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How incredibly funny I find it for a male so called Dom to call me a Prostitute because I am a Pro Domme as well as lifestyle. When he is seeking " a wantin slut" So let me make this clear a Prostitute offers sexual services not Bdsm teaching. What's not your cup of tea is someone elses only outlet. Get your facts straight, keep your stupid un fact based opnions to yourself because obviously you have to much time on your hands! |
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Mistress Seirra is recovering. She is still really weak. Will update as She progresses.
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On behalf of my Mistress, Miss Seirra, I write the following journal. Miss Seirra recently under went major surgery this week. There were a few complications but She is at home now recovering. She wishes to say that she hopes to be fully recovered soon. I shall be posting in Her behalf until then. |
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TWO RULES..... I COMMAND.... YOU OBEY!!!! Miss Seirra |
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Enjoy the Holiday pix. Kisses & Whips... xoxoxo... Miss Seirra |
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Miss Seirra Turns a fabulous 41 years young today! Time to celebrate. ..... |
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Since I will be quiet busy the rest of this blessed Holiday week with family & dinner & Christmas tree preparation & decorating. I sincerely wish each & everyone of you a most joyous & blessed Thanksgiving! Much love Miss Seirra |
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Hope all you boyz & girlz are doing well. Enjoying this beautiful fall/winter weather hear in the mountains. I'm ready to enjoy a beautiful Holiday season! I hope all of you do as well. Miss Seirra |
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When a Mistress is training her sub in obedience
She shall be strong and un yielding in her teaching! |
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My whips & skills do not dare compare. In this world of Bdsm, I shall ravish your body & Your submissive soul will be mine forever! |
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Enjoy the new updated photos my pets Miss Seirra |
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Miss Seirra is happy to be back into the swing of things. Looking for pets to come enjoy some session time with me. Who will be the lucky boy or gurl? Dont keep me waiting. I've been away far to long. I'm ready to feel you tremble! . |
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Betrayed Once Again! By My Own Heart! You Are Released As My Sub (Your Choice Not Mine) and I Resign As Mistress. After giving all I have to this wonderful life style, for over a decade, I can walk away with the most amazing memories and experiences. I will treasure everything I've been so blessed with. It's definitely a bitter sweet ending. I will finish my book that I've been writing. It will be my tribute to what I've lost and what I've gained from my amazing journey as a Mistress! Sincerely Miss Seirra |
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I'm saving you a seat in my future in case you wanna be part of the journey! . |
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A mind is like a parachute. It doesn't work if it's not open! |
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Possiably meeting with subjedi for lunch this Friday! |
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Were there is a flame there is bound to be a fire! |
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My sweet beloved lost his father last night. The world lost a sweet, funny, wonderful man. But Heaven got another angel. *You are in my heart, thoughts, and prayers ducky* |
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looking forward to meeting and working my magic on some new boyz real soon. I am ready to hear this whip of mine crack against some bare flesh!! |
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Happy Easter A/all. May You Holiday Be Blessed. Miss Seirra |
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The Mistress is busy writing away on this cold & dreary day.. Such creativity is flowing today might as well put it to good use. Wish my pet was here to partake in brain storming!!!! |
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This Mistress is relaxed & having a fantastic weekend!!! |
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Even though I was under the weather. I accomplished a great deal. My sub constantly checking on me & my needs was a tremendous help. I had quiet a fantastic weekend despite a few minor annoyances.. My writing is going splendidly & will be ready for some overview & critiquing soon :) |
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Busy writing & feeling very creative today with my trusted sub at my side. |
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Small minded subs with there rude and perverse messages have reached my tolerance limit!!! Glad I have a sub *subjedi3701*who knows what respect is about |
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I'm delighted beyond words tonight. I felt my inner Domme awake from the deep slumber in which it took up residents... I am proud to announce that (subjedi 3701) is under consiteration... I bought a lovely black & wine colored corset tonight to celebrate the occasion! I am excited about this new chapter & journey that is awaiting. (I posted a new photo & more are to come soon) Miss Seirra |
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I'm embarking on a writing journey with my "former sub". I wouldn't even dream of attempting. this without him by my side giving me his support! (Hoping my proposition will be accepted & welcomed) |
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She is clothed with dignity and integrity and she laughs without fear of the future for she is a strong women! |
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"Twisted Hearts & Twisted Fate" This will be the title to the book I'm going to write! |
