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The Human dungeon

Nothing in the room when she walked in  not a mirror not a cross no cage  this was no dungeon she thought

Turning to  the sub who had invited her to this rather strange party  and saying  “Ok what’s this all about ?

He smiled and lead her by the hand towards another door where a fully stocked bar was attended by a rather hunk of a man of course in a collar nipple clamps and  a full on chastity belt  he was very  fit and in his mid 20s

“What can I get madam “he asked?

“Coke” replied he looked amused and said “what kind”

“one that is poured into a glass” she smiled  he laughed and walked away the belt  really showed of his tight arse  she almost monad with  pleasure

There were not many there and most were woman in some stunning outfit’s shoes and boots to die for l

They all seemed at home some on phones some chatting between themselves and the odd one or two just relaxing with a drink

Normally at events like this there were hordes of subs running around begging attention or serving mistresses their own or others  its  so strange to see no males floating about she sipped her drink till the gong went

The entire lot of woman made their way to the door she had just come from the empty room she held back

Watching one by one as they went through it but little gasps of Oh and mmmmm she heard made her so curious

Stepping through into the now filled room and wonderful lighting  in every corner  or wall space was  human furniture  a mixture of subs naked and  with  harnesses on  some were  like chairs some were tables some  were chained to the wall  but not    there to be hit they had attachment to place another sub on they were human crosses

In one corner a load of males were  in a circle all chained together  with  chast belts  hands tied  and  legs bound  a human cage

In front of the tables were subs laid down on the floor  a large fiber glass sheet over them but all their cocks  were pushed through it  and all of them hooded  and legs tied but together  one of the biggest trample boards she had seen

The sub who had bought her to the club cam towards her a face mask on  a drinks holder  on it  with a glass and a straw

“I will be your  glass for the night please feel free to fill me  with anything you would like to drink”

She leant forward her pushed up breasts  nearly touching his mouth as she sipped from the straw  she stood back and his erection was massive  she laughed  

In another corner was  men bent over  with signs beat me on them  then in font of them wooden seats with funnels  she only presumed they  were the toilets for the night and realised why so many of the mistresses had long skirts on

Flat against the walls were subs like human coat hooks but no coats every type of crop whip hanging from then chains and hooks placed around them even on cocks and protruding   out of their arses

There were plenty of sissy maids wondering around making sure all the needs of a mistress was met

Standing in the corner was hooded subs signs on them PICK ME 

Her eye caught a glimpse of something she recognised  a glint was in her eye  and she wondered over  grabbed the chain on the chastity belt and laughed  now then she whispered in his hooded ear  “what would you like I wonder shaken and stirred  I think beaten and used but  will you be unlocked”

The pain he felt as he grow in his belt  was amerce   he know who it was  he know what he had come here for and he had found the right mistress for the night  even without knowing her he know

She felt this eve was  going to be most interesting indeed

what happens if a mistress gets jelouse

Venom in her eyes as she took the knife to his full balls

He winced as he looked into the cold glare and the shiver started him to shake

She had shackled him and his neck was in a brace made of steel it was held by chains hung from bolts in the ceiling

He was on some sort of platform legs spread and a thigh shackle meant he could not even protect any part of his now naked flesh

His jaw was prized open so no words could be spoken a tongue press placed and he tasted blood in his mouth

He could not even hear something was in his ears slight muffles but no defined words he released something wrong with his eyes he could not blink in his brain he wanted to scream she has sewn his eye lids open tears seemed to come down his face but there was no pity in her eyes

Why for fuck sake why?

She tilted her head gazing upon him the pain she felt inside bought out the evil inside her the depth he had not known but she had warned

She had watched him that night at the club the little red head had teased him his submissive cock nature had melted to her dom attitude and he had bent to her

Watching she felt the pain burn like a evil snake she curled up and poison grew in her heart she wanted to spill his blood there and then

Make him suffer for his foolish  ways  not for the first time  but  she had let it slip over and over for she loved him  and  even the evil inside had been overcome by love  each time he had done it

Oh she know he loved her  and she know he would never sub to another but  passion or jealousy  he  played with her far too often she had warned over and over again one  day sub you will brat once too often and  the lover in me will lose to the sadistic cunt I am

He would laugh and say I will never leave you but I can’t help that crave I have now and then she would slap him so hard  he thought his head might fall from his shoulders he know to fall to the floor and beg forgiveness  but he know she would get over her rage well so he  thought

She took the knife to his balls his cock was not erect now more frightened and shrivelled up

His pleading eyes were out on stalks the blade was sharp he know he was the idiot who has sharpened it for years

Running it up and down the foreskin of his shaft he felt a deep down sick feeling how the fuck had she got me like this

He had drank a bit in the club and that red head  had pressed his cock more than a few times with her gloved hand  acting as if she had the right  he had said no but he know she know he meant yes

She had flirted and he could not help himself she had been so imposing and his nature was to give in he was a mere man after all

Then he could not think  how he had even got home  was he home  yes but  the set up  was different  most of it  was his work he had built  her a wonderful  play room but  the chain and other bits had been rigged and not by him had he been out more than just the night

Had she really drugged him surly she could not of done this alone

Cold steel woke him from his thoughts

A needle was placed in front of his eyes  mmmmmmm once he would of loved the play but at this point he nearly passed out

She took out the ear plugs

Well now she said look what we have here a mere man so I am told a sub who cannot keep himself to himself

I warned you one day you would go too far bitch well two nights ago you took the fucking piss out of me now I am going to take the piss out of you and with that she placed the catheter in him he winced with pain she was not being gentle

How long was she keeping me like this if she had to do this he wondered he did not think he could cope with this position much longer his limbs ached already and his back felt like it would break

He watched in amazement her strip all he cloths off

After all this time he still wanted her he still found even with a few extra pounds and odd stretch mark and all that she just did it for him her tits and her arse he had licked and eaten from so many times and the pleasure from her cunt when she allowed him to made he so fucking insane with greed she tasted so good

He would want others but fuck he know he would never want to give her up and he know what she did to him when she wanted something from him and he had given in time and time again but he was a fucking man and his nature meant his cock was impressed by others

You love your cock slut would you miss it if it was gone

Flickering his  eyes madly for that was  all he could do  as he could not  blink or speak he hoped she know  he wanted his cock  and Christ don’t be that pissed off  she would miss it to I am sure his mind wanted to run now for  in that moment he actually feared her

Holding up another needle she smiles no emotion in her face

Norm she would smile and laugh but nothing she was really pissed off

There big balls and a big cock any mistress would love to have to tease and it seems you take full advantage of that when we are out whore she said

His legs wanted to buckle and he realised she had rigged a chest harness so even if they did he would still be suspended

The needle went into his ball sake and the cold hit him straight away

Fucking hell the sensation was strange dripping saline into his ball sack he would have gasped but just was managing to breathe with the tongue clamp and Jennings gag

This will take time  so while it does  lets play a bit she whispered

The sharp tip of the knife knicked his nipple

Wincing in  pain he moved to try and avoid she laughed another nick  and yet another all over his chest

This is the pain I feel every fucking minute you act like a whore in front of me  and you  let other mistresses believe they  have a chance with you

I used to think it was funny I used to laugh at how pathetic they were knowing I was the only one in your world but its grown thin  over and over I tell you  and you ignore me well this night you will remember  and next time we are out your eyes will not gaze on another

Your cock that stands so proud under jeans that is rock hard will and full balls will remember how swollen this night they are growing at my command not because you tart with another

Tonight you will learn not to tease and chat up as the tongue press will indent into that thick male brain of yours where your place is

Less you forget maybe I should just remove those balls slut

The steel blade ran once more on his balls from nowhere a massive moan came from inside his chest please god he thought no

The filling of his balls was least of his worries he thought she was going to gut him like a fish with it inside him and there would be fuck all left of his man hood

He had not realised  he had hurt her with his silly flirting he had not thought she would carry out the threat of teaching him but here he was at her utter mercy with the threat of his body being dismembered

His skin was being stretched it hurt  his balls were twice the size  and felt heavy  like they would drag on the floor  oh fuck  how would he walk

She could see his brain ticking she rubbed her nipple on his chest the blood from the cut smeared on them mmmm he was getting the point

She reached down to his disappearing cock sinking into the inflated balls and pulled on it teasing it wanking it to bring it out

Another moan from his body a mix of pain fright and now pleasure

Oh Christ what the hell was she doing to him

She bought her knee up resting under the now heavy balls not just full with cum

Her hand reached down and pulled the catheter out it almost made him want to piss

But his mind was turned on as well as frightened to hell

She then pulled at the drip and removed that

He wanted to thank her even for this small mercy but just looked on

I wonder if I stuck pins in your balls would u spray like a watering can.

God he thought I can’t take much more his head was getting foggy and in that moment he blacked out

He felt the crisp sheets warmed by her body next to him as he lay on his back

Was it all a dream shit what a fucking dream that was scary as hell

I need a piss he thought and went to move

His balls rubbed as he moved and he peeled back the sheets to see two mega enlarged balls so alien to him it was like they were not his

Three days it too for the solution to go back down back into his system and every single night she made him attend a event   naked from the waist down and he did not look left or right at any other

She smiled  he had not said a word about what had happened nor would he  his place was to take his punishment at her hand no matter what  she desired

She had been most impressed with his skills over the time they has been seeing each other  he had proven his worth with his imagination and his ability to adapt all sorts of everyday  things to her mistress requirements

She enjoyed talking to him about it and watching the lights go on  in his head  thinking how  measuring building  and collecting the  things he needed to make whatever contraption she desired

Not always as fast as she  desired  but  she know it took time  for  her sub to work his magic to please her but somehow he always managed to come up trump’s

One of her loves was confinement, restriction and breath play

Years ago well before she even realised there was such a thing called BDSM she had watched a film and it hit something in her brain and over the years variations of the same scene had cropped up in other films  

He had on a quiet eve asked her if she could do a play she had never done before with someone who would be willing to do it for her what would It be?

Now he know her level of play has passed  what most would think normal mind you  what is normal but he wanted to know something  that she truly desired

He watched her shift in her chair flick her hair like she does when a little nervous  and even as a mistress when she talked about her wants her evil side  it  made her uneasy like baring the darker side of her  was uncomfortable for her  laying herself bare to a role play she worried others would think she was mad or  she  was some sadist  which in many ways she was  made her almost  sweet

Well she said in a very flat tone emotion controlled but a very slight pitch of excitement

He know also that look of longing swoopping over her as she said there is something I would like to try

Go on her prompted

She leant back and he could see her full breasts under the stretched top not allowing him to see anything but he had been to her breast before and he wanted to so much again and again

I want a clear plastic coffin

He sat back what for the dungeon he asked

No well not really maybe for after but no not really

I want the lid to be able to be screwed down tight

I want a air ventilation system I can control and a light system with a back up generator

With a slightly opened mouth the cogs were turning and she could see it

I want a two way   camera installed linked to my computer

I want a ditch dug the same size

He smiled he know where it was going

I want a communication system two way

I want someone who will trust and do as told without question

I want to put that someone in naked and locked in

I want to cover that coffin and him to be unable to control getting out no way of escape and utterly reliant on me

I want to demand things and watch him I want to take his air and his light away if he fails in the coffin to complete what I demand

Like what he asks she smiles and does not reply

His eyes flashing over her face and realises how flushed she is

How she had with her wants got excited and aroused

She sat back and he watched her disappear if only for a second or two  into her dark imagination somewhere she could not even tell or share the feeling

He vowed in his head he would make it for her and as he sat there and looked at the woman he loved he would trust her with his life

People seem to forget why they pay a pro mistress

Well here are some reasons why I get paid

Ok my experience

I love what I do

I am very private 

I like and do my upmost to keep safe any subs that come to me

I try and teach with in the session basic safety being sub does not mean you cannot learn health and safety and the differences between floggers 

I happen to be a good person

I actually don’t have a bad life and I am in as much as possible in control of it

My home and dungeons are clean and all my equipment is steam cleaned boiled or fried

I have a vast amount of equipment which is replaced and updated and try to deal with as many fetishes and role plays I can to enhance the sessions

I don’t charge the earth but I do except to earn a living and cover the costs of replacing things I use or need in a session

Now what are those costs?

