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marikosan1952

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marikosan1952 -  Submissive Couple, Portsmouth | BDSM Profile on Collarspace

About marikosan1952

i am a very new sub to my Master.....please excuse me if i make any 'faux pas' to begin with.

Here to learn and absorb information on how to become the best i can be. To learn from those more experienced than i.

I submitted upon reading his first written words......to 'My Beautiful Mind Slave'.....the ripples it sent through me are not stopping....nor do i want them to.

Should i feel bereft when i do not hear from him? i guess i am here to compare notes with others in my humble position, and especially with those who live in the vicinity of Hampshire UK, with whom I could physically meet and with whom i could seek solace, whilst extolling my all too absent Master's ability to control and to care, punish and ignore.


Pain is a gift from him, in comparison to being ignored. Being ignored is so hard to bare, but bare it i must. i need someone to give me mental strength, although Master has told me that there are no short cuts, and that I must learn to savour the time apart by recording my feelings, my hopes, my fantasies, and my utter worthlesness. i feel a continual longing and would willingly share him. as even second hand contact would be excrutiatingly delicious...... is this a normal feeling?

And so i begin a journey.....urrknown terramtory...i am  here because of a video on Youtube.  She recommended this site highly...so here i am. 

What this path will lead me to i have no idea, but tread it i will for my Master, who i wish to care for me and in time, if i am worthy, collar me.

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