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Dominant blood runs deep within theses veins! I've been living for the most part a strictly typical vanilla life for the past 6 months.. I've been pacified at best! I can't keep denying who & what I truly am or I will never be satisfied. As I am rediscovering myself I decided to walked away from the Tennessee city hall single & unmarried. I can be not committed to a strictly vanilla lifestyle at this point & time. Even though I am in a vanilla relationship & not currently participating in any Bdsm activities I know eventually I will crave to return to what has come so naturally for over 10 years. The time to balace myself between the two worlds I live in is at hand & my happiness will be determined upon my recent & upcoming decisions |
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Caught between a Vanilla/Bdsm world.. It's gotta be all or nothing!! I've must choose where it is that my heart truly belongs. |
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Here I am in Gatlinburg Tennessee....... Will I take that next step???? |
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Aint No Rest For The Wicked!!! |
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My time is free once again as I have decided sub David does not possess the qualitys I require in a submissive! Miss Seirra |
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I'm getting some much needed rest after an extremely busy / wonderful weekend. I wish to extend my Thanks to someone special whom I've always been able to have compleate confidence in their opinion and judgment. I've now reached a decision concerning a important matter! |
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Days like today I miss having my voice of reason to discuss thoughts & ideas & too have that trusted point of validation! |
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Despite a severe soar throat I was able to attend my friends 50 Shades of Grey Valentine's Dinner. I had a awesome time. I hope everyone has a wonderful Valentine's Day...... Miss Seirra |
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I simply must over come this illness quickly, I have a 50 Shades of Gray Valentine's dinner party to attend Wednesday evening at 6:00 |
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Currently very I am extremely sick.. |
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Working On New Profile & Pics..... This Mistress Is Back & At Her Baddest!! Look Out Boyz... |
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Enjoying talking with David, a Sc sub.He is 27 a little young. He is very egar to learn and serve.. He needs guidance because in his eagerness he is absorbing information that is not healthy nor needed. He needs to be tamed! Molding his wild side will require a lot of effort. (Deciding if I want to take this project/sub under my wings) Seirra |
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The past few days (especially yesterday) have left me drained mentality and physically.. I am taking the weekend to try and reflect and let some rest and recovery do some much needed healing... The loss of such important and special people in ones life can either make you crumble or make strength rise up from within you and can definitely leave a changing impact upon your life. (R.I.P Grandmother) |
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Thinking about if I want to take some new pictures just for fun maybe ?? |
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I can't respond to your email if I am blocked... |
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Lost my sweet Grandma yesterday morning & almost lost my father last night in a awful car accident.. It was such a overwhelming day & chain of events..Going to be a rough few days ahead! (Thank you Ducky for your condolences, It means a lot to me) Miss Seirra |
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About to issue the challenge of a lifetime !!!!! Miss Seirra |
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Today brings many new things & with that comes splendor & peace! |
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Ducky..... Regarding your recent emails. Do not contact me again or even veiw my profile. The things you have done are shameful enough in and of themself. So unless you wish me to step out of my respectful Dominate boots & slip into my total bitch boots, I'd take this warning seriously & vanish from my presence.. You dont want the hell I will unleash on you! So Ducky/Subjedi/submissivemale/wish2serve & whatever else you now go by, Stay gone. Stay out of bussiness, my personal life. My Mistress life is no longer your concern. You made your choice so now be respectful & silence your onions & your harassment & your presence are no longer welcome & will be no longer be tolerated!!!!! Sincerely Miss Seirra
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Have I recovered from his betrayal? NO. Can I walk away from this lifestyle? NO. Am I healing? YES. Will I collar another? NEVER. Will I be teaching & mentoring again? YES...... |
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The final blow has impaled a knife straight through my heat. My tiny and fragile hopes lay shattered. These tears burn like embers of fire down my face. This hellish nightmare is my own dark reality from which there is no relief and no escape. I surrender my whips forever. With out my beloved chosen one, the Mistress no longer lives within. |
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Emotions got the best of me once again. I dont wanna see him or feel him or look into his eyes. I dont wanna touch him or miss him. I just wanna love his memory tonight! |
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Just as She has done so many times before, she selects her outfit carefully. She slides into her black lace panties & fishnets. She has chosen her favorite black/ teal corset & black skirt. She pulls on her black gloves & with the zip of her boots she is almost done with her transformation. A quick check of her make up, with a snap her Collar locks into place. Who is this women ? Beautiful & Stern with a Wicked Grin & Raised Eye Brow, She is a Mistress. She is Me, Miss Seirra. Then with a single glance looking down at her feet she is hit with reality once again. Reminded she is with out him there lovingly kneeling She takes his Collar in her hand & wispers with out my beloved I am incomplete! |
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Caught up with so many memories flooding my mind. Wishing the tears would drown my inner screams. Deep thoughts and regrets tourture my soul to its very core.. I sit here a Mistress a natural born Domme yet so lost. In these moments of utter dismay and weakness I dont know if I'll ever be the women I once was. I am for the moment merely existing! |
