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11/22/08... Hey!! feeling some better, another 11 days has past... feeling better most days... still have a few bad days... but you know what... I guess I should put this in the journal... have a great day!

11/11/08... just hanging out... still not sure if I want to do this anymore... just not feeling it.
I also have a bit of emotional baggage right now... maybe another time... for now, just friends, nothing more... thank you.

11/6/08... I am a very nice person with a huge heart... please don't mistake that for being a doormat, because i am no doormat.
If you cannot treat me with respect then please keep moving. It may take a long time to find another MAN like my Daddy, but i won't be treated badly. I also won't compare, I simply mean a good, good man.

I am open to talking and meeting new friends and see where things may go from there.

By the way... this could not be a full time thing for me, I am married and yes he knows... this can only be a play thing.


11/6/08... Daddy has decided on a new career too many states away... hopefully I'll be able to see him again... but I'm back.
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Have a great day.
11/27/2008 7:41:44 PM
Hello everybody... I hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving. Despite hurt in my heart, we had a great day today. I am better, I am really. I am trusting that God will take care of us and so far He is.
I did think about my ex today and hoped that he was having a good day too. I know he isn't happy but hopefully things will work out for him, I pray for his happiness. I really do.
Anyway, I hope we all can grasp how lucky and blessed we are. My husband and I are truly blessed... we don't have alot but you know what? We have "enough"... we have enough. God Bless you all.
11/22/2008 7:44:24 AM
Hello all... I hope you are all well today. I am good thank you.
I've been doing alot of praying lately. That seems to be helping me more than most of you can imagine. Am doing my best to just turn my life and my problems over to Jesus. I have to and I do believe that He will make all this better. He will make sure that I am taken care of and that I have "enough" of whatever I need.
I'm still waivering on meeting anyone new, but I think I should and just go very slow.
I hope you all have a great day... hugs.
11/19/2008 6:02:29 PM
Is there anyone out there who is real, just down to earth? Someone that a person can converse with about just things... do you really think that not getting to know you is ok? It was ok 20 years ago, it isn't ok now.
I want to know who the **** is going to touch me. I want to know the person that wants me to give up control to.
How else do you think I can learn to trust you? Hello? Do you hear me?
11/19/2008 5:50:43 PM
I cannot believe some of the shi* that I deal with. You send me emails, then you don't know who I am... omfg! Are you kidding me? I so don't need that crap!
Some of the people here need to take am aptitude test... omg!
9/29/2008 5:36:22 PM
Had a very good day today... was on cloud 9 most of the day. It's nice to feel so good again. My spirit has been somewhat broken but today I feel so good.
9/28/2008 1:31:16 PM
God... I just want you to be nice... how hard is that? Why must so many be so mean?
9/28/2008 12:17:43 PM

It's been almost 2 months since he left and yes I still miss him. With him he has taken a huge piece of my heart. I doubt I will ever get that back. I will always love him but I must move on.
Some days are very sad, but I try not to dwell on the past. I do have a bright future.
I hope you all having a great day.

Mizzblueberry
 
 Age: 21
 Orlando, Florida