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Female Submissive, 34, Eastern/Central, Illinois
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Female Submissive, 41, NB
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Male Dominant, 48, Westland, Michigan
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About MidnyteCorruptor
About her: She is a very kind-hearted, young, bi-sexual female who has a lot to offer. She is also tattooed, and pieced for pleasure as well as pain. Grant you, she is new to the lifestyle, and I will allow her to talk to people on here. I know that my Sub will not leave me. She works and pulls her weight, but also she is there to please. I am looking to expand her knowledge about this life style, but I am doing it very slowly. She is a work in progress.
I am a complete Sub to the fullest, and a starting Domme. But, being a sub is my true calling. Was owned at one point in time, and loved every moment of it until the man took advantage of me in more than just a trusting manner. I am now back out and enjoying all that my lifestyle will allow me to. I’ve enjoyed this lifestyle for more than 10 years and will continue to enjoy it until I have a Dom/Master or even a sub female who will accept all that I have to offer him/her. I have never been owned by a Domme, but it would take someone very special to do so. I do have a tendency to try to topping from the bottom. I know I have an attitude as well as strong willed. I am not looking to be a door mat, nor someone’s maid. I want the feeling of curing up at my Masters feet and having him pet my head telling me it will be ok.
Im tattooed and pierced in various places and some of them are for pleasure some are for looks. Tattoos for me mark certain places in my life and mile stones that I have either accomplished or am struggling with. Once they are done it’s as though a new chapter has began.
I am very well educated and currently getting my Masters in the field of Corrections and very worldly since I was blessed with being on the US Olympic Team for 8 years. I have a lot of stimulating conversations as well as ideas. Being Bi-sexual I have no problems being dominated by both men and women. But, also would love to have a wonderful female sub to share my life with.
Being a single mom of a young boy also makes this journey in life very hard to accommodate. But, having my son is what keeps me smiling and helps me understand that life isn’t as hard as adults make it to be. I have enjoyed every mile stone that we have crossed.
If you enjoy what you have read please get into touch with us and see what will come about.
Midnyte
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Well Monday was week 14 out of surgery, and was informed a few weeks ago that the surgery had failed and this was my last attempt to fix the nerve. Not sure whats going to happen next, but what ever it is please let is help my family.Both of Us Adults are back in school so that keeps us busy, my sons in school, I attend Occupation Therapy 3 times a week only to come home sore and hurt. I keep my head up because thats what good girls are going to do in this type of situation. Maybe, this is just another lesson in my book of life.
I wish you all a wonderful search for there partners that they desire. Thanks you. |
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Well it has been 6 weeks today since surgery and things look like they might be comming along. I start rehab today as well. Maybe at the rate Im going I be back to work by the end of the year. LOL But Im keeping my head up and in Nov Ill be back in school and I guess Ill be seeing how that goes. Ive been board since Im not at home alot and all my close friends have seemed to move away. Im more active in my childes life and whats going on in school, so its been a struggle. But its a struggle that Im willing to take. Maybe one day Ill be able to get back intouch with this side of my life that I am placing on the back burner. |
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I thought I would up date since I am not on like I was. I had surgery this past monday the 18th which was major nerve surgery. It went well and I finally have feeling in my right hand that I havent had for 3 years. Its a long road of rehab but so worth it. 6-8 months of rehab. but it will be worth it to keep feeling since this was my last chance to get it fixed. We hope to talk to friends soon which we hope to be home late Saturday night depending on what the Surgon says tomorrow. *Fingers are crossed that we can go home* Take care everyone. |
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Well, it happened again and again. All I can think of is I was not ment to have a Dom or Domme. This was the hardest thing for us. Let me tell ya. If it wasnt one thing it was another and now our trust in another is very hard to come by. This one has done it all to us. Maybe we will figure it out after I am back in town from surgery. I leave tomorrow for a major surgery and maybe once I get back maybe I will have time to really get to know someone, but then again maybe not. |
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It never seems to fail, when you think you have something positive you ask a few questions or second guess something and it seems as though you get pushed away. So far this is the same thing that we go through every time we find ourselves a Dom or Domme. It makes me actually stop and second guess why Im even here. Am I looking for just friends because everytime I speak it never fails I say the wrong thing? Or do I just enjoy going through this over and over again. I guess time will tell. Ill give this another chance with the person who has struck our interest and see if she pushes us away or if she keeps it. |
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Sitting here reading an email from my professor as he tells me what a great student I was this term and letting me know that I have recieved an A in this class I wonder what lays ahead. In just over a week I start my new term with two classes. Having more time to be a mom and a student I realize that this will take some more time. Lucky that the term ends just a few days before my major nerve surgery.
