MDMerit

Crazy dream last night.  I've been analyzing it since 330 am.  I think I know why I had it but I'm still figuring out the connection between the trigger that made me have it and the why the dream focused on my three points of physical aliments.  Decided it would be best to take the day off cause if not I'd end up kicking one particular guy on my team off the job site.  He isn't they trigger to the dream, just a dumb ass that doesn't know his job, and I really don't like seeing anyone loose their job.  I hate redirecting my anger so I'll fire him tomorrow when I'm not so angry and grumpy.  He deserves to get fired, but not when I'm in a bad mood.  Today all i want to do is yell at him.  He deserves to be told why he sucks ass, not just screamed like a bad little child.  And who knows, maybe me being gone today will get him to shut up and listen to the rest of the team and he'll start being the worker that we need.

WOW.  I really thought this was a site where we could be freely open about any and everything with each other.  It seems that it's just a bunch of people that ONLY want to talk about BDSM and nothing else.  Maybe it's just my computer, but at the top of my page it says "Largest BDSM Community...."  Every community I've been a part of had very many different dynamics to it.  If there are any real people on here that want to talk to people about stuff along with BDSM, feel free to contact me.  Almost all topics welcomed.

Although my profile will probably be forever changing, I think I got everything done.

So I just checkout it my own profile to make sure it updated properly. I don't understand this site. I never did the checklist of interest and what not and yet it's all filed up with stuff. This happen to anyone else? I know I didn't do the checklist cause I freaking hate flea markets and there was something else that really stood out, but I just brain farted. Anyways, I'll try to get that all corrected asap. No wonder people were telling I was interested in stuff that I'm not really interested in. You all might want to go check your own profile.

***UPDATE***  Turns out I left my computer open and on this site when I had a female over one day.  She decided to go through the interest and fill in her interest.

Profile finally done.  It's long but I feel it's best to be open and honest and lay it all out on the table.  Still need to do the "What I'm into" checklist.  I'll get to it when I get to it.

I apologize for not updating my profile yesterday. Lost track of time talking and encouraging an old navy friend. She has breast cancer and they want to take both her breast and her ovaries due to her family medical history. Oddly, it seems her biggest concern is what men think of fake breast. If there are any breast cancer survivors, or friends of survivors out there that could help advise me on how to support and encourage her, I would greatly appreciate it. Oh, she's on the other side of the country, so taking her soup everyday type of advice isn't going to help. Thank you in advance, Merit

I totally get why masters make their slaves sleep in a cage. It's so she doesn't hog the bed and steal all the sheets in the middle of the night! End of line.