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(I got locked out of my old profile so I created a new one, almost identical screen name) What are my interests?
I’m new but I am eager to try many things. But my underlining urge is to be used and serve for "her" enjoyment. (as long as it is safe and sane)

Am I experienced?
Only a little RL experience. And it was years ago. Due to work and travel it is not something I have been able to indulge in but have fantasized about BDSM for years.

What do I seek?
It’s not about what I seek. I want to find a woman whose interests I feel I could serve. I feel I could handle CBT, strapon, wax play, bondage, paddling or spanking, and of course eager body worship. I’d be open to much more. Humiliation sounds intriguing but it could totally screw with your mind.

Seriously, my dreams have me on my knees before “her” asking "what can I do to please you?". From there she would have free reign over my body and mind. (As long as it does not involve fire, knives, scat, blood, drinking urine, or any of that other hardcore malevolent shit. ) Ok, what about me personally? I used travel all over the world for work. On the rare occasion that I get some down time I enjoy the standard movies and reading. Huge Si-Fi nut, love history and politics, and video games. Pretty standard issue guy except I have these fantasies about getting my Netherlands shaved, being bent over having hot wax dripped on my balls, and having my butt whipped to a bright pink/red.
7/17/2014 4:46:49 PM
So I've been using the Google image search tool to see what people are prolly fakes.  A lot of the sub women looking for Dommes are fakes.  Obliviously, not a huge shocker there.  

But what about the fake Dommes?  I can see the fake FinDoms, just a low rent scam to get money out of suckers.  But what about the other fake Dommes?  (again assuming they are men) Do they really want 10,000 dick pics a day sent to them?  Their inbox flooded with a sperm whales sized shit load of crude one liners and fake accusations?  I mean what the hell could be the point?!?
7/9/2014 6:35:23 PM
Watching the old "Beneath the Planet of the Apes" movie.  And god that was a good movie!
7/5/2014 4:42:58 PM
More about me as it applies to CS.

I never have or never will send rude or abusive messages on this site.  I have sent a few in an attempt to be funny that might not have gone over well.  I'd like to think of myself as one of the people on this site who is genuinely looking for a D/s relationship. (and if something fun pops for the short term I'm fine with that)

I am insanely curious about this lifestyle.  There are so many different facets that I would want to explore.  To bad for me I'm a sub male in the Midwest.  Looking for a Domme or another switch on this site is like a penguin trying to find a falafill stand.  

I understand the sub men mostly have ruined this site from get go.  Carpet bombing any profile with a female deion with crudely written messages and chat requests has got most women's defenses up tougher than the 67' Bears.  So send you a message  I have good intentions if even it's a fumbled attempt.


       
7/3/2014 1:28:15 PM
http://www.bizarremag.com/front_website/pimpmygimp/index.?a=t

For a cheep laugh
6/29/2014 9:57:01 PM
It's official: "Falling Skies" is one of the most retarded TV shows on TV.  I almost rather watch reruns of "Golden Girls".
6/28/2014 1:41:19 PM
Nice photo collection here.  Not porn FYI

http://www.pinterest.com/artlikeall/erotism-art-like/
6/26/2014 5:02:13 AM
Just a clarification:  the story below is just a flight of fancy.  Not something I want or have ever done.  Just a story that was fun to write.
6/21/2014 8:07:43 AM
So CS has changed so you can't go to a profile after seeing it in the "who's viewing me" tab.  But I have found away around that.

When you click on whoever and you get the person's pic look in the navigation bar.  There is a number group that is normally 6 or 7 digits long.  click on it twice and right click "copy".  open up someone another persons profile.  there will be a similar number right after "v/".  click on that number twice and right click "paste".  Then hit "enter"

Walaa there is the persons profile!

 
6/17/2014 6:58:11 AM
One question, one chance, one honest answer. You can ask me one question (TO INBOX ONLY). Any question, anything, no matter how crazy, dirty or wrong it is. No catch.
6/15/2014 8:54:00 PM
I think I have found a way to tell the real people from the fakes (men pretending to be women or whatever).  It has it's flaws, it may not be 100%, but I'm pretty sure its a good theory.  Flick thru those mega friends lists.  Look for ones that haven't been active for awhile.  Then click on the "view full profile".  If you get the "profile not found" that was prolly a real person.