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2013 has arrived. I dont know what this year holds for me as I am still making peace with the choice of releasing my beloved ducky. I hope that getting back to doing what I do best & being the true Mistress I have always been & sharing my skills to train other subs & bring forth their potential will ease my own pain. I look forward to the next challenge! Clients are always welcome. . |
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I hope the Holidays were a joyful time for all. Miss Seirra |
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Being a Mistress is in my blood. But without my chosen one I simply am not whole. Slowly withering away! |
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LOST IN A HELLISH NIGHTMARE. WITH MY BELOVED DUCKYS RECENT RELEASE, I DO NOT FEEL AS I CAN GO ON. HE CAN NEVER BE REPLACED NOR WHAT WE SHARED & I SHALL NEVER COLLAR ANOTHER. (My profile will be taken down with respects to what we had I am retiring). MISS SEIRRA |
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Life at home with my sub is awesome!!! Bussiness & Sessions are thriving & going fantastic. This makes me a happy Mistress indeed!! |
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Nothing like having my sub give me pedicure to make my feet feel wonderful & look great!!!! (Thank you ducky01012010) Now I'm ready to get ready for my two sessions this afternoon. Going to be a wicked fun filled evening & week.. |
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I have neglected my email because my sub ducky & I have been extreamly busy & stressed with his father being in ICU since last week. He is getting better slowly but surely. It's looking like a busy weekend of sessions for me & I am looking forward to each one. Enjoy your weekend everyone!! |
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Had a busy weekend with multiple sessions. But the best part was the time spent with my amazing sub ducky!!! (Did a 6 hour kidnapped & tourture session in Nc with a awesome subbie)
& I decided to stay over night at a lovely hotel where I allowed my sub to experience the other side of the whip so to speak. W/we had a wonderful time..... |
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I can to resheadual my appointments today because I hurt my back during a late night session.. I defiantly have a busy weekend scheduled. Can't wait to see what wicked things my boyz will inspire me to do.... |
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I have a temporary play room set up for my boys to come serve & play until my new studio is complete & ready....So let's have some fun!!!! Now having Said that I seriously want to thank my personal sub (ducky01012010) & my loyal boys for your support & you gifts this means a lot to me & let's me know I am doing things right as your Mistress & that makes me feel truly appreciated!!!! xoxoxo Miss Seirra. **updated pics just added** Enjoy!!! |
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Miss Seirra is busy making wicked plans for all her boys!!! |
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Can never really express how wonderful it is to share my life with man who offers me his submission freely & and who embraces my Dominance. I am so proud to be his Mistress & to call him my chosen one. |
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Had a fabulas weekend.. I saw one of my favorite boyz/gurls Friday with Mz. Vixen and had 3 fun filled and wicked hours with her doing all sorts of tourture/pleasure types of stuff... oh the joy being a Mistress brings.. Then I saw a NEW boy who was my whipping post and he took 40 wacks double times with my new huge paddle. Plus a few extra.. hehehe eveil giggles. I got to indulge in my sadistic streak with needle play and extream nipple tourture.. Then to finish off the day I saw my lil old "papa" as I affectionatly call him. 67 and takes every thing like a trooper and has a blast... However I am quite worn out from my fun!!!! |
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I have had such great sessions this week and more to come.. The joy being a Mistress brings me, there really are no words to describe it... My greatest pleasure comes from watching the sub transform and evolve into who they were ment to be.. I love the teaching and nurturing that being a Dominate requires.....I am expecting a gift from a wonderful sub who will be visiting in July, I cant wait to see what he has sent me!!!!
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If a person wishes to like or dislike a person or there lifestlye choice, I think that at the very least they should do a little research and learns some simple facts before they go and bash or belittle someone for who they are or what they are intrested in outside a so called normal lifestyle.. Dont go by what you you see on porno movies or by what you were raised to believe. Step out side your box and get a real look into something before making assumptions... If you dont know what you are talking about how can you be for it or against it???? People reject the unfamiliar simply because they dont know any better or are to lazy to explore new things.. How do you know you like strawberry if you dont taste it first?? Just some food for thought today....
Our lifestyle also gets a bad name because of those who try and use this lifestyle as a means to abuse others with no regaurd or respect for others. Makes things tough for Real Doms/Dommes and Real Subs/Slaves... They abuse power that is intended to be used respectfully... Bdsm is not about physical or sexual abuse or just a means of kinky sex so once again I say do some research and learn the facts!!!!! |
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what is a Mistress? A Mistress can be defined as a Dominant Woman. That may be true for most subs, but for me it means a little more. To me, it means belonging to Someone Who i deeply admire, cherish, and a best friend. She is there when i need a shoulder to cry on or need an ear so i can run an idea by Her. In a session. i know i am in good hands and know that She is giving me Her best and is bringing out mine. She listens to my opinion on things and values it even though the final decision is Hers. Thank You Miss Seirra for taking this sun and making him Yours. I SHALL ALWAYS TRY TO DO MY BEST FOR YOU!
