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TrueBound4u
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Since Feb 18, I'm Back in Montreal for good!!!
NOTE TO YOURSELF! I'm not here for Your webcam shit! I live this ! I breathe it! Its not a fad for me or something i do out of boredom!!
A fire that will not burn out!
I seek a Master-a Daddy- a lover- a friend ! I long to be Your slut, slave and babygirl! I would also love to be in charge of Oour slaves together, if allowed. As i do love to Dominate. My profile is not set in stone . Everything really depends On You . i Adapt easily when i am really into Someone.
I am finally back in Montreal and im never ever leaving again!!!!
As You may have taken note , I have put on weight again. Some of my pics im small and others more curvy! I am trying my best to loose it again but it appears that when i am in an unfufilling relationship or unhappy about something in my life , i gain weight. When i am Owned or with Someone i am happy with i always look my best. I go to the gym , do cardio and supersets and eat pretty clean. I apoligize to anyone who will not take me on due to this. But i have been blessed in the past to have found 2 who accepted me as such and i lost alot of weight! I have faith.
Submits infectiously ! Miss twisted . To give and receive luv and pain !
Switch, One who is aware of both sides of the coin . I only submit to Men for any Mistress who may have interest ( unless I am involved in a poly and my Master wants both of us to switch from time to time ). As per subs I would take on a male or female .
Subs : you are someone who is willing to obey and follow rules . you are willing to accept your punishments when due . Willing to strive to do your very best to please . you will give your utmost respect . you need Someone to give you direction , motivation , to tell you how they see it , the truth , yes even if it hurts sometimes . you are willing to be better at not only serving as a slave-sub but , at being a better person .
you will have purpose in your life , guidance and protection . you will be loved , cared for and adored for how you serve . yes pet , no worries you will also be treated like a dirty slut , make you useless yet useful muhahaha The toys await your flesh !
To any Dom in future !
Like a flower if You do not water it every day it will wither and die !
I am tired of the self centered Men ''selfish '' . Do You even have a soul ?
I am a slave/sub , not Your doormat ( smiles ..yes of course U may at times step on me but....) . I know My worth and should be valued greatly as such ! I will accept No Less ! I will not be made to feel worthless ( yes sure call me that or cunt but, i know its with luv even if only an inch )
One may run the show but , it is not all about You ! The girl who serves under Your foot , the girl who worships the ground You walk on . she is free in Your captivity and should be adored , rewarded and cherished knowing and seeing for Yourself how proud she is to serve You . she is willing to do what is takes to be at Your feet !
.. well You should be proud and honoured to share both of Our needs ,wants and desires . A need also being that in moments You may feel You have no use for me , i will find reason for You to need me ...why because I need You . It is not a one sided street .
Should You think that a slave is of no true value then move to the next profile because I assure You i will call You out on it . I will respect where it is rightfully due . I am one who will do just about anything to make You happy . I bend at Your will ! I am not shy to voice my thoughts to You or my feelings. I am very open and I expect You to be the same . I expect You to treat me as someone You are proud to own . Why , because if I see You deserve my all , I give my all and then some .
Now that I have given warning here's My profile .....
Be prepared to read as I have put my heart into it ,
I will feel His approach like fire through my blood !!!
It is about giving without ever taking what You have for granted . Treasure it , Cherish it, Flourish it !
I am playful , cheeky , a women , a bbgirl at times , sadistic , maso , perved , twisted , funny , loving , sensuel , passionate , , hard , sensitive, pliant yet lustfully deviant , so much to know and see for Yyourself ! Don't forget a Gemini , adaptable , insightful , talkative ( and when i am silent they wonder what's wrong ) Thinker .....
I'm a switch but , i do not switch with the one i would kneel to ! I would only switch with a sis sub should it be called for . I need to be Owned , my heart yearns it , it consumes me . Therefore, i could not allow myself to control Him whom i desire and need to give my all to , complete utter control . I am a girl -Woman of a strong persona so when it comes to woman i am not so quick to submit to her ( not to mention i have been known to be a Man in a woman's body , a sexuel beast , a perv , do you think you can handle Our Dom and me winks ). here kitty , kitty ! As i get My strap on for you! I agree 3 holes are always better then 2 ! Don't forget to clean it off well ! or I might just have to get out a tool for your flesh . Muhahaha
Should i have a sis sub, she will be one who adds to the relationship and not someone who has intentions to diminish it . I have had some bad experiances with women which had led me to have a lack of trust towards women . It is one reason why Master had to break that . He did succeed in it or could have never been at His feet . I have to say He has opened my mind about it but, needless to say I am selective .