My thinking is that a real person would leave his or her face or pics of their naughts bits without closing their profile down.  But a fake wouldn't care.

Unless the real person was struck by a case of Ebola.  In that case the CM or CS profile was the least of their concerns.    
6/14/2014 2:08:08 AM

I understand women thinking dick pics as profile pics are stupid.  But, in my option, all these pics of women giving the finger is almost as stupid and crass.  What are we in middle school?  

6/12/2014 7:48:58 PM

Hats off to this chica

 

http://gatsbyswhore.tumblr.com/

6/12/2014 6:00:33 AM

So I wrote the following story for a couple of Domme's but got no reply.  How it goes.

 

The story is a complete flight of fancy, just a fantasy. I'm not happy with the dialog.  But it's my first story so enjoy.  And I'd like to know what anyone thinks!

 

 

In this fantasy I'm a sub for a beautiful Domme. I've been serving Her for over a year.  During that time she has introduced me so many different things.  Service training, oral servitude, CBT, cross dressing, pain play, chastity,  cuckolding, strapon, forced bi, etc.  A whole word of BDSM She has exposed me to.  Some of which I hate and others I love.  But none of that matters.  I’m there for her pleasure.  I’d follow that Siren and her song anywhere.  I’ve grown to love Her and trust Her.  In the end she has never done anything to truly hurt me.  And it has been supremely fulfilling.

 

During our time together She has had other subs, some men and some women.  For a short while she subjected me to cuckolding while She had a well hung bull.  I found it unbelievably humiliating but she made it up to me in other ways.  But this time when I come home something new and different is happening.  A young and very beautiful woman is kneeling on the floor in front of the couch before Her.  As I set my bags down She looks at me and announces “This little slut before me is one of my subs.  And we’re going to have a little treat for her next weekend.  Her first gangbang.  You, my little bitch boy, are going to help me train her for her big day”

 

My eyes widen and a big stupid grin goes across my face.  I like where this is going.  Seeing it she laughs.  “Ohh no bitch.  You’ll still be locked in chastity but you can still be of some use.  Go get two of my strapons and harnesses, some anal beads, your but plug, and some of the new lube. “

 

I go to the play room and being to collect what She wants.  I drop the items into a cloths basket.  But as I leave I see Her favorite riding crop hanging in its place.  I grab it as well.  (She’s an artist with it!)  I come back and deposit the items on the coffee table.  My Domme looks at me and says “Mix me a drink and forget cooking tonight.  Order a pizza, it’s going to be a long night”

 

When I come back from the kitchen with her drink she takes it and orders me to kneel beside Her facing Her new sub.  God is she achingly beautiful.  20 something blond little nymph.  I know my dick is going to get nowhere near her.  And here going to help her get fucked by a group of strangers. 

 

My Domme takes a sip of her drink, raises her chin, and asks me “how long have you been in that chastity device bitch?”  I answer looking down “17 days Mistress”.  

 

“Hell isn’t it bitch?  Well anyway Susie Slut over there promised me, for six months, not to orgasm without my permission.  Permission I had only given her a handful of times.  I had given her MY time for her training and my effort in molding her into a better slave.   Susie Slut: tell bitch boy how you repayed me?”

 

The girl’s voice cracked as she spoke, she was near tears, “ I was drunk and hourny in a bar.  I let a guy take me into the back ally and fuck me”

 

Mistress laughs and says “So at least the slut had the respect for me to tell me what she did.  But nevertheless she broke her promise to me and she will have to pay for what she did.  Bitch boy: tell Susie Slut what happened to you when I caught you jacking the pathetic little prick of yours without permission?”

 

“Susie Slut, Mistress, you took me to a strip club, sat me in a glory hole booth, and had me suck or jack off any dick that was put through any of the holes.”

 

“That’s right bitch boy.  Tell Susie Slut how many dicks were there.” Mistress tells me.