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to my Mistress,
i was lost til You came into my life. i never understood the joy i got by serving till i knelt at Your feet. i strive to please You in everything i do whether it is during a session and in my life outside O/our relationship. The day You presented me with my collar is a day that i shall always remember. i promise to always give You my best as You push me further than i ever thought i would go. You know i love You but i don't think You realize how much. i love You more than i could in a billion life time. i crave Your touch on my skin, the smell of Your perfume in the air, the crack of the whip, Your voice in my ear asking "Who do you belong to?", and long to be near You when i am not. This sub shall forever be Yours.
Your loving sub,
sub matt a.k.a. Your pet Duck |
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TO MY MISTRESS:
what a sub is to me. a sub is someone that has giving themselves to the One that completes them. He is able to anticipate what his Mistress wants or needs without Her even speaking. He is always striving to do more, be more, learn more to please Her. When T/they are separated, he longs to be with Her and strives to please Her and make Her proud even then. I have found that Someone in Mistress Seirra. I am constantly trying to make Her proud when i am not near Her. When W/we are T/together, i can anticipate what She desires before She speaks the command. I offer Her my opinions and am always looking for new ways to use things to suit O/our needs. I was honored on 01/01/2010 to receive Her collar. THANK YOU MAAM!
Your sub,
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Mo Anam Cara {My Soul Friend}
Gra Dilseacht Cairdeas {Love, Loyalty,Friendship} Gra Go Dea {Love Forever} Gra Gael Mo Chroi {Bright Love Of My Soul}
These Are All Words & Terms Used To Express Soulmates In The Most True Forms.
Soulmates Is A Term Sometimes Used To Designate Someone With Whom One Has A Feeling Of Deep And Natural Affinity, Love, Intimacy, Sexuality, Spirituality, And/Or Compatibility.. Another Related Concept Is Of The Twin Flames Or Twin Souls Which Is Thought To Be The Ultimate Soulmate, The One And Only Other Half Of Ones Soul... |
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Had to learn a lesson the hard way & It almost cost me more than I could bare, No matter how close or wonderful your relationship is between you & your sub, dont get so comfy that you become lazy & neglect that relationship cause it will slip right through the very collar you placed around their neck before you even have a clue to whats going on, So Mistresses set your standards high not only for your sub but for your ownself. And subs think about how many submissives would love the opertunity that you have. So stay on your toes, be creative & keep those lines of communication open....Cherish what you have & respect what it stands for... |
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Enjoyed My Birthday.. Thank You For All The Birthday Wishes.. |
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No Longer Seeking To Add To My Personal Life Of Subs......My Journey & Search Has Been Accomplished....I Have All I Desire & More..... |
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Today was a sad day. A talented and wonderful friend passed away Monday and Today we laid him to rest.. He is gone from this earth but far from forgotten.. Rest in peace my dear friend "Cotton"
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Respect.. Respect.. Respect...
Please try & respect All Dommes & Subs as well.. This is key in any relationship.. I see such a huge lack of it of it these days.. Lets get back to basics....
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I wanted to make it clear that my sub Matt has not really read my Emails and even if he did there is nothing to hide. I tease him that one day a sub will write me requesting to take his place as my chosen one. This will never happen. So I tease him about resisting the temptation of reading my Email if he is on my account doing something that I have requested he do for me. A wise word to all Subs and Dommes alike "Don't get so comfy in your roll and life that you start to take things for granted that's when we start to slack and not tend to the things in our relationships properly, That is indeed when we need to be stepping things up and being more creative and attentive!!
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Sub Matt if your sneaky little ass is reading this I sugest you get out of my mail or you will be punished!!!!!! |
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After a long break , and getting 100% recovered from some health issues and just taking some much needed time for my self I am back at Collar me.
There have been some changes while I was away.
I have re-collared my Sub Matt who I had released in October 09.
I moved from Cowpens to Spartanburg Sc. !
I am feeling much better under a low stress regimet which my faithful sub makes sure I keep.
I do apologize to those who have written me and have recieved no response or have waited quite awhile to get a response. I look forward to talking to you all real soon.