To feel complete at Your feet ! All i do for You has purpose !
There is nothing more profound then the relationship between a Master and His slave .
I need and desire to serve , to give of myself with an open mind and open heart . To strive to to obey Your rules . To do my very best to stay at Your feet , as Your collared girl . To be devoted to You . Proud to be at Ones feet . Knowing my place , knowing i belong !
i shall fall at Your feet , i shall worship the ground You walk on . Being underfoot or being called Your cunt , either way i am fulfilled .
Giving of all i am without holding anything back . To be open with my thoughts and feelings . To be passionate and caring to You . A girl who would do just about anything for You because, i love to please .
I seek to be Owned and to hopefully have a slave under me . Should the Dom i am with allow it . my slave would also serve You for all i have is Yours .On such note, I am also open to poly , as i have been nick named ''poly'' for being open to having a sis sub . My first Master would have been shocked to know this one but, after being Owned the secound time around ,Master had told me i would have to share Our love . I accepted knowing that regardless i still had my place as His alpha , His personal slave and that nothing would ever change that . It was the confidence within Our relationship that allowed me to be open to it . It was the fact that He never for a moment led me to believe i was anything less . I am greatful !
Knowing they believe you'd die for Them , yet truth be told i live for Them
Luv*&*Pain
love is pain and pain is love !
Blessed Be A/all
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So about two weeks ago i began taking my measurements again. I do that as i have been lifting weights off and on since im 15 years old. Muscles weigh more than fat and with that, it ends up making me look abit more than what i really weigh. I had not started back my gyming but began to eat cleaner , drink more water and take my supplements. I lost inches ! You know Your loosing when the panties You thought would not fit that ass and they do! The bra gets loooser and the pants!
I keep Aall posted.
BTW , i WANT TO BE CURVY , SMALLER AND CUT BUT NOT BULKY AND TITLESS! |
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Recently Someone hit my mind body and soul . You can't imagine all the emotions this person gave me. The words He spoke were out of this world. Oh how He sung to my soul! -spoken with sarcasm! He was good though ) i can only imagine the tune He sung to the other chick.! Ha And He wants respect????? He would not place me on His profile and yet expected me to keep Him on mine. He told me im not serious????? He dropped me like a hot potato ....without even a meet ????? Low and behold He quickly added someone on His profile ! claps her hands BRAVO!
It amazes me how people get their kicks ! People really don't give a shit about anyone's feelings at all. Playing the game or maybe Someone lacked confidence that what i was saying back to Him was very real and true! Adios Mi Corazon !
I was captivated!
Sometimes we don't get what we want , because it's not what we needed. |
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Something i wrote some time ago and decided to repost it . You can find more in my journal!
With the bits of hell which surround Us
Gazing upon You is like the heavens
with tears of Luv*&*Pain
without it , I'd never be the same ! |
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as the saying goes '' the truth shall set you free''
It amazes Me at times , how without even asking the question ; the answers appear in some way , shape or form . |
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They would say , I would die for Them but , truth be said , I live for Them ! |
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Never take that of which Yyou have for granted . Know always Oour time here is barrowed ! |
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as I grin and show My vamp toothies
Happy All Hallows Eve
and don't let them zombies eat your ass ...ok yes pun intended ...muhahahha
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song judas kiss , Metallica
i'll set you free ,, bow down , surrender unto Me , Submit Infectiously!!!
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There is a place , space and time , below Your feet is true and kind !
beams proudly !
yes to some weird acts of love ... meow...i love it !!!
twisted this way ! |
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I embrace the ''life '' and refuse to ''live'' without it ! |
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I have posted this comment b4 in feb , but feel it is one of great importance !
