MissCinder

Homoflexible

Do you know the feeling of when something dawns on you, as if something that you've known deep inside for your entire life finally becomes obvious? This is what happened to me.

Looking back, and assessing myself now, I realize that I am not attracted to men in general. Whenever my girlfriends, co-workers, or otherwise remarked on the appearance of a man, I always shrugged and never really saw what they found.

So, I began thinking. I am adverse to most masculine sorts of men, and prefer femininity in my partners. In general, I prefer the intimate connection and touch of a woman. On an emotional plateau, I am more comfortable with getting close to a woman.

There is of course a contradiction. I am very much in love with a rather "masculine" appearing man. He is one of the very few exceptions, due to his personality and our relationship.

I also happen to love FtM-identified people and women who are a bit more masculine and strong in their features. More often, I am attracted to these genders, as well as a few transgendered men. Previously, I thought of myself as pansexual, but my preferences are much too picky and inclined towards females to keep myself in that box. Instead, I think "homoflexible" fits perfectly.

Update: As of late, I have made the unwavering decision to practice temporary abstinence from vaginal intercourse, due to recent trauma and experiences. My fiance is more than supportive. On this same note, I am not interested in sexual relations with anyone of any gender at this time, unless you are one of the very few friends that I would feel comfortable with. Please, do not solicit me looking for sex. There is much more to relationships and BDSM than sex.