Miss Seirra
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I hope that every one who has sent me get well wishes and have extended there kind words and voiced their concern for me as of late has ment the world to me/ I appeciate it more than mere words can express. I am doing some what better but I have a long ways to go as far as actually being 100% recovered. Lupus its self is a on going day to day battle that I have learned to live with. It main complication is the fact that when I do get sick like I have been off and on since September its just hard for my body to recover. I have some good friends here who are looking out for me and makeing sure that I relize that I am not Super Woman and that while I do take care of so many people , I am no good to any one when I am sick. I must learn to be more selfish when it comes to my health, I am Mistress who seens to neglect her own self at times. I am looking forward to getting back to haveing Sessions about the first of the Year. So get ready Boys and Girls This Mistress Is ready to Hear The sound of her Whip crack against your skin.
Miss Seirra |
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While Miss Seirra is trying to recover from her recent bout with ill health issues, She wanted to make sure that every one who has written to her and inquired about her ,She cant thank you enough for all your sweet well wishes.
She also wanted to Announce that "SD" is under a Collar of conciteration and has been so for a while but just wanted to make it official by posting it here in her journal as she has always done in the past.
Destiny Rain
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I am Katie also known as ( Destiny Rain) I am Miss Seirra's Best Friend : Many of you who know Miss Seirra know that she has Lupus which means that when she gets sick its very hard for her to recover quickly even from the common cold. Her good cells fight each other rather than for her , which leaves her with no defence or immunity. Since September Miss Seirra has battled Mrca and several URI and had a severe bought with the Flu over the Holiday. All this has taken a toll on Miss Seirra .The past few days have been pure hell for as she so weak that she usual motto of "keep right on going untill I can go no more" has become a reality. She is extreamly weak, dehydrated and cant speak above a wisper. She is in a lot of pain & her Dr. has advised her that she needs to be admitted to the Hospital for more test & To have constant medical care where IV fluids and Antibotics and Antiviral Medications can be administered to her in stronger doses so that the medications can work faster & be more effective. Miss Seirra's is a on the go women who rarely complains and its hard to see her so sick. Please dont feel sorry for her but keep her close in your thoughts and prayers. I will keep every one updated on her condition & treatment & recovery.
Sincerly
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One offten wonders where time does really go. Seems like only a few years ago I was young high school girl who knew it all & was ready to take on the world. Wow 19 almost 20 years later here I am Turning 37 and looking back at my life. Been married & Divorced. Raised beautiful children. Explored many intrests and Job opertunitys. Had friends come and go. Had moments of extream Happiness and Moments of extream Sorrow. I realize that each step and each moment has all brought me to the place I am now standing. I have found that I am a Strong and fearless women who can over come and with stand many situations that I never thought I could. I have learned that I could and I did love some one with all my heart and hold nothing back. I have been blessed over the years to have the opertunity to learn about my self and others and to be a big part of there life as well. I guess life really and truely is what you chose to make it and is ment to be nothing more than a life time of learning about yourself. I am looking forward to the next few years of my life , I am excited to see what I will dicover along the way as I continue on my journey. So I think this was a wonderful Birthday experince this year, just to look where I've been - where I am - And Where I am going from here..!!
Miss Seirra |
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I want to wish every one here at CM a wonderful and blessed Holiday . I hope that your friends and family will bring joy to you all . So have fun and be safe in your travels this Week. Happy Thanksgiveing Everybody...
Miss Seirra |
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If you are brave enough to step into My lair...you'll have a fabulous time Kneeling at my feet, Awaiting the sting of my whip against your bare flesh!! Being chained to my cross-naked-exposed -helpless & at My Mercy!!
Will you give your Submission freely & drowned your self in My pure Dominace ??
SIN~cerely
Miss Seirra |
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Its Official I have the Flu !! This Is One Un Happy Mistress . I Am Going To Bed Till I Get Better Or Die -Which Ever Comes First.. I Wont Be On Line For a Few Days So Please Dont Be Suprised or Worried That I Havent Been in Touch..
I Do Appeciate That My Friends and Subs/Slaves Do Care Enough To Notice and Inquire As To Why I Am M.I.A
Be Good Boyz and Girlz While Mistress Is Away.. |
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I am very sick and I am ready for this rough patch in my life to clear out and move on. I have far to many plans to be sick and dealing with what seems like one dam disaster after another. I am getting quite annoyed with life at this point. I am able to say that the Quality of subs/slaves on CM who have mesaged me has def. improved.. And there is one I have taken quite a fancy to I must admitt. I hope that in a few days I will be able to decide if I wish to offer this sub a 3 month contract of conciteration. I know that I must not make someone else pay for someone elses past mistakes.. So I am being a little hesitant but I dont want to let a good sub get away because I allowed my self to become to jaded. I hope that my potential Sub knows that I am going to be quite strict but always fair and that if they indeed wish to wear a Collar that is to be given by me that they will have to earn it every step of the way.. And so my wonderful Journey continues... |
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I dont think I will like the bill for getting my car fixed, Its lookinglike 200-250 , to get it towed less than 10 miles and the part to fix it. If I want some one to do the labor I dont want to think about how much that will cost.. I am quite amused and frustrated about it all at the same time.. |
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A soul mate is some one who has locks that fit our keys,When we feel safe enough to open the locks,our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are;We can be loved for who we are and not for who we're pretending to be.
