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Female Submissive, 36, sheffield
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Female Submissive, 37, optional???
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Female Submissive, 52, SW, Florida
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About lynn1536mk2
FAKE PROFILE ALERT THE TIMEWASTER THAT GOES BY THE NAME OF LYNN1536 IS BACK
THIS PROFILE IS TO HIGHLIGHT HER
if anyone wants her yahoo or her mythical sisters yahoo mail me
I'M A FAKE AND TIME WASTER I WILL CHAT ON HERE FOR A BIT THEN GIVE YOU MY YAHOO ID AND CHAT MORE I'LL EVEN GIVE YOU MY "SISTER'S" YAHOO ID SO YOU CAN CHAT TO HER AS WELL, BUT AND IT'S A BIG BUT I/WE WILL VANISH WITHOUT A TRACE AS SOON AS YOU TRY TO ARRANGE A DISCIPLINE SESSION FOR US
I am married and was raised very strictly from the age of 10 when me, my mum and my sister went to live with grandad,
this has
left me feeling that I have no self control and need others to
set boundaries for me. To that end my husband found me an "uncle" who
took control of my life 24/7. on-line at first, then after about 3
months he also started visiting us for one wekend every two weeks. He
controled me for 5 yrs but ufortunatly has had to stop . I NEED to
find, new controling figur as soon as possable before i get out of
control.
I first started having problems in my life when I moved
out of my grandparents house at the age of 19. Having been brought up
along with my sister in a strict and controlling environment by my
grandparents, I felt lost and found it difficult to make decisions. As
the years went by, I knew that I needed some form of control and if
that meant that I would have to go back to getting my bare bottom
smacked then so be it.
Now that I’m a bit older, I realise that I need
to have limits set for me. I need to know what I can and can’t do. To
get that feeling where I feel the comfort of not having to make my own
decisions, I know that I will sometimes have to do things that I don’t
like or want to do. However, the feeling of contentment I get from not
having to make my own decisions is worth it I think.
It all boils down to the fact that I need limits set for me and to have some form of punishment if I step outside those limits.
I can be lazy so need to be to have bed times set
for me sometimes and to be punished in someway for lateness and not
doing the things that I should or have been set.
I am told that I am addicted to masturbating and
truth be told, I think that maybe I have been since puberty. If this is
not controlled it can take over and get in the way of things I should
be doing.
Sometimes I can think that I just can’t be
bothered with things and just sit about doing nothing. So I need to be
made to keep doing the things that need doing.
So it seems to me that the only way I can live a
life where I am content, is If someone takes control of me and MAKES me
do as I’m told. The only way that I can be made to live my life in that
controlled manner is that if I don’t do as I should then I get punished
it some way.
I find it very hard to admit just how much of my
life I need controlling. Although I hate it and moan about it, I really
need total control. If I oversleep I need my bare bottom spanking. If I
do something sexual that I shouldn’t I need to be made to feel
humiliated and even have my naughty bits punished. If I buy clothes I
don’t need then I should have clothes taken off me. I can’t manage my
own life, so I should have to live it to rules set by others. No matter
how sickening that could be.
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