MarryMePaula


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	About MarryMePaula Dearest Paula, I am now totally frustrated with the idea of life without your love... I can not thank you enough for the smell of your vagina fragrance, forever inhaled down my nose... You know I want you to love me, use me, slap me, bite me, fuck me, gag me, force me to wear your soiled panties, lick your feet after a tired day at the job and then for me to prove my devotion by drinking you... Are you willing to relocate? Are you? Help me find us a wonderful home for me to love/worship you all the days of my life because i can not survive life without you... dani

I was wrong, but. I did not do anything to hurt us...

paulas dani: IM VERY JEALOUS
paulas dani: I KNOW YOU ARE WITH YOUR FAMILY
paulas dani: AND I HATE YOU WHEN I THINK OF THE TRUTHS THAT WILL BE AWAITING ME AFTER TONIGHT
paulas dani: HURFUL TRUTHS OF STRENGHT
paulas dani: AND YOU FORGETING YOU ARE MINE AND YOU BELONG TO ME AND ONLY ME
paulas dani: I COULD CRY
paulas dani: I AM SOOOOO JEALOUS
paulas dani: FUCK YOU!
paulas dani: SO BYE
paulas dani: IM GOING OUT
paulas dani: IM SOO SOO SOOO JEALOUS

what about next saturday after everybody falls asleep and we drank 2 botles of vino tinto?

When are you going to get loooong nails and a sexy pedicure, sit over my face and quench my thirst with your golden nectar?

When Paula, when.............?

Paula
My MoonChaser: Where are you
paulas dani: wishing you will still love me in the morning
My MoonChaser: Wishing I still love you in the morning?
My MoonChaser: Paula, will you forgive me for cheating on all the past GFs and give me one more chance to prove that I am worth the risk?
My MoonChaser: Please?
My MoonChaser: It is the collective guilt of me, your dad, your grandfather, and all the badbad infidel; men and women that I ask forgiveness.
My MoonChaser: Imagine you are a Greek Mythological figure, the Goddess of Springtime Flowers and twinkling eyes.
My MoonChaser: Imagine me a lowly earthling in love with Goddess Paula.
My MoonChaser: Everyday, I pray to be heard, to be loved back and to be your husband/slave/servant...
My MoonChaser: I am soooooooooooooo sure, if I can have just once more chance, I can find peace by being a part of your life.
paulas dani: i cant seem to remember the reasons why i used to like all this
My MoonChaser: I can't remember the reasons why I used to like all this...
My MoonChaser: You said that last night at 12:28:09 am
My MoonChaser: Well
My MoonChaser: I can't remember the reasons why I would cheat on anyone if that anyone was Paula/Raquel....
My MoonChaser: Forgive me for the past....
My MoonChaser: I will obey you.

Marry me Paula.

When I think of Paula, sweet loving Paula and the way we met via collarme.com I am glad that I had the courage to be myself. I love you now that we met for the second time. I love the way you can affect me because I let you close enough to really hurt me. This is amazing... You are amazing... You make me soooooooo vulnerable.

I guess You already knew I was yours when I got so jealous Sunday. My powerful Paula. Now i really love You!

we have got a new friend. check our CM mail.

we are only one day away from eachother.
i am bursting with happiness.

how can i not forgive you?
i love you.

youaresoooooooobeautiful:

Forgiveness is the fragrance left by the flower from the heel that stepped on it...

were better together.

Paula. Paula, i really really need you to help me with my shyness. i really need you to help me become the husband, slave foot sucker that I want to be....

My secret confession for Sept 08, 2006

JUST ONE MORE WEEK!!!!!!!!!!
actually less than a week.
by this time, next thursday we may be frenchkissing in the airport.

6 days
& 5 nights
for the shoe party in bed!

yeahhhhhhh!

You make loving fun.

Once upon a time, there was a lonely boy who was quite OCD. He was scouring the internet on a very very kinky website; Collarme.com.'

Once upon a time the cutest most special Fairy named Paula hid on the Collarme.com account using her middle name Raquel She looked like a Vampiress.

It made Danny very interested.

He was a jackass though because he failed to recognize that Raquel was more pretty sexy than her Vampiress pic...

The end.

he makes loving fun.

