both cigar and sub, coffee and brandy, and wondered if there was going to be a need to scrub up for this posh woman, who was now sweet , not so much a snob, kinky beyond belief, equally perverted , her chemistry a perfect match for this Master.

All my subs approach me first, to serve me , as a Master.

My procedures ensure that when I first session a sub, she is fully prepared and there is a future in progressing her submission.

Often when you meet people, there are a variety of reasons why, what they want can not happen, they have historic baggage that can not be discarded, so it is essential that to move beyond fantasy, one has to explore if reality can take place, I have come across situations when a sub is so desperate to progress her submission, she puts everything on the line, that can be damaging to her family and friends, and once the power of her new submission wanes, she realises that this has been a big mistake.

So my process is to explore and be sure, that the sub can and is ready to submit, more often than not, demonstrates that they can not, and then everyone must move on.

So I will examine this Masters ways, quite unique and certainly very perverted, it has to be, to really work, for Master and sub.

Thus, sexual perversion in psychology, sexual behaviour deemed pathological by its deviation from "normal" sexual desire. The definition of sexual perversion has shifted considerably over time: indeed, it has never been an uncontested category of meaning. For example, homosexual desire has long been stigmatized as sexual perversion among many segments of Western society (and remains so among some), but within the field of psychology, it is no longer considered pathological. Use of the term perversion itself has come under wide criticism in recent years. Today, psychologists generally refer to non traditional sexual behaviour as sexual deviation or, in cases where the specific object of arousal is unusual, as paraphilia. There are a number of recognized disorders of this type. In fetishism, the object of sexual desire is either an inanimate object or a non genital part of the human anatomy. Voyeurism involves the covert viewing of other individuals who are naked, undressing, or engaged in sexual activity, as the primary means of sexual arousal. Other forms of sexual deviation include exhibitionism, incest, transvestism, necrophilia, sadism, and masochism. Many of these behaviours, when they involve the participation of non consenting adults punishable by law. Although rape is not classified as a paraphilia, it is a serious sexual deviance, and perhaps the most highly reviled form of sexual gratification. Most forms of sexual deviance are accompanied by any number of other psychological disorders.

In this Masters case, as a Sexologist I can explore my submissive woman?s wants and needs, and devise a sexual perversion in psychology, often so dramatic as many women who approach me with very serious hang ups, can over come these, BBW with weight problems, even bordering on health problems, have been helped by this Master, I have even met submissive BBW virgin women, so sad as they have so much to offer, they move on in life through submission.

So why does this Master write today about all this, simple, I have touched a nerve somewhere, it happens when a third party gets involved, when a possible sub as approached a Master like I , and what they want, what they can not have because of their historic history , restraints and as I call it, baggage.

I communicate with over (100)  hundred followers every month, occasionally someone in one of their lives takes umbrage, and takes over the recipients correspondence platform, a situation when maybe the submissive has not realised how dangerous the game she is playing really is, such a message from a submissive that I believe really needed my help,  came into my system and it will appear I will be one follower down, someone in her life took over her system and messaged me, in reply to one of my messages.

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F..k  Off you PERV,

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So most of us including the offending party have perversions, sexual and otherwise, I am sad for my follower, that party who took over a reply for her, certainly does not know how ?is or her? woman really ticks, and why she so desperately needed a Master.

At long last my snobby sub has come alive, this Master has been very cruel to her, and she understands that through her newly found submission to this Master, she has been a super bitch. Master wants and wishes her to continue with this aloof attitude at the same time she will learn the pits of submission, to gain an opportunity for this Master to help her achieve the fantasy she is so desperate to live, one of those fantasies is Vaginal Labia origami, however with her university education did not know what the correct word was for her fantasy.

What does origami mean?

Origami this Master, will explain is from  ori , meaning, "folding", and kami meaning "paper" is the ancient Japanese art of paper folding. "Origami" nowadays refers to all types of folding, even those of non-paper origin such as the inner vaginal lips. Origami only uses a small number of different folds, but they can be combined in a variety of ways to make intricate designs using the labia minora.

The labia minora can be easily used to create various shapes and forms when it has been properly elongated to its maximum length potential. Just think of it as labial origami, when you have long labia minora, you can create diverse forms or shapes that mimic insects, animals, structures, botanicals, etc.

Origami of the female genitals can be quite an attraction for spectators. Women have been creating shapes and forms with their labia throughout centuries. What girl has not tried to mimic a flower with her labia or the wings of a butterfly? Whether in the past or present, some women have always put on shows to their personal and private audience (intimate partner) using their inner vaginal lips.

It is not far fetched to believe or not to believe the amazing and fantastic things women can accomplish with their genitalia. Vaginal lips can be used to create incredible eye opening figures mimicking common things we all have come to know through the passage of our lifetime.

Female genitalia are by no means dull or boring as some people would have you believe. A little thought and imagination is all that is needed when performing labial origami. With experience women can easily shape their vaginal lips into butterflies, knots, flowers, bats, dragons, you name it, it can be done and you will never look at labia the same way again.

To achieve, Master has always believed that such a woman should have aspirations to be a future slave, that way the stretching technique will be better served and received by a future partner. Stretching of the Labia can cause great pain, but also great satisfaction, once it develops more elasticity forms, and it will stretch further. Master will play with his subs on occasion elongating the labia, but not for long term effects, if a sub is prepared to have her labia stretched permanently, then she must sign Master contract with the agreement annexed for Vaginal Labia origami lengthening treatment, this involves intense sessions with Master and homework training, daily training indeed. Piercing is recommended and may be mandatory if this Master sees fit, and the wearing of underwear briefs and panties forbidden other than under trousers, shorts or jeans.

BBW larger ladies experience something quite crazy if weighted jewellery is inserted into labia piercing for daily 24/7 wear, the hanging jewellery gets trapped between their inner thighs, and pulls at their vagina as they walk, it can be from pleasurable to very painful. A slim girl can have jewellery hanging from her labia , wearing a shortish skirt, it will swing freely between her legs, and the bottom of the jewellery can be designed and inserted to hang to within an inch of her hemline, in time her hemline will have to get longer as her labia stretches to far greater lengths.

So if my little snob sub wants to go along with this training, and signs all my complicated contracts, she will find herself partying at Christmas in her ball gown, weighted down between her naked thighs, with some nice heavy labia jewellery inserted into her piercing?s.

MASTER THOUGHT HE WOULD SHARE A MESSAGE RECEIVED TODAY ENCLOSED WAS A VERY NICE QUALITY SHARP PICTURE.

Sir, The picture I have attached is one I took myself with my digital camera. What a beautiful shot of my pussy if I do say so myself. I would compare it to a pink rose just opening or a lovely pink heart. I think it shows my inner and outer lips and how pink they are very well. Sir, You can also see my clit and its small hood and the entrance to the inside of my pussy. I really had no idea how beautiful my pussy is and it makes me feel good to be able to share it. I hope that you Sir, the Wonderful English Master that you most certainly are, will  look at my picture and enjoy it as much as I have and do. And remember Sir, that it represents freedom for me. I read your Journals Master, I masturbate daily and your Journal writing brings me to my orgasms, every time. Sir, you have also been kind and written to me, advising me when you have placed an entry that would interest me, you have Sir, helped me come to terms with being a BBW and your knowledge of the larger woman is unique, Sir I have been told that you are a Sexologist and from what you write, you are the very best I have ever read about, Sir you give me at least one orgasm a day orgasms that are powerful ones, thank you Sir.

MASTER DOES NOT ENCOURAGE PHOTOGRAPHS BEING SENT TO HIM, THIS SPECIFIC LADY IS IN THE WEST OF THE USA , AND AS SHE WRITES ME OFTEN, I FORGIVE HER ON THIS OCCASION, BUT DO NOT SEND ANYMORE, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, BUT MASTER HAS SOME INTERESTING JOURNAL ENTRIES SOON, ONCE MASTER HAS TIME TO POST THEM.

THIS MASTER ALSO APOLOGISES , SOMETHING MASTERS SHOULD NEVER DO, BUT NOT ALL THIS MASTERS MAILBOX IS FROM SUBS AND SLAVES, AND THE MAILBOX IS GETTING REALLY BEHIND WITH MASTERS REPLIES,  BUT REPLIES WILL FOLLOW SOON.

MASTER WILL BE POSTING SOON, SOME VAGINAL TASKS, SOME HEALTHY SOFT PUNISHMENTS FOR FEMALE SUBS, AND SOME BBW TRAINING TECHNIQUES FOR THE LARGER WOMEN THAT VISIT,  THIS MASTERS JOURNAL , TRIED AND TESTED TRAINING METHODS THAT MASTER HAS GREAT PLEASURE USING.

THE MASTER, AS I AM, HAVE THREE OF MY SUBS , AS OF YESTERDAY IN CHASTITY, THIS REALLY IS REQUIRED TO FOCUS SUBS, ONE OF THE THREE I HAVE RELEASED TODAY, BECAUSE SHE WAS SUFFERING SLEEP PROBLEMS, AND AS SHE IS WORKING HARD AT HER PROFESSION , SHE NEEDS DEEP SLEEP. MASTERS AND MISTRESSES SHOULD ALWAYS ADDRESS SUCH ISSUES. A HEALTHY AND ALERT SUB OR SLAVE SERVES BEST, BUT MY SUBS ARE LEARNING PROTOCOL ALL THE TIME, AND AS I HAVE QUITE A FEW REGULAR VISITORS TO MY JOURNAL, WHO ASK ME COUNTLESS QUESTIONS, I HAVE DECIDED TO REFER THEM, TO MY JOURNAL ENTRIES, THUS THE REASON I WRITE SO TRANSPARENTLY.

I ENDEAVOUR TO WRITE QUITE REGULARILY BUT UNFORTUNATELY SINCE MY LAST POST, MY LATEST THREE RECRUITS HAVE BEEN TROUBLESOME, EACH IN THEIR OWN WAYS, AND DIFFERENT WAYS.

THUS THEREFORE MY FEMALE SUBS ARE INTRODUCED TO THESE RULES AND PROTOCOL, IN THEIR EARLY TRAINING.

YOU WILL LEARN TWO ABBREVIATIONS

MO

MASTERS ORGASMS

THESE ARE THE PERIOD OF TIME THAT YOUR MASTER PERMITS YOU TO MASTURBATE, PLAY, AND HAVE ORGASMS.

MASTER ENCOURAGES THESE ACTIVITIES, TO HELP THE FEMALE SUB APPRECIATE THE PERMISSION THAT HAS BEEN GRANTED, THE PLEASURE IS TAKEN BY THE FEMALE SUB, BUT THEY BELONG TO HER MASTER, SO THEY ARE THE MASTERS ORGASMS, HE OWNS THEM.

ORGASMS GRANTED ARE A REWARD NOT A GIFT FROM MASTER.

PCF

PURE, CHASTE. FRUSTRATED.

THESE ARE THE PERIOD OF TIME THAT YOUR MASTER REQUIRES THAT YOU DO NOT TAKE ANY SEXUAL PLEASURE, YOU DO NOT TOUCH YOUR VAGINA OR CLITORIS AND YOU DO NOT HAVE AN ORGASM.

DURING THIS PERIOD INTERCOURSE IS FORBIDDED AND VANILLA SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP THAT INVOLVES THE SUBS SEXUAL RELEASE OR PLEASURE IS NOT PERMITTED.

MASTER WILL ALWAYS REQUIRE A PERIOD OF PCF BEFORE YOU ATTEND HIM AS A SUB, THESE PERIODS ARE MANDATORY.

A PCF EXERCISE - MASTER REQUIRES.

USING MASTERS EXOTIC OIL  ON HER FOREFINGER, THE SUB WILL LIE NAKED ON THE TOP OF HER BED, LEGS WIDE OPEN , SOLES OF HER  FEET TOGETHER TIGHT, KNEES TOTALLY SREAD.

THE FINGER CIRCLES , MASTER  TELLS SUBS TO MAKE WITH THEIR CLITORIS, ARE TO  BE CONDUCTED ON TO THE SUBS OWN  LOWER  ABDOMEN, AS  IF SHE IS PLEASING THE CLITORIS.

THE SUB MUST NOT TOUCH HER VAGINA OR CLITORIS.