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I want to show my Loyal and Treasured Sub/Slave clients that I do appeciate them and enjoy our time togather, I also want to extend a extra hand, out to the Sub/Slave who would like to have a Pro session but perhaps is still unsure: This week and This week only I am offering Extra Time . Instead of the Normal Hourly Session You will be allowed Double Time. This is my Gift to you as a sign of my appeciation.Make Your Appt no Later than November 6th. 2009. Dont let this chance slip away or pass you by. Contact me ASAP for the Details.
Miss Seirra |
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The search my personal 24/7 live in Sub/Slave re-opens as of today. If you are at least 25 -Single- Employed- Stable-Local & Ready To Serve a Mistress in a Real Time Live In or Live Near By Situation . You will work ouside the home and contribute to the Monthly bills and utilitys and food. In Return you will have one on one time with extensive training and guidance. You will be protected and cared for compleatly. I am takeing Application Requests This week and Next. Male or Female Subs/Slave are both welcome to apply. Be Prepared to prove you are real and ready. Time is of the essance so please dont Waste my time or yours with Typical Chitt-Chatt that does not pertain to what I am clearly seeking.. |
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Happy Halloween :::: Have a Safe and Wickedly Good Holiday !! |
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I promise I will answer all my mail, I am running behind on so many things this weekend. Be pacient and I will be in touch,As I appeciate the time it takes for some one to write me and send me a Email. These things do not go un- noticed.
Miss Seirra |
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I would like to make a few things clear. # 1 I released sub Matt because I had to, not because I wanted to. I did it with a Broken heart and my tears still sting my cheeks. He will forever be my chosen one.# 2 I will always give him excellent recommendations in the future if he needs them. I will always be here to advise him, my door to him will never close. I want nothing but for his happiness #3 I still Love, adore and cherish him. #4 My Release on this Journal is more symbolic than any thing. It was not ment to hurt him or make him feel as though I had raked him over the coals. I think that I was more than fair and offered him plenty of priase. This release was something that he ask for and against my better Judgment I granted his request.#5 I only want him to be true to himself and be the best he can be and enjoy life. If that is with someone else than who am I to stand in his way,but if he finds that He has made a Mistake he knows his way back to the one Who knows him and loves him and has made many sacrifices for him. I will forever in my heart hold him close and I will always be his Mistress... |
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There was a time when a collar was more important than a wedding ring,The significance of the collar should never be forgotten. A collar should be offered seriously and with intent, the submissive accepting this collar from a Dominant should be equally serious.When Trust is Broken beyond all repair the collar becomes Tarnished along with all that it once stood for and so proudly represented.When a Mistress decides to release her Chosen one and Remove his collar this is equally as serious as when When the Collar was offered and should never be done will ill intent or in haste or anger. I have taken almost a week to truely think about the Pending Release of my Sub Matt. While I have no regrets in choosing him and being his Mistress, I still strongly feel that he is still a rare submissive who truly has endless potential, However I can not over look nor forget the way his actions have Betrayed me and Deeply hurt me to the core of my soul. So it is with a Deep and almost unbearable pain in my Heart that I Announce that as of October 27th 2009 I Release Sub Matthew from my Collar. |
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?Saying goodbye. It?s a part of the human experience that we encounter every day, sometimes nonchalantly, sometimes with great emotion. Then, eventually, the time comes for the final goodbye,? |
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Today I have placed my sub Matt under pending RELEASE. He has hurt and betrayed me and At this point I do not know if W/we will be able to get past it and move on. Its funny how things can change in less than 24 hours.I am very level headed and very flexable but there comes a point when one can bend no more.I am especially heart broken due to the fact that I have made many personal sacrifices for Sub Matt. Only time will tell what happens now. I can not bring myself to picture removeing the collar I gave him from around My chosen ones neck forever. I want it to be known that I write this post with a Broken Heart.