Ok I need to look nice

From hair to nails to outfits which actually are needed much more than life style due to the amount I play

Gloves cleaning equipment to loo rolls shower gel for clients again twice as much as in life style washing machines and tumble dryers do not run them self
Replacing towls yes even that sort of thing

Gas electric.  Computer time,  pics, web site  are all part off and time, Replying  and dealing with  subs  even if not needy  they need information  and my time

all of this is not a now and then thing  its continues

Time before getting ready and time after cleaning up this i not life style subs don’t do it  and i do not have a live in  sub  so I do it  this is  part of the time  included in the working out of the price of a  session

Wear and tear on equipment for instance new sleeve for my auto blow 25 new bra  only for sessions  10 new printer ink  15 and that’s just in one day

Its not just oh lets buy a new paddle or a pack of needles now and then

If my vac bed gets broken you’re talking mega bucks

so when you say why pay a pro mistress think why?

Now I have life style to and they get the benefit of  who and what I do for a living  and so do I but then we get perks from most jobs mine just happen to be a dungeon 

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The Return
The journey was always so long distance was always going to be the killer but the thought of being with her was so worth it and even if it could not be as often as they wanted it was the life blood of keeping her sane between times
This time the time had not been used wisely between visits and she know she had to suffer for her foolish mistakes and she was sure Mistress would look into her soul yet again ripe it out and wash it clean so she could start again the how was always the scary thing.

The thought of her made her wiggle as she drove it was knowing that that touch how ever light would make her body cave in and in the end she would just let her mistress feast on her like some hungry panther licking the blood from her kill her mistress would devour her and she would not fight but lay there like a dear in the head lights suffering

Memories of all the visits came flooding back as she did the final mile and how many times she had said I cant or please and of course in the end the words she hated I beg you to let me cum

Every time she tried so hard not to fail but she had no choice her mistress was so skilled at making her mind close down its defenses and her body was so hungry for her touch she melted into nothing and when the pain came she would suffer so she would have the pleasure she so desired

Amazing a parking space outside she looked at the door she was going to go throw and from then on the world outside did not matter all that did was them and how she wanted it and she would do all she could to make her mistress proud
she smoked the last cig as her and stubbed it out knowing the sub she was about to become

She looked like a smoky shinning star when she opened the door like some magic fairy that brought joy into her life and yet the cover of that book was a lie and she know the black heart under that lured her in would take her hard and beat her till she could take no more then with out any thought mistress would take the self respect and balance from her of the other world she lived in and melt her to a mess to rebuild after she had made her cum so hard she would cry and beg her to stop as her body would shake and moan and shamed by how much she wanted to be taken she would give in to the fists that took her holes the lips which would tease her till orgasm and the tits she would suck till the air from her body was gone and she could not breath until her mistress let her free she know she wanted to be taken so hard she would scream please take me please let me cum please and then mistress would say beg me and at that moment the pain of begging was hard but as the fist pounded inside her she begged; she begged and begged and let go one she had permission

The star kissed her come in i've missed you

The rich harshness of passion evoked in her came flooding back Christ its been to long

she would norm have a drink and sit and fiddle but mistress took her hand and lead her straight upstairs she went to protest
and that look just was the command of silence

Mistress said spread your legs

she did and the blade of the knife cut away her cloths the steal hitting her flesh now and then cold but making her hot her knickers wet and mistress ripped them off leaving her glistening cunt exposed her tongue his and the deepest groan escaped from her like she had never been touched in this way before and pleasure was all she craved

Her mouth moved up her body to her nipples she know pain now the tease of her clit was enough for her to take the pain she braced herself

The tongue lied as it teased and as the hand between her legs teased her wetness that now was escaping with no control and then it came the bite but this time she screamed hard as mistresses teeth drew blood

Her head went back and as she was not restrained she stumbled back with one quick move her hair was being pulled down and she had no choice but to tumble to the floor

Her legs and arms restrained and her chest cavity wrapped in rope she could not escape the pushed on to her front she was lifted by the hoist a fright of this had been some thing they had played out before but never done she swung a little when off the ground and the rope pulled a little with taking her up she would of protested but the whole time she was moving up a hand was teasing her pussy lips and she was confused

Her head dropped and mistress was in front of her stockings suspenders and killer heals her softness was on show and she wanted to lick her but was unable to move

The lights were low and a peace of music playing in the back ground she knew but could not pin point as her mind was racing

Mistress slid to the floor laying just under her OH how she wanted to be lowered to her and kiss her and pleasure her she closed her eyes for one second then she felt it

The sharp steal had started with her cunt dipping in and out of her
Like a flash her eyes opened and looked into those starts eyes that now had turned black like a evil witch that had her Gretel

A nick of flesh and a release of blood came not much but enough she know she was bleeding

OH fuck she screamed what are you doing

Mistress said nothing at all and pushed the knife inside

sub went quiet and no more complaints was to be heard
Slipping the now wet cum stained blooded knife up teasing inside her thigh another nick and this time deeper she jerked moaned but not a word said and closed her eyes

The other side done the same blood dripping now flowing out of her like a tape being opened to let water flow she was being cleansed and blood was being taken

She felt her mistress suck her pussy lips and teasing the blood out drinking her as she took the knife higher to her nipples the tip of the knife cut small but enough and she sucked her nipples like a hungry dog on heat ravenous
She so wanted to cum her pain and hunger to gush was flooding in her veins and then the knife went to her throat her eyes spring open she looked down and watched the evil glint in her mistresses eyes Please please no
Mistress said one thing beg

and as she begged for her life she came all over her mistress drowning her with her shame of the other world and the pleasure of this world and her mistress laughed and took the blade from her neck

Equipment

OK so this is some thing i get asked by newbies a lot

how can you have so much and do you use it all

well i have been doing this a long time and put back into my BDSM over years for pleasure and of course work

As a pro mistrress you almost have to keep up with the moving trends and wants of what subs want to try as well as what you would like to use and learn about

Now what you mostly need is imagination and a starter kit

which can cost no money at all

Look round your home find ten things put in a bag or box and a blind fold and think how you would use them in plau

Dare I say it for nice or for pain safty making sure clean and sterile try it out on you find out how it feels the effect it might conjur up.

I made a choice years ago to surport those who make toys in BDSM but as much discovered like buying organic food its not so easy when you have little money

So shop around secound hand shops ebay amazon have a large collection of itams you can use if you use your brain.

what I would say is the crops paddles floggers need to be of a deceant standard to last and they should last years if looked after and find out how you do that

Basic cleaning of rope and keeping clean kit is a mega rule who wants transfer on equipment not only a health issue but its just yuck.

Games are some thing i love using the unknow on somone or teasing them with a mind game is as much fun as hitting them

making a sub crumble is just yummy

As much a sub who has equipment or makes it for a mistress shows a thinking sub and in truth most doms love that

its not how much it cost its the effort you put into it and why

Learning basic things on line or at a event or from friends is like gold

One of the things nearly every sub who walks into my life learn is to make a rope hand cuff why should i do all the work

and the areas to protect if unsure of who they play with its passing on good easy advise

this is not a must do list just stuff it is simple and clear to help those who might be startting out

The ten things in your home could even be presented to your dom with a giggle saying Ok torture me with this then lol

OH i think I might get in truble for that one oh well hehehe

Most of all be safe if unsure ask somone find out about how to use the things you have and remember alchole of any type before fire or electric will bun even a anticeptic wipe cheek your bottles or wrapers on products x

Requiared Maid / Butler

I am now on a search for a new maid this might sound easy but its not as easy as you might think

A miad is trusted in my home to work on own anitative and to be trusted to do a good job

Enjoying makeing my home clean and tidy and serving me this is not in any way a sexual service or worship

I will of course be correcting any work that has been done not to a high enough standard

I am happy for cross dressing even as humiliation or just as some thing enjoyed by a maid

I will exspect a certain amount of time a month and this can be discussed as I know other commitments can get in the way and also as a pro mistress I have work commitments

Now dutys will be cleaning the dungeon and kit rooms

I need somone who does not need me standing over them
every five minits OCD welcome

some house hold dutys would be part of oven cleaning, hovering, polishing

Helping getting things ready for sessions held the next day

This will be for some one who finds pleasure in makeing a mistreses life easyer and who enjoys service
This can fit in  evenings or during the day and I can be flexible on when but  it  does need someone with commitment

You need to be in this country and with in a reasonble distance from me to be able to attend at least once a month if not more

if you would like to apply please contact me

MC

Of late I have read many posts and emails from subs and various questions always asked and I can only give a opinion on how I see things and how I want things in my world

Now being pro and life style can confuss things I think add the fact I want nilla in life and have it like all of us we have familys and friends and work even if my work is BDSM it is still work and there are time you just do not want to talk about it and get away from I tend to run into nilla for my escape rather then run to it like most.

Some of the questions asked on a regular bases I thought I would jot down just more so I do not have to keep repeating myself and this is not a rule for any other mistress or nor is it a set BDSM rule it really is how I want and see things so here goes

Do you have sex with subs

Amazing now I like fun when single like anyone but not just anyone so chemisty and want and mood like anyone has to come into play

when I am in a relationship then I dont screw about behind somones back sub or not its meaningful like anyone and I am not somone who is into swinging or poly others might be but its about them and how they want to live life so ask them first do not presume.

Your BI will you play with my partner she is lol

see abouve same rules aply

Do you do forced BI

This comes up so often I can not tell you now I think there is only one way to do this when a sub says I wont and you tie them down and make them other wise its not forced a sub can say NO or walk away or have as a hard limit

Will you do any sort of play on me or what are your limits

Such a hard one and its so personal to each sub and mistress /dom for me there are things I think should be kept to life style like cutting or branding others dont feel that way but bdsm is choice and I chose aspects of play I want to classs as speacial so no I dont do all with just anyone not even in pro work

what do you want from a sub

Christ I tell you list is so long I would be here for ever but truth is its not that easy to define for me someone comes into my life and inahnces it in so many ways on lots of diffrent levels as frineds as life style as a lover or as a client

so it all depends on the dynamic of who and what

I do know I like people to be relistic and grounded and understand I am who I am and I will say it how it is and respect is a two way thing in life in play and in love.

Would you leand me out to others or would you sell me to make money

well I never you think others would want you ? and do you think your body is that great I am going to earn a fortune from it lol

Now if there was work situation and I aproche you then yes I might

If I was at a club and it was agreed between myself and you that another trusted person would like to play with you I might consider it double domming for instance but as a rule dont think your going to be some sub everyone is climbing to play with xx

24/7 Sub can I be and live in a cage and be your house boy

Really so I am going to feed and pay your bills ? and unless your very small not that much room in my cage not to good for your back

I do not want it so no you cant but for a day or night or a punishment or role play yes cage and being used in that situation proberly would happen

You are not a real mistress if you are a pro mistress

Please dont insult me I am not some younge girl with just a crop and tie and tease

I have been a life style mistress and have life style subs but i chose who just because I dont chose you dont reduce it to insults take it on the chin and either you want a session with me as pro or not and no rare I take anyone on life style and I will normally promote if I do.

I am scared I will not be enough or be able to meet your levels

This is some thing asked in life style and pro and to tell truth its about learning each other and growing pushing and on the levels you both can achive with in a realistic situation with two partys having fun Oh yes BDSM is meant to be fun

Will you stop if I want you to in play

lots of us have codes to live by and safe words and traffic light systems and morals keep us safe

The delusion that I maim and kill subs is just untrue I like to use them again and I do not want to go to prision

Saying this accidence happen but one does try to avoid them and hope all parties understand this is not some thing I would do on purpose I like controled pain and evil not mad nutter play

The most often asked is what do you get out of being a mistress

well i will be honest loads I love attention I love being sexy and turning others on to the point they want to submit to me

I love hurtting flesh for pure pleasure and dreaming up role plays using equipment thinking about how to tease and control it is a utter power trip

I am a woman and so I love to be spoiled pampared and enjoyed its not just a mistress thing but well maybe worse as I am

I like the mind and to capture it is interesting male or fem and there not that diffrent just certain criterias that the diffrent sexes seem divided on

I do this for pleasire and found as a job I really enjoy it so many want to work in some thing they enjoy it is rare we end up doing so and a sub in my life as in life style has a hard job its shareing me on a very intermite level but some things just saved for them

I like to learn and share what I do and passing on things to others is a utter joy to talk to others who try to understand who i am and what I like and they share some dark, fun secreats with me is a honour what more can you ask for as a honour.