INSTRUCTION MASTER GIVES TO HIS SPECIFIC NAMED SUB

?VAGINAL LUBRICATION, MASTER WILL ENCOURAGE YOU TO SELF BODY LUBRICATE, THIS IS PART OF YOUR SEXUAL TRAINING. WHEN YOU ARE NOT PERMITTED TO TOUCH YOUR VAGINA AND YOU HAVE EXERCISES TO CONDUCT SUCH AS THE SMALL CIRCLES ON YOUR ABDOMEN, A SMALL AMOUNT OF OIL SHOULD BE USED, FOR SENSATION, MASTER ALSO PERMITS YOU TO USE A SMALL AMOUNT OF THE EXTRA SPECIAL OIL, THAT YOU WILL BE GIVEN., FOR THIS EXERCISE.

THESE  SPECIAL OILS, ARE MADE UP BY MASTER, IT MUST BE USED WITH CARE, AND ONLY SMALL AMOUNTS WHEN CLITORIS APPLICATION IS EXERCISED. THE OIL IS TO STIMULATE, IF TOO MUCH IS APPLIED IT WILL BURN, SO ONLY A SMALL DAB ON THE FORE FINGER MUST BE APPLIED. YOU WILL BE GIVEN, AS A SUB,  MASTER?S OIL?S WHEN YOU ARE WORTHY.?

In this Journal post I am going to explain what the females ?scorner of men.? Really is, and why this specific spot is so important to be controlled and punished by a strict Master who is training a female sub to be totally compliant. Every woman has this organ, and I believe it has got the correct title, it is a ?scorner of men?. read on,

What can a female sub expect is session, when her very all she has to offer, as a female, is being exploited by her Master, in the most humiliating way, one thing the Master will be examining is,  her Vulva, this  is the external sexual organ of women, I like to call it a Bimanual examination to identify and assess future training of my subs most sensitive parts. This is going to be really opened up wide and a lot of painful prodding, squeezing, and intrusions will be taking place during this very invasive programme of procedures.  The external view of the female vulva as normally seen when the woman has her legs and thighs parted wide, a Master will position them at there widest, and from the top down The Master can clearly see the Veneris Mons. With the Vagina nicely spread the Master will be able to inspect the  area between the labia minora. Working from top to bottom he will clearly see the clitoris, urethral opening, and vaginal opening.  Younger women usually have vaginal openings with a normal hymen, this is  a membrane that partially covers the opening. The hymen is the traditional "symbol" of virginity, although being a very thin membrane, it can be torn in early life by vigorous exercise or the insertion of a tampons, also masturbation. In later life the hymen takes all shapes and forms, larger women as we refer to as BBW usually have well placed hymens, as they are usually well protected with tighter thighs. Once a woman is in this position, she can not hide anything, for example if she has given birth, the signs will be very clear, a Mother will have a vagina that is referred to as having the vagina of a post-partum woman that is one who has given birth.

I have a treat or could it be a punishment for women who think they suffer from Anorgasmia; this is an Inability to have an orgasm or finding difficulty in having an orgasm. I would not be interested in any sub female that I thought I could not explore with total success, their very own ability, not only to orgasm, but to multi-orgasm, and often suffer pain from orgasm, restraints are essential in most cases when a woman is required to orgasm, usually having orgasms controlled, so my methods are important to understand, because the Master that I am, wishes to experiment with his sub women to establish to what extent they can accept multi-orgasms, orgasms so powerful that the pain makes them beg for release, pain that they can no longer stand , their sexual nerves are shattered and can take no more, they will do anything for release, there can be nothing more cruel for them to bear, so read on.

I as the Master that I am, love the perineum, this is the short stretch of skin starting at the bottom of the vulva and extending to the anus, this area will accept substantial acceptance of my array of instruments, and will accept also a great deal of pain, it is a very interesting part of a woman?s anatomy that I like to play with. The perineum in women often tears during birth to accommodate passage of the child, and this is apparently natural, and it is designed by Nature to do just that. The Perineum is thus an area to focus a lot of attention , as it joins the anus so pain infliction and stimulus can be directed at the very rim of the anus, and likewise in the opposite direction to the vagina, I have had subs go into sub space , sexual hysterics when this area is being treated .Some physicians, when the woman is giving birth,  may cut the perineum pre-emptively on the grounds that the "tearing" may be more harmful than a precise scalpel, but statistics show that such cutting in fact may increase the potential for infection. In BDSM our women are subs, wanting just this attention being given to their perineum, a young woman just wishing to give birth, should not have to suffer having her perineum sliced, I am very much against this, because I suspect that physicians, are not acting in the interests of the woman, by conducting this procedure.

I as the Master that I am, I can spend an unimaginable amount of time, using many instruments on this area, in BBW women once again, it is a very protected area, most BBW women have never had this area manipulated and treated with painful methods of intrusion, it is also an area of extreme pain and pleasure pre-25 year old women and mid 40s onward, I will not explain to anyone what I do, or how I treat a woman?s perineum, because then I am the only person that can relieve them in the future of this craving, for perineum treatment and training, that blows their tiny minds, makes them scream for me to stop, should I stop, they scream for more, so I rarely stop, my subs are not permitted safe words after second or third session, so they suffer.

I as the Master that I am, will pay a great deal of attention to an area that most partners of a woman, generally miss, thus the woman has no experience receiving pleasure and pain from this area, known as the mons veneris, Latin for "hill of Venus" (Roman Goddess of love) this is the pad of fatty tissue that covers the pubic bone below the abdomen but above the labia. The mons is very sexually sensitive in some women and protects the pubic bone from the impact of sexual intercourse, I will work on this area, and make it very sensitive. I will also delve deeply to engage the pubic bone, that can be very receptive to vibratory devices and the mons veneris are an excellent area, to commence with when engaging  the females external genitals collectively referred to as the Vulva.  As most parts that , the Master will engage in to commence will be part of vulva, it adds to the interest to start as I do..

I as the Master that I am,  will engage the labia majora, these are the outer lips of the vulva, pads of fatty tissue that wrap around the vulva from the mons to the perineum. These labia are usually covered with pubic hair, I do not permit hair, so all hair must be removed , and these outer lips will be very carefully inspected for any odd hairs, and found will be tweezer removed and the sub later punished, these lips contain numerous sweat and oil glands,  the scent from these glands is very strong,  sexually arousing, and the Master wants non of this so early in the session, so they will be dealt with , another trade secret.

.I as the Master that I am,  my attention will be thus, now focused on the labia minora, these  are the inner lips of the vulva, thin stretches of tissue within the labia majora that fold and protect the vagina, urethra, and clitoris.

I as the Master that I am, really enjoy this unique part of a woman, these are her signature, because  the appearance of labia minora can vary widely, from tiny lips that hide between the labia majora to large lips that protrude. Women differ so much in this area, this really is the biggest secret that they keep under their knickers, and can be there biggest embarrassment and humiliation.  The most common metaphor for the labia minora is that of a flower. Both the inner and outer labia are quite sensitive to touch and pressure, and are ideal arrears to engage with in depth, plenty of .fleshy skin to be manipulated and stretched, elongated and parachute stretched, no shortage of area to grip with all methods of devices , to pinch and chew into that flesh, so that the woman can be opened up, beyond belief, once those little protectors are dealt with and she can no longer defend or protect  the vagina, urethra, and clitoris, that is now fully exposed and ready to receive more discomfort and pain, with occasional bursts of pleasure if Master has a whim.

I as the Master that I am, can now engage with that which pleases me the most, the clitoris, once this becomes visible to the Master, I know that the woman is owned, mind, spirit , body and soul, her very everything, once I have her clitoris, she is mine. The female sub will certainly pull at her restraints now, as a finger tip touches that which the Master owns, the clitoris the small white oval between the top of the labia minora and the clitoral hood, is a small body of spongy tissue that is highly sexually sensitive, and the Master controls all. Only the tip or glans of the clitoris shows externally, but the organ itself is elongated and branched into two forks, the crura, which extend downward along the rim of the vaginal opening toward the perineum. The Master knows that the clitoris of his sub is much larger than she or maybe everyone she has known in her life could imagine and it is interesting that this can reach to 5 inches in BBW woman, but  about 4" long, on average and the Master is going to explore that which he owns, all sub women before a first session with this master need to look at a measure and that little bit she thought she had is going to be  a full 4 inches. I as the Master that I am . intend to use a vacuum suction to draw that clitoris out, the clitoral glans or external tip of the clitoris is protected by the prepuce, or clitoral hood, a covering of tissue similar to the foreskin of the male penis.

The prepuce will be forced to reveal clitoris that has never seen the light of day before and the vacuum pump will engage and thus engorge the clitoris to become inflamed and very sensitive. The female will be more frightened than she has ever been in her life, this is real vulnerability, and she will feel that clitoris being pulled out of her.  During sexual excitement, the clitoris may extend and the hood retract to make the clitoral glans more accessible, this is not what happens in this Masters session, the hood will have been retracted by the Master, and the clitoral clans will be fully and totally accessible, for the Masters devices and treatments on occasion punishments. The Master will explore underneath the visible parts of the clitoris, there lies, a very complex network of erectable tissue, muscle, nerves, and blood vessels that respond to and swell during sexual arousal and contract at orgasm. On some women the clitoral glans is very small; other women may have large clitori that the hood does not completely cover, the female is at a disadvantage because once I view her genital area, I know exactly what I am going to find. I once had a very slim petite young female, really thin, she was like a matchstick  with a giant out of proportion vulva , vagina area, she really was a walking giant vagina, but had been in a Lesbian fraternity up to her twenties when I acquired her, she had the largest  clitori that I think I have ever engaged, the hood often does not completely cover the clitoris, but her clitoris was so large she had no hood protection, it was impossible to put her in a chastity device with safety, but I taught her to orgasm on demand, and to control orgasm, and many other skills, she now lives happily in a stable and loving Lesbian relationship, and we keep in touch with a friendship, but she no longer sessions, with this Master or any Master..

I will add a little, so called technical information , It is believed from medical text books, that 85% of women have a clitoris size of between 0 and 2 centimetres and only 1% of women have a clitoris length of between 4 and 5 centimetres. According to various research, it was found that Oriental women, Japanese and Chinese, are having smaller sized clitorises followed by Asians and Indians. Caucasians and European women are somewhere in-between with black women  having by far the largest size clitorises. Maybe my subs have been somewhat over generous when clitoris were handed down, because when the very root of a woman?s clitoris is explored, even on the first few sessions I can establish 4 to 6 cm, but as sessions take place later, that are designed to draw the clitoris out, and establish the erect organ it can become, 6 to 8 cm,  can be achieved, a vacuum suction can extract  within ten minutes 2cm of clitoris of most women, so are my subs that 1% of women, I think not.

My last but not least mention about a subs Clitoris, and why I use this organ expertly to control my subs, a woman, in reality does nothing practical at all with her clitoris. The clitoris is simply a bundle of nerves,8,000 nerve fibres, to be precise. That's a higher concentration of nerve fibres than is found anywhere else on the body, including the fingertips, lips, and tongue, and it is twice the number in the Male  penis.In Frauds times, early anatomists referred to the clitoris as an "obscene organ of brute pleasure", indeed ..in 1612, Jacques Duval wrote of the clitoris: "In French it is called temptation, the spur to sensual pleasure, the female rod and the scorner of men..." so the scorner of men, is the ideal spot to concentrate on, and I really enjoy strict training of this scorner of men, organ.

I as the Master that I am, take special care with a very sensitive and delicate urethra, the opening to the urethra is just below the clitoris. It is not related to sex or reproduction, but is instead the passage for urine. The urethra is connected to the bladder. I am not going to mention what is done here, only my sub will taste this experience, but one think my sub is also quite sure of, and that is  because the urethra is so close to the anus, the Master has to take great care and use preventive measures,  to avoid infecting the vagina and urethra with bacteria. The female will feel a lot of pain but will not suffer with cystitis later or after session.