Dearest Raquel & Dearest Paula,

I want you to know i figured out what was sooooooooo wrong and what was so easy and right for me to remedy. I fell in love with Raquel and her alter ego Paula. Like the both of you, I too have many facets like a diamond... I can not deny my physcial attraction. When I saw you wear the white shorts and the black high heels, I whispered to myself a secret "Yesssssssssssss!"

When I saw you in Sweat suit Pajamas, I declared victory will be mine... I have to have you too. I can tell you, I need all of you, every side of Paula/Raquel. I can not fight this attraction. I can not deny how badly I am in love with You...

Love,

danny

only 7 more mornings before i get kisses all over my face and body, and skalp massages as a wake up alarm. only 7 more nights without his strong shoulders and arms as my protective pillows.

in 7 nights ill be sleeping by his side naked and letting desire grow and nature make her plans for us.

only 7.
7 is a magic number.
im feeling magic today.

let me take care of you.

you know i have good reasons to be jealous. im not the one living under the same roof with the hot blonde i have been fucking (among many other couple acivities), for 10 years... please try to understand. when i am waiting for your phonecalls and i dont get them, or when i wait for you online for long hours and you dont show up, its hard to keep those thoughts away form my very active imagination.

still, i want you to know, i dont need the drugs or the alcohol or the clubs if i am happy in my heart. they are some sort of fake happiness i can buy and get, and it goes away and then i feel much more empty than i was before. and now i am happy in my heart. the kind of happiness that wont go away when the morning comes.

a dynamic kind of happiness that gets transformed day to day. it gets bigger, it can be hurful, it stretches in time if i dont talk to you or read you... i want this forever. i want to feel like this forever.

so now, stop doubting me so much. if you dont, i am not the one who is going to be collared and punished.

love me, love me more.

Why do I get this feeling you have a guilty conscience? As I miss you with peace in my heart, you are missing me deadly and concerned about cheating and lying. Have you been a badbadpaula? See, the thing about lying, it will make you doubt the one whom you most fear will hurt you. It makes me sad. You.

You should know better than to gamble with our relationship... Please do not lie to me, not a small lie, not a white lie, not a big big terrible painful lie... I would rather you tell me you did cocaine all night then fucked your secret boyfriend than for you to tell me a tiny teeny little baby lie...

Now what? Tell me. What am I suppose to do? I write you long e-mails sharing, asking you to tell the truth and you do not respond to me.

Am I going to have to hurt you? Am I going to have to tie you up and make you my slave? Am I going to have to buy you a dog collar and a leash? Is this what I need to do to my true love because you are not in control?

Am I going to have to treat you like a little gothic slut and make you feel only extreme dominance, because pure white love is not powerful enough? Am I going to have make you get loong black fake nails and train you how to be a perfect slut to distract you from drinking, drugs and lies?

Tell me what badbadpaula needs...

do you really imagine your self kissing the same lips and the same toes and huging the same body everyday? no #46? no cheating, no searching, no lying?

You may be the luckiest woman alive, but soon. You will have the most kisses on your body. You will have the most big hugs and little hugs. You will have the most sincere love and the most nervous 39 yr old lover kneeling before you. Paula, do you love me? Do you? Do you want to be a married woman?

Could you be with me as a wife? Could you kiss me for the rest of my life?

___________________?

i am the luckiest woman alive. ive always known.

Better news...... Gretchen just came into the bed and asked to cuddle with me. Mmmmmmmmm, i love being a daddy. Can it be that Paula made me stop and smell the flowers? Can it be this simple? I wish Frankenstein was here too. i love family...

i am so happy. i'm going to take a nap with my son, while my daughter naps in her own room. How lucky am i to have you to think about as my eyes get heavy and dusk turns to night....

12 more days left...

Hear ye, Hear ye,

Let it be known, on this 16th day that when one very Beautiful Goddess Paula comes back to Florida, that a Sicilian Man she has touched, loved from a far and kissed will be at the Airport for her arrival.

This is a man, who wholeheartedly loves the Beautiful Goddess Paula. Upon her arrival to Miami, the Goddess Paula will know love. She will feel that her man, is "fulfilled."

I just want to believe that you will be with me and with me alone from now on, until this amazing craziness lasts and I want to believe you will, not because you are faithful and close your eyes on the rest of the world, but because I fulfill you and make you so happy I am the only thing you can see.