When You grab My neck , You fill My soul !
smiles or when You even just grab my hair and stare into my eyes , i melt and fall into Your eye's |
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Some more of My thoughts ,
With the bits of hell which surround Us
Gazing upon You is like the heavens
with tears of Luv*&*Pain
without it , I'd never be the same ! |
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Not to Master , just to some in general be forwarned
1 I don't beg ( Master gets my begging , only ! only the worthy ! )
2 You do or You don't ( fine ) or I will make you do what I want , period !
3 DON'T WASTE MY TIME !
4 no bull kapiche!
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I cannot fight this vamperic addiction for utter submission . A prayer 4 your lonliness ,you are bound to submit !
Words from His lair !
Are you willing to give your all to win the Protection , Love and Guidance that you truly seek to find and know ? To be all you can be ? To obey without question ? Are you willing to surrender your all to gain , everything and more ?
My blessings are with you .
walk this path and you shall never feel alone again !
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He watches over me , i reach out to Him & He reaches back for me . Holding out 4 my Hero!
A Fire that Burns through my veins ! |
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Words I have written for my Master,
I was a broken angel , Master found me , gave me new wings to fly . For this , I shall always be by His side !
No longer , '' the withired lover '' !
luv*&*pain |
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As i sat this morn thinking of You , as always . These words passed though my mind .
It will ''Be Done'' As it is in ''Heaven '' . All for You , Master ! |
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Sir/Master,
You are my Thorn and i , Your rose !
You own me and You ''run this ass' as i shake it proudly !
It is so much more then ''skin deep '' .
Your , luv*&*pain |
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naughty grin
I/i am soft and silky on the outside and smooth and creamy on the inside!!
ps.. Master -Sir don't You agree ?
To future sub-slaves you may or may not find out ! Are you worthy ? Show your devotion and conviction !
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i do '' His '' will , but ' you ' will do both "Our" will !
kneel for you live by the whip ! |
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To the One i now live for , my EVERYTHING ; Sir-Master in my heart already , You are the '' Master'' of this heart and soul !
You give me some ''tuff' love at times , but i love You ever more for it ! my sincere apoligies right here and now for being displeasing . i will do my very best to give You complete and utter devotion , should i be at Your feet or not ! i will ''think'' and ''engage'' 24/7 of what i can do to be more pleasing to You . i do not excist without You !
i have always been a sub at heart ..many things have allowed me from my past to know it, but as i kneel at Your feet my true heart's desire is to be Your personal slave ! All i think and see is You , no matter what i do , i always have room for You .
You fill my soul with so much feelings and emotions , You truly make my head spin !
If He told me heaven was past that mountain.. i surely would follow !!!!!!
Chained at His side , free in ''His '' captivity . If today i breathed my last breath , i'd surely be at peace knowing i had You !!
EVERYDAY i SHALL keep ''Oour '' flame BURNING bright .. ALWAYS in LOVE and LIGHT !!! grinz well to my SADO DOM darkness aswell . |
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The Rose
With the whisper of it's petals , the depth of it's roots & the fullness of it's bloom , luv has touched Oour hearts !
luv knows no Bounds! |
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luv is pain & pain is luv. |
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Sometimes we don't get what we want , because it's not what we needed. |
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To Whom He may Be...
i worship the ground You walk on.
i will kiss Your feet , for i know my place .
i will proudly beg .
i give of all .
i hold nothing back .
i crawl to You , for without Him, i am nothing .
[ ps, yes i am aware that i am quite worthy, but in a mind of a sub/slave.. she is lost without her Master.
Simply knowing she is needed, to plz Him .]
Unless you are a woman...then it is , I , Who runs this show !
Complete Surrender.. nothing more deep and true !
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skin soft as silks ,only missing Your welts! |
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i love the band , Acid Velvet Christ [ and many other types of music ]
-- Resistance Is Futile! ur life as it has been, Is Over!
From this Day on , u Will Service Uus...[or service You and Dom her ass! ] |
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Can You '' Tame '' the ''untamed'' ? Do You even really want to tame her..slow smile |
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Always remember that life is not the breaths u take but the moments that take Ur breath away !