I as the Master that I am can now get down to the more intense engagements, that being with the subs vagina.The vagina extends from the vaginal opening to the cervix, the opening to the uterus. To be able to examine and engage the cervix prior to teasing the Uterus is very frightening to the female sub, as she feels the cervix being opened or is it, what is entering the mouth of her uterus. The females vagina serves as the receptacle for the penis during sexual intercourse, and once she has conceived as the birth canal through which the baby passes during labour. The average vaginal canal is three inches long, possibly four in women who have given birth. The Masters speculums will slide the entire length of her vagina to commence the opening of the vagina, no matter if it is 4 inches or 5 inches, the speculum will go all the way in. This length of the vagina may seem short in relation to the penis, as penises can vary from 4inches to 9 inches, but during sexual arousal the cervix will lift upwards and the fornix  may extend upwards into the body as long as necessary to receive the penis. To engage the fornix this way is very important because the speculum has further to go inside the sub, and the Mater wants to engage with the contractions of the vagina, just as if the woman is experiencing intercourse. After intercourse, the contraction of the vagina will allow the cervix to rest inside the fornix, which in its relaxed state is a bowl-shaped fitting perfect for the pooling of semen. The Master wishes to engage that state, but this sub is not going to be taking any semen, the Master has other fluids to introduce to mix with his subs natural fluids. At either side of the vaginal opening are the Bartholin's glands, which produce small amounts of lubricating fluid, apparently to keep the inner labia moist during periods of sexual excitement, this Master will expect his sub to be producing copious amounts of this lubricating fluids, and her training will be to produce lubrication on demand or as required, in or out of session, a female must always have a lubricated vagina, to show an ability to fully receive , what ever her Master wishes to implant in her, or indeed take her . To assist her further within her vagina are the hymen glands, which secrete lubricant for the length of the vaginal canal, during session and training the sub will be mentally shown these glands, and feel the electrical sting or prod as they are identified, so that she can focus her mind to permit her Master to milk these glands. When the Master is ready the speculum sunk deep inside her vagina will be extended and opened, this is always a test on the subs restraints, and she will be pushed to her limits, and maybe a test beyond, quickly rectified if need be, but all women at this stage suffer their greatest fear.

The speculum will prevent G.Spot treatment, at this stage, but this Master always likes to include G. Spot engagement, The word is in a lot of debate and quotes because there is still some debate as to the existence or purpose of the G- spot. It has one real purpose, to pleasure a woman,  or for a  good sub or slave, to torture her with orgasm control, or reward her with orgasmic relief. The Master finds his subs G.Spot  in a region known as the Skenes glands, the purpose of which in the Medical profession is unknown. Despite the controversy, one fact remains , The Masters subs crave  that pressure and the Masters training on this region of the vagina is extremely pleasurable leading to orgasms, multi orgasm and being in sub space. Usually, after several devices , two fingers are used, and because the spot is deep within the tissue, some pressure may be needed, from this Masters experience, it is quite a lot of pressure. Because the Skenes glands are alongside the bladder, some women will find  that the increased pressure makes them feel as if they need to urinate, most women will urinate if not catheterised, it builds up slowly, the bladder releasing into an explosion when they orgasm , more often than not a woman will empty her bladder when brought to orgasm or multi orgasm in this way. BBW women can not cope  when they have their G.Spot massaged, immediately they start to bladder release, and they can not control orgasm, not matter how serious orgasm control compliance punishments are, they can not control their orgasms. This Master when training a BBW woman will establish the worst punishments she hates, and warn them that this is the punishment, if they are non compliant, before orgasm they are warned, and I as the Master that I am, often say, ?if I give you permission to orgasm, will you accept your punishment with pride? within a split second they are screaming Yesssssssssssss Please???.Please, I thus then say ?Orgasm now? and on that split second they do, this way is often more powerful for the woman, she has been given permission, and will take her punishment with pride, and it will hurt.

However we are speculum prevented , with speculum in place, and well open vagina to Masters liking, but maybe a bit more can be achieved.

I as the Master that I am, get my pleasure from my subs fear now, she is hot and sweating, very frightened and pulls at her restraints. WE are going to engage the cervix. The cervix is the opening to the uterus. It varies in diameter from 1 to 3 millimeters, depending upon the time in the menstrual cycle and when the measurement is taken. Young women are very small and tight, and the cervix goes tight when women no longer have  menstrual cycles , tight cervixes make the best subs, they are terrified, and with this terror their cervix contracts more, the brain telling it to do so. The cervix is sometimes plugged with cervical mucous to protect the cervix from infection; during ovulation, this mucous becomes a thin fluid to permit the passage of sperm. Thus with younger women I like to session, when they are ovulating, older women who no longer have menstrual cycles can not experience this, but I have a trick up my sleeve to sting their inactive left and right ovaries , yes they will feel their ovaries. The sub woman?s cervix will be totally available to her Master, and it will be dealt with, those methods I will not reveal, but my subs will endure for their Master.

I as the Master that I am, can now contemplate to stimulate the uterus, or womb, which is the main female internal reproductive organ, thus that what she functions as a female to be. The inner lining of the uterus is called the endometrium, which grows and changes during the menstrual cycle to prepare to receive a fertilized egg, and sheds a layer at the end of every menstrual cycle if fertilization does not happen. This is a very errogenic part of the female sub, and I as a Master   will engage muscle spasm in the uterus, which is lined with really very powerful muscles, as we all know strong enough  to push a baby  out during labour, these self same muscles can play games mysterious games on the mind, of the sub, when they are made to contract. It matters not the age of the sub women she will always engage dramatically at this stage of her session, the Master must not be fooled with tears, it happens most times, but often it demonstrates to the Master, it is time to move on..

I as the Master that I am, can direct my subs thoughts to her very own ovaries and remind her that they perform two functions: the production of oestrogen and progesterone, the female sex hormones, and the production of mature ova , or eggs.  At birth, the ovaries contain nearly 400,000 ova, and those are all she will ever have. If she is a young woman how many has she left, if she is a mature woman no longer menstrual ting do any remain, what is interesting 400,000 is far more than she will ever need,  during an average lifespan she will go through about 500 menstrual cycles. After maturing, the single egg travels down the fallopian tube, a journey of three or four days, this is the period during which a woman is fertile and pregnancy may occur, it is also an excellent time for training the sub woman in her compliance, it may seem cruel, but it is the way, the way of her Master. Eggs that are not fertilized are expelled during menstruation, often the Masters stimulus brings on, her menstruation, early. Menstruation during her session. The time of any session with a sub woman, must bear resemblance to times and dates, this also is a practise conducted with elder women who no longer have menstruation, but even after a year or so, having no show or menstruation, ova can remain, can a Masters session make his sub release an ova , in later life, that can be fertilised, everything is possible, so the Master must heed the risk of taking his sub, so no matter the age of his sub, through from her 20s to late 50s she can become pregnant, the sub woman has given herself to her Master, so in doing so he can fertilise her ova, the Master has caused that reaction, engaging his subs sexuality in a way that makes the brain stimulate procreation , through its signals of pain, frustration and anticipation.

The Masters sub, is enduring a session, that has been very intense in her genitals, and will the Master never remove this giant speculum. During an intense session the breasts would be also enduring discomfort, together with a few pressure points vulnerable to the subs Master. Soon the Master will make his female suffer in  a way that will be worse than all she has endured as yet, the powerful orgasms that make every muscle and nerve cell in her body spasm, when she is ready for this experience it will happen, when it does , she finds her release, and will sleep soundly , to wake many hours later, exhausted, satisfied, yet craving for the next time??..??

This happens, the due diligence and care, that I exercise with, my subs are thus, never in any real danger, young and older women melt like butter on a hot sunny day, but my training methods require total 100% submission, I train my females several months before they session, until they are ready and compliant, they never session, or never will.

Quick Updates.

Following my trip last week, I am behind with replies to all messages, all messages get a reply.

Understanding the female  mental state and mind in a physiological  way is impossible, I mention my image photograph, Mr. Nice and I have many requests for a copy. I am not sending anymore images out, to anyone, for the moment.

My AWOL sub as manifested, ?just?, she is under very serious review.

My possible new sub, the SNOB who wants to be a sub, I find is not who she thinks she is, I am giving her a name it will not be ?poppet? or ?floppet? and I never put any names on my journal , that relate to anyone, or can identify anyone, so that is it. This snob as only a single child, and time to devote to learning my ways in tandem to her court work , not so different really. She really is a bad woman, with seriously bad hang ups, she does not like people, really who she thinks, she, is better than, when in the future she is naked, drinking on all fours out of a dog bowl, she will reflect.

She knows that she needs her disgusting mindset cleansed, she knows that her marriage failed because of her attitude, her nose is so high up in the air, it could act as a mobile Arial transmitter, she was a total shit at school, worse at uni, she thinks her vagina is unique, that will receive a lot of serious correction, if I ever become her Master. I am establishing how much is fantasy and how much of this woman is for real, she is very attractive and knows it, I sense lesbian tendencies but these are not admitted by her, so she can be grateful to my future sub who went AWOL, thus a position  arose, the AWOL sub returns, and I am now additionally committed with Miss Prim and Proper, life really is a bit of a shit sometimes for a Master.

All this happened when I was away in Spain for a few days, and now my diary will become impossible.

I shall be writing soon about my subs in training, and their very first session, after preparation, usual comments as always appreciated, useful comments against negative ones, are of greater interest.      

The Dao de Jing, THE DOW, is a strange thing, my latest possible sub in training as gone off radar, and I have a woman who I have told, countless times that I can not entertain at the moment, as she is writing a dozen messages a day, to serve me.

This woman originally wished to have an intense relationship with a person who understands her fully  and her complicated yet quite desperate needs, in other words a 24/7 partner, why approach a real Master with a stable of slaves, it just does not happen. Thus this carefully and respectfully explained to her as the Master that I am, she wanted thus then to compromise, be a sub and maybe collared, on the so called collared register.

I like this woman, if I had the time, she is professional and  a self confessed snob, and she is craving with everything she possesses for very serious humiliation and degradation. This specific lady confesses to me, that she has read my journal a dozen times, and she is sure that I would understand her needs and her very soul, she is able to serve as and when without restriction as a divorced woman, and she confesses that she has a child , and she is good at both her profession and raising her offspring, but needs this powerful sexual stimulation more than life itself. Her commercial life is stressing and she had a very complicated yet stable childhood, but looks down on most people, has a problem with this really.

The twist I like with this woman, she wants to be humiliated by someone she despises, those she would class as low life, or shall we say lower life, maybe it is because I sent to her my Mr. Nice photograph a few weeks ago when she first contacted me. My Mr. Nice is not the image my subs focus on, so I send it for reality into the situation in the early days, before I get onto the heavy training and compliance preparation for the first real time meet.

She has explained in reams of correspondences that there are many social groups that repulse her, make her feel sick in the pit of her stomach  and those are the same groups that she would find, distressing and very upsetting to serve and she writes all this to myself, the Master that I am, does she realise what she is saying to me.

As I work in session, in theatre, I have seen all this before, when a submissive woman is restrained and interrogated to reveal her inner mind, I have seen a sub almost orgasm when she has been threatened  with the possible involvement in her session with some of my other Master friends, like my 6ft 6inch black muscle builder who weights 22 stone and has got an appendage as big as my giant speculum that measures in at 14inches.

This specific sub woman wants to suffer deep humiliation from those in society she looks down on, road cleaners, toilet cleaners, ethnics , villains, scroungers, this relates to how she has been brought up in childhood and her high flying profession in the City.
 
The problem is this woman is in real fantasy, it is a case of the mind wanting desperately what the body can not take, in theatre I can be anyone, introduce anyone, be the image she craves, excluding low life of course,  but this woman is not going to take the humiliation, because she will not be able to suffer the sexual pain.

My reluctance to thus then take her on, is that she is in fantasy, a woman who wears a £500 smart suit to work and wears £100  bottles of  perfume , pays £60 for her weekly manicure, pays £45 for her knickers, can she serve naked and be chained , I have trained a female barrister once, they are really submissive, a total reversal of their role in real life.

So back to my  Dao de Jing, THE DOW,  the one sub, I dedicated my article to, Eyes wide open, I have really nurtured, can you imagine she, as gone AWOL,  off my radar, and this little new poppet, could be a replacement, as she  is so, desperate and says she will be totally compliant if I , as the Master that I am will give her a chance, I have posted this on my journal so that this ?poppet? I may even name her that, can accept that I am considering her, in her desperation she has also said that she will be labia pierced as her gift of submission, to me, if I accept her.

