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Female Submissive, Sheffield
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Female Submissive, 37, optional???
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Female Submissive, 52, SW, Florida
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About lynn1536janet
i'm a timewasting fake i just waste time stopping you finding a real person on here, i'm really a sad loser of a male pretending to be female, as i can't get a real one, i have a 'sister' called janet but it is really me too
I am married and was raised very strictly from the age of 10 when me, my mum and my sister went to live with grandad,
this has
left me feeling that I have no self control and need others to
set boundaries for me. To that end my husband found me an "uncle" who
took control of my life 24/7. on-line at first, then after about 3
months he also started visiting us for one wekend every two weeks. He
controled me for 5 yrs but ufortunatly has had to stop . I NEED to
find, new controling figur as soon as possable before i get out of
control.
I first started having problems in my life when I moved
out of my grandparents house at the age of 19. Having been brought up
along with my sister in a strict and controlling environment by my
grandparents, I felt lost and found it difficult to make decisions. As
the years went by, I knew that I needed some form of control and if
that meant that I would have to go back to getting my bare bottom
smacked then so be it.
Now that I’m a bit older, I realise that I need
to have limits set for me. I need to know what I can and can’t do. To
get that feeling where I feel the comfort of not having to make my own
decisions, I know that I will sometimes have to do things that I don’t
like or want to do. However, the feeling of contentment I get from not
having to make my own decisions is worth it I think.
It all boils down to the fact that I need limits set for me and to have some form of punishment if I step outside those limits.
I can be lazy so need to be to have bed times set
for me sometimes and to be punished in someway for lateness and not
doing the things that I should or have been set.
I am told that I am addicted to masturbating and
truth be told, I think that maybe I have been since puberty. If this is
not controlled it can take over and get in the way of things I should
be doing.
Sometimes I can think that I just can’t be
bothered with things and just sit about doing nothing. So I need to be
made to keep doing the things that need doing.
So it seems to me that the only way I can live a
life where I am content, is If someone takes control of me and MAKES me
do as I’m told. The only way that I can be made to live my life in that
controlled manner is that if I don’t do as I should then I get punished
it some way.
I find it very hard to admit just how much of my
life I need controlling. Although I hate it and moan about it, I really
need total control. If I oversleep I need my bare bottom spanking. If I
do something sexual that I shouldn’t I need to be made to feel
humiliated and even have my naughty bits punished. If I buy clothes I
don’t need then I should have clothes taken off me. I can’t manage my
own life, so I should have to live it to rules set by others. No matter
how sickening that could be.
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