The idea of BDSM is really thrilling to to me. The wiping, the mental part, the connecting with someone on a totally new level is very compelling to me. But I have a fear. One above all else. In my rush find "her" I move to rash and get hurt. In a physical and mental way I am putting myself out there that I am not sure I can prepare for with any thinking. I do not know if this is something that people involved with BDSM easily deal with but it is something I dwell upon. |