Eyes very wide open, yet shut and firmly closed , is a sad syndrome that has to be tested by a Master. When fantasy overtakes reality often a little reminder of reality has to be introduced, this often shatters a subs exciting trip in fantasy and greatly disappoints, in some cases devastates them, this is why internet related meetings are so complicated, disappointing and really very dangerous. One of the lesser reasons that I am not so generous with my image, is to ensure that what a future sub wants is not just in their minds and fantasy, but their true feelings. That said, as I correspond with a sub, before my first meeting,  I can establish what their mind set is, what their image of the Master in session really is, a subs mind takes over, often they want a Torturer, a real  Inquisition task master to tear their bodies and empty their minds, and with that fantasy comes an image of the Master, an image to instill terror and an image that inflicts violence, they have a fantasy in their mind of the perfect Master as their minds wishes to perceive.

I write this Journal entry in a nice comfortable flight back to my homeland city, and smile as a sub that I have nurtured some 26 days, as just gone off my radar, as I sip my champagne, I smile as I have been so cruel, sending her a Mr. Nice picture of myself the Master I am, but can not be, as my Mr. Nice is just a guy, enjoying a beer, in a pair of shorts and beach shirt, straw hat and lightly tinted shades, that I rarely wear, worn  for the purpose of this image, was essential. Why did I not send her a more exciting picture of maybe Master in session, my military garb or martial arts suit, my 17^th century regalia, the fearsome stuff, simple, it was testing time, I timed the image to hit when it gave the sub time to have her fantasy shattered to pieces and to wake up and smell the roses, yes roses, and maybe her next image would be a real time meeting or a more not so Mr. Nice picture, but it was time for me, to establish if she was really preparing to session, or just wanted titillating fantasy material from a Master.

I do not mind investing many hours in communicating with a would be sub, but as we progress, I have to establish the intentions are real and genuine, I planned and programmed a first session with this sub by September , ten weeks maximum, from this Saturday as I write,  and that would have involved both Master and sub in many hours of written preparation, I can not risk this time, I have to be sure, so I test, when a fantasy sub is at their very weakest. The sub has been given a name , and will be required to return that name, a final act of default, I will still communicate with such a person, but they will never be given a second chance with me, or another new name, that is my way.

The Master that I am, will say, that anything we can imagine must be based on something already perceived. When the Wright brothers imagined flight, they based it on birds. When dragons are told in legend and fairy tale,  they are based on giant lizards and dinosaurs. We cannot imagine that which isn't based on something already in existence, having been perceived by ourselves or someone we know. Nothing exists man-made which isn't based in some way upon our senses.

A sub who has been fed information, often in my case, read from my journal, imagines the Master in many ways, but it is in the imagination, it is what the subs brain wants the Master, to be, a torturer maybe, a cruel doctor, a prison guard, someone who has kidnapped her, a giant man, a little man, a man with tattoos, a body builder, it is in her mind , so this has to be dispelled after time, so that a real person has to be introduced.  This person, the Master once introduced, if different from the subs dreams and fantasy wishes, destroys all the exciting fantasy she has thus enjoyed up to that date, that which she focused on , did not exist, females with their mental attitude feel very cheated, and all the excitement they have had and enjoyed to that date is lost, and for a while they are even void of sexual feelings.

 The Master that I am, tests a subs resolve in this way, that is why I do not post my true photo or session photos , in the public domain, and when a sub asks me for a photograph, they get a Mr. Nice I love to do just this, a normal guy, doing normal things, nothing kinky, nothing sexy, the man in the street, however what is so interesting, my best subs have been obtained by me, when I, dressed just like this, that is why I enjoy real time meeting subs, as to and against the internet.

Which brings up the question: where did the preconceived notion of a deity come from? Do we imagine him/her/it based on some past experience lodged in our DNA, senses of our distant ancestors reaching through time? Or is this notion based on our imaginings of what we could be as humans?

http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2038/2069/1600/dancing_dragon.jpg href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2038/2069/1600/dancing_dragon.jpg">We constantly use our imaginations: "Oh my god, I could have just died!" (Our imagination when we have just avoided a near-collision on the bypass.) "Oh my god, the bank's going to repossess my car!" (Our imagination when we think we might not have enough money coming in for the bills going out.)

So when we imagine a god, or a deity, from whence does this imagining come? Religious doctrine dictates that this is god himself revealing himself to you, or the divine trying to "save" you if we follow a conservative Christian perspective. But religious imaginings span the globe in all forms, from Brahma, Vishnu and Siva to Jesus to the sun, moon and stars. From snakes and other creatures to elements like earth and water, fire and wind. Once could surmise from this observation alone that god is all. But why must god be? Why does the collective thoughts of mankind centre on a divine at all?

Mankind thus then needs a divine, but one of man kinds making, like the sub making up her Master to suit her fixation, the sub has an image and only that image can make her a sub, that fixation is real, as I have been a Master more than 30 years, I have always introduced theatre, when the sub realises that this no longer is playtime, her image and fixation disappears,  once she becomes frightened , that image she is with, becomes her sense of priority and if the treatment and training she receives is serious enough , a new image will be put into her mind , that which was her real time, not the fantasy.

http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2038/2069/1600/norse-god-thor-1-t.jpg href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2038/2069/1600/norse-god-thor-1-t.jpg">Think of that near-car crash in which you imagined you could have just died. You know this could have been a cause of death from things you have seen on the news, maybe from a real-life experience of your own, possibly just from reading an article. You have never experienced death yourself (or you'd be already dead imagining you could have died!), but you imagine that you could have. You are forcing your mind to think of something that you have not experienced physically, but maybe through your ears and eyes. Your mind leaps to this conclusion based on those senses alone.

The five senses make us feel that the world is real. Seeing the solidity of the objects around us, feeling the impact of the senses, it is hard to deny the validity of what we see. Everything looks real and we never stop to question this reality. The mind is attached to the five senses and accepts everything as real without questioning. When we bump into a table or a wall and we feel pain, it is difficult to say that we are imagining it. When we see with our eyes, hear sounds, smell, or when we feel heat or coldness, we accept these sense impressions as real. The world is an illusion, Maya in Eastern terminology. Can we accept this when everything looks so real? Can we regard the world as imagination?

We need the five senses and the mind to be conscious of the world, which means that the world is dependent on them. Without the senses and the mind the world does not exist for us. If we say that a real thing is something that always exist with no gaps, then the outside world is not real. There are times besides sleep, when we are so busy that we are not conscious of what is going on around us. When there are no sensory sensations, as while being in a floating tank, or when in deep meditation, we are still conscious, but not of the world. This means that sometimes we are conscious of the world and sometimes we are not.

After we wake up from sleep, or get out of deep meditation and return to ordinary consciousness, we feel that there was a gap in our consciousness of the outside world. There was no world at that time. If we endeavour to pay attention to our consciousness we will come to the conclusion that the outside world comes and go, while the awareness of our inner consciousness never wavers.The world exists for us only when the senses and mind are directed towards it, and cease to exist for us the moment we silence the senses and mind. During deep sleep we do not experience the world because the senses are not active. Can you prove the reality of the world while you are deeply asleep? When you wake up from sleep other people may tell you that the world existed, but can you prove that these people existed while you were asleep?

After waking up we may invent all kinds of theories to prove the realty of the world. Yet, these are only mental theories. During sleep it was non-existent for us. The world disappeared together with time. During sleep dreams seem very real, but upon awakening we realize that they were just dreams. So it is with this world we call reality. It is possible to wake from it too. Sri Ramana Maharshi, the great Indian sage, has said that the difference between a dream while sleeping and the dream we call wakefulness is only of duration, one short and the other one long.

Further to the above, each person interprets and relates to other people's behaviour , words and attitudes in a different way, according to the contents of his subconscious mind. No one's world is like another. Thus, here again, we see illusion at work. A world is created, based on our interpretation of what we see hear and sense.

I hope the readers of my journal are still following this, it is important, indeed Mind and thoughts create the world. Thoughts arise in the mind and we become aware of them. The same kind of thoughts tend to arise again and again. If we let this process continue, it goes on incessantly. These thoughts make us expect, behave, talk and act in a certain personalized way, and thus cause the people we come in contact with, to treat us and relate to us in a certain manner.

We usually continue with the same way of thinking, and live the same kind of life each day, whether we like it or not. These thoughts shape our circumstances and relationships. It is like watching the same movie over and over again. If we want to watch a different movie we have to change the DVD, Video, reel or cassette. This happens by changing our thoughts. This is how creative visualization works, and there is nothing supernatural about this.

The world we experience and the life we live, are the reflections of our thoughts. The mind creates a world of illusion. By changing our thoughts, we change the illusion and experience a different reality. We do not create a world, only an illusion that looks real. No unusual power is involved here. We are living in Maya and are changing the Maya. When we are able to still the mind and the senses, our consciousness seems to shift into a new dimension. Actually it is there all the time, only that the mind makes us think otherwise. When there are no thoughts in the mind, the world we know and believe is real, loses its reality. We become conscious of the world beyond the mind and illusions.

We can wake up completely, understand and become conscious of the illusion of Maya, and live, as we really are, as a pure, formless, beginning-less and endless consciousness. Due to illusion it seems as if we are all separated, having individual selves and each living a different life. Even when we wake up from Maya, its play may go on. We continue to see and experience it, yet it is of no concern to us anymore. Outwardly we may continue to live our life in the same manner, but we are really awake. It is like a movie show. A person watching a movie gets so involved with the characters and with what happens on the screen. He may become happy or sad with the heroes, gets depressed, shouts or laughs. If at a particular moment he decides to stop watching the screen and manages to withdraw his attention from the movie, he gets snapped out of the illusion the movie creates. The projecting machine will go on projecting images on the screen, but he knows that it is only light projected through the film onto the screen. What is seen on the screen is not real, but yet it is there. He may watch the movie, or he may decide to close his eyes and ears and stop looking at the screen.

This is how a sub reacts when her illusion has been smashed, but it is a worse trait with certain birth signs, and in a female,  is very  hormone related, but with subs another situation emerges when they receive an image of a Master, and the next situation is a live meeting, if they are just having a fantasy buzz, reality is now emerging. What is a stake , it is becoming serious now, the sub is very confused , should she or should she not, especially a woman who is not seeking commitment, this happens with  unattached middle aged women , who maybe under pressure from others as to why they are remaining single, no definite partner, the step to meet is very involving and frightening. They just want a bit of fun really, being a sub is far to involving but so addictive. These women re so mixed up, not really knowing what they want, when reality knocks on the door, they fear it, but can not stand reality going away, when reality leaves them definitely they are devastated.

Sub women who are in a vanilla relationship, are in a real mess, they want the powerful sexual stimulation that only a Master can give them, but then they must cheat on their vanilla partner, who offers them love and stability. I as the Master that I am, choose to test my would be subs when they are at their lowest and most vulnerable, it?s the way, it helps them decide, focuses the mind and does not waste the Masters valuable time in the future.

I also choose a time when a would be sub, has had a good vanilla experience, this makes them very vulnerable, their mind can not cope with a choice, they are so desperate for the sex. They are very insecure and also seek security, but they reflect on the real vanilla security that they have got, and the stronger instinct wins, but it can go either way.

The Master has to be strong also, and identify in his sub, her true mental pain, it is often because they have lost a dominant partner, the Masters cruelty to his future possible sub must take this into account. I have had heart broken women, that have had to endure my pain, but that pain has anesatised their real mental pain, the pain of the body has taken the pain away in their minds, and helped them come to terms with loss,  because a partner has moved on or even been lost to the sub from death.  

In the East, metaphors are used in order to demonstrate what illusion is in relation to Reality. A jewel made of gold may be called an earring or a necklace, but actually it is only gold. Before it became a jewel and after it is melted it is only gold. Clay is shaped into vessels such as plates, cups, or vases, but they are only clay.

So a sub woman is made a woman, and is a sub, but is made up of that which her Master exists of, he is a man and dominant, both come from the same atoms and will return to the same atoms, be those atoms are very different. It?s the experience that occurs in between, it?s the experience that the sub taps into that makes her what she is, the experience is given to her by her Master, so who takes what from who, and when those individuals return back to matter, what does it all add up to, however the interim period is our existence and survival factors have to be acknowledged and understood, that being a permanent relationship, security for the female sub, vanilla life, love of ones own family, financial aspects and the total stress of living the interim.

A mirage is not real, but yet we see it. A dream taking place while sleeping is not real, yet we experience it during the time of the dream as a reality. A hologram looks 3D, while it is actually flat.