“I don’t remember Mistress.  There were a lot” I answer.

 

“Susie Slut, it was 22.  And the ten bucks a pop I got for his work I took and bought those green heels.  You know the ones, right?  The ones with the little straps?”  Mstress tells Susie Slut.

 

Susie Slut smiles and replies “Yes Mistress, I know those.  They are so cute!”

My face reddens.  Here is this beautiful girl naked and horrny in front of me and I’ve told her I’ve been a cocksucking whore.  But the revelation of my depravity and humiliation seems to lighten both her and my Mistress’s mood. 

 

“So” Mistress says “Susie Slut wanted some dick so I set up the upcoming gangbang to give it to her.  They will not be kind or sweet.  And they want all of her holes to be ready for them.  So, that’s what we’ll be doing, getting her ready for her big performance.  Bitch boy, put on the strapon and lube up the anal beads.  Susie Slut has had plenty pain and abuse training but there are other areas we need to work on”

 

The next couple of days we both take big parts out of our day to break her in.  By the end she can take a fist, dp, orgasm with a cock in her mouth , all with ease.  And it has been complete torture for me.  The whole time I am still locked in chastity.  My balls ache constantly.  As she rides my fake plastic cock each she comes down is a torment.  The small bits of my cock that are not covered by the plastic cock cage touch her skin with each thrust.  It makes me cross-eyed with lust.  An unsatisfied lust.  Mistress has her ride my face as she reams out her ass.  I can feel the heat from her as I put a vibrator in her pussy or a plug in her ass. 

 

 But as I get no sexual satisfaction I am rewarded with getting to see my Mistress in her full glory.  She is turning this little nymph into a fuck puppet and awaking something in her she always wanted but had never felt.  I love getting the chance to be part of this, getting to see a glimpse of how my Mistress’s mind works, and being an instrument of her plans.

 

 

The night of the big day.

 

I never thought I would be going along.  If anything I might drive my Mistress and Susie Slut but never actually go to the event.  So when calls me into her bedroom and points to a short plaid skirt, short white button up shirt, bra, and panties.  She tells me to go into the bathroom and prepare myself.  I know the drill: shave everywhere, enema, everything.  As I walk out Susie Slut is walking into the bathroom (I assume to do the same).  Mistress is getting ready and I help her.  She is dressed elegantly and beautiful as always.  When she is done I start to put on the women’s clothes.  As Susie Slut comes out she begins to dress as well.  Fishnet stockings, red garter and red bra.  Both help put a light dusting of makeup on me.

 

I don’t like cross dressing.  It gives me a weird feeling and I always feel silly.  I mean I could never pass as a woman.  I’m pathetic at trying even to act like one.  But Mistress gets a thrill out of showing me off dressed up like a tramp (I will admit I like the attention) and pleasing Her is my passion.

 

 We get into the car and head to a cheap hotel.  Off the interstate and outside of town.  I’m relived Mistress sends Susie Slut into check into the hotel.  She’s at least wearing a robe.  It’s thin and leaves little to the imagination but at least it’s something. 

 

We walk into the room, close the door, and Mistress turns saying to empty the toy bag neatly on the dresser.  She tells me to bring her riding crop and for the both of us to stand before her.  “Everyone will be here in about 20 min.  Susie Slut take the robe off and put this bow around your neck. When you are done the both of you help each other and get a plug up your butts.”  We both comply.  But after she puts mine in she slaps my ass when she pulls up my panties “there you go bitch.  Such a cute look.” She smiles as she declares it.  And I’m smiling too.  We all are having fun.

 

 

After we are done Mistress calls me over and tells me to kneel.  “You’ve done well bitch boy.  All week and it’s made me happy. “  She pulls Her necklace off, skidding the gold chain from between her cleavage.  At the end of it is the key for my chastity device.  “bitch boy, you have earned a reward.  Maybe even two tonight.  You will still need permission to cum and when My guests arrive you will have to do whatever they ask.   But I think we can get that thing off”  She hands me the key and I finally have my cage off.  Holy Shit does it feel good.