Speaking of surgery I will drive almost 12 hrs away to Seattle WA for this wonderful nerosurgon to work and try and get the main nerve in my arm to work properly. This is the last surgery that I can have and even he told me it was a 50/50 chance that it will work. Im scared, and nervous of the outcome. The hardest part is through this whole thing is my inability to work at the job that I loved. But, Im realizing that this is going to be a hard pill to swallow. I now realize how much of my sons life I have missed as well as how much fun he can be. 4 year olds are sometimes a wonderful age.
With Crys working so much we dont see much of one another. She only works a few min away from our home, but it seems as though we never talk or engage in much. She sees the fear in me all the time and the pain that is there. But, we just hope that what we have will continue after I have surgery because there will be nothing I can do for a few months. Hell I will have a 5lb restiction for 4 months. And damn, now she can give me a sponge bath....heheheheh |
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Well, the sub I had came back to me. Grant you it wasnt in the way that I had expected neither for her, but shes back. Shes in my home and now we are moving on like things were before. But, the search is now, but has changed a bit. I the main holder is still up for a Dom, but the Dom must beable to take a sister sub to me with. As well as my son. The search still continues...... Until then Blessed Be... |
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This has been a very long and interesting week for myself. Not only do I find out that in my school term I am pulling an A and working and raising my son. But, to a happy ending there has to be a down fall. I must say just over 48 hrs ago I had wrecked my car. A wonderful Elk decided that he wanted to join me in my car for a short ride home. Yes a very short one. I was just a few feet away from my drive way before this elk took out the whole driver side of my car. Its very hard to look at my car because it left for the shop two days ago. And even they are not sure if they can fix it this time. Yes, this time 7 months ago I took out the passenger side of my car with an elk not far from work, this time it was the driver side and not far from home. I am starting to stop and wonder, is there any break for the good ones left? If so when do I get to see that break. Until next time.... |
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Well the Holidays are over, school has begun, and all through that time I had lost the one female sub I thought I could keep. I have realized that while in a relationship no matter what it is you must be open minded. I had shown her what it was like to live in the BDSM lifestyle. She enjoyed it, but on the same level her age got the best of her. At a sweet young age of 22 she didnt know what she really wanted. Did she really want to be in a committed relationship with someone so much older? Could she handle a correctional officer as a signifigant other? Could she handle her partner serving a man? All of those questions do not have answers. But maybe when she gets it together she may come back who knows.
But, on a positive note Im still looking for that Dom, that will have control yet let me be who I am as well as what I am. |
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School is going and my Term Paper was turned in today. I never thought that going back to school was going to be so time consuming, well it has. I have been spending late nights doing papers but also still in search. |
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I have found out after some time that its time to think of myself. I have enrolled back into school to recieve my Masters in Corrections. Looks like Graduation date is Jan 09 and its wonderful. Im still in search of that special one I can call my Dom. Its been hard since MT is such a very sheltered place and not finding what I am Looking for. Thus, I have stoped Looking and that Special Dom will come into place when the time is right.
*Look up into the stars only to watch as the moon and time spin by me. I realize that things that I desire are things that will come to me in due time. The waiting is the hardest. I whisper to those who have lived longer and no longer here physically smile as they see the devotion I have and the drive to full Fill my desires as a human and mostly as a SUB.* |
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Well, After some time I have realized and being released from my trainer that things arent always what they seem. For the first time the sub in me is lost and confused. Mostly because my trainer had asked me to do something which was find a willing female to join us. Well I did so. And now, due to missunderstandings I have been released from the Sub status. I guess Im just not sure what to do next. |
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People are some what every interesting in the reaction to certain things in profiles. For the first time I was told after being a top athlete for many years I was ever so kindly that I was over weight. Yes I will agree that I have a few extra lbs on me but not over weight. It was more of a shock to hear that from someone, including on here. I guess when it comes to even this lifestyle people are judgemental as well.
Enjoy your search some more people. |
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Sitting back and reading some of the profiles it really makes it hard on those who want to live the lifestyle. They have one major issue and that would be children. Being a single mom who had a child with my Master whom I had lost in Iraq. There are ways to collar someone and still have the joy of a child.
Im sorry if this sub/slave has a child and would interfer in your life. If your willing to collar a single mom then you have just goten someone who will be loyal, loving, and willing. |
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I have talked with a few wonderful people on here and a few fakes. Since my past of bad luck with Masters it over whelms me to the most fullest. I have the desire to please and to place a smile on their face, yet simple sometimes to simple of things will break me down. I guess I still have alot to learn. I dont want to dissapoint anyone let alone someone who I am trying to fit in with. I still have some of my own fighting that I am dealing with yet Im afraid to let go of everything that I am yet want to be who I know I should be. I hope that this make sence, because Im in some ways still trying to make sence of it myself. |
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