When Goddess Paula gets off the plane... I hope she is wearing her red sandal wedges as a token of her willingness to marry me... I hope that she will fall into me and tell me everything is going to be okay, because we are together....

If she can do that for her dani, than her dani will know that the Beautiful Goddess Paula, is truely a sexy slave at heart, but she has to want this soooooooooo badly. She has to want to be used... She has to want to be a total open minded future wife. Paula will become my "Frankenstein project."

Danny discovered a new side of me i adore:

I want to be CONTROLLED by a Danny. I imagine myself the total mercy of my owner. S/he takes all control away from me completely, and tells me what to do. I submit myself to do with as my owner pleases.

Danny DRESSES me up. I am made to be pretty and sensuous. I must wear makeup, sexy lingerie, sexy sandals and a dress or short skirt.

Danny enacts certain RITUALS with me. They are very specific, and meaningful.

Danny can be very intimidating and controls what I feel. I will feel fear, love, worship and other intense EMOTIONS during the session.

i want this

paula

      Dearest Mistress Paula,

i've just read your diary. i wish i could kneel before you and tenderly kiss your beautiful shaved pussy while you are wearing sky high platform sandals with "UnHoly" black toenail polish. This is is who i am. i so want to obey your will. i am so yours. In NYC once a year, there is a Black and Blue Ball which caters to lifestyle people like us... It's an S & M party...

As your slave, i'd take my Mistress Paula dressed in a cinched corset dress and Betty Page type patent leather pumps. i would try to be the best trophy slave. i'd try to be so convincing. i promise You this, i would make other Dommes jealous of you Mistress Paula, because they'd never have a slave so complete as your danny.    Why am i so confident that i'd be a better slave? Not only do i find you Erotically irresistable, i am in love with You.  i know because i already obey You.   i love being open about wanting to be your slave. i love trusting You Mistress Paula. i trust You with my heart. i am your closet dirty slut. Have You any clue what You have done to me?   It is true i have a very very big foot fetish. i just want You to know i only want to suck your feet. i just want to be comfortable as your slave so i can be brave and open. At first Mistress Paula, i will be very timid (timid=shy) as your slutty slave. i will wait to be ordered on my knees.   i will wait to taste the sweat between your toes... i need You now.    i need to release my submissive side to my Mistress Paula.

i hope You want a slave Mistress.   i hope You know  if  You make me your slave, we will live a lifestyle that nobody will ever understand, but when they see me look into your eyesYou and everyone else will be convinced.     This is exactly where we were meant to be.    i love You my PIsces Dominatrix ... i love You and i am shaking with nervous desire...    i can't believe i am becoming Your Slave...

Thank You Mistress Paula, Thank You Goddess Paula, Thank You Sexy,    Seductive Sinful Paula!

Love your totally amazed,

dani

P.S. If You keep our deal, as per your desires i will.... not resist Your strap on.

Dear Diary:

I want to FORCE Danny to submit to me. he may struggle at first, but I know he will eventually give in to me.

I like to see Danny DRESS up and pose in a sexy way for me. I may want him to masturbate for me.

I want to OWN Danny as a collared slave, who must do as I say.

I want to SWITCH roles with Danny. he starts out trying to dominate me, but I gain the upper hand, and subdue him.

I want Danny to serve me as a TOILET slave.

I have a strong foot FETISH that I want Danny to cater to.

paula

Pd: i love it when my sweet lover calls me Mistress. he makes me want to be the best Mistress in the world. take care of him and give him reasons to adore me.

Mistress Paula,

in pain i will find pleasure.

in bondage i will find freedom.

in the chaos of chasing you i will create order...

on the floor i will adore and allow You the right to break me as your whore...

i swear, i am your virgin lover...

dani

Dearest Paula, i am still dwelling on the idea of making love to you. As you know, this is virgin territory for me. i waited so long to let myself feel this because i wanted a protector for my heart too. i am so in love... i live to write you. i went to school for writing and philosphy, it was merely preparing me to express myself for the one true love that will define my life as complete... You must tell your family that you have me so in love. They must be prepared to gain a son because, if they don't they will lose a daughter...