Mistress tells me to keep my hardon in my panties and orders me into the corner.  She tells Susie Slut onto the bed, to kneel on the edge, and wait. 

 

She goes into the bathroom to freshen up.  Soon there is a knock at the door.  Several men and a few women start to file in.   They don’t even notice me.  I think if I had a lamp shade on my head I could have stood there all night with nobody seeing me. 

 

As they come in Mistress greets them and the chit chat starts, mostly focusing on Susie Slut.  “So this is the cum dumpster for tonight?”, “fucking nice! We’re going to give this one a dam good fucking”,  “what you couldn’t get one with a decent set of tits?”, “Dat ass is flat but it’s going to be a lot flatter when we’re done with it”

 

 

Mistress is moving around in the crowd and she comes across a familiar face.  “Aaron! Glad you made it.  Everyone, Aaron was the one who took bitch boy’s cherry”  Aaron smiles “Yea, in a bathroom at  a club. He squealed like a pig at first but he really took it like a slut. It’s that right bitch?”

 

I nod.  Everyone is laughing.  “Susie Slut is going to be pretty busy with a crowd of this size so if you are bored feel free to put bitch here to use.  Ladies , I promise you, that mouth of his has got some talent.” Mistress says “so if everyone has got their money, I’ll take it.  Here is a roll of condoms I’ll put on the bed.  And let the games begin!”

 

The men files past Mistress giving her wads of cash and made a b line for Susie Slut.  I look at Susie Slut and our eyes meet.  We both know now that Mistress has whored us out.  The whole situation is making me light headed.  Quickly, Susie Slut is out of sight and the crowd gathers around her. 

 

Meanwhile, another guy has entered the room.  Hans.   Mistress’s on again, off again bull.  Tall, dark haired, ripped, and with a cock Mistress just loves.  They are chatting at first but quickly go the couch, passionately making out with their hands all over each other.  Clothes are slowly coming off and the duo is completely oblivious to what is going on around them. 

 

The crowd around Susie Slut is pretty packed but two women and one guy break off and head over to me.  I recognize one of the women,  “Hello bitch”  she says.  “Hello Mistress Emily”, I reply. “glad you could make it!”.  Mistress Emily tells the other two “I’ve played with bitch boy in the past.  His Mistress has really trained him well. “

She turns to me and says “bitch boy, Bret here needs his dick sucked.  Get on the other bed and show him what you can do.” 

 

I nod, look at Bret, and make my way to the bed.  I lay on my back with my head over the edge.  Bret moves up and undoes his pants, pulling out his cock.  Mistress Emily and the other woman move to the dresser and being to pick out toys.  They bring their selection over to the bed.  Mistress Emily rips my shirt open, pulls my bra off, and beings to put clothing on my nipples and running a ling of them down my chest. 

 

By now Bret’s cock is crammed into my mouth.  His balls are slapping my nose.  The other woman comes up beside him and they begin to kiss.  “umm Baby how is it?”  Bret replies “Not bad but I really want some of that sluts pussy”.  She looks at him and says “I know Baby, I want to see you do it.  So hot!”.  Mistress Emily has finished with clothes pins, connecting them with a string.  She takes the ridding crop and begins to slap my chest. Focusing her blows on the cloth pins.  Not hard enough to remove them but more than enough to make their attachment points hype sensitive.   

 

    

“Bret” she says “I’m about to zipper him.  You might want to pull your cock out of his mouth.”  She slowly begins to pull the string attached to the cloth pins.  Slowly each one is pulled off ending with the ones on my nipples.  I’m crying out and squirming with pain.  People are laughing and a few of the people who are surrounding Susie Slut are looking over.  Bret sees a gap in the crowd around Susie Slut, starts to move over to her, taking the other woman with her. 

 

When I was writhing around my skirt had ridden up. And when I was on momentarily on my side Mistress Emily noticed the impression of my butt plug under my panties.  She tells me to get on my knees and get my face down.  She goes back over to the dresser picking up the anal beads.  As she lifts my skirt out of the way and pulls down my panties two of the guys start to walk over to watch.  She lubes up the beads and takes aim at my ass.  She pulls the butt plug out replacing it slowly with the beads.

