i thank Everyone for all the emails that i have received.  i have currently made a match here on Collarme.  He and i have met only once but have exchanged many texts and emails.

He has the ability to be my Lord, Daddy, and Guardian.  He does not treat me like a doormat and my natural submissiveness has come out with Him. 

i am looking forward to seeing what can happen in the future with Him in my life.

Thank You my Lord Dave for bestowing upon me Your attention. :)

As of today i am 90 days smoke free!  Such an amazing feeling!  Does not mean that i don't still crave a cigarette but once i smell someone who has had one or just lit one the smell immediately makes me sick to my stomach.  Plus, blow pops have helped me out a great deal in my cravings.  (at this point i think it's just an oral fixation heehee)

Thank you to Bondage69 for helping me with my profile picture.  :D  

Here is how Saturday, Feb. 12 went for me...

i wake up and decide to put my headboard up and my bed frame up.  Yes - by myself.  First nearly broke my back putting my headboard up.  Second i had my bed frame sitting by the door - not put together yet.  I stepped between the 2 bars to do something, when i turned my foot got caught and i fell face first into the floor.  Had i not twisted myself i would have fallen face first into my box spring.  my foot felt like it was on fire and i had a moment of "i've fallen and i can't get up."  i sucked up the pain i was in and finished putting the frame together and managed to get my bed (pillow top) put into place.  i then went shopping - stupidly.  Limping around the mall was an adventure.

Went to dinner with some family and get to the restaurant after calling them at 4:30 to get reservations only to be told to call back in 30 min. because they only do call ahead waits.  i of course did not call back and we arrived at 5:15 and they then informed us that the wait was 50-60 min.  When i explained to the hostess that i had called at 4:30 for reservations only to be told that they didn't know what the wait would be etc... and gave the hostess a look as she is trying to brush me off.  She must have known i wasn't buying what she was telling me from my look because almost immediately they had a table for 4 ready for us.  By this point my foot is very swollen and feels like it is on fire.

After dinner my mom and i went to CVS to get some things for me to wrap my foot up with.  We were in CVS for MAYBE 15 min.  When we come out - my mom's car is GONE.  The towing company had towed it.  Luckily it was the towing company that does the towing for the complex i manage.  i showed up at the towing office and ended up speaking to the OWNER of the tow company and threatened to cancel the contract that we held with his company.  He of course released the car with no charge. 

my mom drops me off at home and as i am walking into my apt. building i trip over the carpet inside the door.  i of course landed on my BAD foot which is throbbing with pain.  i think i might have screamed a little, i know i was crying.  i sat down on the steps as my phone started ringing and my upstairs neighbor came out of their apartment to see what was wrong.  Mom ended up taking me to the hospital. In the hospital from 10:30pm-4:00am.  Final diagnosis:  multiple small fractures in my left foot and a sprained ankle.  BAD BAD Saturday!!!

There are thorns everywhere, but along the path of vice, roses bloom above them. ~Marquis DeSade~

i apologize deeply that i have not been on this week.  i have been busy with work and have not had much time to be online this week.  i hope that E/everyone had a wonderful week!  :)

So... i just got this LOVELY email and can't respond because this so called "Dominant" blocked me AFTER contacting me first with this email.  Classy eh? (scroll down)