You want me to steal you? Honey, i will always obey your command...

i am going to steal your heart......... ____________ for me.

this is a whole new day for missing you and loving the fantasy of us, now from a different point of view. its getting real.

ariel

Dearest Sweet Paula

, i hope you slept well... i hope You embraced the pain that happens when two new lovers miss each other. i hope you went through the pain without artificial "happiness; meaning no wine, no drugs, no distractions..."

i layed on the couch last night and decided i was glad i called to let you know i love you, and i was glad you did not answer. i think it was healthy what happened... As i think it is healthy to marry you, big white wedding, a warm loving family and ripping out the last three chapters of the romance novel, so it never ends...

Good Morning Heartache, is it me you're looking for?

if im going to be hurt,
i rather be hurt by you.

Dearest Paula, i underestimated the limitless boundries of your love.... i want you to know. i am happy that you want this to be as special as can be. i know we are on collarme, and we are celebrating love... The fact of the matter is... We have a very pure form of expression... Two days in a row, i pushed you away as i digested you and the way you love. You love like an innocent first time lover and i thank you for letting me feel it.

dani

i dont want you to say that.

i want you to say well be complete together, youll make me the happiest badbadgirl alive, please me, take care of me, kiss my hands and my feet, make love to me, fuck me like your whore, take me slow dancing by restrooms, dress me up and wear my alldayworn panties.

why would i need anything else?

I DONT WANT YOU CHEATING ON ME. NEVEREVER!

i woke up this morning feeling the need to say.... Even if you cheat on me, over and over and over again.... i would never leave you...

i love you too much.

Paula, is my GF!

I am soooooooooo fucking happy! Thank you, thank you, thank you.......

P.S. i fixed the remote...

YES, Ariel accepts this morning's proposal.

Now i entered hell.
im sick jealous.
i hate you both... specially you for lying.

Dearest Death-Before-My-Eyes, i too miss you terribly during morning coffee, late morning muffins, early afternoon snicker bars, high noon hardy lunches, tea time in the afternoon, early evening cocktails, late night dinners, and just-before-bed sips of water at my bed side...

The question is... "How long does my deadly beautiful Paula have to suffer herself, before she let's me steal her.......?"

As always, your humble slave,

dan

My coffee mornings are almost hurtful when I dont have your attention. I want you dying for me...

...craving my body every second, waiting for me like an adoring puppy.

i am missing you.

Paula

You my dear Paula, have become an addiction. You have become very quickly my weakest link as a functioning normal citizen of the state of Florida. Speaking of states, I am in a state of perputal bliss, because when I first wake up in the morning, after sleeping a dreamless sleep, after I wake up from seemingly death, the first thing I do is race to my computer and hope to see you online for a moment, like a baby bird waiting to be fed. Now i beg You Goddess Paula, when You are lonely, bored with the mundane, horny, feeling a tad evil... Come to me, i will be waiting............................

i would like to say you are a weirdo, but i feel the same. and it feels right. i want to let go and let you take me and steal me to take care of me and love me and make me the happiest woman alive.

in a 4 white wall room or in hell.

The is my declaration for the world for my Paula. "dani loves Paula." My Objective here is to make her feel so loved and free that She will marry me... As her slave, i will not have the word "no" in my vocabulary... i will obey, love and serve with aplomb...

i am a soon to be collared slave... Thanks collarme

Dearest Raquel.......... i am so hurt and jealous that you are still planning on talking to you know who......... God. You promised you would not try to make me jealous... Wasn't Tom enough, or the guys in Ybor City... Ok, yes i am 39 and you are 30... Yes i adore you, but this does not mean i desire to throw these sincere true love feelings around, like a Frankenstein Barbie Doll. You want to know what my fantasy is:

To find a woman to let go, to not be afraid to feel scared, to not be afraid to be in love, to be used, or tied to 4 bed posts and photographed wearing nothing but lipstick, long black nails, stiletto sandals with spaghetti straps up the legs and the words:

Danny's Whore written across her belly...

i love it when you describe the things you will do to me and the things you want me to do to you.

i would like to keep a record of every fantasy that ever crosses your dirty mind and then, when we finaly get together at the end of this long wait we are in, make them real... one by one, as dirty as they can be...

what about that?

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