THIS IS A SMALL SECTION OF THINGS BUT I MIGHT ADD AS I GO ALONG ITS NOT FOR ANYONE AS IN BUT MAYBE HELPS OTHER SEE WHO I AM

realising who she is

Just fucking scream I dont bloody care any more do it scream I want to hear the shrill sound in the air of your cry

I need to watch the blood come from you as I send another strike on your flesh and watch your body shake from pain and trying to hold it together
This time slut you just pushed me to far and you wanted to see what I was really made of well here it is as I land a punch to the ribs

Your bruise wont just be of pride this time but of true sadistic brutality and I will sit at breakfast knowing you have seen the real me not the one who sits before you in her dressing gown or the one you made love to

The raw open wounds on your body Ill tend to this morning but last night I enjoyed every single one that made you cry out and beg me to stop but stop was not the option this time for this time you wanted what I was deep inside

this was not about safe this was not about how you thought I would be
As you walk away to make coffee I can see the black marks up and down your legs where I beat you black and blue with no escape and smile

This morning you look so strong but last night every time you buckled as the pain hit your flesh and your mind realised this was not ending till I achieved my aim you did not look like the man you were

There was a tremble in your voice last night and I loved it and yet this morning there is a slight apprehension on who and what you sore last night a confusion of the woman you so adore she showed her real coalers and its scared you but delighted because last night you proved your worth and this time she took all she needed to take with utter disregard

As your passing the coffee the marks on your wrist tell a story of how you pulled against the rope that held you fast for me to strike as hard as I wished a part of me wants to make you suffer like that over and over again but maybe first you will beg to come out of chastity and when you do you will promise me anything well anything is such a big word and this time this time you know how dangerous it could be

Well a long time  working on but  the Nursery is now done  and thank you sub for spending a lot of time building the most amazing cote.

Toys books and nappies milk cookies and  bath time  spanks and restraint for  naughty babies.

I am at the moment sewing the cote bumper ties and matching  nappy stacker smiles

Play pen will be out for baby's safety of course  and  good babies can watch DVDs  and sit on nannies lap  Mind you not with a wet nappy or nanny will be cross and baby will need to be spanked  for being naughty tuts x

Babies can request things to do on play dates and happy for them to bring  outfits and fav toys x

Locked in 

She looked at it and laughed smiling to her self and thinking he will learn one way or other

The package had arrived she had to wait till he had left teasing him that he would learn soon enough what was inside on his return from work enjoy the day while he still could she giggled
His eyes meet hers and he walked away with a slight fear in his stomach knowing full well he thinking head was on and not just that she had acted on it and the future was in that delivery.

Through out the day he text her hinting at what might be in store it tickled her that he was worried and she played with the box and finally opened it like a magic Christmas present that she has waited for pushing her and in the end pushing him.

The metal glinted as she unwrapped a plastic bag fell and in it a gold key and lock she stroked it through the plastic
The evil grow in her and she laughed Ohhhhh you foolish slut you will bend now and you will know the value in being mine.

She read the instructions locked and unlocked it a few times worked out how it all fitted and placed it back in the box took to the bed room and laid on the bed and played with herself knowing the power she was going to gain and the fear she would cause when he came home.
She exploded with the force and lay rested and chilled but excited.

The key went in the door and he walked in nothing out of the ordinary and there she was not dressed up just in jeans and drinking coffee watching tv.

Looking over she smiled said one word "strip"
He took his cloths off looking at her as he did hands shaking and thinking norm play is set up this was not norm and he has not even had dinner or washed or any thing but he did as was told he got the feeling this was a level up from the norm.

She rose up and walked over garbed his cock and pulled him up the stairs like a dog on a lead but his cock the lead into the bedroom
She roped his arms and legs and placed a blind fold on then a gag in his mouth tight so even if he wonted to safe word he could not.

He was pushed on to the bed and he heard rustling and she sat on his legs and started to move his cock with in seconds he know
NOOOOO he tried to spit through the gag NOOOOOO it was not even discussed and he had not thought she wonted this his mind whirrled round he struggled a slap landed on his face and he stooped his pathetic move to struggle would not work and in some ways being forced into chastity was what he wonted he was just not ready he did not think today but it was and he would be in it in seconds
Click when the lock then the key and that was that he was locked in

the blind fold came off he looked down dumb founded his cock encased and lock hanging down not a big one but evident
She was still on his legs that felt numb unlike his cock she was naked and his cock reacted to her and the predicament he was in.
She dangled the key in front of him it was tiny and she oped her mouth
He shakes his head trying through the gag no no dont he wonted to scream and then she did it she closed her moth swallowed and the key was lost inside her lovely body.
His heart sank she laughed

You are trapped in now till my body wont's to let the key go smiles and your job will be every time I pass waist to look through it searching for the key to unlock you from the torment and until it is found there u will stay.

Undoing the gag she sat on his face he pleasured her and she gushed all over his face his cock in pain as it got hard and he moaned over and over pleasure and pain racing through his body.

The rest of his time in chastity work , life was always a torment from then on he was made to cheek for the key every day in one of the most degrading ways possible.
Now and then she would produce the key and tease him with it and then once he had pleased her she would swallow it again and bk he would go till either he found it or she produced it he bent and learnt to please her and she held all the power and she used it over and over again.

US

Delving into your mind learning who you are
Wanting to see whats deeper then surface
Craving some thing no one has had before
Understanding the ticking in your heart
Watching your muscles, your eyes, a smile or a tear
Knowing I can find the inner you
letting me
Hoping I can bring the best of you into the light
Your willing to feel pain, willing to have pleasure
so I find you
so you find me
Your flesh the canvas, your mind my insperation your soul my goal
My moves and mind and care the brush and palet the paint
Blood might spill
love might grow
trust will be intence
fun to be had
pain on the journey
but we will find a way through to
what we both desire x

Being naughty but good (financial domination)

Over the years he had wanted to find her someone who would take his wants so much further and he needed that.
He was looking for someone who understood his deep desire to please to show he could go with out suffer for her.
He wanted to give her the world but he was realistic on this to he know giving her pain and that sort of service really was not him.
But to spoil to treat to go with out what he wanted needed in life was his way of showing his submission.
He know he had to work hard to make his dream come true he also know he had to live but he would live for her.
His job was not some thing that made him a millionaire but it provided a good life actually he know he spent far to much on crap and worthless meaningless things that did not make him happy his need was far deeper.

Years on after he had searched hard done a few online things with pro mistresses who in his view really had not got his kink for various reasons he just about gave up she was to be worth his submission take control of his world was she there could he ever trust someone so much that he would give up all his world for her as he know it?

After a rather chilled expensive night out a bit drunk he sat once again at his lap top the newest on the market with a beer looking at pics and thinking I need to stop this bloody obsession when a pic popped up.
The look took him back straight to the place he was wanting to walk away from and he clicked on the link that showed her life style yet again a pro mistress but some thing told him he was stunde by her.
He laughed at some of her writing enjoyed the things that she had said on website and thought one more time and send her a email.

Dear Mistress
I am so sure you have many would would offer you the world I cant do that but I can offer my submission of financial service and I have searched so long and hard to find someone who would grant me the utter pleasure of putting my needs second to hers and use my crave to please to make me suffer and learn true humiliation and teach me how I can be the best sub to please a worthy woman in my life.
I wish to provide many areas of her life some I would like to chose and some I wont her to demand so I am pushed into real submission and for go my life style to prove worth in her life.
I so hope to hear back from you and your thoughts on what or where you see me fitting into your world,

He closed the lap top and slipped into dream world of thinking of watching
her shop and smile and her utter joy of opening gifts or envelops and her to need him to submit to her and give up the world he was in to prove his worth.Talking to her finding out her needs wants and her being at last in his life.What would be if he failed her and how would this punishment confirm his submission and channel his life.

The day went by work norm chatter the mandarin things a meal with friends after work and home he popped the lap top on while he drank his coffee.
Lots of adds from site he had joined and there one heading Hello sub and he sat still she had replied the thrill in his body was electric if he opened it there was only two ways it would go a yes a no would she ask to much from him and he would fail or would he be able to connect to her and move heaven and earth to please her.

The start of a journey he wanted desperate to find the one he would change his world for could she be that powerful he would crave to please her maybe even meet her.
shaking he pressed the button to read and his body became aroused and his mind begged to see what he had wanted for so long.

Foot note

This story is a rough outlook and it differs greatly from one to another but it is how many dream I feel but only my point of view x

Teaching the wife

No light and it was cold she lay there alone and frightened last thing remembered was her falling to the ground
she moved slightly pain in her head stooped her had the bang to the head caused the pain she moved again and it was not the pain but the straps on her wrists and her ankles biting into her flesh.
Her naked flesh allowed the cold to surround her and her body shivered.
Her niples erect and her legs had been spreed wide she felt the air chill her cunt.

Her mind was confused and with the cold it was making feel utterly vulnerable,utterly no sound from inside the room or out. she layed there and her heart sank this is scary as hell and no one know where she was her holidays had started last night that's what had lead her to this she had been on a night out with work mates and she had gone for drinks to many and she had walked home alone not a great distance but still a stupid thing to do.
The door opend in walked a figure masked in utter black molding into the dark but she could see,feel the person and know this was not good.

The gloved hand covered her mouth when she went to scream the heat from the hand inside stooped her air thrashing she could not move her head and she gave up sobbing the hand was removed still no sound from her abuser.
The gloved hand stroked her hair placing it over her shoulders and almost making her tingle with the gentleness but really scared when the hand moved down to her throat stroking her adams apple slight pressure on it so let her know who was in charge.

Slowly the hand moved down to her cleavage and stroked her bare breast she moaned but not with pleasure with horror at how she was being touched.
tips of fingers were playing with her nipples and the movement and cold made them come out on point she wanted not to have them touched let alone aroused she felt the tears fall.
The hand moved down to her stomach and its rubbed hard over her flesh she tryed pushing back on to what she thought was a table padded though it was no escape from the hand.

The creases of her legs were being stroked so slow every inch was being ex amend the gloves were making her shake all so far had been slow and threatening and she was to scared to react almost excepting there was fuck all she could do and staying still might save her.

The inner thigh was scrunched harder then the stroking more force and she tried to pull her legs apart
She heard a moan like of pleasure and then the voice deep
"OHhhh you like that then whore"
"I am no whore she screamed out"but meet with silence and ice cold silence and the mood changed the glove moved to her cunt and flicked her clit she moved so violently the straps cut deep
A laugh rang in her ears
"Please" she cry-ed flowing tears and real sobs coming from her, her chest pounding heart racing
but her body reacted to the probing of the glove it was dipping in and out of her she felt wet and there was no way of stopping the intrusion.

Some thing cold made her jump like steel hitting her clit rubbing up and down on her small bars the leather smell was strong around her and she realized the form was laying on top of her but the dark meant all she could do was smell and feel the leather now heavy on her body.
Her awaking senses realized it was flesh in a cage of some sort a cock inside metal the more it rubbed on her cunt the move it got hard
The moans from what she know now was a man was of pain he was hurting his cock at the excitement of using her cunt as his self harming
she cry ed and he laughed
His hand were all over her body and he was taking what he wanted not inside her but all over her flesh the hood he wore was over her face licking her and tasting her tears she was utterly terrified.

she blacked out silence fell and there was no more
The cold shock her how long she was out for she could not determine
Her body between her legs was wet sticky and she know he had been inside her and yet she did not know anything he had done she felt him still as the muscles in her cunt ached.
She sobbed and wondered would she live to tell someone of this rape.

There was a bit of light in the room and she managed to look to side to side dark walls and chains and what she know to be toys of a sexual nature.
The door opened and he walked in hot water washed over her thrown from a bucket and covered her cold body he rubbed all over her with a cloth laughing being harsh scrubbing away his shame
what he had done to her she saw him but still masked she had no idea who was doing this.
A towel dried most of her body he lifted her arse and wiped under her and then stooped he was strong and she know not to fight his now naked finger run down her arse
"God no" she pleaded but it fell on deaf ears the finger teased her arse and slowly pushing into her which made hee lift her body to try and escape the fingers penetrating her arse
"Please no please don't " her screams seemed to make him more powerful as he rode her arse with his hand and the pain as he did made her scream harder why did no one hear, her help her.