 

She gestures to one of the guys and tells him “I’m going to ride his face.  When grab this ring and slowly start to pull the beads out.”  He has this wide eyed look on his face.  I don’t think he’s ever even conceived of something like this. 

 

Mistress Emily tells me “bitch boy you are going to get back on your back with your head on the edge of the bed like before.  Your Mistress said I can let you cum.  So here is the deal: as I ride your face Karl over there is going to start pulling out the beads.  You have until the last bead is out to get me to cum.  If you do I’ll let you cum.  If you fail Karl and his buddy are going to spit roast your bitch ass.  Deal?”

 

“Yes Mistress” I reply.  I get into position as she pulls her skirt up.  Of course she’s not wearing panties to this event.   She lowers herself on my face and I begin to lick and probe for all that I am worth.  Working from the outside in I’m trying to get every nock and cranny the attention it deserves.  I have my hands on her hips gently trying to guide her.  She is slapping my chest, tweaking my nipples, and running her hands up and down my side.  Tickling me, teasing me.  My legs are up in the air as Karl is slowly pulling on the ring for the beads and one by on they are coming out of my ass.

 

My Mistress is oblivious to all of this.  She is naked now bouncing on Hans fat cock.  She is covered in sweat making her glorious body glisten.  Her nipples are hard and erect.  Hans has been feasting on them, worshiping all of her breasts.  Hans hands have been all over her wonderland of a body playing each nerve fiber like the strings of a guitar.

 

Mistress Emily is close to her climax.  I can feel there are only a few beads left.  I redouble my efforts sucking directly on her clit.  She is moaning and shaking on my face and I love it.  She cums as the last bead comes out.  As she comes down from her high she rubs her pussy on my face.  She slaps my chest and says “Good job bitch boy.  Damm you do good work.  Karl get that big dick of yours hard.  I need to get fucked”  She climbs off my face as Karl moves to her.  They are kissing and when he begins to suck tenderly on her neck she looks at me and says “bitch boy go ahead and jack yourself off.  You’ve earned it.”

 

I fish my cock out of my panties.  I rub my hands on my face collecting Mistress Emily’s juices on my hands.  I start to jack my dick.  My hands are a blur.  It’s been soooo long and all I want is a release.  My hands are a blur and soon I feel the pressure building in my balls.  I feel some hands somewhere on my body but in my haze I’m still oblivious to it.  I finally ejaculate and my whole body tingles. When I come too I open my eyes and see my Mistress standing beside the bed and over me.  “Was that good bitch?” she asks.  I nod and say “God yes Mistress, thank you.  It was amazing.”

 

“Well bitch boy the night isn’t over yet.  Get on the bed with Susie Slut.  Mistress Emily wants to try out my feeldoe and maybe you can help Susie Slut with a couple of the guys.  Ohh and put the bra back on,  It really adds to your bitch look.”

 

I get onto the bed with Susie Slut.  The red ribbon that was around her neck is now being used to bind her wrists.  She’s gives me a quick smile as she is being pounded.   One of the guys has her bent over and is going to town on her.  I’m knelling with my ass in the air and I feel someone putting more lube in my butt.  Someone puts a cock in my face and I start sucking.  I feel Susie Slut reach out with her hand to grab my hand.  We pull each other a little closer to each other.  The night is almost half over.     

   

6/10/2014 8:27:12 PM

I was going to take a moment to lay out a couple of "other" things about me:

 

1.  I am not looking for a R/L Domme so I can mooch off of her financially.  I make my own money, pay my house payments, cook and clean for myself.  And do very well for myself.  

 

2.  I'd rather stuff my head into wood chipper then fork over my money to fake ass money dommes.  I'm sure there is a very legitimate money fetish out there for both sexes.  A fetish people can gain great fulfillment from.  But I wish these losers who troll this site (and others I'm sure) just to swindle money from people would be shot in front of their families.

 

3.  The people on this site have changed over the last couple of years.  In the past if I wrote a thoughtful message the demonstrated that I had read someone's profile and journal entries and had a legitimate with communicating with them I would normally get some kind of reply.  Now I'm lucky if they just read the message, less even reply.  It's made me very disappointed.       

