"When did you started?" "What trick was done to you realize your nature?" "How did you knew?"
Many of you are sending me this questions , and seems that older and experienced masters, still trying to acknowledge the origin of submission.
From my life experience, and I can only speak by myself, there is not a “origin” there is nothing like a experience that “turn” me into a sub.
I am still trying to understand when people say “natural submissive”, but in answer to the topic questions…
I always lived as submissive. Why do I say this?
Well submission is not opening legs on request, is something much more simple and casual.
Like to get a glass of water to my father. Like to following orders to not go out of home.
Clean and maintain the house clean and organized, is to be available each time someone calls out your name and not replaying “in a minute”.
Said this, you know ask ... “but were you conscious of your submission?”
I tell you No, I wasn´t .
“how did you acknowledge ?”
When I started having sexual experiences with school boys my naturally no tabu attitude, or “do what they told u to”, lead me to have different experiences for a such young girl.
When a special boyfriend took time to get me seated in front of the computer and show me bdsm porn, bdsm blogs, philosophy etc… then after that afternoon he told me something like
“see, this is who you are. You are submissive”
That was not the moment I “became” submissive but like I enjoy saying.. was when I realize that the Sun is yellow.
I was on the road with no sign, someone pass by you and tell you “Yey, you on the road to the X place”, and you keep walking… hum this road after all has a name and a destination..”
Hope to make you at least a bit more comprehensive of who I am.