He lifted her had after the violation of her body and she was forced to drink it was hot soup and she tried to push with her mouth it away a slap hit her so hard her head even though not able jolted back.
She drank with out fighting again excepting her fate.
He stroked her burning cheek and the blade was forced under her chin one slip and she know it would slit her throat.
with one hand he loosened the straps on her wrists she dare not move and
Stund at him undoing them she lay still

The blade dipped down to her tits and a sharp pain as the tip of the blade pierced into her skin she cry-ed at the wincing pain
Slowly the knife moved further down her flesh to her clint her mind tried not to think of what he could do to it all she wanted was to survive
Her ankle straps undone her hair was garbed and she was made to sit up he came round to the back of her and pulled the mask off she dare not turn round still motionless and he kissed her on her neck soft and gentle

The voice now was not of a stranger but of her husband and he heart was pounding

"You should not read those books and complain about our life together two can make it exciting happy start to your holidays darling"
she sat and cried as he held her tight .

If you go down to the woods today love you are forced to find

Cool summer eves were always lovely to play outside many a time some rope a flogger taken
They would eat at the pub chill and walk the bridle path and enjoy the sounds and smells of nature
The warm summer breeze on there skin and the laughing they did with in their bdsm filled them with joy

Never do they stop it coming in and out of their life but they always had nilla to and enjoyed the deep connection of play and norm life.
Long nights of talking with red wine or coffee and the dark thoughts would come out some of them even to them should never be done but none the less they talked of the play and how and what ifs,

But on a eve like this he felt utterly safe and a little light play was all he ever thought would happen.

She pulled him close and kissed him deep and hard and said" you know you l trust me, always remember it always know deep in your soul I am there."
He pulled back from her and looked in her eyes a strong glare made him melt and yet behind was utter love and devotion of his mistress to her sub and he would never forget how much he loved her and how much he would take from her.

That moment the darkness fell over him a hood over his head and he felt rope round his neck securing the hood he was roughly pushed to the floor and dragged like a dog away from his beloved mistress.
His thoughts rushed to her what the hell was she OK what on earth this summer night was not meant to be anything she had not hinted at any thing was this her doing.

Kicking and screaming and he was not holding back with no idea what was going he felt he should fight some thing kicked in self preservation took over
The branches scraped away at arms and legs as he kicked out at the attackers and he flet a swift thud on his chest that took him by surprise pain took him for a moment and he lost his breath.

The ground under his feet was damp but the warmth of summer had made it hard and as he was slumped down on the floor he winced.

There were voices men shouting out its here lets lift the top get this done so she can see.
He began to take note of the words and thrash in his ties but to good a knots for him to reach and tackle to escape.
Her, she can see, did they mean mistress what the fuck were they doing to her shit he thought I am a man meant to protect her and here I am bound up like a hog with no way of making sure she is safe.
He heard her scream ohhhhhhhhhhhhh Jesus my lady what on earth and silence fell
The foots steps were not quiet they crushed through the silence like a gun going off.

He felt chains lift him attached to the rope placed around his body he was cold shaking and helpless to save his mistress useless in this time of danger.
Funny enough his thoughts was not of him but her and still even now her safety.The thought of harm to her over rode any that would be fall him. At that moment he know he really loved her with out a shadow of a doubt.
All he wanted was the chance to tell her.

The rope bit in and up he went how high he could not tell disorientated and then lowered
He felt hardness as he thrashed around in what he felt was box four sides and then her heard the top go on.
Encased inside a box in the woods
The banging on the sides woke him from thought the swinging of the box as it lifted off the ground made him try and stretch out thumping feet to see what was below or above but very little room was there.
Down it went he felt the movement slow but steady down and the sound of ground under him he shock he know it felt as though he had been lowered into a pit
Christ he thought there going to fucking berry me how the fuck will i breath get out of it Christ where is she
he started to hyperventilate and he trued to calm
Dreams of this in their play had been so wow but in truth this was not fucking funny.

How if her would she of done this how on gods name would she arrange such drama if not her what the fuck was it.
The chains removed off the so called box and some thing being screwed in made him clam listening for any little sound
Recognizing the sound of a pump he all most wet him self
Dont leave me here for Christ sake it was a fucking dream

what seemed ages nothing he struggled with the ropes frantic to escape one slipped and it allowed enough slack.
He wanted to rush to take the hood off but it was scary to think what if he was deep under ground and all he saw was earth.

He had to look he had to find a way out he could not think he would end his days like this

with out telling her how much he loved her and how much he wanted to spend his whole life with her and he needed to see she was safe
Pulling it off was not frantic like a child opening a special gift frightened it was not what they wanted his hands shaking
The light blinded him and as his cleared vision come back through clear plastic he was surrounded by people
all of them he know straight off
His mistress stood and looked at him through the plastic and smiles the biggest smile and her face flushed and just a hit of evil
Tears ran down his face and the lid removed helped out as he was still shaking she covered him with her arms and embraced him
She said "is there some thing you have meant to tell me"

"I love you mistress with all my heart I am so sorry I took so long"

Predicament promise

Her eyes showed no glimmer of kindness the love that he saw every day had been washed away and her manor utterly changed
she had demanded he had shaved all over not a hair on his body other then his head and he had done as she asked.

She has dressed simply and in some thing she could move in sexy but almost plain not teasing as normal not even her cleavage out.
He was a bit sad he loved seeing her flesh it made his cock rise many a time and this was almost utter frustration.
Yet she still looked yum and after all he know what was under the outfit and he know at some point he would see once again the flesh of the woman he adored.

He sat on a chair naked waiting and still a dim light on and she walked about looking at him inspecting him and in silence again some thing he was
most unused to.
he loved hearing her chatter and the conversation got carried away into the early hours of the morning and time was always so lost.
Not always to bed for pleasure but the warmth of her body and his was a reward in its self.

her head tilted and she sighed, "you agree to the play I want"

he looked at her he was unsure as no play had actually been discussed and he felt him self shift in the chair a uncomfortable feeling crept over him.
he could of at that point said um I do not know what you want of me, he could of just got up and run. he could of said whats the play mistress.
But he know deep down he would not ask and he would of done anything she wanted and she would do what she needed and it was how she had always been the unknown was her evil and he sank deep into the chair and replied
"ANYTHING"

Even then not so much as a laugh and he longed for her laugh though at times it sent shivers down his spine.

She stood in front of him a leather strap in her hands and she bound his neck to the chair almost to chocking point
Picking up others she placed them on his upper arms wrists and thighs and to his ankles.
all so very tight and he was incapable of moving they hurt not cutting in but enough to know even if he jolted they would stop movement
She stroke his face and one word she spoke was "secure" and she was right he was but that was not what he was feeling.

Walking back towards the light barley seeing her he heard her wand and a slight moaning he know what she was doing playing making herself cum
Why now he thought and wait its my job to please her and norm done at the end of play.

Not some mega cum he thought he could of helped her so much more. But her sigh told him she had got where she wanted to be.
Steeping out he could see her flushed cheeks and she stood in front of him.
Glaring at her, she lifted her skirt soft black silk knickers on his utter favorite and his cock twitched and it was not caged tonight so lifted almost to full potential.
She moved slow teasing slipping them down over her heals
Her movements towards him were not kind she shoved the silks into his mouth and the smell of her and wetness filled his nose and mouth but how she put them in was cruel and with no care.
Another strap placed over his mouth pushing the silk deep into his mouth and tightly placed meant his breathing was only through his nose and there was barley enough air to moan as her felt the tips of her nails scrap down his now very hard cock.

He looked up at her and some how she had got a bottle in her hand like a spray one she used for cleaning and she started to spray his body wet and cold he shivered and yet he know what she wanted and it terrified him he would take so many things but this was a game he had only talked about and he had even thought would never happen
She sprayed into his mouth cold already damp silk the water tricked down his chest and the cold water sprayed on his cock sent it dancing.

she took the toy that sparkled in the light and touched a dry area on his feet he leaped with no where to go no amount of escape was going to keep him safe.

"You talk a good game at times sub and I know you could take so much for me on many levels but tonight we are going to play a little torture game"
Once again she sparked him but the wet conducted and sent searing pain into him like frying his flesh he tried to scream.
Her blackness in her eyes told him she was far from finished
His balls out and the pain went through him like a knife slitting his flesh the angry thrust of electric sent him to throw back his head and he began to gag and not breath,

She came over untied the gag took out the silk and placed a gas mask over his head pushing it roughly down at the end a canister
He Breathed the deepest breath and thought fuck poppers in the air his head reeled and his body started to feel the effects.
Then pain the electric hit the top of his cock wincing deep pain and his breathing was erratic having to fight the pain control his breathing and know the in forced poppers would send his brain into melt down.

Time and time again hit with the force of electrics over his body not being able to speak , she was not even asking questions so he could stop this torment mind u in back of mind he loved it utterly vulnerable to her cruelty.
But the no air re breathing the poppers was making him real and float and sensitive so much the pain was unreal and she carried on flicking the electric on his flesh.
The air came clean clear free mouth gasping for it.

"so now tell me what I want to know sub or this will go on and on for hours and remember you promised to keep the secret you swore you would never tell but never is a long time when being tortured"

"Tell what " he asked

"What have you bought me for my birthday sub I demand to know"

"I cant you made me promise"

"Now this is a problem you promised me and yet if you do not break this promise the pain will continue will you fail to keep your word to me sub and suffer until I take pity on your flesh?"

Cutting not just for everyone

He lazied curled up on the bed, play had been wow and now his body ached from her his bruises covered him but now he lay and let the ache wave over him,
He slipped into half sleep warm pleased with himself she had done well she has told him and the comfort he got let him drift off quickly.

He thought he was dreaming it was uncomfortable , it scratched, it stung his foggier mind did not know what it was.
He trued to move round but his arms had been bound and tied and his legs we shackled.
He had opened is eyes and yet still dark his blindfold had been placed so his senses utterly off.e

His skin felt on fire and yet not in a burning way he was feeling the pain and moments latter it clicked it was a knife.

Not a sculple a knife she was dragging it over and over in the same area he moand now he was awake the pain it was like a deep searing sting and yet it draged on and one his skin hurting like a fire not cutting him torturing his flesh in slow dragging pain.

Then he felt her nails prising away the flesh pulling each side of now the open wound letting the blood trickle out cotton wool brushed over his flesh,
Then again with the dragging of the knife scratching away at his skin and he begain to moan again hours upon hours he felt the same process with a sculple it would of been so much quicker this was painstaking she hardly spoke he would bolt up and down now and then but he laied as still as he could for her he know she would not stop till her art was complete

He grow concerned when he felt so wet and he could smell the blood and it was becoming sticky and he hurt and on top of the ache he had had from play his body felt light an floaty and then he did not think at all.

The blood was all over her she had worn white corset and stockings she had laid here with barley a sharp knife over and over scratching his skin norring away at his broken flesh peeling away layers of him as he slept his pain thresh hold was high not even realizing for ages in his sleep.
But she felt him stir not jump but she felt his body change and she know just the moment he relized her knife was using him.

She had gentle prepared his waking she know he would not of moved even is she had not done the restraint but she did not want him to have choice .
She had hurt his body and one point she though when punching his sides and using her trunchen on areas of his body broken a rib he assured her not as she stroked him she was so pleased with what he took from her ,

AS he slept she moved her hands over her handy work welts bruises marks even now changing colour and she smiled
Her own body hurt play like this made her ache to muscles in places she did not know and the pleasure she got from it thrilled her mind to she never just came down off play like he did he want to chill and float in the peace she wanted to go over it in her head like watching her own private bdsm porn,
Taylor made for her his cock had been used and when his mouth had been gagged with her body she had let lose all her wants on him.
when he was laied out with so little movement she had got the pen and stencil and drew slowly over his back she was not some artist and new she would want a design that was some thing special she had planned this for months.
sketching it then cutting it out ready for her play.
The marker was thicker then she had wanted but once the pattern was done she lay back he was still asleep not so much as a moan but then with the amount of pain he took this would not even hit the radar.
She has thought about a scuple it would of made the cutting so much easier to do and even work with and it would of actually made it easier for him but she did not want that she wanted to up his pain to a level he could not understand some thing diff,

The tip of the knife was sharp enough but the blade it self was not so its like scratching away at the skin till it broke now at first the tip pearced into the skin dragging it down then scraping it like some foil art the skin pinking and blooding and slowly warn away.
Even with this he had not woken for ages she was almost half way throw the art when he woke properly but by then the blood was seeping into the bed sheets and her corset was stained with blood,
For this time she stooped she wanted him to feel the pain already there that now his mind would realize,

She dipped her fingers an played enough to make her wet the blood and the fact she had done so much and he had not woken showed her what with the right mind he was able to take
It made her horney to know her levels would be upped and so would his and that excited her.