In the East, one of the metaphors of explaining reality and illusion is that of the rope and the snake. In the dark we may see a rope and mistake it for a snake. When there is enough light we realize that it was only a rope, and the snake disappears. It is only due to some kind of illusion that we see a world. Everything is in the mind.

So as my aircraft makes its approach into my homeland and my home town, I reflect on a little lost soul ,that I have agreed to train in the ways of a sub, before I departed on my necessary little trip, at her most vulnerable, I sent her my Mr. Nice image, a simple nice quality clear image photograph. Mr Nice was taking a beer , in a hot climate, shorts and summer beach shirt, in a happy mood, not a Master this day, as it was time to rave, how can a master rave, well this master does, he likes raves. When this Master raves he looks is most ridiculous because he is going to party for 24 hours with the young and this relieves a great deal of stress that being a Master causes. How strange it is, when young women dance all night and want sex, and a partner like I , chose them with no intention of giving them any sex, they have only got what this Master sees every day of his life, under their skimpy clothing, and most do not have the ability to manipulate their own bodies to interest this Master. That said I like young petite attractive women, and I enjoy having fun and spoiling such women, as I am being my own vanilla self, and on occasion I meet a young submissive for training and they make wonderful subs, but are a challenge.

These fun and games takes a Masters mind of the reality of subs waiting for replies and messages, phone calls and instructions, and I that the Master that I am, reflect that since sending a Mr. Nice image, to a sub in preparation,  this specific little sweetheart that he had great expectations with, had not replied, and this was strange as this possible sub was a very attentive, as attentive as was  possible, in early stages. I, that the Master that I am, was aware of the strong fantasy adopted by this special one, one with a few hang ups, those that the Master I am, knew about, were all considered, I was aware of the type of fantasy Master she had mentally adopted, in theatre I can be anyone, so I love this part of my involvement as a Master, but Mr. nice was not her fantasy, so that is why I chose this image to test her resolve.

The next test is commitment, my ways had prepared her for an image, as one step closer to her first session, so she would know that she would be meeting I, THE MASTER, soon, a time for all subs to bottle out, be it that subs meet Mr. Nice next step up, in real time, who will discuss the Master, as I am, and what happens in session..

Traum? in German means dream, and there is no shortage of dream symbolism, in the correspondences that I have had with this possible sub, however by ignoring her possible future Master she has committed the cardinal sin, of disrespect. If this future sub had been into session,  I that the Master that I am, would have her pierced vaginally, and branded as a punishment, the brand taken by her at the top of her inner thigh, she is not in session thus I am only angry, and she has just a little grovel time left thus before she is history.

When I have time this weekend , and I am very busy, so I know not when, but this future possible sub, will receive a stronger image of I, THE MASTER, doing a little weak training, with four subs, my associates Masters, slaves, and the clock will thus once image forwarded, start to tick, to establish if this future possible sub, remains in that status, or after the interim all is lost to the atoms.

I finish this journal entry as my taxi speeds from the airport into the busy city, after a wonderful flight from Espania , I am amazed how time fly?s, the time that I have spent writing this, is my flight time, and it seems like just a few minutes. Saturday night again, and plenty to do, meetings yet to make, phone calls not to forget e-mails and texts, and this article to post on my preferred two internet journals, if only we had 36 hours in a day, maybe subs would have more time to focus, and Masters more time to understand the complicated minds of their female subs.

Finally I do hope my would be sub makes the right decision for herself long term, I have grown rather fond of this one, over the last 26 days, and spent a little more time than I should have with her, in these early days, however her behaviour interests me, and the outcome interests me more, but I do wish her every bit of luck, the 10-00pm moon says it all.

The Female is so complicated, she is full of emotional energies, Putting on a false smile isn't going to create a miracle. And feeling sadness over the loss and frustration that infertility brings that many women suffer in mid life crisis does not negate the goodness in our lives. You can be thankful for what you have, and still feel sadness over what you don't. These aren't contradictions. I as the Master that I am , have identified serious pent up stress in women of all ages, most draped and veiled with and by their sexual hormones.

I as the Master that I am, will make my subs cry, when a woman?s  need is  to cry, it's important to let yourself do so. Holding in sadness doesn't make it go away. Instead, it eats up the emotional energy you have to cope with and face your daily life. Tears find their way to sneak out, sometimes at the worst moments. Sometimes, sadness that is held in may present itself as anxiety or panic.

On the other hand, you don't want the sadness eating away at your life. When things are really difficult, it can help to choose a contained period of time to let the tears out. It may seem strange, scheduling in some time to cry. But it's surprisingly effective and freeing, and not all my subs need this kind of therapy but when they do, I train them how to achieve this state.

I as the Master that I am, thus demand that my female subs do not hold back their tears, to help I will help them cry, as ?I train with pain?,  it focuses the female brain that  is designed to accept pain and the female brain is stimulated by sexual pain.

I have written this journal as I am approached by many BBW women, beautiful loving creatures who are trapped in a body that they wish was far slimmer. I have been approached by so many over the , shall we say last ten years that I have even considered a BBW Slave Training camp, maybe in Spain, or as so many BBW women write me from Canada and the States, maybe Orlando vicinity, I can make new women of these creatures by enforcing my methods, powerful sexual corrective training, a period of custody, most would need six months, a OWK for women slaves not males, the female would have to give up all of her rights human and otherwise for a substantial period, to emerge after training a beautiful butterfly, to take on the world.

I as the Master that I am, would break them, and rebuild them, I mention this because so many BBW women just want to cry, and do not know how to, they desperately need powerful sexual training and to cry, this happens with older woman as I started this article about, the female mid life crisis, so any readers of this who are at a certain time of the month when the hormones are kicking in, or lost something, or somebody in life, or feel that you can not perform as a woman should, or you are not as attractive as you would wish to be, then you may need to cry, and I hope that many women who are stuck in a relationship, stable but not exciting, sexually or otherwise will consider my advise and cry, then re-focus, not many females need to become subs, to accept very painful experiences to put a sparkle into their lives, what few I choose, will really suffer, they will learn pain, they will be taken to the pits of humiliation, but once I have cleansed them , they will sparkle like the largest gem on this planet.

Fortunately most women want to bear their sadness and stress privately, so I tell you to find and create a safe place and time for your tears, choose a day and a time, If reading this has you tearing up, perhaps that time should be sooner than later. You might set aside just 15 minutes, or a few hours. As long as you will be able to be alone and feel free to cry and express yourself during that time frame. It's important that you  set yourself quite a strict time to start , and a time to finish, this isn't to say that you are not allowed to feel sad after the time limit, of course not. But it can feel safer to know that you won't cry forever once you start. Plus, if you do find the sadness creeping in all day, this can provide a way to express the sadness, but keep it from taking over completely.

I suggest that you choose a place , that is private enough and you feel safe enough to let go. That place may be at home, or it may be in a wood or park near your home or work place. If you're at work, and really need 10 minutes to cry to get through the day, you might decide to drive to an empty parking place or a quiet road, but I do not encourage driving when emotionally strung up.

I as the Master that I am, I like to know what music , movies, art or books, get the females tears going. When you've been holding back for a long time, the tears can get stuck. It is the same with a woman?s orgasms, some women have forgot what an orgasm is, or they think they have had one, when in restraints a woman?s orgasm are different, control is lost, and once a Master has enforced an orgasm on her, more orgasms follow , easier for the Master to bring out of her. I love to acquire a sub woman who thinks she suffers from anorgasmia Inability to have an orgasm or difficulty in having an orgasm, nothing makes a woman cry more than multi-orgasms, specialy after an orgasm that she thinks she is thus then spent. .

If a female can't cry, that's also ok, maybe you do not have that need at the moment. However a Master should view that any time spent taking care of the  emotional self of his female sub, is time very well spent. Many subs have come to me, when they are analysed by me, I can identify often that some sadness has been  taking over their  life?s, and sometimes I have identified substantial emotional hang ups that these short sessions just aren't enough, to seriously eradicate the problem and bring them peace, some of my subs, before meeting myself,  had considered finding a professional therapist , to speak with, some have and the problem remains. I cannot express how much therapy is needed in these cases, but a true sub can be fully emotionally cleansed, many women have hidden hang ups, failed relationships, lost ones, miscarriages, abortions, infertility, and if they have an ability to accept humiliation , pain and suffering, strict training as a sub, maybe to be a slave, and be taught how to be permitted to cry, as their therapy. At first, it can feel scary to a sub to stop holding back the tears, and it might feel like they will never stop crying. They all find out that while it hurts, that when they are  in the moment, afterwards, their  heart will feel a little bit lighter, and through their Master they are gaining freedom and peace.

One last mention, to tag onto this journal entry.I am adding this non related reply on to a lady who reads my Journal avidly, and is quite desperate to experience sensory deprivation , my subs once in training are introduced to sensory deprivation if I am of the opinion that they need this extra stimulus, the same fairly experienced sub lady also wants to experience breath control, this is a very complicated and quite dangerous area, 15 years ago, A Mistress friend that I had was training a male sub in a rubber body suit, there was only a single breathing hole into the suit, she made a fatal Mistake that I as a Master would never make, she partook in a few glasses of wine, unforgivable really, but this Mistress was very cruel, she really enjoyed inflicting serious pain, the air hose got trod on for a time, I had to assist the Mistress to release the male sub, using emergency procedures, that damaged a very expensive rubber body suit. When the male sub recovered, she was screaming at him, blamed him for the situation and he had to pay for a new rubber suit. In my opinion this was a very close call, so I mention this to my regular rubber sub, very few Masters have expertise in breath control, it is a torture and very dangerous, however I know the orgasmic experience that this rubber female sub is endeavouring to achieve, my subs have to be prepared months before I will first session with them, preparation is the key, most subs think they can achieve these orgasmic releases by the magic of a Dom or Domme, ?can you session me this weekend, I beg you? subs have asked of me, the answer is impossible , not my way, you will study, read and train before I will session with any female sub. The other wish to almost drown is equally dangerous , having ones head held underwater, I would need a month to write about these experiences, and why these experiences on occasion trigger an orgasm. Subs wishing these experiences must proceed with great care.

My latest search for a few more quality female subs in almost complete, I am now closing my book to anyone curious, I will still correspond with my many interested followers, and those I have selected , I can thus concentrate on, and work to perfect. I have just completed a Solstice weekend with my latest sub, who finally became very compliant in ritual, but I always take advantage to celebrate the Summer Solstice at the peak of summer, for my sub to conjoin with the sun as it reaches its zenith. In sacred sex rituals , each season as it moves in cycles represents a different value of fullness, so powerful and prolonged rituals to last the short night are conducted, in this way the sub with her Master experience the evolving spring of nature. Solstice is the peak moment of secret orgasm, because of the balance that I as an experienced Master can conjure when the sun is transitional between its northerly and southerly course and projection in the sky,  the ideal time for sacred sexual practises and to seek and exhibit the woman?s very own G.Spot. I as the Master of this newly acquired sub, was able to let her float into this time, of transition in nature that is highly conductive to transitioning out of everyday awareness and thus into a glorified state of sacred sexual power, and through tears and exhaustion, the female sub gains a utopia, never experienced before.

The perfect balance , when the sun peaks at its zenith, in the sky, and seemingly pauses before returning on its lesser rise, and it is at the meridian of the 21^st that power was harnessed , and generated until the very cock crowed at the dawn of a new day. I have historically held summer solstice in the Southern hemisphere in late December , many years ago, the balance in tandem against the winter solstice in my homelands in the Northern hemisphere. This very solstice was extremely powerful with my new sub, who was acquired by me, not from the ranks of collar me but from my friend also a Master who decided this young lady was not worth his energy, she was far to challenging for such a busy Master. I am also considering a sub that I have found from the Collar Me website, a very sweet mature woman, that I have given far to much of my time to already. I have taken the view that she is very special and she wants that magic which I have to offer, so  with this possible sub, that I have grown very fond of, and I want to give to her my all, I have decided not to correspond in depth to any more new possible, female subs, I have also stopped assisting married couples and submissive couples, it involves to much of my time, and couples today can not focus, for a Master he is challenged by one or the other constantly, in a couple, relationship, as each partner seeks total attention. So my family of subs is now comfortably balanced, and I can practise my art with greater fortitude and reliance on the wisdom that can be gained  fro the extra energy that I can gain, by giving my few a lot more of my time and in depth attention.