Ps; yes allow the '' pun '' to be intended...for i most certainly enjoy having Someone take my breath and indeed, i'd take of one's breath to! Just not my Owner . i desire long term use , lol..He'd cut me in pieces otherwise. |
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A Rose is just a Rose without It's Thorns. It only then becomes a MasterPiece..lol or Master's piece of meat.
hmm i think a Rose will be my next tat.. and indeed it will have Thorns , Any volenteers to beat one with the thorns and then softly caress my red flesh with the petals..mmmmmmmmmmm tingle, tingle. |
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By Bob H ,
Sadomasochism is; Most people work around their psychological demons , Wwe harness Oours up and take them out for a ride.
grinz and yes i am not afraid as i love to ride!! = Macho sub. one reluctant to show distress or who feels a need to stoically endure what is not plasurable . Motivated by a desire to prove her mettle , show devotion ,or reflect her internal fantasy . A strong desire to obey .
From the book Screw The Roses, Send Me the Thorns.
The book is driving me bonkers..so hard to contain myself on both ends of the game. Muhahaha |
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i adore my tat..i have waited so long for it and finally after alot of introspection , it was well deserved!
ps. view the 2 pic as this one was taken kinda slanted , grr lol makes the tat look like it's not even.
hehe my body building is starting to show as well i see! |
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Shivers , can You deliver? For 'i '' am a receiver !!! |
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All smiles , i got my tat [ luv&pain]
You can view it on my profile , my primary photo. i can't wait to get another one... i had shivers all over..mmmmmm !
What will excentrate that Tat more..purple wings .. i want those tingles and goosebumps back!!! They will also add to the very meaning of my tat .. FREEDOM .. Living a life that some could never even fathom.
see it and it will be!!!
ps. and to the other tat 'dude' Your full of it, i just walked into a place , 2 tat place. He knew what the fuck He was talking about!
and hell yes He will get my CHING ,CHING again [ money ] i not only paid less , but it also took less time then the other artist had mentioned. Someone i think need's a good ass whippin! |
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well what a joke..i guess i should have simply kept my mouth shut. [ roars] lol , i went to show the guy my tat on wednesday .. went back today to bring the pics blown up as he stated that because its a celtic tribal sign ; it needs to have certain demensions... well now today he tells me i have to wait as he's going away for a week and he is too booked to do mine right now. So , on that piss off note , if i cannot get it done tomorrow by just walking in a tat shop ; i will have to wait . [ cusses under her breath]
a girl is sooo disapointed!! |
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had to add , i can't wait till may 24th, maybe this year , ill get those b-day beatings and be in my glory!!! |
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i will be adding new pictures shortly, as i have lost alot of weight [ i will continue to do such ! ]. Many have said my pics do not do me enough justice. [smiles and blushes] Thank You! It's Changing not only the way i look , but how i feel .
i will also as of next friday , i will have my very first tat. 'grinz\ The pic of my tat is on it's way !
This tat will have much meaning to me for many diffrent reasons.. It will be a tribal triskelion . The celtic symbol meaning '' here is appropriate'' because this symbol stands for competition and man's progress.
It also carrys the sign for bdsm! mm such ''FREEDOM''
i will add my nic name [ luv&pain ] to the tat as well for i have been told i carry my name well.
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Needing to be '' SO BAD ,TO BE SO GOOD'' in One's eye!!! |
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To Be Or Not To Be ,is the question !
Your '' 3 hole in 1'' and Your '' portable play station '' giggles
yes i am a perv and twisted ! |
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A life that can give one so many sensations and emotions. You may shed tears , You may feel pain but , all of it has ''purpose'' !
smiles , proud to know it ! |
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It amazes me how some write 'a command' and then say , if you do this You'll be mine. People plz if it were so easy. lolol
What a joke
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Grinz,
i got my game face on ! Do Yyou? |
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Something i put together , i hope Yyou enjoy.
Time waste it not
As Yyou laugh at Oone's sorrow
Remember Yyour Time Here is Barrowed !
luv*&*pain |
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sighs
i must admit i feel empty and need to be filled in more ways then one..muhahahaha
BLASTS THE PLAYER , BAND DISTURBED , SONG- VIOLENCE FETISH ! |
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Sometimes i just wish there was an emergency number for sub-slaves to get some good usage!!
These days are ruff . |
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When You grab my neck , You fill my soul. |
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| Age: 35 |
| Houston,
Texas |
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