   

 

6/7/2014 11:39:40 AM

I recently got to try out my Dom side and really enjoyed it.  Don't get me wrong I love serving and even thou I have put switch in my profile I'm still consider myself 80% submissive! 

11/25/2013 9:01:22 AM

Bored at the house today with nothing to do.  Skype anyone?

10/27/2013 2:35:30 AM

I don't know if it's something with the present lunar cycle or something else but there are loads of FinDom online lately.   Just as a test sample I clicked on 10 random FemDom profiles.  

 

Seven were FinDom (of some variety)  So if I wanted to give my money away to strangers around the world I'm well catered for.   

 

Out of the other three: two were pretty clearly dudes in 3ed world countries looking for women and the last one was in the UK and she seemed pretty legit.  

 

I'm finding it depressing.  

9/18/2013 1:12:47 AM

Ohh never mind, found the thing for making smores

 

the-dars-1

 

9/14/2013 6:46:07 AM

I prefer Red Bull over monster.

 

I thought that the TV series "Farscape" was the most imaginative and interesting Si-Fi TV series ever done.  I'll grant you the production quality was complete crap but the story in most of the episodes and the story arc was just epic.

 

I miss the "old" History Channel but Pawn Stars almost makes up for it.

 

If you can I recommend taking you cell phone, turning it off, and putting it in a drawer for 3-ish days.  Or don't take it with you to the bars on night.  Something, whatever. After you get over the feeling of disconnected-ness it's kind of liberating.

 

We have all kinds of culinary tools for spit roasting chickens, individual cups of espresso, and I've even a home cotton candy machine but why yet nothing for making smores?  

 

I would consider giving up beer forever if it would mean I would never have to go into store and try on pants.  

  

 

   

7/3/2013 9:14:02 AM
You Scored as THE KINKY BOTTOM - There's no doubt that you're a sexual submissive... and a kinky one! You like an imaginative girlfriend that takes control in the bedroom... but in the bedroom only! What you need is a vanilla relationship with a woman that likes to get kinky and uses toys in bed. You are a very generous sexual partner and that should please a certain type of woman.

THE KINKY BOTTOM

THE KINKY BOTTOM - There's no doubt that you're a sexual submissive... and a kinky one! You like an imaginative girlfriend that takes control in the bedroom... but in the bedroom only! What you need is a vanilla relationship with a woman that likes to get kinky and uses toys in bed. You are a very generous sexual partner and that should please a certain type of woman.
 
94%
THE SINCERE SUBMISSIVE - You are what most dominant women are looking for. You are an intelligent man who knows what he wants, and being submissive to your woman is something very natural for you. You are looking for that special dominant lady and once you'll find her, you will cherish her like a true Queen and always puts her needs forward. She'll be a very lucky woman.
 
75%
THE MASOCHIST - For you, this is not about love. This is not even about submission. This is all about PAIN! This is, without a doubt, your main turn on and you crave for it more than anything else. And you have little to no limits when it comes to it. It's like a drug! What you need is a sadist partner in crime. Any other woman will think you are crazy!
 
56%
THE LIFESTYLER - While you are submissive, this is not what defines you the best. You just enjoy the style! You try to live it daily. You go to as many fetish events as you can and most of your friends are in the scene. You like toys, cuffs, latex, fetish clothes and you wish you had your own dungeon (or maybe you already have one?). For you, fantasy has just become a reality!
 
36%
THE SLAVE - You are a true slave. The is a lifestyle you dream you could live permanently. You are willing to sacrifice everything for your Mistress and to live accordingly to her superior desires. She will be your life. She will decide everything. You will own nothing. Women that are into Female supremacy will love you, but you may scare the other ones with your extreme desires.
 
36%
THE LOSER - That's a harsh verdict, we know. You have very low self confidence and have very little success with women. You spend most of your time fantasizing, thanks to Internet. You think the only solution is to find a Mistress that will do what she wants with you. You're wrong. You first need to work on yourself and build your self confidence. Love yourself first, and a Domme may look at you.
 