Through sustained engagement with the works of great thinkers and through genuine discussion with peers, students, and those most important in my life, my subs, Mister Raymond cultivates habits of mind that will last a lifetime: A deepened capacity for reflective thought, an appreciation of the persisting questions of human existence, an abiding love of serious conversation, and a lasting love of inquiry. The hidden Mysteries of Nature and Science.

I have to smile, when I read what so called submissive women demand on this website, in reality they would do better to join a dating site, because they will not find sexual excitement and feminine peace , demanding that they are submissive and seek a Master, but he will marry me or also live a vanilla a life with me, oh dear, what sort Master will tolerate talk like that from a submissive and maybe later a woman to become a slave. Make no mistake these so called submissive women who are really assertive, are lost in space, they will never achieve the sexual fulfilment my stable of women enjoy, that I have acquired over 30 years and from the very first to the very last, stay loyal to me from day one. My youngest sub in training is 28 and I am taking over a very pretty sub from my busy associate a celebrity Master, she is too demanding and complicated for him, in his busy life, I will break her into bits and rebuild her, she will be free as a butterfly within a few years to take on the World, and she will, she has the body and looks, I have the contacts. My oldest old friend who was my sub generations ago, is late 60s a Lesbian, at peace and after all these years at a click of my finger would adopt her slave position, her mind will not release her Master and neither will my 22 year old when I take her , rebuild her and set her free to abuse all the stupid Men out there , these Men women users for their very own gratification.

Most young Men love themselves these days,  they care little about a woman?s complicated needs, her desires, her hormones, sex is natures way of existence so all these complicated woman?s needs a woman must suffer, she knows no difference because her brain tells her so. Look at this Amy Winehouse, her life hangs on a string, I could save her if I was prepared to take the risk, but with all the idiots that surround her, she can not find her inner self, she continues to misbehave and with drugs and alcohol that I would forbid her to take, she will die, and very soon.

Her very own sexual energies could be converted to replace her need for alcohol and drugs, for me to save her I would have to incarcerate her, she is far from sexually appealing , the only thing about her that would attract her money, I have had women like this, once naked they are skin and bones with a extended vagina, its through the vagina that they can be rebuilt, that uis the o0nly place I would be able to find the energy, as the body is on self destruct.

A few days ago, I was told that Amy Winehouse was looking a bit more vibrant thanks to a relaxing vacation in the Caribbean, some of her family in particular her Father Mitch are trying hard, but how can a Father or Husband give  this woman hope, they are all lost sheep, even if Amy would put her trust in say someone like myself, her close family would prevent such a move.

Can you imagine a Father or Husband passing their loved woman into the hands of a Master who was going to sexually abuse her, worse still at a time when she is so ill. ill with what , its the daily poison they are letting her stuff into her body, she needs to be reprogrammed and in my opinion needs to be incarcerate for three months, out of circulation , in a one to one cleansing operation with an experienced Master, there are not many.

In a recent interview for a documentary called ?Saving Amy,? Mitch" her Father  says that while there was plenty of speculation as to his daughter?s well-being, no one knew how bad it really was. Mitch reveals, ?They did  not see her lying in bed for days in a dark room.  She was close to death twice.  We have been working a lot to get her to where she is right now.? They are getting it almost, she was resting in a dark room, for days, she needs to be in such a situation for weeks, she has energy, to tap into, when she has infused herself with drugs and alcohol, she will be on the town, kicking the crap out of everyone, but make no mistake, she could do this on a Monday and be at her very own funeral one week later.

Mitch the father has made public, as he continues to smoother her as a father, all about his difficult phone call to Amy to inform her of her estranged husband Blake Fielder Civil?s intention to divorce her.  ?I had to call Amy before she heard about it from someone else. He said then went on to say "She asked me, ?Daddy, why does he want to divorce me?? Mitch the father replied "I said, ?You know I don?t like him, but I have to admit that your behaviour with another man is not what marriage is all about.??

Can you imagine what people would say if it ever got out, that Amy had submitted to a Master, really anyone who reads my Journal mostly women, and I also post my Journal elsewhere, can see that , what would any Master want with a heap of bones surrounded with a drug infested body, nothing , unless he thought he could rebuild her through submission, she has nothing else to offer.

In submission there is energy, that energy infuses a woman's sexuality, the hidden secrets and mysteries of nature and science take over , when a practitioner like I am ,starts to investigate and explore, if I can get into the mental subspace of that woman , I can unlock the sexual demons and a new found sexuality emerges..

It is sexual pain that stimulates the brain , and the brain in time converts that pain to pleasure and energy. Humiliation is pain to the brain, psychological pain and the brain will eventually enjoy this painful stimulation, by doing so releases more damaging sexual aspects within the woman. I enjoy cleansing women because they accept the pain I administer ,I enjoy that person to surrender their very all to me.

I am going to write about BBW Ladies soon, it is through their humiliation, far greater than a slimmer woman that gives them such a sexual blast, I am very hard on BBW?s and most sessions end with a lot of crying and very tearful, but days afterwards they have orgasmic feelings in the tip of their stomachs, all my BBW subs lose a lot of weight in training, one who served me lost 140lbs over a few years, went on to have a wonderful vanilla life and children, and kept her weight under control.

If sex were a banquet, orgasm would be dessert. Just as it would be a mistake to rush through the appetizer and entrée, thus all women must understand , that it would be a mistake to overlook the pleasure of foreplay, very uncomfortable at that, and all that follows, the serious stuff, by focusing too narrowly on orgasm.

If a woman is bent on achieving orgasm, she can end up missing out on the pleasure of everything else, and missing out on orgasm, but certainly the big one that I expect, with multi spasm orgasms and ejaculation, many women have never experienced their own ejaculation. I was a personal friend of an attractive woman , a  Ph.D., she was a sex therapist and clinical assistant professor of psychology in psychiatry at a famous University Medical College, in the States, I stayed with her when I visited the States she often stayed with me in Jamaica and other Caribbean locations, she was so tempted to be my slave, I was the biggest tease in her life, and her knowledge made things far worse, she used my stories for her research and thesis, she knew that as a Master by controlling a woman?s orgasms, controlled the woman, it is visa versa for submissive men in a vanilla relationship, I taught my Ph.D that if a woman is bent simply on achieving pleasure, she's not going to end up that far from orgasm, but not the big one, and often.

The truth is, in vanilla life most women don't achieve orgasm every time, but they do enjoy sex tremendously. A US nationwide survey, revealed 29 percent of women say that they always have orgasm, while 40 percent say that they're extremely pleased with their sex lives. So if you do the math, lot of women enjoy sex whether they have an orgasm or not.

Thus in vanilla life that's not to say that orgasm isn't particularly pleasant. It's the wonderful release of delightful tension that builds during sex. When a woman is  aroused, extra blood flows to her  genitals, this is an energy force, creating this tension, it is this energy I will and do control . In the moment of release, her vaginal muscles contract and release rapidly in spasms of extreme pleasure, I endeavour to aim for multi and intense spasms, and prolonged, to tears and exhaustion.

Most of my subs, those usually under 25 years have sexual obstacles that most often stand in their way, unless they have taken drugs or alcohol it is inhibitions, a lack of communication problems, because they have no male or regular female partner, its all casual, at 25 years a lot of inexperience, a certain fear of letting go, always stress and depression, these concerns can be overcome, if they have submissive tendencies and can submit to experience, unfortunately there is little experience for them to turn to.

 In vanilla life, the most common reason why women have difficulty achieving orgasm is that they don't give themselves permission, all the women I have analysed have this mental blockage and this stems from being taught that 'nice girls don't.'" The trick in giving yourself permission is challenging beliefs about sex that you've held since childhood. If you do challenge them, you'll probably find that many of them don't hold up. Thus, ask yourself:,  do the sex rules that your parents taught you still make sense now that you're a grown-up, an adult, why shouldn't you enjoy sex now? But its is so difficult for some women to get over that mind block, it takes a Master to help her. Many younger women have higher sexual drives when young and that gives them a big boost to letting themselves go , to relax sufficiently to gain orgasms, but a woman really needs in depth preparation and must be at peace with herself, the woman has to be sufficiently aroused to reach orgasm, and to get sufficiently aroused, you need to know what makes you feel good, that usually involves what will and does excite. Women try to explore the body but often do not know what to look for and were to go, then fear comes into the equation. To expect a boy friend or a husband to explore your sexuality is a non starter, they can not make time between football and beer, the elder men its club and golf. The Master is going to find what you as a women never knew existed, like most women, you'll need clitoral stimulation to achieve orgasm, but that is just the beginning, the surest way to climax, then, is to have your Master fondle your clitoris with his fingers, or play with the clitoris with special designed devices, but then when you are told, as a woman,  that orgasm is not permitted, immediately the woman?s brain is engaged, of course restraint is the enforcer, this is not just words. If you have read my Journal I have novel ways of teasing the clitoris to come out from beyond the hood, and expose itself. But with the instruments that I use , we will have a look around inside a well lubricated open wide vagina, women have an extra-sensitive spot on the wall of the vagina, about two inches inside the vaginal opening. Stimulating this spot, called the G spot, can  lead to multi-orgasm. The G spot gets a lot of friction during rear-entry intrusion, Master will engage this method and the G spot will be massaged with a thumb in the anus and a fore finger in the vagina,  the thin skin will be massaged that separates the two organs, so the woman?s  vaginal wall is now very responsive, but orgasms are still not permitted by the Master, the woman?s brain is now playing alongside the anus, the clitoris and the Vagina , not forgetting labia that will enjoy its own special treatment. Master wants to humiliate a lot more yet, and enjoy the sub woman begging for orgasm, but there is a lot more to be done, now we have a nicely stretched wide open vagina, what does a Master love to observe, put yourself if a woman, in this nicely restrained position, you can hide nothing, do you know this. When women are sexually aroused, the cervix lifts up, so you aren't really hitting it straight on, when inserting a device, you are hitting the cervix  rather under it. It is really quite impossible for you to "penetrate" a cervix, by accident. They do not open except with giving birth. Some women however want to do really scary things, and Masters can constructively educate the Brain to believe that he is entering her womb via her cervix, remember  when doctors open the cervix say for a D&C, it has to be done with instruments, and is very, very painful .The female sub does not know what her Master is doing inside her with his array of sterile stainless steel polished instruments, she feel pain and sharp stings, but can not identify were this is all coming from, she just is so desperate to orgasm. I have never seen this situation, but If she isn't fully aroused, then the cervix hasn't lifted up, the Master would thus identify something was wrong and would reconsider the next procedure.

Can I jump back to what I call  the Skene's glands, these most certainly  are the source of female ejaculation,  I has I am,  an experienced Master have an explanation both for the phenomenon and for the frequent denials of its existence. I work it and make my sub women ejaculate, its mandatory and required, so when those PhDs say to me Skene's glands have highly variable anatomy, and in some extreme cases they appear to be missing entirely, I must laugh , laugh very loud. Skene's glands are the cause of female ejaculation and  certainly G-Spot orgasms, so as many women do not know it exists, even some Doctors, this may explain the observed absence of these phenomena in many women.

Of course the sub woman must trust her Master, and his experience, without purpose intent It is impossible to actually penetrate the cervix; it doesn't open up,  like the vagina, if it did that would give extreme pain,  It's closed for a reason, If any bacteria gets past it, and gets into the uterus , it can and  will cause serious infection called pelvic inflammatory disease, not to mention extreme pain, so the Master must know what he is doing and must be trusted.

Two last quick pointers, cervical play and engagement  is possible with the Masters patience and a sterile environment. The subs or slaves must be properly relaxed as well as accepting a  few cervical dilators. I am not saying I can or I do, but it is possible to put a wireless egg in her uterus then in about a half hour to forty-five minutes of no movement while she is laying on her back the cervix will un dilate and return to its natural shape which locks the wireless egg in place and even she can?t remove it by herself. Then  give them an hour or two with the egg inside them without turning it on or any kind of sexual contact to let them get used to the slight weight deep inside her vagina (uterus). Then you can  start with a low setting and slowly work up to a high setting , thus for the sub woman  unless they are properly stimulated it feels like mild menstrual cramps and when they are properly stimulated the feeling is indescribable, it is referred to a subspace . It should be noted that due to the discomfort in the dilation process unless the Master  expects the sub woman to be a true mass agonist you probably won?t be able to get a large enough dilation for even a small egg to penetrate the cervix; as is it will take many attempts and  a very slow dilation process. A successful wireless egg implantation can take easily  five and a half hours to get the cervix to a large enough dilation. So definitely DO NOT TRY THIS , you need a 100% sterile environment, total sterile stable situation and of course you have the time to commit to an attempt.

