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middleagedcrazy

Dear Sir:

please allow me to introduce myself. i am a novice, a slave wannabe with a lifetime of desire but little experience, looking for a 24/7 LTR. i’ve been told that my pictures don’t do me justice & that i’m surprisingly nimble for my age. because i’ve never had children, my breasts are perky & my pussy is tight. i’m 5’8 ½” tall with 3 ft legs, between 145-150 lbs., built along the lines of Bo Derek or Ursula Andress, with wide shoulders & narrow hips. i’m fairly strong; i try to get in 5 miles/30 minutes on my stationary bike 3 times/wk; i also lift some little 5 lb hand weights to tone the arms, etc. & i love to swim. i do so appreciate a man who has taken care of Himself because i’ve tried hard to do the same.

i’m basically healthy as a horse, although i have been experiencing some asthma flair ups lately for the first time in 30 yrs. Doc seems to think it’s the combination of Katrina, (all the dead shit & other garbage on the coast that has dried out & is carried north by the ocean breezes), the heat & the drought. so i’ve quit smoking & started taking a med that works great.

after my divorce 14 yrs ago i found the strength to get sober & make a life for myself, depending on no one, if at all possible. out of necessity i’ve become a little jaded, skeptical & distrusting, but i’m not comfortable with that. it’s not my true nature; my true nature is to trust & believe, to give & love & defer to my partner. i’m prone to doing the right thing even at my expense & have been called “the conscience of the group”. i am a woman of my word; i do not commit quickly or easily but when i do, You can take it to the bank.

i’m not good at lying & even worse at playing games. i know i’m plenty flawed, but i really do try to be the best human being that i can be. i long for Someone i can love, admire & adore; Someone who won’t drag me down or hold me back, but instead, lift me up, set me free & make me a better person for having known Him.

i’m sorry, but there’s no way i can get warm & fuzzy feelings for You if i have to listen to what great folks shrill hill, al gore & cindy sheehan are. frankly, i’m surprised at the number of Doms who are liberals. well not me, especially not after 9/11. it would have suited me if George had just dropped the bomb over there. i got no problem with You burning our flag as long as You wrap Yourself in it first.

i’m prompt, dependable, responsible, organized, well mannered & well spoken. as an unescorted single woman, i dress like a lady but if i were with my Dom, i would love to dress slutty! cause i’ve got a wild streak a mile wide and the guts to act on it. i’ve always been a one-man woman but i must confess that i find the thought of multiple men very erotic, so i am open to discussing Your desires. i love to have my titties tortured; feeling the waves of electricity running directly from my clamped nipples to my wet pussy. i’ve experienced hot wax (wicked!), some flogging, some bondage and some suspension. a little cupping, a little canning (i seem to bruise rather than stripe), a little spanking. under no circumstances do i consider urinating & defecating to be recreational sports! i’m fond of anal sex & oral sex & will swallow every precious drop.

i need attention & affection & guidance from a Dom who is strict & demanding, but fair. i expect a lot out of people but only because i expect so much from myself, & i expect You to expect a lot of me, too. i love to excel; all i need is a pat on the head & a “good girl” & i’ll hurt myself trying to do everything You ask to perfection. i’m a people pleaser; it’s my nature to take very good care of everything under my watch & it’s my responsibility, my job, my purpose in life to please You & make You happy in every way.

i love a big strong, guy; at least 6’ or better, not skinny but not obese either. perhaps it’s just me, but i’ve always felt like my Dom should be able to physically overpower & restrain me, if need be. i seek an intelligent, well-educated man. Someone engaged in life, enthusiastic & confident. Someone who is interested in many

things & can converse about a variety of topics. Nobody’s fool, a “Man’s man”, a man who doesn’t think with His dick! i’ve only had 3 years of college but i did well. i’m bright & a quick study but subject to blonde moments. i need Someone smarter & worldlier who i can look up to & learn from.

i just adore listening to someone who has seen the world. i’m mega interested in archaeology & ancient history, religion & sociology & i’ve yearned to see the famous monuments & stroll through the great museums;

experience other cultures – taste their food, admire their architecture, attend their festivals. i love traveling this

country! ours is an awesome beautiful country. i’ve been fortunate enough to travel through all but 5 states & i find it incredibly interesting, the marked differences in accent, demeanor & lifestyle between regions, & yet, we’re all one great nation.

i know that i’m setting my sights high, hoping that a man such as Yourself might find me worthy & consider me for Your sub. but for once in my life, i’m going after exactly what i want in spite of my self-doubts & fears. in an atmosphere of training, discipline & reward & with nurturing & love, i know i could blossom into someone who would exceed Your wildest expectations & bring You pleasure & joy for years to come. my only wish is to forever be pleasing in Your sight.

sluty4pains
 
 Age: 32
 Boise, Idaho