Now his reactions kicked in the blade in her had had started to hurt she sort of wished she now had the sculple but the pleasure of scratching his skin and peeling it bk as she broke through the flesh watching the blood seep out so much of it now she had started wiping away with cotton wool but soon liked the blood pattern as much as the one she was carving,

The end was near when his body went limp she felt his pulse still OK he had passed out from pain was funny he norm would never do this but the pain was not what he would take normally
Her hand went down to his cock teasing it she know with this he would come bk to her he moaned and she felt his cock get hard and she had him back again she stoked and made him harder then he had been before and let go to pick the knife up once again.

He moaned at not being played with he was wanting to be greedy but this was about what she wanted the blade once again to his flesh.

She undid him the rope had held him she took the blind fold off his eyes opened and he saw her virgin blood stained look,
The knife in her hand and smiling she went over him thigh side to side of him and he pleasured her she was so excited at what she has done he know it even if he was a little unsure what she had achieved lol,

He looked down at the bed sheet the once crisp white sheet was stained with his blood he went to role over and his body screamed and he stuck to the sheet she giggled

She helped him peel the cotton off his body as he moved up the bed and looked down a pattern formed bleeding into but a pattern

He swung his legs off the bed feeling very weak she helped him to the shower and she washed him still in her corset the blood off him and her being made clean of her evil wants an his need to please her he felt like he had fire on his back being put out by the water he washed her and scrubbed the blood best he could off her corset even her tits had blood on them her hair had specs
His cock hard again he begged her to be allowed to cum as the water rushed over him she laughed at him and agreed,

She patted his back softly stroking his flesh every now and then he healed well and the blood had stooped running and the pattern was formed and she loved it its stood out so well and she was so impressed with her handy work

The Thistle she had drawn with her MC initials on his back looked amazing and she wrapped her wet arms round him

Thank you x

Coming home to her

He took pleasure in her art, marveled at what she so liked to create
The main prob was every time was new and not knowing how or what would happen when arriving.
Over time the pleasure and the erotic side had grown and they took pleasure in the darkness of the play her moods make him excited and the way she structured the game made him horny before getting there and after he was always pleased it had left him breathless and her filled with power and him with pleasure of pleasing her, she was his world and she should have all he can give.

He heard soft music before he even entered the house now days he has a key a utter honor
click and in, meet by the dog who just nosed him with approval.
Dim light music and smells of cooking she liked it when he came she showed off her latest conquest recipe and he was her ginnie pig.

He sipped wine but knows the rules none till after she always wanted him pure and to see his reactions to her game.

He approached the door to upstairs a note pined to it

It looked like it had been written in blood one word

STRIP

No thinking he striped and left his cloths folded and moved up slow she had not called down nor demanded him upstairs there had not been a note about going up but he still went hoping it was the right thing to do.

The music came from the dungeon it was like waterfalls and that odd music u got in massage places he did not think he would be that lucky some how,
Candles every where flickering in darkness burning wax and the warmth of the room greeted him.

There she was laying half sleepy on top of the cage layed out as if she had done nothing all day he know better.

Her head turned and she smiled at him.
No words spoken and he moved over to her hands behind back
He closed his eyes and waited
Her mouth covered his nipple soft wet he so wanted to moan and drop to his knees all day he had waited for her touch no matter what it was.
The pain came she bite into his soft flesh he has learnt this is her thing and he wanted to take her sharpness no matter how painful.
She licked the blood she has managed to spill out of him even if only a little she shared it with him.
she pulled his hair close and his head rested upon her breast that over flowed out of her blouse.
Whispering in his ear he know this was no light play tonight he feared when she was quiet.

Her words made him turn and the rope was placed around his body he was forced to he floor pushed into position.
The hoist was lowered and he know he would now not escape her plan he struggled a little against the rope he did each time why he never know he would not escape nor does he want to deep down.

Rope secured and chain for safety he thought all of him would hang but only his feet pulled up slow and steady lifting his body off the ground.
swinging like a lab-rat in mid air he just excepted his fate.
she walked in front of him his head at her cunt and he smelt her excitement, she was wet already and no real play fuck he thought what was her mind doing, what was she going to do to him.
The blind fold went on tight and he was hanging in the dark with tricking music and water falls blending in the back ground he really should of guessed she had given him a clue.
Then the collar it was so rare she put one on but this was not the norm play one thicker more straps he know what it was she must of ordered one bitch not telling him a posture collar.
The fact he was upside down in the dark now no head movement he was starting to fret a little he had told her a few dreams was this about to be one of his wants?

The sound of some thing heavy being dragged under him made him jump as he has got lost in his thoughts.
her hands started to wonder over his body his cock had no chance of not being hard and how utterly vulnerable to her was like rock.
The shrink wrap was being placed all over his body for Christ sake did she think I would get out of this why was this also part of the play ?
Heat and panic and erotic thoughts span around mind, he smelt her perfume he felt he body press against his as she covered his flesh.
By the end he was like a wrapped bit of lamb on a hook waiting to be sold, "Who would by this sad bit of flesh sang in his head."
He tried to thrash but no movement could be found she has done this so well wiggling toes and fingers was all he could manage.

At last she spoke not loud but clear and he heard and feared her words.

" Whore I have been thinking and never have I thought so hard. I have tried to correct your dirty mind and filthy thoughts and your flesh still wants naughty filthy sluty things.
Never are you pure and clean never are u clean of mind
So this is some thing I think we need to try and see if it will cleanse you of the fifth in your mind." Her laugh hounded his brain

"Let the washing of your mind begin" she said and he heard the hoist slowly go on and him lower and lower into the water beneath.
He did not realize water no time to hold breath the cold took his breath to he cold water made the blind fold heavy on his face and he spluttered with shock

The hoist let him up and time to breath his thoughts would need to gather fast as already the sound was lowering him into the water dunking him clean.

"Dirty whore needs a wash" she said making sure his head went deep into the water she stroked his cock as he was under the water this time he was ready for it.
He could not think much she was making him want to cum but same time the water for god sake the water what if he could not hold his breath longer
The hoist took him up and he thrashed around she was laughing "OHHHHHHH
no I can see dirty whore has not learnt what is this on the cock more into your slutness then how ur going to live".

He went down to the water again and he felt his body fill and his balls full and all he wanted was to cum or breath air his mind filled how long was this to last?.
That point he felt him self cum and as his cum came his mouth opened and the water rushed in he was drowning.

The hoist lifted him out of the depths and her laughing was heard and his body and mind blown and this is why she was his and why he loved coming home.

I am such a lucky mistress with wonderful subs

One of the pleasures for me is a sub that can only admire from a distance but still wants to do BDSM

To help do this I do on line sessions and yes tasks but the other side is  they want to do more personal things.

I have added a pic today of a new outfit  and stockings and gloves all chosen by a sub on line sent to me  the outfit is one I have on Amazon and he tweaked it  with  satin  gloves and is going to finish the look with  a watch and earnings and shoes but chosen bits from him.Not all BDSM is about  harsh whippings it is adoring the mistress and enhancing her world 

I find a real honour and though I would much  rather see subs for real sessions this is a way to feel for me power and control over them xxx

What you wanted

She stole a look in the mirror and her body was covered up, no one would know.
Brushed her hair, as well as she could with her hands; why did she not have a brush in her bag one of those things all woman should have she cursed. She felt air as she moved her legs, this made her conscious of the fact no knickers on. They had been torn and she felt exposed. She moved to the door and looked round at the room thinking; thank fuck I am not cleaning in here as her gaze fell upon the blood stained sheets the site almost made her feel sick; that was her blood.
The email had come and she had left knowing what was to happen, her cue as they say. Her mind had raced about like a mad woman's, her body hot from the thought and her need had grown every second she was driving to the hotel. Her mind had wanted this and her body needed it; why she did not know, no past that was abusive, no lack of self esteem but she wanted it and she told him and that meant it would happen. She had learned that over the last two years,her dreams no matter how sordid, how strange, was his delight to make come true and he filmed it and watched it over and over and on many occasions had her there sucking on his dick while he watched and stroking her hair or clawing her back or even beating her as he watched her. She loved the way it turned him on, almost gloated that her acts made him turn into this sex lust creature and he would use her or he would show her how bad she had been, how dirty she was, and only he had the right to do such things and would teach her to be good. Even at the thought she got wet and could not wait for this night and the thought of how much he would want her after, even if it was in jealousy or in utter rampant rage. He would take her over and over till she became numb and all she was , was flesh for his pleasure and her body a vessel for his use. But after he would hold her and she would be clean again all new like a new penny until the next time her crave came back to haunt her and he would arrange the next session.
Unlocking the hotel room a dark seedy place she had thought she flicked the switch and gazed round the sheets looked clean enough silly what you think. She took out the bottle of scotch she had placed in her bag and found a plastic cup in the bath room cheap but she had been told to drink so drink she would. An old tv she turned to a music station, top 40 playing, sort and gazed at the latest sound track playing, it would stick in her head for ever. She had no phone no way of calling him and no safe word, a chill filled her and a tear ran down her cheek why do I want this, sips more and lay on the bed.
Her hand reached down to her cotton knickers and she brushed her fingers over them clean white cotton, new, virgin like and she felt damp she had been told to play but no cumming the scotch was making her warmer, her fingers got rougher but never inside the cotton
The handle went on the door and opened and a man walked in She did not know him smart looking clean shaven she smiled, mid 50s with a bag not a word was said as he looked at her he did not even smile. She moved her hand fast and he smiled. Unpacking the bag was what she did, know her masters tri pod and camera and he set it up at the end of the bed. She gulped more of the scotch it was rushing to her head now, scared she just watched his movements. He walked to the bed, looked at her laying there; she looked like a doe in the head lights and no escape. A grin on his face made her turn her head and his hand reached down to her blouse, button by button he undid the buttons slow and with no rush. She shifted slightly and a firm slap hit her face; she stayed still with shock of the impact.From some where, maybe when she turned her head, he had a knife and with it he cut the middle of her bra; she moand and he smiled.Her soft white breasts escaped falling out from the little protection the cloth had given.The blade of the knife traced along her flesh and across to her nipples with no hope they reacted; pert and mound forming they came out .
The man got on the bed legs either side of her, still dressed his weight pressing her lower back down and pinning her.She wanted to close her eyes but she knew this was not allowed;he has told her, I want you to see every single thing and know what a slut you're going to be.Leaning down the man sucked her tits soft and gentle and she laid there breathing like this was not so bad.The scotch and diversion had made her unaware of any thing else. She saw him when it was too late, someone had come in and before she even had time her hands were being tied, she almost screamed, two of them. Christ. Tied and weighted down by the other meant she had no chance and she felt a hand undo her skirt pulling it down roughly. The man on top still licking and teasing her tits as if not even seeing the other man. A cold sensation hit her and she realised a knife had cut her knickers away and caught her flesh. She was getting a bit panicked and tried to wriggle.Rough hands invaded her cunt; no warm up straight in, probing her and the wet just came she moaned and though she felt violated she was turned on.The hand pushed inside her as the other man tried to kiss her and she turned her head, he grabbed her hair and pushed his tongue into her mouth she had no choice but to allow his intrusion.Pushing her body in rhythm the other man started fucking her cunt with his hand, she could not even see him as he was behind the man placed on top of her. She began to give in to the sensation and she got wetter and wetter both men started to moan and grunt quietly she felt the one on tops hardon through his trousers and almost wanted his cock out. Just as she thought that she felt a body next to her and kneeling on the side of the bed was yet another this one, naked balls so close to her face, big full and a hardon cock. Her jaw dropped and as quick the hard throbbing cock filled it. Almost chocking she started to suck and lick, her cunt filled and her tits being sucked her body was being used and her mind a blur in it all.
The man on top lifted off her and her body was in shock from no pressure and she was pushed with force by the hand now deep inside her utterly drenched cunt. It was hard and fast as was the cock in her mouth her spit was running out as she tried to please him. She looked down at the man in her cunt to find a young looking, boy like, lad grinning from ear to ear giving it all he could. The other man undressing, watching the two men and now looking up saw who was fucking her mouth.A man of what must of been 80 giving it his all and moaning like an old bull raping a cow. She winced but he kept shoving his cock in her mouth in and out making her take.
The hand came out and in its place the other mans cock was thrusting into her and her legs pushed up so he could ride her hard it did not take long for him to cum and she thought not much of a cock to handle. She felt his spunk run out of her and she had not cum even with him thrusting hard.As soon as he was out the younger one pushed in he was not big but more then the last and he was not being kind; he moved over her kissing and biting, drawing blood and he pushed in grunting and saying the odd word of yer come on im going to give it to u, he took a while and her climax was close but no gold star. He was out and the mouth fucking had stopped. The spunk oozed out of her but yet again she felt her cunt filled. His body, heavy over hers, and his mouth was all over her. She lifted her head to try and escape but he grabbed her head his hard cock entered her hard thrusting so deep she screamed, this seemed to excite him and over and over he thrusted, no mercy or care and her body felt bruised. She wanted to cum, he wanted to hurt her, he was more scary then the others. As she looked round the other men were not here only him and her, she might get away fast when he was finished But at that point the door opened and three other men walked in. NOooooo,she screamed. At that point he came. Her head held tight she was flipped over legs held and she felt the first enter her from behind rapping her unused arse over and over her wet juice used to lube her.The other two wanking at the side and saying come on hurry up she was taken in her cunt again and by this time no fight left just let them and it will be over. She felt legs under her entering her cunt and a cock in her arse they were playing with her and taking any way they could; both in the end cumming together and laughing. Both left with out a word. Left covered in cum and wet and blood she was left laying there it took time for her to move it hurt. She scrambled to the shower and felt the water wash the dirt off her and filthy feeling but she touched her cunt an played and came with such force she fell back in the water. Packing the camera in the bag, leaving the room, going to the car and thinking I have been had by six men and he will see it; how they used me, how i did not even fight. She unlocked the car and took the evidence of her wants to him, her need, and he would see and show her what he had let her be.