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THE GAY IN THE CLOSET - We hope for you that you know about it, but you like men, maybe even better than women. It's nice if you're open and at ease with your bisexuality. But if not, the truth might hurt. You hope that your Mistress will feminize you and force you to have sex with other men. Homosexuality without the guilt of being gay! Open your eyes : you don't need a Mistress for that.
 
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THE SWITCH - Let's be honest here : you are not a true submissive. Submission for you is just a role you like to play once in a while, but you love being dominant almost as much. That doesn't mean you cannot be a good submissive once in a while, but that won't last and you avoid being with women who takes their dominance too seriously. What you need is simple : another switch!
 
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6/14/2013 7:42:55 AM

Heard of a new fetish today : oculolinctus.  (eye licking) .  Brought to us by the same people who gave us Playstations, artistic stylings in Linkin park music videos, ramen noodles, and Bukkakes.  The Japaneses!  


From what I read the trend started after it was featured in a music video from the Japaneses Emo band "Born".  Unfortunately, this has lead to a sharp rise in the cases of conjunctivitis and eye-chlamydia in the youth of Japan. 


Yes, you read that right; eye-chlamydia.      

 

3/31/2013 5:17:55 AM

I'm a guy.  As a guy I have see porn at least once if not twice in my life.  And I have seen a lot of Domme's profiles that have porn stars for their profile pics.  Raven Riley and Melissa Midwest seem to be main ones I see.  I'm guessing that these are men, very lazy and stupid men, who are pretending they are women.  Or real domme's who, what, are big fans?   

2/13/2013 11:05:00 PM

I'm going to be traveling world wide in May.  And after a long break I desperately need to serve.  This might seem a bit forward but if anybody is looking for a sub male (and I know how ridiculous that offer may seem on this site) I'm open.  And i'm totally for real.

 

 

10/10/2012 9:25:46 AM

I was chatting to a Domme on here for a while and she had me fill this out.  So why not post it. 

 

 

4--your fantasies? 

 

Obviously, being a submissive.  Now it feels like something I was born to do.  When I started finding out about BDSM I instantly knew I was a sub.  From then on I was hooked.  Normally I’m a take charge kind and work hard kind of guy.  But the idea of fully giving myself and serving is very seductive for me. 

 

5--your dreams/your hobbies? I love traveling, going anywhere I can. 

 

When I can’t do that physically I’ll dive into books, movies, and whatever to learn new things.

 

6--what makes you different from all others slaves?  A lot of subs seem needy and eventually just piss their Mistress off with bullshit. That’s not me. I’m not a problem child.  I want to serve and get better at it.

 

7--your weakness and strength?

I might be emotionally closed off.  I don’t feel like being open is something I am afraid of but it’s not something I’m used to.

I’m warm to the ones I care about.  And I’m honest.  Maybe to honest. 

 

8--what you seek in D/s? 

 

To serve, to be used and feel used.  I want to know explore those emotions. 

 

9--what makes you happy/mad/sad.?

Happy? No drama and having a purpose.  I hate the feeling of my wheels spinning.

Mad? Uselessness and stupidity. 

Sad?  Wasted life and purposes poured out like water on sand.  And a spilt beer.  

 

10--What type of person are you? 

Generally happy  even when I think too much

 

11--what does submission mean to you?

 Exploring a side of myself that I know too little about.

 

12--What would you expect from your Mistress? 

The chance to get to know her.  Not only to be a better sub but also to know what the experience is like for her.  Because it is such a unique situation it would be endlessly fascinating to know what she is thinking.   

 

13--How long have you been in the lifestyle? 

Of and on for about  10 years.  I travel a lot for work so it’s not something I have been able to dive into nearly as much as I have wanted to.

 

14--Where do you see yourself 10 years from now? 

Wow, no idea.  I don’t know where I will be tomorrow.

 

15--How long have you known you were slave? 

Since I first started reading about BDSM.  Felt like a natural fit.

 

16--How experienced are you in being a slave? 

Only a few times R/L and a little O/L.  Loved all of it.

