ManxGoddess

Had the worse experience over the weekend. Met a cuckold that drove down to meet me which of course a good slave should do. Anyway, he tried to get overly friendly & fresh with Me, and I had to put him in his place more then once. There was no attraction for me at all towards him, on any level. It just wasn't there. I don't know about the rest of the BDSM world but for me if there isn't any physical, or emotional connection/attraction for  me then it just won't work. I had more fun flirting with the bikers that happened to be staying at the same motel we were at. It was just clean friendly fun. I had a great time chatting with them about their bikes ,and even got on one of the harley's and when he started that engine & i felt that vibration it was better then any vibrator i've ever had,lol.

I love being a biker chick, hot leather clothing to wear, hot bikers to look at, and the thrill of being on the back of the bike with the wind blowing in my hair, the feel of power coming from the bike, hmmmm almost as good as sex,lol.

So I am off to the U.K. on this Wednesday, can't wait to see my subby hubby. I know what I shall be doing this next weekend coming up :)  This will probably be my last entry for awhile since I will not have regular internet access, no internet in our flat. Oh well I am sure I can think of something to entertain myself :)  Good luck to all that seek their partner to share the kink with...

Well two weeks from tomorrow I'll be back home in the U.K., can hardly wait to get my hands on my slave husband, and see my other slave there as well. However I am still looking for a well trained sissy to come clean my flat at least once a week there on the Isle of Man. Also looking for a site where i can keep an journal so i can start to write down some of the weird but sometimes very entertaining calls I am getting with my job as a phone sex actress. Some of the calls are so far out there it almost is hard to believe how these guys can come up with some of their requests. Of course I have my favorite regular callers that just make me light up with a big smile when they call. I should write a book and call it Confessions of a Phone Sex Actress, of course change the names to protect the not so innocent, lol

Just had a message here on CM regarding my last few entries here in my journal.

Been told I should write them in further detail and publish them as erotic fiction.

Anyone else think I should do that??? I have been working on a bdsm novel based on my experiences as a Pro FemDom in NYC just finished the first chapter. Having a blast remembering all those wonderful things as I write them down. Of course names have been changed to protect the NOT so innocent, lol

Tickets have been booked for my return to the UK, I'm coming home the end of Sept.

So excited to get back and to do some serious training with my slave husband. Of course I shall have to make time to see my sissy and start her training as well. Something tells me she is going to be a handful, she is jealous of my slave husband so I certainly have to keep those two far apart. I hope my cuck from Scotland will make it over while I am home so we can have some fun as well. I hope to find another sissy that could come over to Isle of Man and serve me from time to time as well and show my sissy the proper way to serve her Goddess.

I received an interesting phone call from my bytch slave in California, it seems he had been in contact with another Mistress in California and had led her to believe he was unowned. He led me to believe this other Mistress had contacted him & was emailing him & calling him. He put us together on a 3 way phone call and I spoke to her. She told me he never mentioned being owned and regristered as my slave. She told me also that his former Mistress had turned him over to him a few months ago. Well I set her stright and told her that he had been mine for quite sometime in fact I had co-owned him with his former Mistress and I had taken ownership 100 percent after she dumped him. I also told her that after he went running off to Germany to be with the other Mistress and she dumped him yet again and he came crawling back to me I took him back. So apparetly he really wants to test my patience for him. I have informed him that he is very close to being dismissed and this time he would never have another chance with Me. I understand that there are so many subs/slaves out there seeking their one true Goddess to serve and what I can't understand is if given the chance to serve and be owned then why screw it up ??? It really can make a true Goddess feel very jaded....

My wonderful cuck from Scotland has found his way back to his Goddess so now my stable is coming along very nicely. Now I just need to find the perfect Mistress/slave marriage contract for my slave husband to sign.

My lovely sissy mary is coming along very well. She has finally accepted her fate as MY sissy and knows it is her true place. We were looking at sissy shoes  for her today, found a pair that I approved of and told her that Mistress shall think about it. Can hardly wait to see her soon...

I wonder why is it so hard to find a sincere sub/slave out here?  It's like looking for needle in a haystack, you know it's there but damn near impossible to find...

WANTED : ONE GOOD cuckold slave to train to please Me & to pamper,spoil and worship Me. In return you will be treated like My special cuckold toy. Serious applicants need only apply.

I am seeking a true cuckold slave, will answer all serious applicants.

Finally married to my wonderful slave, the wedding was everything I could of wanted from a wedding in Las Vegas. Had to keep it vanilla since we had family members there. However the wedding night was far from vanilla, :)   He proudly wears my mark of ownership and is a wonderful devoted slave husband.

Now I am looking for a slave to amuse me here in the Memphis area while I wait to apply for my visa so I can move back to the U.K. with my slave husband. Will consider all serious applicants.