Needed

I am looking for someone who is into photography and I do not mean happy snapping 

To come take some  great pics of me and maybe a session taking place.

Now its not that simple  I will want to see pics that are worthy and  I like 

Please contact if interested  I am based in Crewkerne  somerset so understand will need to travel to x

MC

I just had the  most horrible  reaction

 DIET

Wow not writen for ages and lots going on 
Just posted new pics of me on my wonderfull new torture chair and I so love it made by my DIY sub do love a man with skills lol
Now I have been on a bit of a diet 22 pounds gone few more to lose but feeling good on it.

I have been on a bit of a shop with new outfits and new toys cut throat razor for one and soon to arrive a purple and white single tail lots of practice before I use on flesh but watch this space lol for pics of

I am off on my travels soon to Essex and Manchester and maybe even Brum
But will only be there a very short while so if any one wantin to book 
please contact me soon.

I have had a fab year with so many lovely subs and had some wow sessions and I hope even if the sun comes out so do subs
I really must remind that I do need notice as bookings are thick and fast
and so getting everyone in when needed is difficult though always worth a quick memo in case.
I would like also to thank those who have been to see me for the flowers and wine I am so spoil t 
smiles

I would also like to add I know many are worried about seeing a BDSM mistress but its not all harsh it is erotic sensation to so be brave xx
Enjoy summer everyone
x

Sub Lunch

Sub Supper 

Draped across the table
setting the scene
candles burn
and moaning the music of the night

Stretched out wrists, ankles
thighs strapped
plates all around
glasses full of red

Naked dish served not cold
but warmed by guests
laughter the sauce
pain the spice

Guests sit and watch the sub's humiliation
converse and laugh at the dishes' discomfort
the hands picked the flesh with erotic caress
cries of pain as cutlery poked and knives sliced
tender and wet with blood that flowed

With Feverish excitement as the tears fell
desert they had all waited for

Done new pics now diets kicked in but can only add a few on here  more will be on web site  xx

Melt

Taken

Tick tock the clock wont strike, he watched the time on the wall.
Naked, cold; the steel bars surrounded him. He was crouched in the small space,
a bucket and a drinking bottle next to him and a towel laid under him; he felt a chill
not really cold but apprehensive.
He moved his leg and the cage rattled; padlocks held the two gate like doors closed.
There had also been locks placed on the fold down sides, not even prizing them open would
be an option.
The bottom of the cage was solid so any thoughts of lifting that enough to get his body out was just stupid.
He knew too that if he drank too much he would need to pee and the thought of being stuck in here with a bucket filled with piss was hardly a good thought.
Too much movement meant a small amount of pain no matter how he moved. The butt plug that had been pumped up inside him hurt; not a bad pain, just made him more than aware that it was there.
The chastity device on his cock was locked in place, he almost felt like none of him was free other than his mind.
Even that to a degree was caged; he knew he would stay here and not call out. He knew that if he did
and she came it would mean so much more than a simple request to escape his cage.
So he was to wait to see if she felt some pity for him.
Time moved by slowly; he dozed for a while and as he did he could hear sounds in the background, small giggles and scraping of chairs.
He jolted but still seemed to stay asleep. Was there something in the water? No, she would not drug him, he must just be tired.
His eyes felt so heavy and his head fuzzy.
The room became dark. Had he slipped into sleep for too long? She had not come to look to see if ok, well not that he knew.
He moved and there was no pain; the butt plug had gone. How he had not woken at all and was sure he would have felt something even if asleep.
Shaking his head he looked around the cage, crackers and cheese had been placed in a small silver bowl in the corner.
She had been here and he never knew. There must have been something in the water, what the hell was going on?
No sounds from down stairs; had she gone to bed planning to leave him there all night? There was not even a blanket and he had started to get cold.
He moved enough to get the crackers and nibbled on the cheese and sat with no pain as he looked down at his caged cock. She could have done anything to me and I would not have known.
This as much frightend him as excited him; he tried to stroke and the pleasure brought pain as the metal cut into him as his cock grew.
The room was so dark now; he could only hear the ticking of the clock.
The sound of the clock slowly stilled and he felt his head hit the cage and was out for the count.
The haze and thumping in his head was horrific and he had no idea what was happening; laughter and screams of more were rushing to his brian.
He had been removed from the cage and was lying face down on what he knew to be her bed;
his neck and head restrained, his mouth gaged and his arms, legs and ankles bound.
There were others in the room but he had been blind folded and he thrashed to try to gather where the sounds had come from.
More, what did they mean more? And then he realised he was wet all around his arse and it hurt and he was frightend and thrashing even more like a wild animal tryingto get away, trapped in a corner and fighting.
Pointless, of course, “More, more come on give it to him again” the voices chanted.
Men’s voices as well as women’s; some he thought he knew, some he was unsure of.
Then his arse was spread and a dildo plunged into him and he was raped over and over; he took as much as he could with out screaming.
“More, more, they laughed and chanted, go on ride him.”
He thought for a moment it was his mistress taking him when suddenly a body leant over him and a mans voice said " I hear you want the real thing, shall i take this strap on off? let my cock take you? At the moment its going in you slut, as the dildo is hollow, but I dont mind riding you for real you’re a right whore and you would let me doing any thing in the state your in.”
He fell into a cloud of confusion; what was going on? Why this? Why him? Why would she want to humiliate him like this? A male taking him, even if not utterly bare back into him, a hollow cock filled with a real cock was that not the same? Was he not being taken by a man ?

Finding

In and out of love

Up and down in relationships

Bouncing, bong, bong

Right and wrong

Riding along

Spending time

Still finding wrong

They say all the advice and you go along.

No matter what

How ever hard you seek

or dare not to peek.

It is never fair

and you sit and sigh

You'll sing the mating song

Till the bird comes along

until heard

Then the tune is played

sweet rythm

that brings the joy

You can hope

You can go out into the world

You can pretend to let it float away

But we all want to hear

melody

moods that float us

warmth that sooths us

love that binds us

looks that show us

No longer lost

found and loved

We wait but never in vain

Just wait till you hear that song

and you know you belong

singing that same song

Keep in mind

lost was not meant to be

If you never try You can not find

That somone true

I want to play she said

Twinkle in her eye

Do not be shy she said

Smirk across her face

Undress she laughed

lay down now she ordered

Do not move she smiles

You flinch to much and blood will pour she whispered

Close your eyes and pray

Hope I am good as I think

Shhhhh do not cry trust me

The feather like blade hit the skin It runs cold against the flesh

The sharp tip pricks and it bumps over the soft pink flesh

Slow but steady

The odd gasp escapes as the blade twists dipping into the folds of the skin

Muscles tense The need to watch grows

Heart races

What if she slips

OHHHHHHHH god what if she cuts

The blade stops and runs across the throat.

Do not scream, do not move

The blade is gone

Wait its not over

Between thighs it moves further up

Not there, please not there

Now cold and wet blade torments

But she likes her new knife.

Think it I will make it worse 

Dream it I will make it true

Hate it I will make you want it

Fake it I will teach you not to

Enjoy it and I will give you more

Beg for and I will make you regret it

Smile and I will make you wish you had not

Ask for mercy and I will find some thing much worse

Let me in and I will take much more then you can cope with.

Pray and it will make me laugh and fix you to my cross

Give in to me and you will be lost for ever

The winter brought his dread; it had become every year his most hated time

Not the cold or the snow, or even the bitter winds that bit at his flesh; nor the return of his grandmothers dreadful stew.

The days were now gone that had brought passion to his heart and made him so turned on at every glance

Every walk had brought him some small glimpse of erotic pleasure. Normally he would just return to pictures or go back to a now and then situation. How he dreaded winter.

He had had the most amazing summer; his passion had been filled over and over again and he had been turned on nearly every waking moment.

He had taken the job and it filled him with so much; he was not worried about the pay as it was a long life ambition that he had worked for.

The main problem was controlling his cock so many times and making sure no one ever saw the desire that filled him over and over again and those sneaky disappearing acts that he would have to make excuses for.

He had gone to night class and, well, if he had told his mates what the hell he was doing they would have taken the utter piss out of him .

He had missed out on various footie matches and all sorts of drunken nights but he cared not; this was some thing he would remember for all his life and one day he knew he would fill his boots with the erotic fetish he had always wanted. He had walked into the collage one evening and there was not one other male in his class, he cared not.

He was going to do what he had always wanted to; a beauty and nail course. Christ even as he said it he heard the lads howl with laughter. What he was not ready for was how hard it would be. Ohhhhh not the learning but all the hands on work he would have to do followed by the actual thing he loved most; Nail art and the massaging of feet.

His poor body would go into over drive every class when he was to massage one of his class mates feet.

The woman there all looked after themselves; of course one of the reasons he loved this was that he wanted a woman who kept her feet immaculate and he wanted in the future to impress any Mistress he could with his skills. So the pain of learning mixed with the most erotic course on this earth was sooo worth it.

Every single one of these ladies craved for him to touch their sore feet after a long day; he seemed to have a knack of easing their pain. He had even impressed with his skills of painting even the smallest of nails with nail art. What he did know was that when he went home he would have such full balls he would wank all night.

In the course he had to take pictures and he could relive his sordid pleasure all week until the next class. He had passed and now again it was winter and there were no feet to pleasure; but his secret was that he had got a job in Egypt in some posh hotel. He had told his family it was just a manager's job in some swank hotel, not that he would be serving all the woman on his knees, making their feet stylish and sexy and then he would wank all night until the next day when his dreams would be relived over and over again.

Not long now until the plane left and he watched all those sexy feet walk past; curves hidden under leather boots that held no interest, but, release those suckable toes and that soft flesh that he could sooth and he would be in utter heaven. Not long until he could touch, caress and stroke and it would all be acceptable.

What none of them would know is his greed; that one day he would meet a mistress that he could adore and show her the skills he had been able to attain for her pleasure. Mean while he was going to feed his fetish.

Undefined

Office party 

He sat polishing his shoes another works doo, that he felt he should attend every time the sun came out someone at work held a BBQ. It was Ok he thought at the mo life was pretty boring, the new job was going well the house he had bought in area was up and running a few boxes left to unpack but on the whole seems to fit what he needed. Not many friends in area at all a old chum from secondary school but most of the people were from work a nice bunch all got on well not so much office clicks he felt in this job and he was content.

Ok bottle of plonk in hand picked up the car keys and smiled yer life was OK not anying wow but ok. That night was the last night he would ever feel that way the world changed in one night and he never even know it was going to change.

One of the little girls in the office has asked if Mark was coming this eve, he had been invited by his boss but did not commit to it now driving there he thought I wonder if its going to be a chilled out eve or a stuffy if it was going to be like that he would make a quick escape.

