mariains

Doing a sort of balance of 2012 registered on CM

Have to thanks for the huge number of texts I received!

Some where deleted before opening, other deleted after reading,

Some got replays some got smiles and some flyed in to Lisbon to meet me.

For all I thank you for your interest, time and effort

Even the bullshit some of you say, because that made me valorize even more those who cammed to meet me.

And others, that being far away, have a special place in my heart and mind.

(some in my panties eeheh)

What I would like to everyone keep in mind for 2013 is that a New Era is on the table, a new way of mankind.

Hope this new “stage” be truth to wall the witches and etc… say…

That the Mind and Soul will take place over property and image.

Beeing property important in our Lifestyle, would like to say the truth ownership is not the body, is the soul.

Happy new year, and that all your wishes

( that are truth from your heart and not superfuluss)

take place in 2013.

Happy new accomplishments!

"When did you started?"   "What trick was done to you realize your nature?" "How did you knew?"

Many of you are sending me this questions , and seems that older and experienced masters, still trying to acknowledge the origin of submission.

From my life experience, and I can only speak by myself, there is not a “origin” there is nothing like a experience that “turn” me into a sub.

I am still trying to understand when people say “natural submissive”, but in answer to the topic questions…

I always lived as submissive. Why do I say this?

Well submission is not opening legs on request, is something much more simple and casual.

Like to get a glass of water to my father. Like to following orders to not go out of home.

Clean and maintain the house clean and organized, is to be available each time someone calls out your name and not replaying “in a minute”.

Said this, you know ask ... “but were you conscious of your submission?”

I tell you No, I wasn´t .

“how did you acknowledge ?”

When I started having sexual experiences with school boys my naturally no tabu attitude, or “do what they told u to”, lead me to have different experiences for a such young girl.

When a special boyfriend took time to get me seated in front of the computer and show me bdsm porn, bdsm blogs, philosophy etc… then after that afternoon he told me something like

“see, this is who you are. You are submissive”

That was not the moment I “became” submissive but like I enjoy saying.. was when I realize that the Sun is yellow.

I was on the road with no sign, someone pass by you and tell you “Yey, you on the road to the X place”, and you keep walking… hum this road after all has a name and a destination..”

Hope to make you at least a bit more comprehensive of who I am.

Maria Martins, 

I´ve been chating with some people from here, and i do appreciate a lot the patience of many.

But let me tell you, all, and alert to the "new" people that i might chat.

Searching for a Bdsm relationship is not just by it self a action.

Living a Bdsm relationship is a group of actions made, a path walked, therefore please do not contact me if you want a slave for tomorrow in you basement.

I agree on getting actions done, and being active toward the end (the relationship) but i do not believe or accept that one day you say "hi" and the second text you demanding to get a plain next hour to fly to you. DO NOT MAKE ANY SENSE !

"Walk the path with the eyes on horizon, but keep looking to you feets!!!"

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