misphantom

"Dare you trust the music of the night?" is one of my favorite sayings form the phantom of the opera. I am looking for someone that has power over me. Needless to say I like the sort or realtionship that is like the one Erik had with christine. Yes Christine was submisive to Erik, but at the sametime Erik was very loving to her. Thats what I want. The power must be natural and not something that is forced. I am looking for some that i just want to do most anything for. If I should find him i would pray that he would understand that this life is new to me but some how has always been a part of me. Only for Erik the Real phantom of the opera has gotten me to feel that way. Basically its a Ddsm
fear works great with me. If one can insert fear in the form of phyical or other means like i lose something that i love for a week . Ex voical or piano lessen.
I am will to try most anything. I do have some limits but those we can discuss if you want to chat. However I wont make any fianl destions till I meet the person. One thing i will live by is just because i am a sub dosen't mean i am a door mat or dont have feelings. I do have feelings and i not going to let some walk all over me. I am looking at possbiltys but like i said before. I have to meet them first.
One thing and one thing alone do not tell me that the Phantom of the opera wasn't real you will be out the door fast,