MetalMessiah

Male Dominant, 65, medford, Oregon

Male Submissive, 21, Virginia Beach, Virginia

Male Dominant, 18, Alburtis, Pennsylvania

Woah. I havn't logged on in...a year? WTF? So, after taking a break, and assessing what I want out of life, it seems that old twinkling interest in bondage keeps nagging at my skull, trying to nudge me off my ass and meet the necessary people to.....well, I havn't quite figured that part out yet. Regardless, time to get serious, and figure out not so much what I want, but what I need.

You know, it's rather funny how you go about your day, surrounded by people who are completely vanilla, and who don't know a thing about BDSM at all, muchless the fact that you have a deep interest in it. Working in a kitchen, and hearing my male co-workers brag about the various things my cooks have done to females, and bragged proudly, is rather ammusing. Evidently, having a ten inch cock and using it to slam into some random teenage girl untill she's crying (although extremely fun, I'm sure) is the new standard for personal and mutual satasfaction. Now, I'm not calling the kettle black at all, seeing as how I've had several expierences that involved ingesting several substances and a one night stand, but what happens when you want somethiung deeper, more meaningfull, and dare I say it..more affectionate, loving? Maybe it's just my personal quirks in reguards to sexuality, but it seems that the public standard for what "Rougher Sex" entails only requires a slap on the ass, and the occasional choke and bite, with those having a deeper interest in the sadist arts being viewed as weird at least, and as evil beings who are mentally sick to be crucified and verbally butchered at will. So, what's to be said about those of us with curiosity who want to deep our feet in or, God Forbid, actually drink from it? Are we a new sickness, a disease to be purged for our desires, or is the supposed sinister thing he harness a gift, something beautiful to be treasured and adored for what it is? I guess my presence on CM shows my stance on this. I just wish others knew of the wonders that are possible with a great personal connection, and an attempt to push the boundries involving body, heart, and mind.

So, I pretty much forgot about this little community of deviants after getting entangled in work constantly, along with the demands of being a roving metalhead, chasing down the next great lcoal show, as well as those across state road trips that lead to wonderfull discovery and self-worth at the end of the day. I just hope that diving back onto here head first proves fruitfull this time around.

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