Miss Seirra |
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Yesterday was a fun and relaxed day. I went and met my sweet pet for lunch and I had a friend of mine with us and we just had a simple lunch that was packed with laughter and smiles. Those moments are really a blessing that should not be taken for granted and after the stressed out week I have had it was just what I needed. It always amazes me how no matter where we are my faithful and loveing sub knows just how to behave and act in any type of setting , which is usually a public and very vanillia type amospher when we are not haveing one of our sessions, and he blends so perfectly yet has that look and under tone that says he knows very much he is my sub and that I am watching and listening . He always makes me proud . He told me a few weeks ago that I had made things somewhat difficult for him, and when I asked him what he ment he simply replied that I had gotten so deep inside his mind that he catches him self thinking "would She (my Mistress) approve of this" when he is going to do or say something, even though I am no where around.. After lunch we took a few minutes to grab a few snap shots of us togather so we could post them and update our profiles and Honestly to be able to capture ourselves in this Moment togather, so that we can look back and remember what was and hopefully to be able to look back and see how much futher we have come. Each day draws us Closer and our bond becomes more solid. A Mistress and Her Sub becomeing all they want and can be to each other and within each other... |
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Going to meet my sweet pet for lunch Friday. I cant wait to see the one I aodre as life has been crazy and we havent been able to see each other like we would like to, So as usual I know that we will have a great time, good food and even better conversation. We will laugh and joke and be in our own little world, even if only for a little while. We have both learned that those little stolen moments in life help to build and maintain the rich and pure bond that we now have. We will go over some plans for our up comeing session on oct 26th and its going to be hardcore and amazing. I will see you Friday my sweet pet " Your Mistress Adores you Ducky" |
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I am Thinking that my pet and I shall call our new joint profile , (In_Anothers_Eyes ) I had hoped to have this profile written and posted by today, however this weekend has been very busy and I am running a little behind. I hope this profile will truely reflect how I came to meet ,adore and finally choose my sweet pet and how he chose to accept his collar . I want it to reflect our trust and admiration for one another and how our relationship seems to grow and become closer no matter what life seems to throw our in our path. I want it to show that this lifestyle is one to be respected and that the journey and the search for finding ones own self and the journey and search in finding ones perfect counter partner are worth every effort. "After all anything worth haveing takes hard work and effort and You must nuture what you have or it will slip away" This is about a Sub and his Mistress !! |
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I have posted 5 new photos that were taken yesterday. I hope my sweet pet enjoys them as I had him in my mind when I was takeing them. |
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Sub Matt brought up this idea a few days ago.I am thinking that perhaps his idea to have a joint account and profile as a Mistress/Sub couple might be a rewarding experince. Perhaps haveing one profile is a great way to express the Trust and Desire that a Sub and a Mistress have for each other. This Mistress Loves Her Ducky!!!
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I met Sub Matt "Ducky" today just to talk and have lunch togather. We had a wonderful time. We talked about some of the kinks that have been tossed into our relationship recently and We came to the conclussion that no matter what, we are met to be togather and that we will deal with what ever comes our way, Because the Good does out weigh the Bad . I always enjoy our conversations, they are seriuos yet fun and light hearted, sometimes when we are togather its almost like we are two old souls who have known each other for a life time. I always value my subs opnion because he is very smart and very creative and open minded, and he does listen to what I have to say and when all is said and done, he waits for my final judgement. I hope that my sweet pet knows that I take great pride in him and I will always respect him and care and nuture and Love him, as my Sub, as My Friend and as my Lover. He is my compleat package that I have always dreamed of, what more could a Woman, Mistress ask for ? I only hope that I am all to him that he has dreamed of. I am looking forward to our next session with great excitement as I am going to introduce some new activitys and I am going to be more strict and more hardcore than I have been thus far, I know he is ready and so am I !!!!! |
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I have been going over the way this one Journal entry was going to be written. I am known to be a strong women who has a good head on her shoulders and who sets high standards not only for her subs but for her self as well. I have been in a very intresting and very complicated relationship with a sub who has turned my world up side down and inside out . He has brought me back to life inside. He is so egar and so sincere and he always gives me his best . I have watched him change from a nervous and couriuos young man into a Trusting and Giveing Submissive who is strong in the fact that he is who he is and that his Desire to serve are real and run deep. He has totally gained and kept my attention. So many times I read how a Mistress or a sub has searched and searched for the one who is there other half, that perfect fit. I feel blessed to have found mine. When we are togather there is such electricty in the air, there is a passion that burns between he and I that can not be explained but is dam sure seen and felt. I never thought he would make it through his trial contract and Now here I am offering him a collar and a promise of a life time of happiness and a promise that I will guide and nuture him through this journey, to explore and learn togather as we both grow and become better at being what we were born to be, Him a Sub and Me a Mistress. He has acepted this collar and I know in my heart that I have made the Right Choice. I am Proud to say that Sub Matt is owned and Cherished By Me "MissSeirra" |