AS he pulled into the drive he thought hey this is nice. Iron gates leading down a short gravel drive a few out houses on one side with rather heavy locks on the doors bit odd he thought but hey might have a few bob so a few nice cars inside maybe.

The doors were open he heard voices and followed the sound, the house was smart but it was old nice furniture though a bit medieval which surprised him. His boss seemed so modern at work actually she always looked stunning heals and skirt not to short but very elegant and though not some thin thing, she had a good arse on her, he giggled to himself. He walked into a big kitchen lots of people mulling around and he just froze.

Shit he thought no one fucking told him fancy dress bloody hell he felt a twat. There they all were in outfits , must be some Vickers and tarts thing he thought. Bollocks there he was in a suit lol he sort of laughed out loud and then a voice shouted “Hi Mark do u want a drink?”. WOW there she stood the little girl from the office in a fucking amazing outfit a teal basque with the most sexy pair of stockings and heals black and the smallest G string in the world. Jesus christ his cock went rock hard and he felt his balls fill like he had never felt before. He just stood like some lemon as she walked over infect more strutted over like some vision of naughtiness.

“um no one told me fancy dress” he managed to stutter she laughed she know she had blown him away and placed a hand on his shoulder. “that's ok we do this now and then I should of warned you”. “I tell you what why don't you come with me and we will jazz you up a bit”

They walked down a hall way to a bathroom.” I don't know how your going to jazz me up but is everyone dressed here like this what is it a tarts and vicks party??” She turned and stood in front of him sliding his jacket off , his cock was so hard with her touch he could not move incase he brushed any part of himself on her and she would know her effect. Slowly and he was sure a bit of a tease she undid his shirt buttons loosened his tie and slowly pulled his leather belt from his trousers. The removed belt was fitted round his neck her fingers rippling over his back as she did this and he felt like he melted there and then should he turn face her make a move or stay still? “No Mark it's a BDSM party”

She just laughed the look on his face must of said it all but she had taken the end of the belt and lead him down the hall back to the kitchen as they walked in his boss stood and my fucking god he felt his knees buckle a leather suit with thigh boots and the most wicked under basque some thing you would see in porn films. Bloody hell this is so not what he thought he was coming to, and his brain was so blown he was not sure he even wanted to be here. “Well you scrub up well” as she walked round his body sizing him up the room was silent like they were watching her give him the OK. He just sort of mumbled “thank you” The room exploded into laughter and he just looked felt so humiliated he wanted to dig a ditch. “for christ sake get him a drink poor thing he has such a long night ahead lol” Long night what the fuck did that mean as he knocked back his scotch. For about a hour every one even if dressed in well lets say attire that one would blush at he viewed people he had been working with in a utterly diff light were quiet norm office chat and laughs jokes and just like a norm party and he began to relax.

The slight ache in his head actually woke him, what the fuck had happened? He was aware he felt cold looked down in the dim light to find he was naked. His hands tied and his ankles in some sort of metal band, he could not move and whats more his mouth was clamped wide open. He struggled for about ten mines or what felt like ten mines the dark seemed to wrap round him and the panic well fucking hell he felt scared not some thing he had had never had to be. His muscles ached a little with his attempts to struggle, he must of blacked out because when he woke again the room was flooded with people everyone from work and they all stood round him looking laughing, , his flesh was on show all of him his cock and balls layed flaccid and he felt so small not just in his body. The sound of heals came and there she stood the little thing from the office.

“OHHHHHHH you will do very nicely! she said, He could not reply but the look in his eyes said what the fuck is going on let me go. Ignoring it she came closer and she smelt so good he felt the heat off her body as she traced the outline of his nipples with her fingers. He was starting to wake a little the drug and it must have been a drug not just booz was wearing off. Her fingers ran all over his body he nearly jumped when she touched his cock and fondled his balls with her soft white hands. He heard soft giggles in the back ground. His cock reacted hard now so fucking hard it hurt. There was clapping they were clapping at his erection, he was so confused and wanted out vunerable to theses people who he sat at desks with.

Ohhh fucking bloody hell what the fuck was going on. Two men came over office lads he has not even given a second look at, he was well above them at work nothing people nice enough but not on his scale. OHHHHHHH fuck they were naked and he was in no position with a hard cock to fight bk even if hands were free. They knelt down in front of the girl take him she said I want him harder.

Each male took it in turns to suck his cock licking his balls and he closed his eyes in shame horror and yet utterly turned on as they took his manhood she touched his flesh biting his nipples the pain was unreal the softness of their mouths was making him want to cum but he refused no way was this turning him on he fought it in his head they cant have me no no no. The laughing and jering round the room was louder now and he was aware of others more they were playing with each other erotic moans from each corner and woman and men with sounds of pleasure and pain.

His mind could nto take much more of this torture the pleasure was getting to much he was being turned on against his will and his vunrable stupid body just reacted and he was sinking with no control of what was happening. They stopped no warning she has told them to stop and yet I am just on the edge of wanting to cum, shit I want to cum. He almost wanted them to carry on.

He opend his eyes and there she stood in leathers and the room was silent again though the odd sniffle or moan escaped in a dark corner.

The two men undid catches on the cross he had been restrained to it tilted back and was locked into place. Her leather clad hand hit his straight across the main buld of his cock the pain sent a wave through his body and he jerked pulling against the restraints. All he wanted was to shout stop but his jaw ached from the device keeping it open.

She walked around to his head and leant down to his face her hair cascades down on to his and she whispered “ohh slut you are so mine.”

A cold liquid was being rubbed on to his arse the office girl laid under the cross rubbing it closer and closer to his hole and he tried wrigering to get away he know what she was going to do and he had never had that done and he was screaming no in his head no not that.

The pain as she pushed in a dildo was like no other and every muscle tried to fight it, but it made no difference in and out with a rhythm his cock was aching and the pain was slowly turning into pleasure and he just gave in he could not fight .

His leather boss came in front of him and she had stood watching him being raped a smile on her face in her hand was a short whip like thing she raised it and the stings over and over again hit his flesh he could not cope his arse being taken and the pain on his flesh as she whiped him no way of stopping this and in some bizzar way he was enjoying it all yet not understanding any aspect to it. When it came to a end the beads of sweat was dripping off his body.

Fatigue and helplessness over whelmed him he could take no more all he wanted to do was beg to be let go. Then slowly every person in the room lined up and came forward touching him all over his body some just soft and gentle some touching his cock and balls like a new toy some punched his flesh some just looked at him with what he thought was either lust or disgust.

He was beign used almost by everyone in the room for their own reasons that he has no idea about and was so in shock he could not reason.

The last of the line was the office girl he had not realised she had gone from under the cross even though his arse ached and he felt utterly degraded, she still looked amazing, and he steered as she came forward.

She smiled so sweet and she stroked his face, then she mounted him not a word said she got on top of his cock and fucked him like no one had ever done before she rode his swollen hard aching cock so hard he thought it would snap he could not thrust he could not pleasure her it was her taking him in any way she wanted and she was over and over while the room watched him at her mercy and even though he wanted to lick her soft white tits that were bellowing out of her Basque he still was clamped and his mouth his tongue longed to enjoy her he was so turned on he could not help it he exploded just as she rose off him the spunk shot up almost hitting her face and people laughed and shouted and jeered the shame the humiliation no control he could not control himself any longer.

He had become the office whore and he would have tp face them all on Monday them knowing what they had done to him and the next time he was invited to a office party he would go and he would never think twice about it he was part of the click forced to be but wanted it more then he had ever wanted any thing in his life before.

Edited Sun 16 Sep 12, 12:43 PM by misstressclare

Black Widow dreams in purpl

Inspiration was some thing she loved, no matter what her daily life was or where she went with in her BDSM world she would find it. From small desires to own a peace of equipment to a role play she wanted to rein act. Was not often she did not get in some shape or from her dream. Over the time she has meet so many that had helped her achieve her goals and this yet again this was some thing she wanted and had got. The bonuses was it was purple and that was her own mark she loved to spin.

Now she has always thought of herself as a bit of a Black widow, drawing her subs in and devouring them in the nicest of ways of course but none the less in one way or another she left a mark on their lives.

But to be a Black Window she needed more some thing that caught her dreams and her imagination.

When she saw it many years ago she know she had to have one and one day use it in her world to cause pain and scare and to tease with no mercy just like the spider she so was.

With the help of a talented Dom friend he had indeed made her dream come true, in its glory in her dungeon she looked upon it and pride filled her, “I have it at last” that evil smile crossed her face now all she needed was a worthy fly.

The purple spiders web made from rope hang across her dungeon its knots and silk like spaces were for restraining the fly. The height and width meant she could bind a sub with ease and the fact the fly can be corseted to it was a joy. Her rope work needed lots of work but now she had the tool to improve it.

Now the fly needed to be in cased in her trap, some one who could take a hit someone who would melt someone who know her ways.

She needed to incarcerate there flesh slowly with her rope such a slow thinking process. With verbal teases and warnings to head fuck the fly.

The fly must enjoy rope, must desire her touching his body from top to toe, he must want restraint and have patience and enjoy the mind set she was in. Of course must want the pain she wanted to inflict once caught.

The thought of threading rope round naked flesh their warm body pressed with her weave, made her moan with delight the biting of the rope into areas that she know would cause pain made her evil smile appear, their hard cock through the bars of her web awaiting its fait, for when she needed to abuse it made her wet.

Stroking the areas not in cased to tease the poor fly, sending shivers of delight down to the soul, made her want it more.

Then the act of your mine hit her head, no escape and the torture she could do to the fly almost like plucking the wings off and slowly with no mercy inch by inch of a subs body, knives, strapons, floggers, wands, weights leaving marks on all un roped flesh, what ever she wanted this has nothing to do with what a sub wanted this was her game and how she wanted it.

The dark would fill her mind and she could so do what she wanted and the fly would just except its fate.

She would watch as his body take more and more for her the strain on the web supporting the weight of the used bruised, abused flash a mass of rope flesh and pain and if lucky a hint of pleasure when she was being kind.

Now all that was needed was the Black widow to hunt her pray and capture him .

Smiles

Edited Mon 3 Sep 12, 12:27 PM by misstressclare

RED SILK

The soft silk lay on the side, ripples of red lots of material draped carefully so it did not fall.

The black silk rope rolled up neat on the bed that would be married with the red silk material so well.

She sat at the mirror applying her soft red ,blush lipstick as she looked at her new blackend lashes she smiled a evil smile tonight she was going to show sub a soft but scary side to her. It made her quiver inside and lowered her hands to her cunt why this turned her on so much she had no idea but then its what made her tick as a Mistress. Not just the thoughts not just the looks or the planning the dressing up not just the subs looks or wants or reactions it was the deep down feeling she got from her life that switched on her body and her mind the thrill of what she could do make a sub do want to do feel and be when her senses went into full dom mode.

The candles were black they will look wow with the silks, she lite them so the pool of wax would form the bowl of water ice melted in it just in case, a soft cheese cloth to use and a cold steel bladed knife lay next to all of it , in the light it glistened and she yet again smiled.

Orders had been give sub would arrive in her red corset and black suspender belt and black stockings with lace tops no knickers. Black high patent shoes and perfume make up done.

The order was silence and to do as told not even a good eve to be said, walk straight to the bedroom and wait.

The door went the victim was let in and in silence went to the bedroom, not to sure if she should sit she stood in the middle of the room waiting it did not take long till her Mistress arrived.

There she stood in virtually the same out fit as the sub any one looking would be unsure of who the sub might be at first glance. But the way her Mistress carried herself the way she walked forward with such confidence there was no doubt who was in charge even with out a word uttered.

Around she walked inspecting the clothing, make up making sure it looked right now and then moving a strap, brushing fingers across skin, flicking a stray hair back into place.

While in the silence sub melted so close and knowing that tonight she even before coming here know her Mistress wanted to play and by god when she played she played well. Never just the play or the equipment that was there, it was knowing she had thought about and evoked the most erotic feeling from her sub even before the play began.

You look wonderful the mistress thought .Ill enjoy having u this eve. And with that she punched the sub in the stomach she crumpled up in shock as well as pain. The Mistress walked behind stroked her hair and pulled it pulling her head back feeling off balanced, the hands wondering inside her corset finding the tips of her nipples and how it hurts when they are teased not in a nice way sharp digging in of nails twisting and turning the nipples, her hair firm in Mistress grip so no getting away just a moan from her made her Mistress laugh. The release from the pain was sweet and she took a deep breath not light play this eve then.

