Trying
I am trying so hard to be
Everything you wish of me
But sometimes it is oh so hard
Never seeming to have the card
All I want is to serve and love
To gain blessings from You and the Goddess above
To hear you exclaim with pride and joy
That your servant is such a good boy
So I keep on trying
Even when I am crying
I put forth my very best
Looking to pass Your test
Please wont You see me
In all of my loyalty
As I change from the inside
In trust for You I confide
Even though You are far away
Your loyal one I always stay
Nothing else can I see
Only my loyal service unto thee
Serving your wishes as I can
Obeying your every whim, your command
Pushing my limits all for You
To show my oath is so true
Though somethings will not yet bend
Please try to understand
Some limits I can not yet break
Some steps I am not yet ready to take
Heart, Body, Mind and soul I give you all
Trust that You would never let me fall
Please keep all of this in mind
If any limits you do find
I put all of my trust in You
To You my service is true
Trust in Your security
Keeping my health and sanity
I know that You are wise
I can see it there in Your eyes
Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow
For a Thousand Tomorrows
An Eternity of Tomorrows
I shall always be Your loyal and devoted boy