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Mistress Seirra wishes her Sub matt " Ducky" a Happy 35th Birthday!! I am really going to enjoy giveing you a birthday spanking.. |
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I have given sub Matt the name Ducky, It started as a personal joke between the two of us and it just stuck. Its a loveing way to refer to my sweet pet. We have had two really awsome session in the past week, Each session seems to take Sub matt futher than I thought he could go , he is like a sponge and he eargerly absorbes every thing I show him and teach him, His true Submission is so rare and beautiful and he is clay in my hands. I am watching him change and it has been such a pleasure to be the one who brings this out in him. I must say that he brings out the best in his Mistress because he has nothing but love and total trust for me and it shows in his eyes and in his actions. |
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I have been putting off this latest update as I was not sure how it was going to come to be. Sub Matt and I grew more close than I could ever thought, almost to close but can you really be to close to the one who you own and the one who owns you ? We had some un expected personal issues that came to light and we did temp. say good bye. It was a awful feeling but it had to be done. But after a some time we both relize that this is a bond that can not be denied and broken . So I am glad to say that " He belongs to me and I belong to him" I am still proud to be the Mistress of Sub Matt.. |
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The Past few weeks have again brought me sheer delight. I have spent much more time with my Sub Matt. He goes out of his way to please me and show me his dedication. There was a situation that I wont get into due to the personal nature of it but I must say that it allowed me to see a deeper side of my pet and I some how feel that it helped the bond between us become deeper. This Past Saturday He requested a Full Blown- No Mercy Session. I agreed , knowing that my skills would help me make proper judgements, and It was quite intense and was wonderful for the both of us. I enjoyed the Control and Power and He gave his Submission 100% . This is the real deal and I couldnt be happier... |
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Yesterday I met my pet Sub Matt at my house , He took me out for a lovely dinner where we had good food and great conversation. We returned and he worked some kinks out of my computer, we kinda had a relaxed and intimate evening that went into the wee- hours of the morning which I just enjoyed very much. I enjoy his company, his smile, his personality and his touch. He is very optimistic and ready to learn and please. I have no doubt that I made the right choice when I chose him. |
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Well in case you been wondering: Did he ? Or Didnt he? He did. He said YES with out hesitation and signed the contract I offered him as a sign of my devotion and seriousness about him and this relationship. I am quite happy and proud to call him my pet. |
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Will he ? Wont he ?
I have offered Sub Matt a Temp.Contract. I have instructed him to read it and take it to heart. I have not offered such a contract in a very long while. I hope that he will feel honor and pride. He will have till Friday Night at midnight to decide and sign what I have offered him. I feel deeply that I have made a wise choice by selecting him.I hope that our bond will only grow closer. |
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From: Sub Matt
To:Miss Seirra
I am Hers in every way. She expects and deserves my best. She pushes my limits when I don't think I can take any more. She rewards my efforts when I please Her and punishes when I do not. She commands with Her eyes as well as Her voice. She is my Mistress. I take pride in being Her sub. I strive to please Her. I do not want or need another Mistress. I shall belong to Her for as long as She will have me.
How lovely to know that you are so adored..
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Due to a overwelming work sheadual I will not be accepting any clients. I only have time for work and my family and my one personal pet,. Those things are the most important and I do not like makeing appts and haveing to cancel. I dont think its fair to the client. As soon as my Work life slows back down I will re- open the doors for sessions,. I hate that I have to do this, but I think it is the only fair thing to do. So till then be good boyz and girlz. |
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Seductive, sadistic, and versatile. There is no power like that of Femininity, and I thoroughly enjoy using My abundant power to get what I want. |
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Please note : Even though I have taken on Sub Matt as a PT RT , and I adore him. He does have other commitmnets that hinders him at this time from being my FT RT pet. So I am not off the market and I am still seeking other things that are clearly outlined in my profile ,so dont be afraid to write me. You never know you might be just what I am looking for. |
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I am Proud to say that I have made a connection with Sub Matt, who I must admit I almost over looked at first. But there was something about him that just was very innocent and sincere. I talked with him for many weeks before we decided to meet up and have a relaxed evening talking in a public place. I went home quite impressed with his pesonality and openess. Last week we had our first real Mistess/Sub session and it went fantastic. I was very pleased with his willingness to learn and his desire to please. He was very happy and thankful to have the opertunity to be able to explore this woderful thing that only a Sub and a Mistress can share.
He is now under my Guidence and I look forward to our next session togather. If all goes well He will be under consideration for a collar. |
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I had to close my old account. I did my best to remain true to myself and update my profile. I look forward to talking to you all again. |
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