 

17--Do you belive in yourself? 

Yea, for the most part.  I know there are limits to what I can do but there are always chances to push myself in unexpected directions

 

18--What country would you most like to Visit? 

I can’t think of one I wouldn’t want to visit.  Outside, of course, to North Korea or Canada.

 

19--Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year? 

Standard stuff: get better at my job, get promoted, meet someone I connect with..

 

20--Your Best Physical Feature?  I got a good body and blue eyes. 

 

21--What attracts you first in someone of the opposite sex?  First? Eeeh that’s a hard one.  Different for every girl.  Lately I have been noticing a woman’s hair and skin.   

 

22--What is your best feature:? 

I’m guessing here but my face or my chest.

 

23--If you could build your house anywhere, where would it be? 

Somewhere warm and on the beach.

 

24--Do you believe in love at first sight? 

It’s never happened to me but from as much as people talk about it I think it has to be possible.

 

25--What is your favorite season? 

Summer, hands down.  Spring as a second. 

 

26--Using only one word, describe yourself?

Honest

 

27--Do you smoke or drink? 

Drink

 

28--do you like to cook? 

I love to cook on the grill.

 

29--Which do you like best - sunsets or sun rises? 

Sunsets.  You have to get up too early to enjoy a sunrise.

 

30--Do you enjoy walks on the beach or swimming? 

Yea, and I generally like being outdoors.

 

31--Do you enjoy dancing? 

Ha, it all depends on who you are dancing with.

 

32--What is the first thing you think of when you wake up? 

God please smite that alarm.  (I’m paraphrasing)

 

33--If you could have any job you wanted what would it be?

Film director or a sports car reviewer.  

 

34-- What is your age? 30

 

35-- Have you been involved in the RL Lifestyle and if yes briefly discribe your past experience.

I’ve had two r/l experiences.  First was with a married couple.  I went to their house a couple of time.  She was the dom and he was a sub.  I liked it but it was weird b/c I worked with him.  It was an eye opening experience but not what I was looking for. 

The other time was when I was in college. She liked inflicting some pain and pushing me.  I liked it a lot more than the couple      

 

36-- How long have you been searching to serve a Mistress? 

Off and on for about 10 years

 

37-- What is your sexual orientation? (straight, bisexual)

Straightish

 

38-- Do you have hobbies and what are they…what do you spend your extra time doing for fun?  Reading, books, have a few drinks with friends. 

 

39-- What are your limits as a sub/slave?

No drinking urine, nothing to do with scat, no knives, or burning.   Outside that there are many things I’d be willing to try.

 

40-- What age where you when you discovered your interest in the lifestyle?

20 ish

 

41-- Where have you gotten your info on the lifestyle? ..example, online, books, magazines real life experience.

First time I can across BDSM was on the old yahoo chat rooms.  Immediately after that I started reading about it online and watching videos.  I was hooked.

 

42-- Describe what the perfect full time, live in, sub/slave situation would be like if you could have exactly what you wanted out it of being a full time sub slave.

I like having my own life and would still want to do so.  As far as a live in situation I’d except that we would have a “normal” friend/couple relationship.  But whenever she snaps her figures She is in charge and I’m the bitch.    

 

43-- if you have a million dollars,what you will do with it? 

Quit my job and go open a bar/hotel somewhere.

 

44-- What things can you lend to the household? (example, cooking, cleaning, yard work, computer skills)

I can do some cooking.  Basic cleaning, laundry.  I can do a lot of yardwork / home repair kind of things.  Do basic auto repair.  And I’m pretty good with computers

 

45-- What kind of music do you listen too most of the time?

Rock, chill rock.  Never, ever country western.  Ever

 

46-- Do you have any health problems?

No

 

47-- How often do you masturbate?

3-5 times a week

 

48-- Do you watch porn? If so how often?

2-4 times a week

 

49-- What are your fetishes..list them with your favorites first.

 

Female domination

Queening/ Serving

Massages (I’ve been told many times I’m good at it)

Pain/whips, canes

Strapons

 

skyfairy5154
 
 Age: 23
 Zamboanga, Philippines