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I visited the chatrooms again , just to see if there was a miracle of some sort . Still the same ole same ole. A whole lot of meaningless chat and discussions.  Welcome to Land where reality is lost . There actually is a real world out there. Step away from the computer , step outside and take a breath of fresh air......Take your dog for a walk , your kids to the park or your spouse out to eat.

I will begin by saying I am happy for all who are getting to experience this lifestyle rather they be online or real time.  I understand some can not have this type of relationship in real due to many circumstances.  I visited a few chats on here and its a shame that in some rooms there is not even a mention of the lifestlye beyond online. I am not sure if it is due to lack of knowledge to even hold  a conversation or if it is easier to just dramatize.  I know that when one is online they can be who they want and  what they want as it is easy to hide the true person behind a computer screen. In meaning it is easy to escape the real world so to speak. I am not one to judge another , I also dont have time to talk about this one or that one.  I am the same in real life as I present myself on here , however I do type more on here than I talk in real life. Other than that I am who I am and I am happy with who I am.   I strive each day to learn more about who I am on my journey through this . Each day I am learning. I am trying to understand how people gets so wrapped up in this Virtual lifestyle they are in  to the point they actually feel it is real. Like they are really being served a glass of water or they are really spanking their sub/slave. As I stated above I am all for those to have online if that is all they can have .. Yet it seems one can distinguish virtual play from reality .  I learned years back that behind every screen there is a real person , a person with a heart and this person has real feelings. The beauty in this lifestyle is there is such a mixture of likes and dislikes . What some like others may not yet that does not make one better than the other as we all are different. I feel the true meaning of this lifestyle was forgotten and it saddens me as Servitude should be the main focus . Yet that part has been swept aside along the way . It all has become a control issue..* she gonna do as she is told* .. Well actually one should want to do as she is told without having to be threatened to do as told . And to mention being apart of a function in real life seems to upset some , The reason being other than Jealousy, I can't understand why they would be upset .  Yet its not my fault their life has turned out the way it has , choices comes in everyones life and what choices they choose dictates their destiny.  And I am talking in REALITY terms.