A vale of red covered her face quick soft silk covered her face and she felt rope round her neck, she swayed , it was tied off and the silk spun round her body and rope followed tight around her torso. The silk seemed to cocoon her and for some thing so soft it was tight and the rope restricted her moving and to her amazement her breathing as the rope went round and round her chest cavetti that had already been hit. The red silk and been split in the middle she heard the rip and on each side of her thighs the silk and rope wrapped round. It then hit her the only part not wrapped was her cunt. She could breath but not as well as normal. For some reason the red and feeling of rope had made her wet and the fact she now could not see her Mistress only turned her on more and all the time the silence not once had there been a soft touch. In the middle of the room she had been captured and willingly.

The blade slipped over the red slik not cutting at all but she was aware of it and thinking she cant see me Christ it might cut me as well as the silk, now and then the sharp tip pricked and she winced. She was still in her corset so felt protected when the blade ran down between her legs she felt weak and she felt her juice seep from her cunt. .The blade was not so cold now which was worse as its warmth travelled closer and closer to her cunt lips flat against them she clenched . With a almost almighty scream Her Mistress seemed to go on a frenzy Silk being thrashed at , ripped with the blade thrashing tearing at the silk between the rope. Like she was desperate to get to her and she had to slice away the silk to get to her flesh.

Once or twice she felt the corset be cut and her breathing became erratic, hwo she was still standing she did not know she kept twisting to where the blade next attacked..

A hand landed on her back she fell forward but she seemed to be caught and gentle lowered to the floor. On her knees head on the floor. The silk was cut straight down her back. Her gasps as her Mistress placed a hand inside her cunt teasing her and playing with her and rubbing her wet soft flesh now and then the tip of the blade felt as though it would enter. .Every time it did the biggest orgasm hit her and she let out a scream. She was shattered but still it went on her thighs ached and she could feel the silk soaking wet from her body. The silk felt cold against her hot flesh. Then the fire came hot fist pounding her cunt over and over and she could nto help cumming again and again a small moan of no entered her head but the rule was not a word was to be spoken even through this she would obey. Every thing stopped and she felt her self fall to the side and curled into a ball, the knife cut the rope right up to her head then it stopped. Legs pulled apart the air rushed to the hot wet flesh and with no warning with not seeing, the hot heat warm as it cooled on her cunt made her jump. Slight sting then warmth, hardening as it cools she laid back and let her cunt be sealed up by the delicious warmth. The cold hit her flesh that was not been hit with wax and its was horrible she had felt warm and safe with in the heat the cold was like a shock. Then the scrapping the knife again was attacking her but this time with a purpose of taking layer after layer of wax off her skin, so close to her cunt again a power inside her forced her to scream and the loud NOOOOOOOOOOO came out and she felt herself cum with force she had never felt.

The only sound she heard then was You have broken my rules no speaking in play, next time will be worse if you do not do as told then silence and she was left alone on the floor. Or so she thought.

Mistress sat on the bed watching this mess of red silk, tattered ropes and wax splinters all over the place and smiled, then laughed and sub know her Mistress had loved her play and she lay silent and happy.

The clock ticked by as she watched the hand move slowly round so board at being at work, today had so dragged.
Her mind wandered off all different directions from whets for dinner to what will she do at the weekend, to when was the last time she had had a really good fuck.
That made her feel horny and then so frustrated, at the moment was no chance of that.

Her circle of friends had got smaller and smaller and her BI side had almost disappeared. Over the last few years not really found anyone she would like to be taken by, the odd man had floated in and out of life and yes fucking their brains out had been good but never the same as a woman’s soft succulent flesh.

Someone from behind nudged her and said “home time” gathering her bag and junk she made her way to the lif .
On the way out she took the lift same old thing nothing new, bus ,home pop it to the co op grab a meal, tv or a book music maybe even a glass of wine, sleep back to work.
Been like that for about a year on and off, family stuff and maybe the odd date.
Predictable, stale life. She looked down at her shoes and thought they look bloody naff, flats fuckiing flat unsexy and boring like her world.
Her eye caught red wonderful red shinny shoes and Oh god seemed stockings .How sexy, the leg was taught in them proud to be in those stockings, as she moved her eyes up a suited woman stood in front of her very smart not thin but not over weight classic, one of those woman you think why cant that be me?.

At that moment the woman moved and in the mirrored glass of the lift she noted the woman was watching her, she glanced down daring not to look back, not her style.

The doors opened and both had been left alone to ride down the next two levels.

The woman’s body moved and there was a jolt of the elevator, it came to a stop.
No one spoke for a few seconds until at last the woman turned and went “Oh dear “
We are stuck together”.
Still she did not speak they were very close so much so she could smell her perfume and know it was Obsession.
But some thing felt wrong she had not seen her stop the lift but some how she know she had and could not speak to confirm her thought just like a lemon stood there speechless.
The woman’s hand raised to her hair, blond, straight and brushed away a stray hair, it then in one swift moment utterly unprovoked stoked the curls on her own head she thought what the hell, but utterly blank and just looked wide eyed.
“ You are very pretty” the woman said a small smile escaped a cross between nervous and scared she actually felt scared.
The gloved hand then traced down her blouse and a gasp escaped what the hell, but no words would escape to stop her aslant what was worse was she was getting hot.

All she could muster was “NO”.
The sudden impact of being pushed back was a shock the gloved hands had pushed her back and the woman’s face was close
“Who the fuck are you to say NO to me tart?” a sudden tear escaped and a moan of just “um” shock at this woman’s strength and the what the was gong rushed in her head. She almost said sorry, why she had no idea.

By this point she felt the gloved hand cupping her breast only covered by a t shirt and thin unpadded bra. She squealed and said” what the hell are you doing?”
One word was said “Taking”

Roughly there was a kiss on her mouth she tried to stop it but the feeling of excitement came over her and she know she had not fought back as hard as she should of, there was a pang of guilt in liking this and she struggled.
The harsh whisper she heard next chilled her.
“Do not fight me or Ill cut you ”. With that she looked down and there in front of her was a knife cold steel right next to her stomach. Her heart thudded and tears rolled but silent so scared and mind racing she stayed still.
“Take your top off now slut” “what the fuck, no” but the blade then sank deeper.
Her bra badly fitted was cut one small flick of that blade showed how much damage it could inflict. The knife trailed over the soft flesh of her tits cold menacing and sharp

She should fight, scram but who was going to hear, the knife was lifted to her throat, and soft teasing of her nipples with lips aroused her and she could not help but react her nipple hardened and her cunt got wet.
“ See you’re a slut and no rights to say no to any one leased of all me”
The woman pulled back
“ Take your knickers off” “ Please no” she felt she had to say don’t please no” but deep down she was horny and frightened and she loved it and was ashamed she wanted this.
The knife moved she could try and fight but what if?

She leant down and from under her tight skirt she taking her knickers off they fell to the floor, her brain even thought not even nice ones today.

The knife came back to tease her this time it had a gentle tease to lift the skirt and run between her thighs, the woman’s eyes looked cold there also was some thing else greed even lust in them. The point of the blade ran tipping over her cunt scraping back and forth like a nail. She opened her legs.

That cold whisper said “ Whore” the other gloved hand rubbed her clit rough and harsh and she monad and felt so fucking venerable and hot and wet and wanted to stop t and yet did she?. The fingers of the glove were inside her fucking her making her wet, she could not move from the pleasure in and out fast not nice rough raping her with out consent taking her there and then over and over again. She could not help but moan but tried the odd no please but half hearted because as much as she know this was wrong this was rape she did not want it to stop.

Then the heat came over whelmed her and she came almost a scream escaping into the air.
“Oh no not yet slut “ the woman’s voice said and the hand carried on harder deeper and her tits were being bitten like a animal using them, she could not move her legs feeling like they would give way under her and yet again she exploded. Then the gloved hand left her body.

“Sort yourself out slut” she said, moving slow and bruised inside and wet running down her thighs.
“See what NO does to me, you asked for that I do not think you minded me raping you that much” she laughed, pressed the button and the lift moved.

She watched as she walked away the tap, tap of her red shoes gone it was over.

When she got in to work a memo was on her desk

Promotion
Report today to Miss Cane at 2pm
Do not be late
Her mouth opened and gasped and then a smile took over life is not going to be boring any more.

I am sure many have different wants from sub in chastity
I am writing from my minds point of view as a Mistress
I want the power that comes with it where is the power having a man thrust into chastity with no means of escape other then at my command
Knowing you can have them bend to your will is the power knowing u control the need that man takes for granted
That not only can he not obtain pleasure but at any point they are lured by another woman he would have to explain a chastity device that he himself had wanted fitted to show homage to his Mistress and the fact that this woman may want him to please her she can not have I want that power of
ownership.
To hold the keys to his sex that can only be unlocked at my will
Knowing when he thinks all his dark thoughts of wanting others or to serve his Mistress pain will be inflicted at his naughty, erotic mind I wants to control that as well as his mind.

I want his thoughts only to be with me he can try and direct his attentions to other woman he can lust after but never get to them. Unless I unlock and allow to have.
That utter control over him.
The satisfaction that in waking or sleeping moments when his sex wants to rise it can only do so with my command is a utter
Power
To humiliate a mans manhood to have him understand he is worthless with out permission form his Mistress
To tease him when he is in her presence her scent her look her sexual wants to use to control him and tease his body and mind and each time he wants he is reminded he is her whore her slut only for when and if she chooses him to be allowed to please her.
For him to beg to be let free to think what if I have not pleased her how long can she be so evil to keep me in a state of utter frustration.
Putting her on a pedestal higher then any other woman knowing he gave to her his most prized part of his manhood.

This to me is a honour that he would give as he has found the Mistress of dreams
She will show him his worth and his lust is just a small part of what he is and so easy to be taken from him if she wished it to be so
The crumbs she allows he will be great full for her to throw at him for him to be allowed to please her in any way she wishes she is all to him and he will do his best to please her at any cost, not only for her but so he to can regain his manhood, prove his worth to her.

Keys are kept safe as a prize to hold and cherish to show ownership of those locked away for her.

Shhhhh she whispers I am thinking.

Now most men would think this was a bad thing to him he loved it, never knowing what her thoughts may be. They shared the day to day things well, conversation always flowed and silence was never uneasy.

They had their own interests and came together on others of course moments when he drove her mad and her him, but then he sort of enjoyed that to.

She liked her independence he never found that a threat her strength was what he admired. A woman not to tangle with yet she would take on board his wants, needs and of course his craves.

He had not meet a woman so open minded and he would not threaten any thing to disturbed, the balance of what they shared no one had given him this sort of freedom and by god he wanted to keep her.

Her laugh could send joy through his soul or terror, her smile would light a room or tell him how much trouble he was in.

When she looked at him with soft doe eyes he melted and any thing she wanted with in his power he would grant. The other look hurt him it told him of how he failed her disappointed her and of course how one day she might dismiss him if he could not please her.

The best look was when he made her proud to be hers combined with the most wonderful laugh he had made her happy and that is all he had ever wanted.

There were times when he had the sensation of her touch which thrilled him she did things to his body that he had never experienced before with other woman.

Amazing she could not understand what he meant but some how the magic of her body inside and out was mind blowing.

At different times her reactions to him in her were like chalk and cheese , times when soft and passion, she allowed his needs.

Then with no warning her greed and want would over take him and he would just let her abuse and give in to her power.

.If she decided pleasure or pain he never worried how far she would go, his trust had grown so much he know she was so in control that letting her self over step the mark was never going to happen, mind you at times she had got so close he held his breath and prayed as she had scared hell out of him on more then one occasion.

He turned after a few moments she was funny at times she could look the sexiest thing on legs dressed so provocative that he wanted to fuck her so hard and his desire was over whelming.

She could look quiet sweet but not a look she liked but none the less she did.

When asleep she was peaceful golden, warm and soft and gentle how can this creature have such a mind he would wonder.

Right this mint she looked like her nilla self happy and thoughtful.

She looked up and over to him, he waited slightly holding his breath.

“when we go out today! she said so norm you would never think any thing of it.

“I need to do some BDSM shopping so lets pop to B and Q, after Tescos”.

A massive smile come upon his face he loves it when she has been thinking.