Second Last point I am getting a lot of visits to my Journal, with that I am flooded with questions, I can not answer all individual questions in depth, but a lot of people, most all women are fascinated with my giant speculum, and yes it does work, if it will work on a cow it will work in a woman. But I have another favourite the Auvard Weighted vagina Speculum, and it can really embarrass and humiliate, before use I sit it on the subs stomach, it looks massive weighs in at over 2lb referred  to as a speculum for connoisseurs, but really strict Masters as I am,  this device measures in at nine inches & weighs over two pounds. The projection is channelled for emissions and  splayed for conduit connection. It really pulls her downward and  opens her up, very very wide. Penetration is achieved while in a supine state, when the sub women is reclined and  gravity is thus working on the mandibular  allows the vaginal area to be unbarred .The speculum is grooved its entire length to allow for fluid drainage, the end is flared so fluid can be collected, I love to collect that which my female sub will produce, it is like milking her vagina of its sexual fluids, very erotic and a woman can really produce a lot of secretion. Of course with such delightful instruments the Master can play a lot of games with his subs mind and brain, for example why should the Master let her orgasm, if she can not produce the required extraction of secretion that her Master wants, she is demonstrating stubbornness , and defiance and therefore must for go her orgasms and sexual relief. This speculum is absolutely ideal as it has been demonstrated that a large amount of lubricating fluid (filtered blood plasma) can be secreted from the glands I identify and engage, thus when they are stimulated by me, from inside the vagina often very deep inside the vagina, I can always get a substantial amount that I can thus reward the sub with her mult-orgasms, if I so desire.

What must a good female sub learn, and learn fast, clitoral orgasm and ejaculation control, I enforce it and I expect and demand it.

Before they meet me, most women felt that clitoral orgasms are so short and impossible to control or lengthen and always felt kind of bad and embarrassed about it. They thought that is how they are, quick and spastic, sometimes pretty intense.

I believe many women have not experienced a g spot orgasm, these happen not by  accident but by careful design, in restraint the woman has given up her own total control, control is enforced, to massage and rub the clitoris and for the woman to have an orgasm, sometimes within a very short time is not permitted, however first time sessions and first timers always ejaculate, her sexual fluids shoots out.

Now the teaching starts, the orgasm and the ejaculation are over, but the session as just started.

She will learn that to  have a clitoral orgasm, most of her orgasm feelings are felt in her exposed vagina, and when the orgasm is about to begin or its in the onset, the feelings that seem focused in her clitoral area will orgasmic ally gush to her vagina if she mentally chooses to feel it there instead, but her Master will be in control and he will tell her how she must control or direct the orgasm so that when it happens, she will more likely  ejaculate.

The sub is required to focus on her clitoris, you will be reminded of those teen and young women years, you will be at the brink but not fully " clitorally orgasming " you will focus when the clit orgasms compulsively, you will remember and be reminded when it was zinging that unbelievable feeling, and in those days just letting loose like you had no control, now you  have more control over your orgasms and you can when trained choose,  when for them to happen , thus a lot of tension builds in your  vagina and when she choose to have an orgasm, most of the feelings explode inside there, which  feels so deep and nice.

She will be reminded that when she was younger it felt it more in her clitoris. The clitoris itself will appear to have an orgasm and zing, part of the clitoral orgasm, and she will feel the vaginal walls contracting. She will experience a few  of the many different feelings to orgasms, some of them feeling like they are sucking in, some feel like little bursts and some like one big explosion, others will feel like they are pushing out, and some feel like she is getting  hard inside and then she will ejaculate, the session will be in the total control of her Master who will be observing every minute detail of her embarrassment , discomfort and expectations, and will be cruelly exploiting as many as possible that can be revealed of her orgasmic trigger points.
The sub is told how long should a clitoral orgasm be and how those limits will be pushed. She will be told that it is it possible to feel a clitoral orgasm all over her whole body and she will learn to accept this to please her Master. She will be trained to accept multiple clitoral orgasms, for her Masters pleasure and control ambitions. Her g spot orgasms are more likely to be multiple and in the future will be controlled by her Master to be just that.

Usually a new sub , I expect to see, the time of their clitoral orgasm  lasting about a maximum of 7 seconds and should be a series of pulsing contractions less than 1 second each. For some especially young women it can be over in a second. This I do not permit, I want to extend the time to a minimum of ten seconds, a lifetime, often followed by crying, and observe ten pulsing contractions, this a woman can not fake, I will be observing it visually and manually. 

Some sub women experience a continuous wave of sexual pleasure as they release after being masturbated for 10 to 20 minutes.  It certainly does vary from one female to another, in the early days, but once excitement prevails my special training techniques are employed and plenty of aromatic herbal oils flow, the clitoris is going to be exposed for training, and the restrained sub will mentally observe that which she has no control over. The sub will be well aware that she  can have a whole-body orgasm from this masturbating but her  clitoris is now in training, and as such must learn to behave, the Master is not permitting orgasm for the moment , maybe ever.

However as the little suction pump elongates the clitoris, her Master will have to work on their whole body, stimulating her  breasts and nipples especially , and will certainly not neglect to touch and rub her tummy, her sides and her thighs, this will all seem forever and it is just the beginning, her  vaginal lips stretched open and wide and the clitoris  so vulnerable standing erect and to attention to receive the Master very special treatment.

When the Master observes and notes that the walls of her exposed and wide open vagina harden and open , more by contraction, the vagina is  expecting to receive the male penis, my subs have to experience chastity and long periods of abstaining from sexual intercourse, the sub will be told she is craving to be entered, but this is strictly forbidden by her Master, often a sub will scream out , f..k Me, Fist me, they want to be hurt inside , stretched,  anything for their open wide vagina to suck onto, my little electronic devices will soon control these urges nicely.

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Most women should be able to have multiple clitoral orgasms with some training and practice, I soon identify woman who have a mental block, these are dismissed before I even session. . G spot orgasms training is  more likely to cause ejaculation and they are often so intense and exhausting it leaves her  body satisfied and her,  sexually fully satisfied like a feeling of bliss and fulfillment.

I HAVE HAD 5 MESSAGES IN ONE HOUR ASKING ME ABOUT Rope Underwear. How strange to be asked, most Masters and Mistresses use it, and I wrote my article for the journal last night with reference to Rope Underwear.

How I do it, is quite simple, I call it the crotch rope G String and it hurts, I use different gauges and types, I prefer white. My method involves making a tight waist band then, thus pulling a rope between the labia to apply pressure to the female genitals. My method often incorporates a knot , that is placed in the rope,  at the position of the clitoris to intensify the sensation. I also have a dildo that is designed to be inserted into the vagina , with a loop, and is held tight and in place with the rope G String. This garment becomes the womans underwear , she wears non other.

A rope bra can also be made, BBW women enjoy this control, once trained to accept the control, once the breasts are tied and secured as I desire, a long thin rope goes from the front rope breast strap, then  between the legs and buttocks, secured at the rear lower breast strap. I make a second top breast bra strap of white rope that is supported by the shoulders, this top strap carries a second rope in tandem to the first.

My subs have to be fully shaven, so the rope is very active, I always place a knot to be in contact with the clitoris. This is the exercise wear and servitude wear I often place my women in.

I hope my explanation of rope underwear satisfies those who have asked.

I  have sat in on a session with a very serious Male Dom, well known in certain circles, so I will not go into much detail about him, but his female sub that is under his supervision  is so interesting, just 22 years of age and had a list of do?s and don?t before he took her on, a sub trying to dictate from the bottom as most do, on collar me, no married , no ties, no this and no that, and they wonder why that can not get that which they seek, someone who is going to crush them sexually and mentally, and rebuild them with confidence. This young Lady was experiencing certain desires and fantasies. 

I had come along to see his new young Lady, and teach her that when I was about she would bow before two Masters, very early days but she was training up very well, keeping her body in excellent shape, and as my associate had another training session to follow on, I decided to put her into chastity, my associate Master kept her key, once the device was locked on by him,  and thus then, I would  take her over the road to the local Bar. I was kind and gave her thirty minutes to dress and make her self look  fantastic,  as she must look in my company, and as it takes me just fifteen minutes to change into civvies from my Masters apparel, I stayed for a while to torment the 25 year old male submissive that had just arrived, he was stripping off and proudly demonstrating the chastity that his Master had enforced, very interesting , tight and restrictive, he wore it well.

He was on all fours, and kissed my boots, his Master gave him the restraints to put on, and I departed to the bedroom the young lady was waiting for me in, she was still dressing, she looked good. I took my shower and once suited we departed, she was so pretty , I told her that at all times she must be touching me, holding my hand , holding my suit jacket, or a part of her body in contact with that of my own.

I asked how her device was, she said uncomfortable, I told her that she was the safest girl in that bar, nobody can touch you now, and she kissed my cheek. We sat in  a corner, dark and seductive, I ordered a Brandy and Champagne for us both, did someone say is that what she drinks, am I interested, she is a sub in training, she gets what I give her.

So I now ask what she wants from her BDSM subby experience, she reeled off, Humiliation, Forced Chastity and Chains. She was very sweet and knew what she wanted, be it I told her,  she will suffer and accept what she gets. I also told her that these items were certainly on my associates menu, be it she was in chastity as we talked. She told me that her Master enforces chastity a lot, and she craves this requirement. I had noticed in her training she looked a little sore around her vagina, and I made a mental note to tell my associate to ensure she is well zinc and castor oil creamed, around and inside her vagina.

As we sipped our Champagne and Brandy, she told me about her need to be Caged
and craved Face Slapping, we are extreme Masters, but caging a woman is often done, we rarely slap faces, that is usually a Strict Mistress, more a Lesbian thing.

I rarely hear a young woman want to be  Dehumanized, and or also trained as a Puppy, but as she reeled off her list she entered into my specialties, Hoods, Gags, Rope Underwear, certain training I do requires Rope Underwear, to be worn,  Whips , more Rope Underwear, Spankings, Micromanaged Control ,  Leather, Rubber , Latex, No Limits, Slavery.

Time ticking on, we had a refill, whilst listening to one really intelligent girl , I thought another Champagne and Brandy would not go amiss , the £22 a round was not funny, but we are spending Gordon Browns printed money these days, so I guess these specialties are not such bad value.

She said very embarrassed , I have two more tasks that Master has suggested he may adopt for me, and this is all part of the Domestic Servitude that I am engaged doing now for him, but he is considering Diapers, and Forced Lactation, she said overnight Diapers she could cope with as part of a humiliation programme , but Forced Lactation, her eyes met mine and she said, is that possible?

I explained that Forced lactation is perfectly safe, and achievable through pumping alone, I often achieve this when using vacuum pumps to elongate the nipples, it is quite an erotic experience for women, breast size matters little, but larger breasts are more active.

I know of a Mistress who has a partner slave, who is required to take herbal supplements such as Fenugreek, Blessed Thistle and Alfalfa are considered highly beneficial, to enhance lactation. This same Mistress arranges for the Doctor to prescribe Domperidone which will also increase milk supply, however it is not officially approved for this purpose .

I as a responsible Master , I  consider that forced lactation is considered a fairly extreme body modification. This can be very cruel  especially with BBW slaves exercised in 24/7 relationships, breast feeding has many effects on the body, not the least of which is permanent stretching and sagging of the breasts,  this is more sudden and visual in BBW women, painful and possibly embarrassing let-downs, sore/cracked nipples, will certainly occur and is often a requirement, thus once the breast  milk has begun to flow, it can be uncomfortable to stop or reduce the  milk supply.

I told this pretty young Lady, whose small pert breasts I had examined earlier, that if I was her Master I would only consider Forced Induced Lactation for erotic purposes with her as a long-term partner,  and a partner who is dedicated to maintaining her milk supply. I told her, I like your present Master , will only use you and abuse you, hug and cuddle you when you cry, keep you safe in our care, but we do not take 24/7 365 slaves or live in partners, what is more, I know how important breast play, punishment and treatment is to a female submissive, Forced Induced Lactation is for the older woman. .
 
 She smiled as she had held my coat tight all night, I liked this poppet, she was sweet and nice, but it is not for me to meddle in another Dom or Dommes business, we departed to go back to her Master.

The gagged 25 year old male, was still in training, my associate was grinning menacingly, I knew that look, give me her key, buddy, I gestured, I will keep myself occupied with this little gem, I took his young subbie into a bedroom and told her to strip, she stood before me and did just that. I told her to lie on the bed, hand on her head, and knees arched, soles of her feet together and within a second she was free, giving her the device I told her to shower, wash the device and get herself back in the selfsame position within 15 minutes, I changed for my duties.

I spent one hour going through her list , one by one and in detail, certain methods of treatment were administered to focus her mind. She experienced what Forced Induced Lactation really felt like, she was as dry as a bone, but her nipples were sore and the same device worked wonders in the lower region, and to her embarrassment when she felt as if her clitoris was several inches long and exposed beyond her body, her Master came in the room.

She was really embarrassed, that interested me, she had been quite brazen through to that point. We left the suction clitoris  tool in place and discussed her, looking down on her beautiful vulnerable and exposed body. I was now ready to depart , he was now ready to take over, she looked straight into my eyes and I kissed her goodbye.

She was sore and in a little pain, but looked so happy and serene , really contented, my associate her Master said she is going to be officially collared by me, I said to him, that I thought that we did not bother with this ritual, he winked, it is for her not I.

I  pointed to his array of suction and vacuum equipment and told him to get better instruments, my own are more powerful, more precise, and certainly focus a woman much faster.

I was showered ,and back in my civvies and away within ten minutes, when I left the residence it was silent and quite, I think both my associate and his subbie were exhausted and gone fast to sleep, another interesting Thursday bites the dust, life only gets more interesting.

I have just acquired an extra large vaginal speculum for one of my special younger subbie girls, been with me quite some time, the shear sight of this device would make most drop to their knees for mercy, and it is mercy that she must beg for.

This  is a massive , gigantic all stainless steel vaginal speculum , was originally designed for large animals, but my subbie is just an animal.

These devices are used for diagnostic examinations and other procedures, and are fearsome, those Dommes and Doms who have these use them to make the female very submissive, of course the biggest users are Lesbian Mistresses, these devices in still total female compliance..

They are so simple to use, on the terrified woman, place the device against a well oiled or grease treated vagina, then to operate speculum, simply turn the hand screw until desired opening is achieved, but must only be used in experienced hands.

Before use, place the speculum on the womans naked stomach, ensure she is fully restrained, this is fearsome, it weighs a full 2.6 lbs. This is to focus her mind, length from end to end of the entire instrument is 17 inches with a maximum spread of near 4 inches. The length from end to end of the speculum blades is 13-3/4 inches.With training a young woman can take only a few inches, but an experienced Master will make her think that the entire blade lengths are going to be inserted, and for her, it will feel this way.

This is the King of Speculums for the most extreme Masters, Mistresses and edge players. Being expertly made of surgical stainless steel, it can be processed for frequent sterilizations and long life.The slave girl or when used on a Cucks wife, the cuck will have the pleasure of  the sterilization after use, of the item.

The cleansing exercise, is the reminder of the size that the vagina may or may not have been stretched to, if you can imagine a fist size then the blades extend to a width that exceeds most fists, and it does hurt, but the most important use is to humiliate, the woman or the cuck,  will realise that the womans entire sexuality has been opened to a dramatic viewing hole, and that hole can be administered for observation or internal applications for several minutes to an hour.

There is a warning, this device if not expertly used will bruise the woman internally and her labia, and other vaginal areas, it can also tear a woman, so precise and expert care must be exercised, that is how a slave or sub should position herself, to accept that her Master will not harm her, but the pain may feel as if she is.

Afterwards the woman will feel very submissive as if she has given her all, her sex belongs to her Master and she has nothing more that she can give.

A young woman becomes very tearful, in her exhaustion, and at this stage a Master should comfort her, make her feel safe and secure, maybe sleep for an hour, but once rested the same woman will be craving for more, very few men understand how powerful a woman's sexual drive really is, the reason , woman are not permitted to express their sexual frustrations, but once a woman experiences her powerful female orgasms, her life changes, she becomes much more confident and succeeds in life easier.

Many wonder how a pretty early 20s woman can be infatuated with a man in his mid 50s, but once they have multi-orgasm ed, were else can the get that experience, with that experience come an inner feeling of safety, care and love, but to a real Master they are just females who are being trained to serve , be submissive and be just a slave, yes maybe owned, loved, cared for, but certainly will never enjoy a one to one, married relationship with their Master, the rule book says NO.

I do not need to rely upon Dungeon facilities so often these days, when needed I have access to the very best, but more fear and control can be instilled using one tool of my trade, the Quad Contact Vaginal Electra Probe.

Electro training , punishment and control is by far the best approach, in Domestic situations, that is when you go to a Cuckhold household, a domestic house in a domestic setting. Women are very delicate creatures really, no matter if submissive or assertive, and those in Lesbian relationships, have far more sensitive Labia and clitoris, and melt like butter.

As a more mature Master, I have met many Ladies who say no men ever, but they can not resist a challenge, and I find that they hide behind this mask of NO MEN, it matters little to me when a woman has this opinion, once they converse with me, if they can overcome their decency, and want to test their resistance to Men, they must accept the challenge.

By accepting the challenge, they accept my rules, they want to experience something different and new, they are fascinated by my clinical and legal approach, they sign my adult consent rules like everyone else does. Strict limitations are written, as the Master I am , those limits are not exceeded, but once trust has been established, everyone wants to go deeper into this art that can be very addictive, this addictiveness has caused me many problems over the years , from subs who can not understand, I do not want them 24/7 365 , I have my own path of adventure, as each individual performs differently when in training, that is my challenge.

Elder middle aged women are more accepting of long term rules and arrangements, I have more problems with young women, those say up to 30 years, and women over say 55 who often want to dump Hubby or are seeking a partner.

Cuckholding is the most demanding route that I follow, it really is the Men who have the fantasy to be Cuckholded, but Men should take a step back and think hard what they are wishing for, that is why most Men with this fantasy are best leaving it at just that. I am in very big demand in this fraternity, but my strict rules before my initiation of a couple in scene and training, sort the what from the chaff , so I am not so busy in real time involvement in this region, but what few, different people,  sessions and couples that I have encountered , have all worked out, the experiences can be out of this world, be warned and very addictive.

My greatest dream fulfilled is when I take on a couple, he maybe assertive, matters not, she submissive, but she has lost her self esteem. Often in their 40s to 50s, and wife has got very overweight, often BBW but lives with the title, but would wish to give the title away.

Hubby is a constant masturbator, phones every chat line he can find, on the internet, but wants something real, his marriage is quite sexless,  has indeed his appendage has got used to the hand not wetter places. The wife feels a failure sexually, to old, to fat, a mother, she has forgotten when she last has had an orgasmic experience, or an orgasm , if indeed she has ever experienced one.

If they pass my exhaustive acceptance arrangement, some of my ways, I will post on this journal soon, for I, I have to be sure, my training is for both parties, and it always works.

The results I achieve is a hubby that is attentive to his wife, will accept her chastity, will not stray, my rules here are very strict, and sexually excited by his wife once again, and helps her keep sexually exciting.

For the wife, she now experiences orgasms, she has a new confident in her life, her Master, she is now better groomed, full of confidence, better figure, some Ladies end up stunning, so Hubby beware you are going to have to buy a lot of smart clothing , and sexy underwear. She will shower or bathe  once or twice a day, be fully shaven, kept for Master of course, and home work given by the Master to be conducted in the bedroom, by Hubby. She will wear the perfume of Masters choice, her hair and makeup to Masters strict approval.

The obligatory Diary that is kept is important for ongoing training, maybe punishments and correction, future training, and definitely chastity when required , as long as required, and the couple must accept that intercourse is a reward not a  right, transparency essential and compliance will follow, that is Masters promise.

After a year or so, I can take a step back, leave the marriage to flourish, but I am there to always offer the occasional refresher course, as I did recently when I spent a week at a Villa in Lanzarote with a cuck couple I trained 20 years ago. The experience for the couple is life long memory stuff, so addictive they are begging me, for another week.

I have considered writing a book about Business success and BDSM , this couple for example, be it Hubby is so compliant, wore his chastity devices for the week, and will go back to Head the company empire that he controls with an iron fist. However confidentiality and strict privacy are paramount in my lifestyle, and as much as I wish to write about this couple, I can not, as I do not wish to give the slightest clue to who they are, they have a perfect vanilla life, are happy and very successful. This couple are long term friends, I love them both dearly, but they must enter into my arrangement, kept up to date  and sign acceptance, that is the way, that is my only way.

I am approached constantly by Husband?s with cuckold interests, and usually they will say with some "possible " , oh yes "possible" wishing for and  for being controlled.

This is Men who are married, to get off on the fantasy and it is fantasy, of seeing their own wives getting sexual serviced, while they are required to abstain.

9 out of every 10 couples who approach me are Men, because it is their fantasy, however when the woman makes contact, it is for real, she really does want to make a cuck out of her husband or partner, but in reality wants some raw sex, some satisfaction and some orgasms, marriage has gone stale , can even be on the rocks.

Once powerful sex is introduced back into the lives of these people,  salvation is at hand, life gets easier, but it is the men who have to take the nasty medicine, this is not fantasy, it is real. If I get involved in these situations, the Man , who is the partner or husband must be prepared to have or take no other woman than that of his partner, once the cuckolding scenes commence that is important, and it has to be a discipline that follows through, not just in ritual or in scenes, but daily life 24/7 with his partner.

I write to many who are learning more about this so called subject, for most it is taboo, and best left as fantasy. Many just want to converse with knowledgeable people with experience of this subject if one cares to call this life changing experience, a subject.

For the Man in real time, not fantasy, the pain comes out of watching, hearing, or knowing that your female partner is receiving maybe the most powerful long lasting orgasms in her life, if under my control you will suffer greatly, to witness this experience as a voyeur. To demonstrate your love and devotion to your partner, you will not experience relief, orgasm, masturbation or in most cases even an erection. The man who suffers in this way enhances his female partners sexual experience , remember Sigmund Freud.

For the Man , the reward is, for months afterwards the cuckholded husband, will enjoy unbelievable sex with his female partner, she will reciprocate as women see all this so differently to men, and enjoy her man more after the sacrifice, she may even start using chastity to focus his mind.

After a cuckhold husband training session, a couple can go back for several weeks of having sex daily, interest then wanes once again, as the months roll by, thus another session is needed, much pressure is then put on a Master to be inventive, that is were the real Masters experience comes in.

Tendency to inflict and receive pain during sex is the most common and important of all perversions.
                                             Sigmund Freud

I was contacted several years ago, by a young lady some twenty eight years of age, she was meek and mild , and told me that she was not wanted by anyone. Indeed she was a virgin and constantly masturbated.

What could her problem be, it was no problem, she referred to herself as a BBW, and she cried when I first spoke with her on the telephone, a call that lasted some three hours.

As a Master, I told her that she would have to serve like other slave girls, no special treatments for her so called BBW status, but she could not believe she had a use, that she was worthy.

The greatest humiliation for he was to undress, and she was made to stand on a single spot for one hour naked. She was very large and very sweet, and I told her so, and also told her that she would make an excellent slave, but I was going to put her into chastity, she masturbated far to much.

For the first time in her life, she was wanted, she had a purpose, she was in chastity and she was a virgin. She was told how special this was to be a virgin slave, and much attention was paid to her vagina, ensuring she remained not violated.

Because of her size, she could not maintain hair removal of her vagina,  so this was removed in the most humiliating way, to train her. It is a long story but in two years she lost four stone and was still quite heavy, in weight, but very attractive, and as I expected one day she phoned me, and asked if I would give her permission to go out with a man, who had asked for a date.

To cut to the chase, I did, the relationship worked out, and this Lady is free from her slave girl position  to me, her master, as I will always be her master and friend.

She is now a mommy, and happy with this guy, she telephones or writes me every week, she can tell me everything, and she does.

She has a wonderful natural and active sexual relationship with her partner, and BDSM is the experience in life she enjoyed and thus moved on, from.

Happy Days??.??